Post your biggest fear and your favorite album to listen to at night.
I'll start: I'm terrified of becoming schizophrenic, it runs in the family
Women
>>68266292
Failing out of college or not being successful in what I'm working towards.
>>68266292
i have a very similar fear. i work in a skilled nursing facility, but we have floors dedicated to long-term patients. i'm really scared of losing my mind. my grandfather's memory is going, and my mother has every early indication of dementia thanks to her depression and mania.
>>68266292
Whirlpools in the ocean
I know it's an EP but whatever
Biggest fear is
Nothing.
Naked people.
Sex.
Masturbation.
Anything lewd really.
>>68266966
the hell happened to you
Living past 30
everybody I love dying
>>68266292
Uncle Acid & the Deadbeats - Night Creeper.
Pretty much getting mauled/eaten alive by a bear, Castration and/or The Crossed ever actually happening.
There is not a single worse situation for humanity that doesn't come from Lovecraft.
The prolonged existence of life on earth
>>68266292
I'm fairly close to it. Flat affect, check. Social withdrawal, check. Delusions of reference, check. Lack of will in pursuing anything even basic desires, check. I was even slightly triggered by you having posted this thread out of fear it has greater significance to me. All that's missing from the checklist is hallucinations.
The thing with me though is I've always been this paranoid, even as a fucking preschooler. So I won't rule it as schizophrenia when it's just a progression of all the OCD symptoms and shit I had as a kid.
So yes OP, your biggest fear is also mine.
The future
massive attack - protection
running out of ideas
that one day maybe i'll either be too old to relate to young people or that i'll be one of those thick-skulled old people with one way of living/ideology
>>68266292
I've got lots of fears, basically I'm driven by fear (and so says my enneagram type description; very helpful tool). I've started slowly to conquer and face my fears and life feels so much better now but I still worry that I won't have enough time to do everything or I'll just become handicapped in some way like being blind or smth due to my diabetes (type 1) because I've been having lately problems with managing my sugar levels.
I had to think for a moment what album would I choose but I think it would be pic related. I guess I could go on with explanation but to keep things short: I like to fight fire with fire and I found their music very empowering which is what has drawn me to them in first place even though it took my ears some time to caught up to this music. Personally I think it's their most emotional album as in it hits your emotions really hard sonically. Seeing them live soon, very excited.
Good thread OP.
>>68266292
how old are you op?
Never finding love/ being forever lonely
Public embarrassment, awkward situations with people I care about
>>68267918
beautiful album
>>68268367
I'M BEYOND ALIVE
going deaf/blind/crippled
basically anything that'd leave me alive yet have a permanent, negative effect on my existence. I'm already mildly autistic and blind in one eye, I don't need anything else.
That my current SO and I get married but I die at age 30 in some sort of accident, leaving her (and maybe a child) alone
>>68267588
If you believe that you're not already one or both of those things in some way or another, you're delusional.
Emetophobia.
lightning, fast cars, not telling a family member i love them before they die
being disappointed at something i've worked for a long time on
I knew a girl once in highschool, we dated for two years and I decided I wanted to go off to college while she wanted to go out and experience life.
Here I am three years later, failing in college, broken up with everyone else I've met and dated, and generally deteriorating in social ability and cognitive ability. Knowing that she was the one and I let her go, telling myself I was trying to be responsible but knowing it was to spite her, etc. She was the best thing to ever happen to me, and I've regretted it every day of my life since I moved away from her.
I visited her two weeks ago and decided that I would be dropping out of school, quitting my job, and leaving everything behind just to be around her again.
I'm afraid that I'll never get to explain to her exactly how I feel, and I'll watch her fall in love with someone else.
Relapsing into heroin and just fucking ODing and dying.
>>68270068
just tell her if you feel she might reciprocate
>>68270068
Seems like a hard case of oneitis, mang. You're the only one responsible for your happiness and no person ever will render you happy except yourself
>>68270137
wise anon is wise
Being forgotten
>>68270188
Are you >>68268004 ?
>>68270068
Listen to Lil Ugly Mane's advice
https://youtu.be/TELtJ7Cscws
>Listen up gangster cause the moral is this Never fall in love cause a bitch is a bitch If she getting wet let her suck on your dick But never fall in love cause a bitch is a bitch
living an unfulfilling life and dying old and angry
i like to listen to this album with outdoor lights on and indoor lights off.
>>68266292
this album is underrated af
The dark and not being enough.
it's a tie between this, disintegration and dummy
and i mostly fear the future and arachnids/most insects
>>68266966
t. rape victim