Talk about the reasons why you live and have motivation to do anything as opposed to feeling total antipathy to doing anything.
>>70758358
my dad left when i was a teen so i have to take care of my sis and mom. also my gfs dad left when she was young and i have to take care of her
music is the only thing that takes care of me :(
also + Stravinsky and johnny rebel
My head won't shut up.
>>70758358
the likely misguided hope that one day I'll be happy with my life and myself
still feel that antipathy though : )
>>70758383
+Future, Grimes
you sound like a good person anon
idk
>>70758358
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUEuajM4Geg
>>70758383
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SfqySx7f2v8
>>70758561
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oIPkvuhqehE
>>70758561
We all live in anticipation of happiness. It's that anticipation which keeps us from feeling depressed. There's few moments which are transient and momentary when life truly feels exciting and fun, but those moments can never be grasped and held on to. You're only ever left waiting in anticipation for such moments.
I'm enjoying life by having experiences which can teach my valuable lessons. I'm trying to find or reach the point where my life will get a meaning. I want to leave my mark on the world in some way, if I never find it I guess I will have sons.
i wish i had a dog
i'm working up to the point where i can afford to take care of one well
i'm just trying to make the most of this life, that's all i can do
i'm also writing a selection of short stories
>>70758358
+stravinsky
+alphaxone
>>70758383
i would take care of you and make you your favorite food often
>>70758358
https://twitter.com/LILBTHEBASEDGOD/status/1784234309
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=16dV-wKKgY0
>>70758383
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q37CHEMiXi4
>>70758561
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jy-yMWbI7NQ
>>70758383
>music is the only thing that takes care of me :(
I would adopt you and feed you all the eggs
>>70759009
I wish I had a cat desu
>>70758358
secret stairways??
https://hhelmm.bandcamp.com/album/rawabet
>>70758383
levantis
>>70758561
elegia
>>70758358
Check out Vaginal Jesus and because I feel like a bigger world is out there for me
>>70758383
Damn anon making me cry n shit
>>70758561
Polvo maybe but I assume you know them already whatd you think of the new cloud nothings album I thought it was ok but disappointing
>>70758830
Why so?
>>70759009
That's a great goal having a pupper is the best what kind do you want also check out the American analog set
>>70759896
if you like jeromes dream try tangerine dream
>>70759542
ooooo
>>70759896
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IwYLzrmr9ps
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tDwNUzjScWQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0xLjq2aYnxw
>>70759963
joel andrews - violet flamee
>>70759542
+batushka
>>70759071
+joanna newsom
>>70759012
+muslimgauze
vatican shadow - remember your black day
>>70758946
weird owl - nuclear psychology
joseph - stoned age man
mystic siva - s/t
>>70758561
+bauhaus
>>70758358
+bongripper
stoneburner - life drawing
toner low - III
>Talk about the reasons why you live and have motivation to do anything as opposed to feeling total antipathy to doing anything.
better living through chemistry, man
>>70759963
+fanger & schonwalder
>>70760004
Nice recs thanks anon
Every day is a struggle
>>70759896
things move
i move
compulsion i guess
>>70760004
that Lord Tortoise thing looks interesting
>>70760087
I should really listen to The Drift sometime desu
>>70760247
dang
>>70758358
I've had this for a while, but I think I've found the way to change myself
I want to change my body so I have that to work towards, next i need to find something to be interested in idk what yet
part of that involves changing my diet so hopefully a better diet will make me feel better
also i've found that just putting my shoes on is enough to switch my mind to "ok let's do something" mode
probably won't but I hope that helps anyone who needs it
>>70758383
you're a good person anon, helping them out with all this stuff
>>70758830
>idk
same
>>70760484
its indie trash from australia, but oyu can decide for yourself https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDrHP7JfxSg
>>70758358
Bump
>>70758358
I have an eager for knowledge I can't contain, so despite existence being absurd I manage to try and learn as much as I can. It feels as I'm an alien sent to Earth to write a report on mankind to my species. (how autistic of me)
I relate to the overused quote by Socrates, "the unexamined life is not worth living".
hello /mu/
Feel free to rec, roast, guess personality, whatever.
>>70763063
Holy fucking shit dude
>>70765870
Forgot to include my reason to live:
I enjoy doing things with other people which requires effort
>>70765870
>Holy fucking shit dude
w-what'd i do? ;-;
nice taste, btw
>>70758946
>if I never find it I guess I will have sons
God, this hits close home
>>70760484
ikr
>>70760530
+Sinead O'Connor, Marina, Donna Summer
You always have something in the mix I enjoy. Never change popfriend <3
>>70763063
Welcome to /mu/. Now get out.
>>70765870
+TVU, Doors, Darkside, Talking Heads, Feelies
p /mu/core you'reself frienderino :^)
A lot shuffle shit this week
>>70767445
Saved it really shitty...Oops.
>>70765870
i like literally everything on your chart except franz ferdinand.
>>70764768
+ fidlar (back when they were still good), la dispute, l7
- 21 pilots