post rare brians
Fuck Wilson
>>68937186
go to bed, mike
>Brian Wilson
>Brian Eno
>Brian Jones
>Brian May
>Bryan Ferry
Surely the most patrician name in music
>>68939735
lsd?
>>68939964
whats on his face though?
How are each of your Brian folders coming along?
>>68939735
he was so chubby... adorable, like a giant toddler
>>68941114
I've been told that I look like Brian. Does that mean I'm adorable?
>>68941202
possibly
1/2 his cuteness is his personality
Someone post a pic with David, Brian, Carl and Al
Oh wait, you can't
>>68941338
I also sort of act like Brian. I only discovered his music about a year ago, and when I did, I loved it. And when I learned about his life's story and stuff, and watched Love & Mercy, I thought "Wow! This guy's just like me!" So that's why I like Brian so much.
>>68940202
pretty good
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>>68941450
how old are you?
>>68941610
I'm 19, why do you ask?
>>68941881
because you had to be young enough to not know who the beach boys were
>>68942003
I mean, I knew of them. I had heard Good Vibrations and all their surf hits growing up, but I never knew they went beyond that. When I listened to SMiLE, I realized there was so much more to them than I previously thought. And I've just been hooked since.
>>68942094
i get it, same happened to me
>>68941450
I also sort of act like Brian, fellow anon. Haven't got the looks, tho.
I'm actually kinda scared of taking acid because of what happened to Brian.
>>68943376
I feel that's how it is for a lot of people. So many people think that The Beach Boys only did surf songs, but then they listen to something like Pet Sounds or SMiLE and see just how deep Brian's genius is.
>>68943524
I didn't even need to take acid to develop my mental illness, it just kind of happened. I mean, there were causes, yeah, but I didn't take drugs. I know that Brian is always speaking out against drug usage, so I'm sure that if he knew you he'd be glad that you're taking his message to heart.
>>68943524
acid doesn't cause mental illness. it just brings it to the surface faster than if you hadn't taken it
>>68943660
if you don't mind me asking, what mental illness do you have, anon?
>>68944053
I'm diagnosed with clinical depression, psychosis Not Otherwise Specified, and social anxiety disorder. I've gotten a lot better with the social anxiety, but my psychosis and depression have gotten worse as of late. Next time I see my psychiatrist I need to bring it up.
>>68944147
awww :(
i hope you feel better anon, thats a lot to handle
>>68944305
Thank you, Anon. I've had to deal with this all for about five years, I'm sure I can make it. It does get hard, especially without people or even just someone I can call just to talk to whenever things get rough, but I can manage. If Brian can do it, so can I.
>>68944541
>without people or even just someone I can call just to talk to whenever things get rough
you don't have any family/friends?
>>68944600
I do, but I think that at this point they're tired of me complaining to them about my problems, or maybe they just don't understand. I dunno. But a lot of them don't even bother to pick up the phone anymore when I call. So now I got to learn how to try to handle things myself. It's hard, but I need to try.
>>68944786
>I think that at this point they're tired of me complaining to them about my problems
maybe thats just the anxiety making you feel like that
>a lot of them don't even bother to pick up the phone anymore
that sucks, those people arent real friends then
>>68944906
>maybe thats just the anxiety making you feel like that
Maybe. I'd feel better if it were just that.
>that sucks, those people arent real friends then
I mean, if that's the case, then I guess I don't have too many real friends. I mean, I kind of have felt that they're not the best of friends for a long time, but I haven't told them because they don't deserve to feel bad. I mean, I have told one of them, but only after things got really bad.
>>68945009
>I haven't told them because they don't deserve to feel bad
sometimes not telling your friends when your going through something can make them feel bad because they think your ignoring them when really you just cant handle seeing them
don't take this the wrong way though, im not trying to push/guilt you into talking to your friends about this
its perfectly normal to have a private life
>>68945096
Well, it's not that I haven't told them about my psychosis if that's what you mean. It's that I don't tell them when they're not being good friends.
Listen, I'm sorry for derailing the thread and for making this all about me. If you want to keep talking, I'd be more than glad to, but not here. I don't want to turn a Brian Wilson thread into a thread about myself.
If you want, you can find me on either Steam or Skype as Rapture265. Let me know when you add me so I can delete this post to prevent others from contacting me.