Saturday Night Depression

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=myvZsNCzZMA

>>68333280
I like being alone.

Why do you wish you were in the company of others?

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>tfw I've transcended social anxiety, can no longer imagine what a healthy social life is like and enjoy being by myself
Feels p gud
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PhkHSbcdgZA

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Mfw this what I listened to, to deal with my shit.

>>68333350
Samefag. Links are important
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lh7urCPffoc

>>68333330
It's nice to have people who you connect with, that you enjoy their company and they enjoy yours.

fucking hot girl I used to know liked that music

>>68333382
>It's nice
If you don't need it, just learn to be happy when you haven't and content when you don't haha it's not hard

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>tfw she is just using me for pure sex
>tfw I liked it at first but now I feel empty everytime we fuck

Music for this feel please

>>68333382
Why are you alone again tonight?

>>68333406
Offspring – Self Esteem

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JYMpSflU6yk

And I don't care about these things
Why do they remain so clear while the faces of my loved ones disappear?

In the end it wasn't meant to be.
He was the most beautiful thing that I had ever seen.
He survived for seven days before he slipped away

>>68333420
Same reason I'm alone every night. No friends. No gf/bf. No social life.

>>68333448
So it's a pattern. I'm the same.

Maybe try accepting that this will likely be a permanent circumstance and try being comfortable and content alone. Accumulate more hobbies and interests and spend more time on them.

Do this consistently enough and maybe you'll forget that it's all a coping exercise and you're just killing time.

>>68333448
In retrospect I realize I'm not fit to advise anyone on how to live their life so I apologize for saying anything at all.

Good night.

hey bruh srry to hear about your shit life uh herer is some vEEEEnu to cheer you up or make you hate your life even more. this is our band and we are the most popular vEEEEnu artists>>68333280

>>68333330
that wacky unty

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>>68334103
>hey bruh srry to hear about your shit life uh herer is some vEEEEnu to cheer you up or make you hate your life even more. this is our band and we are the most popular vEEEEnu artists
https://soundcloud.com/that-guy-corey/inside-my-mind-veeeenu

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_Vt43hHQw0

Their music detaches me from reality, I fucking love them. Rest in peace.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sBxQR1lcbSo

I can see the horizon of the rest of my life. Mental illness where I'm lost in roller coaster of ups and downs I have little control over and can't escape.

Majoring in something I don't even like so that I can get a job to pay back to debt. I will never do anything I love. It will be a perpetually fading memory as life grows grimmer and dimmer. As I am forever the caught in the flow of forces outside of my control.

It's my birthday soon. I will be 23. On my 25th birthday if I haven't pulled a miracle and the outlook seems just as bad or worse I will kill myself on that day.

>>68333435
kek

I want to express my feelings through music, but I'm too much of a dumbass to learn how to produce and I'm not sure how to actually communicate my feelings in a profound lyrical way.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MZZkURXq5Y4

>>68334254
are you me? what major?