It's been fifty years since we've had one of these.
Post your waifu and power level.
https://psychcentral.com/quizzes/depression-quiz.htm
(40)
>inb4 but i dont have a wai..
BTFO
>>30074916
50
31
Pic related, and not in an ironic way.
>>30074943
41*
>>30074916
51But I already go to a therapist and have been taking anti-depressants for most of my life.
>58
Oh well.
7
Honestly it's because of her. I think when I took this a few years ago, before I really embraced her, I got around 30.
>>30074916
25
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38Apparently being chronically ill ups my power level.
>>30074916
46
I'm in a rough patch right now, but I'm still better off than I was when I was a kid by an order of magnitude.
19
I blame the endless shitty javascript in that's destroying the web.
>>30075049
Forgot pic
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59
>>30074916
9
Beat that, dweebs.
9.
>>30074916
40
I got better in the last half-year or so but apparently not by a lot.
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>qualify for a diagnosis of major depression
As if I would care to treat that.
I remember being more lively a few years ago, but now that I hold no regard for my own life I've started to do things with it I would be too afraid of in the past.
I don't feel like returning to being a moderate normie would be better
>>30074916
57
Therapy is bullshit and all I need is a container full of pure nitrogen.
Scored 20
That's plenty
10.
>>30075137
normie detected
7
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it used to be worse
>>30074916
59
Is it normal to cuck yourself from your waifu? To be honest, I'm considering rejecting any type of waifu including the idea of having a real life gf.
>>30075297
If you wanted to die you'd be dead senpai
51 manic depressives
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Deleted my pone folder a while ago after leaving the ride, just came back recently.
>>30075440
Not everyone who has suicidal thoughts has the guts to go through with it right away, that anon might be dead in a few months or even a year. Who the fuck are you to pretend you know how this shit works.
>>30075639
>Not everyone who has suicidal thoughts has the guts to go through with it right away
True, I could see how people with no guts to do what they want to do would develop a depression, ironically not even being able to end their own life.
And who the fuck are you to pretend to know what I do and don't know.
>>30075436
>cucking your waifu
Kill yourself man.
>>30074916
>depression thread
DELET THIS THREAD. REEEEEEEEEEEE
>>30075898
The idea of an hero is in my mind but i perfer to die like one irl.
>>30075436
Unironically kill yourself.
>>30075436
>Not feeling worthy of thinking about a fictional character in a romantic way
Holy shit that is next level
>>30075799
I could already tell you're an edgy contrarian retard by your first post.
>>30075297
>Therapy is bullshit
No argument there. 20+ years of seeing 'professionals' hasn't done shit to improve the root of my problems.
>>30075898
Amen, I mean just what sort of pathetic fool would you have to be to do that?
You'd have to be, you'd have to be, I don't even want to type it but you'd have to be Anthony Burch to be that pathetic.
>>30076229
It's a dumb thing to assault the person rather than their arguments as nothing of value is being said that way, especially if they're anonymous and your insults aren't based on much if anything.
>>30074916
>69
Love my wife but not my life.
You cucks should quit being sad.
>>30076775
At some point you get so used to it you feel like you can't live any other way.
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20
59
If only I could get the fucking gun and end it
Also have my ex waifu
>>30077092
>ex waifu
>ex
>>30077100
Yeah people change, stay mad.
>13
To be fair I'm a lazy fuck. I'm highly content with life, but because these quizzes always contain questions about motivation and eagerness to do things, it ends up skewing things.
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>7 Lunas
>0 Celestias
I thought sunfags were the ones with a problem.
>>30077180
It's a depression in disguise, seek help.
>>30077277
Sunfags are the happy and optimistic ones.
>>30077092
You really should get that gun.
>>30077325
I have no waifu now, that's why it is my ex
Also if I had the gun we wouldn't even be having this convo trust me
>>30077341
>I have no waifu now
How did that happen?
>>30077341
>Destroying your brain and losing any chance for pre death visions
It's like you guys don't even know how to off yourselves right.
>>30077369
Well Fluttershy changed too much and I stopped loving her.
>>30077286
/sun/ doesn't give that impression
>>30077443
All characters change and not necessarily in a bad way. It's a pretty strange reason desu.
>>30077486
>Strange reason
Not really, normals actually get divorced often because they both change or because they get bored of being always the same.
>>30077462
/sun/ is always full of arguments because either moonfags are hating on them or someone started the copypasta on a day other than Sunday.
>>30077606Well she was flawed before and kind of a bitch, but now she is less of a doormat and less of a bitch, so she is too good for me now.
>>30077652
I kinda miss the socially handicapped Fluttershy too, now she's more like a regular person and that makes her less relatable for me. She overcame her flaws and hangups while I stayed where I am.
Also Discord.
I'm glad I setteled for Luna instead from the very start.
>>30077763
Luna seems good for some fuck but not to have as an actual waifu but whatever
>>30077785
And pray tell, how did you arrive at this conclusion?
>>30077865
She would be always awake at night, too busy because of Royal stuff.
And she is fucking mental from all those years on the moon.
>>30077512
>/moon/ is the source of our shitposts
>Making a thread in the wrong day, time and with the same message worded differently is a valid reason to freak out
Good morning sunfag, how's your wife?
>>30077986
I'm actually a moonfag. But Celestia is cool too!
>>30078002
No she isn't
NMM did nothing wrong
>>30077936
>She would be always awake at night
As would I
>Too busy because of Royal stuff
It's not like Equestria collapsed during her exile
>And she is fucking mental from all those years on the moon.
>Implying downside
To each their own I suppose.
>>30078084
Well maybe you find some magicks to not wear out faster while never sleeping at night.
In real life, your body wears out faster for nocturnal jobs than for any other kind of job.
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I should get a job.and get laid
>>30077652
>too good for me
Anon, please. That's never a reason to abandon your fantasies.
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Swiggity swie I wanna die
>>30077277
>I'm literally doing great, can't remember the last time I felt sad or anxious or frustrated with life
>It's depression in disguise
Although to be fair it's not like I'm constantly really happy or cheerful either, and they do say depression numbs your feelings. But honestly even if this is the case I'd rather coast through life on a constant contented numbness than be an emotional faggot that gets anxious about random things or sad and frustrated when things don't go my way.
>44
>Moderate to severe.
Well, shit, here i was thinking things were normal.
>Banner is the sad keanu meme.
Poetry.
>>30076157
Can you honestly and objectively look at yourself in the mirror and say "This guy is pretty good, he has a shot with [your waifu] "
If you can, great, i'm happy for you.
Meanwhile those of us who cant do that either wallow in misery and cuck themselves like that other guy or actually get off our arses and improve ourselves so that we can one day look our waifu in the eyes without shame.
Even whenOr 'if' rather, i've seen and heard enough crazy shit by now to not rule it out entirelywe never actually meet and she forever stays as a lofty goal forever out of reach, it's still better than the alternative.
>Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land amongst the stars and you'll at least hit the sky.
>>30077277
Did you not see the suicide roll threads?
Luna's practically the patron saint of depressed anons.
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And I'm a bit more depressed than usual because my job has been getting stressful in the past few weeks/thinking of getting a new one.
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I honestly thought I would get less due to all the times I put "not at all."
>mfw my waifu is Luna
Does that mean I have depression?
>>30078477
>Can you honestly and objectively look at yourself in the mirror and say "This guy is pretty good, he has a shot with [your waifu]
That is absolutely beside the point. It's not real life. You will never be good enough for some waifus and in reality you would have to settle for less. But you don't have to, because it's escapism and she's not real. The whole point is that it should bring you happiness, not grief. You have to accept yourself, accept that you can be loved. Or, if not, better yourself for her so you can do that. You don't choose who you love and you may never be good enough for her, but one thing you can do, and it is become good enough for yourself and allow her to love you for who you are. Abandoning part of yourself, abandoning something that sacred just because of that - it's just not the way it should be. I realise that we're talking about depression here but a waifu can help with that. There's never a reason to give up on her, even if you give up on yourself.
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Those past few months have been pretty fantastic to me, all things considered. I would have probably scored in the high forties before that. I faced many challenges, and it was scary, but I feel like I'm in a better place now.
I don't really have a waifu, but have a picture of best pony, closely followed byFluttershy.
>>30078633
Can I have sauce?
>>30078460
Allow me to rephase that:
''It's a depression in disguise, seek help.'' - he said in a sarcastic tone.
>>30078477
My Equestria fantasy isnot having to change to be seen as more of a person and not having to do this, this and that for Luna to consider me worthy of herself.Much to ask for, I know.
>>30078515
I did and if memory doesn't fail me Celestia wasn't far behind.
>>30078548
Sadness =/= depression
Feeling sad about something bad that has happened to you is a perfectly normal and healthy reaction. It's what sadness is for.
>>30078644
A quick image search suggests that it was this:
http://magwaizzz.deviantart.com/art/Rainy-Day-543396642
but sadly, it appears the artist has deactivated his DA account.
>>30078674
Well, it's more that I've had this job for almost 5 years and I've loved it, and I love the people there, but almost too suddenly a bunch of crap happened and now half of everyone there wants to quit, including me. We're just staying behind because we don't want to run everyone else out of a job and hope we can find good replacements in a timely manner.I'm normally pretty carefree and roll with things as they come but I've noticed it's been getting to me and my lifestyle.
>>30078707
Why every time
>>30074916
39.
Good thing I have my mint.
>>30078674
If you're comfortable with yourself there's nothing wrong with that, she'll know of who you truly are through your dreams. I doubt any of us is truly worthy of any princess but they probably know better than to just evaluate a person based on their worth to them. Or maybe they don't and that's why they are still alone.
>>30074916
55
Been in therapy+drugs for years, nothing's come of it. I'm seriously considering giving up for good.
Flutter's mai waifu.
>>30079576
It feels like drugs and medics are made exclusively to suck money from you while fixing nothing.
>>30074916
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>>30079576
>>30079952
Partially true. Pills might help more or less but they are not problem solvers.
When a psychologist fails to cure severe depression they can't just quit, what would you do if a professional just gave up because you were beyond saving and they could not help you? They need to keep having sessions because stopping may very well make things worse than they already were before, hence you get these poor souls undergoing fruitless therapies in many years.
As for pills they might be vitamins for all we know. I've heard of a few cases where therapists would give their patients literar vitamines, saying that they would make them feel better. The idea was that their faith in these pills would make them feel better.
>>30074916
Diamond Tiara
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>>30080173
Well they give me actual medicine and it is expensive, magnesium valproate and rysperidone.
But since he knows I am very smart and some tactics won't work with me he just admitted that he is just trying to make "things better".
I think I should just kill myself so my family can live better. They are all fucked up because of my shitty illness. Besides I have money from my Father so they can take it and be perfectly fine all together my mother and sister.
My mother is now taking anti depressives so I think if I kill myself they can cry on the funeral and move on.
(64)
And this is normal to me, and has been for 20+ years. This isn't normal for everyone other than, maybe, little kids who don't understand just how fucked and cucked they are? Everyone isn't like this all the time and it isn't just part of life? I don't understand.
>>30078674
>Sadness =/= depression
>Feeling sad about something bad that has happened to you is a perfectly normal and healthy reaction. It's what sadness is for.
What if bad things never stop happening to you, so that your whole existence is despair and loss? Pets die, parents die, friends die one by one, relatives die one by one until you have no real friends and no living family left, lose job after job and each time it takes longer to get a shittier job that pays less and is less secure. When you have a job, worry about your health but can't afford a doctor, because lol minimum wage. When you don't have a job, worry about getting a job. Never feel rested when you sleep, never know peace, never know anything but a sense of impending doom that grows year by year.
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>>30080301
oh. forgot waifu.
I want to bury my face in her soft chest fluff and weep. I want to not think for a while.
Which would be terribly unfair to her, if she were real, now, wouldn't it? She's a head of state and she has a life. She doesn't exist to be my emotional tampon or anyone else's, further proof that I'm not good enough for her. Or anyone.
>>30080319
>Apple has the highest number
I thought Appul fags were normals
>>30080321
>>30080301
Maybe this pushes you over the edge or helps you so I'll take my chances
>>30080328
Most are. I guess I'm the outlier.
>>30074916
44
The question about feelings of guilt surprised me, I thought I was just weird when I cried for getting a thank-you card at work and later when I wasn't chewed out for a mistake I made. I'm not good enough and I feel like I can never be.
Oh, and my waifu is Fluttershy.
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I'm usually optimistic about things though, and waifu helps me alot.
>not sleeping well
>worried about the fact im going to fail this semester
>apparently this means i have severe depression
19only been depressed once in my life and discovering Sunset pulled me out of it and kept me from killing myself
48
I just wish that i were dead
Put a bullet in my head
>>30080611
The test clearly says you have to see a specialitst.
>>30080716
*rubs hands*
>>30074916
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>>30080732
Exactly.
Everything is money, so I'll kill myself to stop feeding the jews.
46 Rarity. Biggest problems I have are sleeping, agitation/can't sit still, indecision and weight gaincaused by binge drinking almost every weekend for the past year, which is probably causing the other issues as well while I recover til the next session
46
sounds about right.
>>30078586
>Abandoning part of yourself, abandoning something that sacred just because of that - it's just not the way it should be.
And what if that part is something you dont like, but never had the motivation to fix before?
>Man cannot remake himself without suffering, for he is both the marble and the sculptor.
I specified looking into a mirror honestly and objectively for a reason, recognising your self worth is important but recognising your own faults is just as important.
The other guy is wrong to simply give up, but i dont think anybody ever changed their ways from a simple "You're wrong.", in offering my own example of using my waifu as a motivator i hope he's at least aware of the alternative to his situation.
>>30078674
>For it isn’t your father, or mother, or wife
>Whose judgment upon you must pass
>The fellow whose verdict counts most in your life
>Is the one staring back from the glass.
I want you to be happy anon, and the first step is to look into that mirror and be honest with the man in the glass.
Come what will, come what may, at the end of the day he's got the only opinion that matters.
>>30078785
You're a good person and a random chucklefuck on the internet is rooting for you, dont forget that no matter how hard it gets.
>>30074916
Guess I'm not a sad cunt
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>You scored a total of 21
>>30080981
>And what if that part is something you dont like, but never had the motivation to fix before
You can't just abandon your waifu without losing something important. But if it's a part of yourself you dislike then I guess there's no other way. I myself did that once, though for another reason, and it wasn't easy.
And I agree that you need to acknowledge yourself fully and work on yourself instead of giving up. I'm just saying that it's not a relationship based around worth or "having a shot". You don't HAVE to do anything. It just feels good to do it. Feeling your life changing for the better because of your feelings is the testament to their reality and purity.
>>30080784
>sleeping, agitation/can't sit still, indecision and weight gain
I know the feeling, anon. Weed helps me deal with most of those(most importantly sleep), but it's probably not the best solution.
>>30081128
I think we're misunderstanding each other, i agree that you dont HAVE to do anything, only that people need to seriously ask themselves whether or not they SHOULD.
By referencing worth and "having a shot" i'm saying to look at yourself, your life and ask "Are you okay with this?"
If you can honestly answer yes, then that's great, you dont need to change anything.
But if the answers 'no', then you should put effort into improving yourself in whatever faults you have.
Most people tend to have a mental roadblock when it comes to self evaluation, so using the opinion of your waifu, something that's subjective to the individual even when the waifu is shared by many (The amount of Luna and Twi fags ITT for instance), is simply an easy work-around and motivation booster at the same time.
>>30081322
Well yes, looks like we just had a simple miscommunication because I absolutely agree. Having a waifu can be a powerful tool to help understand yourself and possibly work on your problems.
It certainly helped me and pulled me out of complete apathy. Once I started feeling she wouldn't approve of my current situation it was so natural to start working on it. There's not even a question "why do it?" anymore. I can never hope to say that I'm worthy of her but I need to try because she's worth it. After all, nothing and no one else is.
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luna
>>30080173
Vitamin deficiency can have an effect on mental health. However, the human body didn't evolve to absorb vitamins from a pill. They should be prescribing a healthy diet with plenty of vegetables and meat as an upper.
>>30080219
Well, what they truly want for you is to not be depressed. Maybe go to fucking Peru and take Ayahuasca.
>>30082036
That's never going to happen. I know how bad the current state of things is, and I am never going to stop being a miserable shit.
I'll just get that gun as quickly as I can. It has to be this way.
>the lunafags act like angsty whiny teenage shits
>just like their waifu
WHO
COULD'VE
GUESSED
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
>>30082065
I don't blame you. However, the biggest problem our planet faces is too many people. If you have the intellect to recognize that, as many don't, then why should you die?
>>30082112
Because I tried to be different and help people, do the right thing, be honest, be an example like they said "do what you want the world to become"
And you know what I received for that? hate, misery, and more hate.
If people want to kill each other then I'll let them. They are beasts and you can't reason with those.
I'll just get away from their path so they can end each other.
>>30082142
I too have come to the unfortunate conclusion that people are more trouble than they're worth. You can find beauty in nature, though.
>>30074916
>71
Sweet dude
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>>30082220
>that right angle on her mane
And this is from the show? Shiiiiit..
>>30074916
10
>>30074916
I got 16.
It's been worse but lately I've felt alright despite nothing changing.
I did start working out again, might have something (a lot) to do with it.
>>30082023
You are retarded btw
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Luna is my forever horsefu
>>30077341
What country do you live in where you can't get a gun?
>>30082809
Okay, explain why you think that.
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>lmao I got 21 but right now it's like infinity
>IWannaDie.jpg
>>30078585
yes
>>30074916
25
48Diagnosed persistant depressive and in the process of being fired, so that's fun
I know I'm depressesed, but at the same time I also know my family (mainly my mom) needs me to fulfill my duties as man. I get my shit done, all for her, I don't talk much but inside I'm an emotional wreck, but I don't want to burden anyone with my problems, they have their own. Been a bastard since age 6, physically and probably mentally abused by my father before he left for another family he starded while still with my mom.
Oh and I like chrysalis.
>>30082912
How did you do that?
10
content lunatic here
>46
Y´know it's kind of saddening that I scored that high being so young, specially when I thought that I was having a good day, not because something interesting happened but because there was nothing wrong
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Lyra Heartstrings
As for the score. no real surprise, been in and out of hospital already.
71
Who knew? Answered truthfully, yet I don't imagine myself worse off than most of the other horsefuckers here.
>>30074916
41. Not really a surprise though, most people are depressed as fuck anyway.
13
Years ago I was worse, but after meeting her I gradually got better. She taught me valuable lessons
>>30077180
Yep, I agree. Got 13 too, mostly because these kind of questions.
>>30083042
(spoiler)words(/spoiler) but replace () with []
also obligatory newfag or summerfag
>>30080611
Same boat, friend, same boat.
Fuck, it's 4:30 AM and I'm still awake.
>>30083344
Don't spoonfeed newfaggots
>>30083344
>Spoonfeeding
you are part of the problem
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73
66Isn't it ironic? Don't you think?
55I need help
>>30077092
>Fluttershy
>ex waifu
At least you're improving
>>30074916
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I don't have a waifu.
>>30082869
Japan
>>30084179
I'm so sorry
>>30074916
>58
Fuck you too test.
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