Depressed drawfags

Draw depressed ponies getting their horse vaginas fucked until it is filled with cum.

>>29867409
>get cucked,
You're only a cuck if you put up with that shit.
You guys didn't have anything "mutual". You tried to forget about her.

So forget about her. There are other art-fags out there. Go mix it up and meet some.

>no friends, no gf, living on auto-pilot

Rewatch the first episode. GO MAKE SOME FRIENDS.

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>>29867817
AW FUCK YEAH THAT'S THE STUFF

>>29867834
You can really see the difference that polishing makes. Good craftsmanship.

>>29867739
I try anon
It fucking sucks that I give a shit, but there's little I can do about it, its subconscient.

making new friends, its hard. I never show myself, only time I'm really honest is only when I'm drunk as rn.
its a fkn mess

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>>29867409
It's nothing compared to your situation and all, but
>spend like two years drawing
>one and a half of which was spent trying to do it in a more serious manner, as in, actually focusing on studying the fundamentals n' all
>didn't manage to get nearly as many hours as I probably should have per day, but still
>eventually just drop it, cause I felt I wasn't nearly passionate enough about it, and seeing all those beginners make significantly more process was quite discouraging, even if I understood why they were processing at a faster pace
Months later and I feel like I sort of want to get back into the swing of art, but I'm not sure.
One side of me wants to get back into it cause it's not like I've got much else to do and recently I've gotten this strange desire to draw cute girls, but another side of me feels like it's not worth to go through all the bullshit of art again.

>>29867877
>but there's little I can do about it, its subconscient.
Yeah, you can't really control how you feel. That's a natural reaction.

But you CAN control your actions. It might burn you up inside, but you can still get the fuck out there and meet someone else.

>making new friends, its hard. I never show myself, only time I'm really honest is only when I'm drunk as rn.
its a fkn mess

Ha, yeah ok. That's a thing. Everyone starts out "polite", right? Same, rational, nice, polite. We hide our creepy weird selves and put on a good show. A mask. And yeah, it's hard to make friends like that. But you have to START there. You have to be able to at least act human.

And then you open up and be yourself. A little. Keep your kinks on your pants.

Or you find a group of freaks like yourself from the start.

>>29867930
wtf do you use to make these anyway?

>>29867999
paint tool sai and photoshop am I right?

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PS CS6

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>>29867972

welp, from the anti-social mind I already have, its nice to try and feel something sometime, like rn.

I block myself out 24/7, never letting feelings out compromise my productivity.

and ...idk ,man... as soon as I get to know someone, there's always that mask.The face I show specially for that person. its kinda fkd up.

Everyone is messed up in their own way. And I find it very difficult to empathize with someone else unless I admire them.
And If I admire them, I tend to close myself to improve until I get to the same level as that person. but most of the time its too late.
wtf

>>29868136
>there's always that mask.The face I show specially for that person. its kinda fkd up.
That's more common than you might think. It's just being polite.


>Everyone is messed up in their own way. And I find it very difficult to empathize with someone else unless I admire them.

Whoa there.... you admit your own faults, you know EVERYONE has their faults.... Do you get the idea of empathy? It's undestanding and knowing their plight. hell, on /mlp/ we're all degenerate fuck-ups. I emphasize with you calling yourself socially inept. I am too. I get it. That's empathy.

>And If I admire them, I tend to close myself to improve until I get to the same level as that person. but most of the time its too late.

Meh, be polite and friendly. It might not be a super-relaxed friendship, but you can still be friendly. You can't open up just a little? Get to know them a little and you'll find something about them that's fucked up. Like you said, everyone has their faults.


Shrug, I dunno. I'm not really one to talk. But get out there and find some people you'll fit in with. Put up with their shit and they'll hopefully put up with yours.

>>29867409
any other interests besides drawing?

also your style is quite different. nice work.

as for how you are, cant really say much. i have my own issues meeting and making new friends, for a multitude of reasons. all i can say is, if you really want something you gotta get off your ass and figure you YOUR way to get it.

making more friends then i already have simply isnt something i care for, and if it was, id say, go to a game store and play 40k, or be more active in game chats with people.

cant talk shit on relationships either, never even given it a chance because i simply dont think im currently worth it in part, and otherwise not in a position to have one.

keep on trucking is all i can say. You CAN find something good in life, but you cant expect big things to just happen all the time. Look to the small things that make you smile, and maybe itll help it grow into something more eventually.

also captcha im about 80% sure one of those was not a crab, but a tick. you might want to get looked at.

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It's been five years since I've hopped on this ride.

Five long years of trying to just create and make things. It's been so long and I'm just so sick of it. Drawing and animating ponies has sucked all the life and passion out of me. The same passion that was happy every Saturday for an episode died alongside the only person who made this fandom bearable to be in as a creator. The person who assured me that we were made for eachother left me and took all the love I had for a cute show about friendship and love. I'm burning with so much anxiety wondering what will happen next, and going crazy with every passing day. Surrounded by these fucking ponies that just make me feel like shit.

Yet I'm still here, because I have no where else to go, and I don't want to die yet.

>>29868325
Have you considered giving yourself some rest.
You've lost your direction in life, you wrongly think it was another person who gave you purpose or maybe your fans, but thats just a wrong.
Meditate a bit. Think about your real motivations, the real reason you started to do things in the first place.

>>29868325
>Drawing and animating ponies has sucked all the life and passion out of me.
Then take a break dude. Do something else.

Chill and relax. Or change it up.

>The person who assured me that we were made for eachother left me

Shit sucks yo. fuck her. Move on.

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>>29868208
;n; I dont know if its my problem or other's.

Everything sucks, I never need anyone until I need someone.
and when I need someone, I prefer not to bother them.
eeeeeeee

>>29868252
I guess science and martial arts anon
but art is like, my #1 thing, its either that or nothing.

and I am happy by myself. Just get really fuckin' dumb 'n lonely sometimes.

>>29868325
shit anon. Its really nice to see other strugglin' soul. I personally know friends who stopped creating art because of relationship thing.

I feel ya

>>29868388

my objective is pretty simple anon, Make cool shit that will inspire others as much as art inspired me in the beginning.
Maybe even become teacher later down my life.

ITs Just fucking social part that kinda fucks me up.

its like, the more you get to know someone, the less interesting both of us become.

I talk less to my early fandom friends, I get more busy on myself, and so does everyone else

its like I'm reaching a terminal velocity or somethin' and I'm trying not to escape alone

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>>29868401
I get what you guys mean. Maybe I should try and figure out a system where it wont make me feel like shit. I mean I started doing music stuff, and it feels like a nice change. Yet art seems to always feel like a chore when I actually don't want it to. Motivation is weird.

>>29868471
>Everything sucks, I never need anyone until I need someone.
>and when I need someone, I prefer not to bother them.
>eeeeeeee
Noone ever said it was easy. Suck it up and make an effort.

> Motivation is weird.

It's a fucking bitch is what it is. A cruel fickle mistress. Use it when you've got it though.

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>12 years old lurking on /mlp/
>find draw thread and start doing requests.
>been doing draw request throughout the years
>draw threads soon become the only reason I draw.
>tell myself I'll stop lurking when I'm 18
>mfw I'm 18 and the fandoms in a civil war.

Sucks I guess but what can you do.

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>>29868705

Yeah, Every time I look there's somone leavin' the fandom, someone who I'd look up to.

also is that art yours anon? if so, it look pretty dope. If that's something you like doing I think you'll be alright

>>29868804
if you're taking requests anything involving chrysalis.

>>29868804
Doesn't help when you got people like jim writing for the show with that whole "if you don't like it fuck off attittude"

nah the art isn't mine I'd credit the artist but I ripped it from an old siege Reddit post.

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>>29868853
there you go anon

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>>29868804
Here's my first request I have on delivery I have on record, I've probably done an earlier one but I don't know.

Here's one from recently
>>29866769

>Be Drawfag
>Sfw I draw usually becomes bad
>Nsfw I draw become more than decent
>Never able to show friends that art

>>29869037
Mind dropping some of your sfw works?
and maybe a link to your nsfw you know for comparison

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>>29869052
Pic related is probably one of my better sfw.

Here is a nsfw I am currently working on
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>>29869070
Pretty solid work!

kinda wish I could do nsfw lol
its really trick for me to pull it off

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>>29869075
Thanks, atleast I enjoy drawing the shit.

http://imgur.com/a/QTiYP

>>29867409

Im not depressed, I think its stupid, but I have crippling depression just like everyone here

>4 years drawing
>only got serious on the last year
>dropped social life, its obvious you wont need it
>but decided to leave art as a hobby, so got into college
>you know you wont make it, get a real job
>college got harder, since november 2016 you have not done anything
>suddenly you cannot longer pay college
>get in debt, and still 3 years to go

Im stuck in the middle of college, I feel like I wont be able to draw for 3 years or more if Im in big need of money (Im already are)
Did I mentiom that I dont have a tablet either?

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>>29869088
Imo I think your sfw is better than your nsfw, maybe because it's polished and colored, but I think it has not charm.
Be more confident in your sfw art my man.

>>29869123
But I think it has charm*

Don't know how I fucked that up

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>>29869110
These american colleges are always scary as fuck to hear about.

Hope things turn out well anon.

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>>29868471
>spending 5 years learning how to make this crap
yeah,time well spent

>>29869186
Personally I know I could've been better if I had focused my energy solely on drawing, but I'd say that it's like 1k hours worth of drawing that's been spread throughout 5 years.
Art isn't easy and it's not something that comes with easy motivation. You have to have a goal and determination to beat it.
>laughing scout
Go back to tf2g viva

>>29869206
I'm not speaking for the artist you have linked I'm someone different. However I still think that the art you mentioned is still amazing in its own aspects. Can you replicate that art, I know I couldn't. It's something you should instantly shit on.

>>29869217
It's not something you should instantly shit on*

I'm really doing this guys art justice aren't I, I've never been good with words but I feel like someone who's been willing to dedicate that amount of time into something deserves some modicum of respect.

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>>29869262
I don't know

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Well, I think I'll wrap up here

This been pretty therapeutic for me,
will end on a drawing of the best princess.

aedferfr

>>29869613
I just came here and read the whole thread. It made me self-reflect and think my life a lot. Thanks man. Just don't forget that we will always listen to your misery and shit if you want to... This is starting to sound fucking stupid and white-knighty sooo yea. Just, hang in there man, there are always ups to balance the downs. Also, your art is dope.