lyrics that sum up your pathetic life

drew looks at me, i fake a smile so he won't see

>Sometimes I feel very sad
>Can't find the right things to put my heart and soul into
>People I know don't want me

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>>69319777
>>69320766

>I said, I wanted to break my friends but my dependancy won't let me away
>I'd like to think that I can work it out some, but I wanna be put into the ground

>Today I needed a break, my friends are up in mountains and I'm drowning in lakes
>I swallowed water right in front of her face, just to show that she had nothing to say

>They said to just be ourselves but we all knew that was never good enough. They said we had every chance but how could we not fuck it all up?
>I hate the way that I think and act
>I'm embarrassed by my depression when I put things in perspective
>I just say that I’m happy now leave me alone
>So many feelings pent up in here. Left alone I'm with the one I most fear
>I traded in my hope for a hangover and a headache
>I ain't living long like this.

LIKE NEWBORNS SMELL LIKE BUTTER
THIS ONE WAS BORN LIKE NONE OTHER

No one will ever love you,
for everything you are

And so you build up layers of deception
In an attemption to alter the perception
of the ones you love,
who will never love you back,
if they knew everything about you,
every solitary fact

And the sadness of your life is built upon this lack,
of ever truly knowing anyone
and having them know you
It's the sadness of the world
There's nothing you can do

And so just go to sleep
Just let the hours pass
Sleep it all away
None of it will last

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You do it to yourself
You do
And that's what really hurts
Is you do it to yourself
Just you
You and no one else

JUST

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A heart that's full up like a landfill
A job that slowly kills you
Bruises that won't heal
You look so tired, unhappy
Bring down the government
They don't, they don't speak for us
I'll take a quiet life
A handshake of carbon monoxide

With no alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
Silent, silent

This is my final fit
My final bellyache

With no alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises, please

Such a pretty house
And such a pretty garden

No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises
No alarms and no surprises, please

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>>69319777
magick trips

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>i was frozen by the way you seemed to enjoy being with me
>and while searching for the right words to say i realized that when we're together i'm happy
>sometimes i wish that my drink had been poisoned
>so that feeling would have never faded
>and i could have slowly died watching how i made you smile

>>69321266
>purge was qt
Damn

>>69321183
What song is this

>>69321421
Song for Caden, by Jon Brion (don't know who sings it), from the film Synecdoche, New York

Excellent film, but pretty fucking depressing

>>69321421
Googled it myself too out of curiosity.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=662uPQ7Xrdw

>Party over here.
>I'll be over there.

>>69321448
That's one of my lesser liked films with Kaufman. I wish the ones you posted were the songs only lyrics but thanks for posting

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If you're so funny then why are you on your own tonight?
And if you're so clever then why are you on your own tonight?
If you're so very entertaining then why are you on your own tonight?
If you're so very good-looking, why do you sleep alone tonight?

I know 'cause tonight is just like any other night
That's why you're on your own tonight
With your triumphs and your charms
While they're in each other's arms

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>it's alright for now,
>forget about this past year.

>a list of my mistakes
>hangs in the back of my head.
>here's another chance
>to make them all again.

>snow falls, I'll get one more clean slate.
>we'll talk about how we’ll change
>but we will never follow through.

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I'm on the phone while I'm driving, take my hand off of these wheels to keep my legs from shaking, moving to the crashing of cymbals, growing into themes, near to "mesmerize", but never right on time. You say that you mean it this time more? Last time turned to nothing, this I'm sure, but I've been wrong before, and how this feels, and how Liz sings "I won't decorate my love" has got me thinking, it's got me dreaming of imaginary times on an imaginary couch listening to imaginary records and with imaginary mouths saying "boy, this is it," "this must be it". Please, can't this just be it.

>sing me to sleep
>deep in the cell of my heart i really want to go

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Is it depression or disease?
Tell it to the millipedes...

The casserole was good
And the drives were so nice
Welcome to the worst part of your life

I'm hard to fix because
It took me so goddamn long
To figure out that I broke down

Visibly despondent, apathic
Soul's life, dramatic
Phlegmatic, unathletic
Feeling bleak and pathetic

fuck being hard posdnous is complicated

>You know that I can't take naps
>Cause they end in panic attacks
>I can't play video games
>Cause I always end up depressed
>I can't be left alone now for even a second
>I'm a burden but at least I know it
>Most days are bad days
>We can't wait for someone to pull me off of the concrete
>We stopped standing proud a year ago now
>What you see is just a shell of who I used to be
>I can't believe I got this weak

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There'll always be somebody that shoot down any dream
There'll always be haters, that's the way it is
Hater niggas marry hater bitches and have hater kids
But they're gonna have to take my life before they take my drive
'cause when I was barely living, that's what kept me alive
Just the thought that maybe it could be better than what we at at this time
Make it out of this grind, before I'm out of my mind
And get some lee way on the he say she say
You girl don't like me, how long has she been gay
Spanish girls say "No hable inglés"
And everybody want to run to me for their single
It's funny how these wack niggas need my help
Wasn't around when I couldn't feed myself
Dog, If I was you, I wouldn't feel myself
Dog, If I was you, I'd kill myself
Made a mill myself, and I'm still myself
And I'ma look in the mirror if I need some help

I’m carrying a heavy bucket back from the well Trembling hands and losing water, losing my will
When we got home, nothing was left but knots in the lease
Now I’m heading west or someplace far from the East
Cortisol and Serotonin, stable’s a thrill
Anhedonia at the surface, here I’m in hell
I’m carrying this empty bucket, I wanna empty myself
Because, everything is getting rid of everything else

>>69321673
It's my favourite of his, but I resonate strongly with all his work


and yeah I did the lyrics off the top of my head, probably some slight errors in there

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>>69319693
>i cum in the fuck

>I'm not sick but I'm not well
>And I'm so hot 'cause I'm in Hell

I don't even like the song that much but It's too real.

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>>69321018
>tfw you see someone else dropping that Pat The Bunny knowledge

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Don't worry about me, I've got all that I need and I'm singing my song to the sky
You know how it feels, with the breeze of the sun in your eyes, not minding that time's passing by
I've got all and more; my smile, just as before, is all that I carry with me
I talk to myself, I need nobody else, I'm lost and I'm mine, yes I'm free

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Doom nominated for the best rolled L's
And they wonder why he dealt with stress so well

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She hopes I'm cursed forever to
Sleep on a twin-sized mattress
In somebody's attic or basement my whole life
Never graduating up in size to add another
And my nightmares will have nightmares every night

>You'll cowards don't even smoke crack

really makes you think

I took this walk to ease my mind
To find out what's gnawing at me
And wouldn't think to look at me
That I've spent a lot of time in education
All seems so long ago

I'm a thinker, not a talker
I've no-one to talk to, anyway
I can't see the road
For the rain in my eyes

I live above the grocers store
Owned by an Austrian
He often calls me down to eat
And he jokes about his broken English
Tries to be a friend to me

But for all my years of reading conversation
I stand without a word to say
I can't see the bridge
For the rain in my eyes

And the world is full of life
Full of folk who don't know me
And they walk in twos or threes or more
While the light that shines above the grocer's store
Investigates my face so rudely

And my essays lying scattered on the floor
Fulfill their needs just by being there
And my hands shake, my head hurts
My voice sticks inside my throat
I'm invisible and dumb and no one will recall me
And I can't see the water through the tears in my eyes

>>69321674
Came here to post this but I changed my mind because I didn't want to be *that one* fag

>Never mind the words that came
>Out of my mouth when all I could feel was pain
>The difference in the two of us
>Comes down to the way you rise over things I just put down
>Let him bring you happiness, happiness
>It's hard to come by, I confess
>I'm better at this than, happiness
>If you find it share it with the rest of us, the rest of us

>[instrumental music plays]

>>69319693
>i don't hate myself
>i tolerate myself
>i wish i was someone else

>>69321674
song please anon this spoke to me to deep

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>>69321292
jesus just kill me now also what song

>>69325744
The Smiths - I Know It's Over

>>69325805
Is this bait, or?

>>69325958
no its not bait

>>69325971
Radiohead - No Surprises

>>69326002
i really hope your not baiting me now anon

>Give up
>Come to
>Know
>We're through

>>69326035
You realize you could just drag and drop those lyrics into google right?

>and then one day you find
>ten years have got behind you

>>69326064
Yeah i know listing to it now thanks anon

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Get rid of this thought of you rotting in
The same cold space
You don't want to feel anything new
You decided to spend your life
Safe from emotion
This way you'll never be harmed again
Or confused now

You spend your life
Trapped in this void where
You will stay away
You waste your life
Relaxed in your void where
You will drain all of you

>>69319693
That's pathetic? You know that's essentially what life is? Go to work, hang with friends.

I don't want you to call again

Do you still feed the animal?
Muffled mess

Quiet calm pervade her
I couldn't go trought this again
You said you love her
You know you love her
You never want to be without her
You said you never want hurt her
You know you hurt her

How many lives you lives
How many hurt you done
How many times you come to this place
How much you want it
You said you love her
Do you?

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>>69321674

Was gonna say this.

>It was easier to lock the doors and kill the phones
>Than to show my skin
>Because the hardest thing
>Is never to repent for someone else
>It's letting people in

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SUNRISE WRONG SIDE OF ANOTHER DAY
SKY HIGH AND SIX THOUSAND MILES AWAY
DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I'VE BEEN AWAKE
WOUND UP IN AN AMAZING STATE
CAN'T GET ENOUGH
AND YOU KNOW IT'S THE RIGHTEOUS STUFF
GOES UP LIKE PRICES AT CHRISTMAS

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Saw you- laughing aloud to your friends- when I was across the room-
When I was across the room
I'm sick of- standing alone, when you're here
Who's good enough for you -
Who's good enough for you -
Well it's only love, it's not real anyway-
It's only love it's not real

But you're gonna die in somebody else's arms, and I have to live with that
You're gonna die in somebody else's arms, and I have to live with that-

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hUH3IVCdgKY

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TIE THE CHORD
KICK THE CHAIR
AND YOU'RE DEAD

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I have been completely unable to maintain any semblance of relationship on any level
I have been a bastard to the people who have actively attempted to deliver me from peril
I have been acutely undeserving of the ear that listen up and lip that kissed me on the temple
I have been accustomed to a stubborn disposition that admits it wish it's history disassembled

Aw, Cracklin' Rosie, get on board
We're gonna ride
Till there ain't no more to go
Taking it slow
And Lord, don't you know
We'll have me a time with a poor man's lady

Hitchin' on a twilight train
Ain't nothing here that I care to take along
Maybe a song
To sing when I want
No need to say please to no man
For a happy tune

Oh, I love my Rosie child
You got the way to make me happy
You and me we go in style
Cracklin' Rose,
You're a store-bought woman
But you make me sing like a guitar hummin'
So hang on to me, girl,
Our song keeps runnin' on
Play it now, play it now
Play it now, my baby

Cracklin' Rosie, make me a smile
Girl, if it lasts for an hour, that's all right
We got all night to set the world right
Find us a dream that don't ask no questions
Yeah

Oh, I love my Rosie child
You got the way to make me happy
You and me we go in style
Cracklin' Rose,
You're a store-bought woman
But you make me sing like a guitar hummin'
So hang on to me, girl
Our song keeps runnin' on
Play it now, play it now
Play it now, my baby

Cracklin' Rosie, make me a smile
Girl, if it lasts for an hour, that's all right
We got all night
To set the world right
Find us a dream that don't ask no questions
Ba ba ba ba ba ......

"It's alright to feel like a fat child in a pushchair, old enough to run..."

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>Locked in my room, four black walls
>Tie the noose, no recall
>No resolve, fuck withdrawal
>Rather shoot up 'til I fall

want to show you that I'm not worthless
I've taught myself how to supress my urges

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>>69327730
>disposition that admits it wish it's history disassembled

>>69326997

>implying life isn't inherently pathetic

>I don't belong to anyone
>My heart's as heavy as an oil drum
>>And I don't want to be alone
>>My heart's as yellow as an ear of corn
>>>And I have torn my soul apart
>>>By pulling artlessly with fool commands
>>>>Some nights I just never go to sleep at all
>>>>And I stand, shaking in the doorway like a sentinel
>>>>>All alone.

This thread is immensely pathetic. Just kill yourselves already.

>I am Star Wars today
>I am no longer English grey

I didn't take no shortcuts
I spent the money that I saved up
Oh, Momma running out of luck
Like my sister, don't give a fuck

I wanna steal your innocence
To me, my life, it don't make sense
Those strange manners, I loved 'em so
"Why won't you wear your new trench coat?"

I should've worked much harder
I should've just not bothered
I never show up on weekdays
Something that you learned yesterday

"Drive you to work; you'll be on time
These little problems they're not yours and mine,"
"Come on and listen to what I say
I've got some secrets that'll make you stay"

I just want to turn you down
I just want to turn you around
Oh, you ain't never had nothin' I wanted, but...
I want it all
I just can't figure out...
Nothing

And all together it went well
We made pretend we were best friends
Then she said, "Oh, you're a freak"
"They ordered me to make mistakes"
Together again, like the beginning
It all works somehow in the end
The things we did, the things you hide
For the record it's between you and I

Oh, I didn't take no shortcuts
I spent the money that I saved up
Oh, Momma running out of luck
Like my sister, don't give a fuck

I wanna steal your innocence
To me my life, it just don't make any sense
Those strange manners, I loved 'em so
"Why won't you wear your new trench coat?"

I just want to misbehave
I just want to be your slave
Oh, you ain't never had nothing I wanted, but...
I want it all
I just can't figure out...
Nothin'

And all together it went well
We made pretend we were best friends
Then she said, "Oh, I can wait"
They ordered me to make mistakes
Together again like the beginning
It all works somehow in the end
The things we did, the things you hide
And for the record, it's between you and I