That moment when

>>29619087
>You love My Little Pony, a children's show
>and masturbate to the ponies in the show.
Those were two different moments for me. 3 years apart.

>>29619097
It took me a while too. I almost wish I could go back.

>>29619097
>>29619104
It was a couple months for me. And whenever I did clop at first, I would feel really guilty afterwards. I remember when I first found this site and I believed clopping was degenerate. Over a year later and clop is 80% of what I jerk it too.

>>29619087
this is me a few times a week, including extreme cringy self awareness of all the pony shit in my computer room.

>>29619121
For me it is closer to 98%. What strange things this fandom has done to me.

>>29619087
I only saw like 6 episodes, the show is okay.

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>>29619087
Shit, I almost exclusively watch kids shows and movies, MLP is just another to add to the pile.

As for masturbating to the ponies... not me. I know the meme is "You will eventually", but I think I'm better than that.

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I'm rewatching some of the show now, after months of jerking it exclusively to fanart.

It's fucking surreal is what it is.

>>29619087
I remember when I first started clopping I was ashamed and it killed me on the inside, but then I stopped giving after a few years.

>>29619104
I know what you mean. Ponies used to make me feel happy before they became cum dumpsters. I wish I was able to resist longer

>>29619246
Do you feel any attraction to them?

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>>29619087
>masturbate to the ponies in the show.
>implying I do that shit

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>>29619298
Sexually? No. Romantically? Also no. They're just cute animal friends to me.

>>29619121
I remember when I first clopped I had built up alot of sexual tension, so when it happened I felt a weird combination of shame and relief. The shame never went away

>>29619325
Do you partake in the sexual shitposting here? (i.e IWTCIRD)

>>29619315
You will eventually.

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>>29619345
>implying anyone who posts IWTCIRD is even serious anymore

>>29619325
You're not even sexually attracted to one of the ponies personalities? That is the main reason that I clop because the personalities of some of the characters are so beautiful to me.

>>29619352
I won't. There's plenty of other porn out there. MLP porn is weird, anyways. Sometimes it feels like a big joke.

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>>29619366
So your means of appreciating beauty is to defile it?

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>>29619366
No, their personality just makes them endearing and/or adorable characters that I want to watch have fun horsie times.

>>29619359
It is just an example
>>29619366
He is, it's just a question of how developed the attraction is. If it's not developed enough to have reached the resistance stage it may be weak, but his statement "I think I'm better than that" implies he's on the border between denial and resistance.
>>29619381
Trust me, you will.

>>29619390
I never asked for this

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>>29619104
>>29619289
I almost wish I had started sooner. For me it like >>29619366 says, I clop because I like the ponies.

For example, rape porn is a bone killer for me. I only masturbate to porn where the ponies are enjoying, because it's almost like sharing the moment with them. The same empathy that makes me happy when I see a cute pic of the ponies being happy is what makes me aroused when I see the ponies enjoying sex.

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>>29619403
>on the border between denial and resistance
Or maybe I just have no desire to jerk off to pastel horses?

>>29619391
How long have you been on the ride?

>>29619414
You already revealed your feelings with that Freudian slip. You're only lying to yourself.

>>29619403
Trust me, I won't. I've been around 2011. I'm not going to start hording horse porn I don't like after 6+ years.

>>29619416
Since October 2016.
>>29619420
I think I know what I'm attracted to and what I'm not attracted to, Anon.

>>29619087
>and masturbate to the ponies in the show
I wish I didn't

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>>29619430
Then don't. I don't understand why people do things that make them feel bad about themselves. Just don't do those things and your conscious is clear.

>>29619428
>October 2016
Yep, you're screwed. You're moving fast like I did, you'll probably fail before the year is out.
>I think I know what I'm attracted to and what I'm not attracted to
You don't, and neither did I when I was you. Looking back I always felt that way about them, I just didn't want to. I know this is the same for you, because you said >>29619246
>but I think I'm better than that.
Which someone would only say if they had those feelings.

>>29619381

>Sometimes it feels like a big joke

That's because they're designed sexually. The joke being that Hasbro knows this, & we still act like sexualizing the ponies was our idea.

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>>29619511
Whatever helps you justify it, I guess.

Been on the ride since June 2016 and already reached the clop stage.

I'm too young to be ruined like this and I regret it, I just wanna like the show normally.

>>29619576
why didn't you stop it?
you could have listened
don't call it a grave, it's the future you chose

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I got into the show, around Mid-October 2015. I started clopping, maybe, three months later.

But as like most of us, I'm no stranger to the fucked up shit you can find on the internet. Because of that I've fapped to a lot of stuff I'm not proud of, strangely enough though, I don't count ponies among that list.

I would say 95% of what I fap to now are ponies, usually any, but mostly hooves/crotch-tits, the more realistic the better; with very, very, few anthro. And as >>29619413 said, they have to be enjoying it, forced/rape kills my pone-bone.

>>29619668
Scratch that, sometime mid to late 2014, I can't remember. It was just before Rainbow Rocks came out.

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>>29619576
I started back in 2012 and I'm also pretty young, the more you venture the internet the less fucks you give when clopping because there is a lot worse out there, anyway the more I came to terms with clopping the happier I became.

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I hoped on the ride in 2012, when I was about 15 or so. Back then I was still watching vanilla stuff on Pornhub. I was firmly in opinion that ponies were not attractive whatsoever and anyone who did fap to them was a disgusting sicko mega-NEET.

Then I saw some anthro lewd- not furry anthro, with retarded proportions and shit- but actual decent anthro. Went to R34 for more, but after that initial fap I had insane post-fap guilt for whatever reason. Switched back and forth from Pornhub to anthro, then eventually saw some actual pony NSFW on FiMFiction and boom, no more Pornhub for me. I've been solely fapping to ponies since 2013 and humans unironically do not arouse me nearly as much (or at all) as pones. I only fap to anatomically correct as well. Human vagina on ponies is not attractive whatsoever. Rape (no crying), sleep molestation, and bondage are some of my top-faps, but solo-embarrassed-blushing gets my bone up just as well.

Call out to Anearbyanimal, meggchan, Shino, and a few smaller less-acknowledged artists that I can't name off the top of my head.

>>29619668
You say 95%. What's that last 5%?

>>29619873
Kill yourself

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>>29619875
Why?

>>29619880
>Call out to Anearbyanimal, meggchan, Shino, and a few smaller less-acknowledged artists that I can't name off the top of my head.

>>29619888
Not him, but I don't get it. What's wrong with those three artists? They aren't my "top 3", but I like them all.

>>29619873
This reads like a tumblr bio, kill yourself

I remember I use to fap to pony lewds before I moved on to the more explicit stuff

Like hoof licking, and stuff like that

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>>29619087
>You love My Little Pony, a children's show, and masturbate to the ponies in the show
So? Fuck off normie newfag.

These days i don't even jerk off at all, and ponies stopped being arousing years ago.

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>>29619390

>>29619668
>>29619428
>>29619576
>newfags
I'm both overjoyed and saddened at the same time.

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>>29619935

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>>29619442
You can't just not do it. Once you do it you can't just forget about it and go back. Everything else just doesn't do it anymore. At least that was the case for me.
I got on the ride in 2011 but I managed not to fap to ponies for 5 years. But when I did, it was the best fap I've ever had, and to this day I fap exclusively to ponies and it's better than everything I've fapped to in my life.

To people who still hold on to their sanity and refuse to clop: you have to stay detached. If you are as much as curious about lewd green and pictures, or imagine yourself with your waifu a lot, eventually you will give in. If you don't fap to ponies on principle but you're not a stranger to such attractions on this board, you will logically persuade yourself into allowing yourself to do it. Only the purest shall endure. On the other hand, the longer you resist it the better it will feel to finally do it.

>>29620074
If you're >>29619430, please elaborate. How is
>it's better than everything I've fapped to in my life
something bad? Why do you regret it?

>>29619983
:(

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>>29620090
I'm not him, it's not bad. But it's not healthy from a "normal" perspective. I personally don't regret it because I didn't care for 3D women even before that, but I can see how clopping can ruin attraction to women for some people.

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>>29619087
>Tfw clopping is what got me into the show
>>29620074
That's just porn addiction. Looking for new, exciting things to wack to. Everything gets stale after a while and you want to recapture that great feeling by exploring more exotic types of porn.
If you want to stay away from clopping it's best to just reduce amount of porn you see, or even stop watching porn at all and use your imagination instead.
>>29620090
Not him but for me it's the shame of being "seduced" by digital drawings of characters from a children's show. I wish I didn't started, but I did and it shows my weak will.
Also I might be overthinking it, but people like to think of themselves as better than the animals and then porn gets in the way, appealing to your basic desires and viola, you're no better than the mouse that got baited into a trap by a piece of cheese.
>Here's that character from a children's show
>But I also slapped onto her wide hips, big ass, expressive face and a seductive look, pointed at the viewer
I got horny typing this shit up, thinking about Celestia. See what I mean?

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>>29620126
>That's just porn addiction. Looking for new, exciting things to wack to.
I guess you could say that, it surely stems from that desire as well. But for me it's coupled with escapistic waifu fantasies, I don't even look at porn most of the time. So I don't see this stage passing until I'm free from pony hell (or maybe more like heaven) altogether.

>>29620126
>I wish I didn't started, but I did and it shows my weak will
Well, this is kind of twisted. I remember saying long ago in a thread like this one, "I'll never do it", and I ended up doing it. But I don't regret it. Having shame over changing your mind is overkill. We do that all the time "do you want chocolate?" "no, I shouldn't..." "come on, have some!" "well, ok."

You would have a weak will if you started masturbating in the middle of a store after seeing a pony, or something like that. You (probably) don't do that, so you already can control your basic desires better than an animal. And if you think that "regular" porn is acceptable, it means that you admit that those desires can't be completely suppressed. I find the distinction between regular porn being acceptable and pony porn being wrong absolutely arbitrary.

And, for the record, I honestly believe that pony porn is morally better than regular porn, given how many women are forced to have sex against their will in the porn industry. Pony porn has no victims, and just that makes it a million times more ethical.

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>>29619873
The other 5% is orange wedges. They're just so sexy!

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>>29620126
>That's just porn addiction.

Actually that is the Law of Diminishing Returns.

>>29620247
>And, for the record, I honestly believe that pony porn is morally better than regular porn
That's a given for basically any drawn porn, though I don't think anyone thinks about ethics when it comes to fapping.

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>>29620281
Yes yes, that's what I had in mind purple smart.

I came here after being a furry for years. Already had a few smudges of MLP in my collection, the only thing that changed is that there is now more of it. It's a lot easier if you see them as weird but attractive horses in porn.

>>29620318
>furry
light yourself on fire

>>29620330
Dragons don't burn, anon.

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I remember that feeling all too well. I thought it was so impossible to masturbate to pony porn, I jokingly attempted it 3 to 6 times before I orgasm and freaked out. I had no degenerate sexuality for pone, so that guilt I felt was like I would never be accepted by society again.

I stopped jerking after a really bad breakup. Then the first thing I jetted to was ponies and now it's all I can get it up to.
>no hooves is not a meme for me.
That was 5 years ago

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>>29620126
>>29620154
I'm wondering are any of you guys so obsessed over your waifu and it's all you can think about on a daily basis? Because I feel like I'm taking escapism to a dangerous level and not sure what to do about it, the only thing I do nowadays is think about Twilight and clop over Twilight and I find it extremely hard to find other people attractive.

>>29619087
I remember my massive power level breeches
>22nd birthday party
>friends thow me surprise bday party
>pony theme
>pony cake
>given pony toys
>mom shows up
>thinks its a prank on me
>slowly realise I'm 4srs
>son wat

I have one involving the police too if anyone wants to hear it. as well as assorted "caught with clop"

>>29620422
tell us a story gramps

>>29620415
I don't have a waifu, but i still think about equesttia daily, hell almost hourly. Deep down I think I know this escapism isn't healthy.

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>>29620415
Not any of the anons you asked, but I can relate.
Different pony tho. And I must admit that I never found other people attractive.

>>29620424
>addicted to DXM
>taking the CCCs
>daily
>two boxes
>OD
>have massive seizure where I stop breathing
>fuck
>cop shows up with EMT
>we tell him wat happen
>"Who's the my little pony fan?"
>"Thats me"
>He looks at me in confusion
>I have two monitors
>random background from image folder every minute
>colt porn shows up
>cop baffled
>taken out my EMT
>still high as fuck
>put in inpatient mental a week later after I get out of ICU

>>29620432
Drug overdose is probably what really landed you in the mental hospital, how long were you in? What other embarassing moments did you have?

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>>29619443
What are you, my shrink? You don't know anything about me.

>>29620440
I was just in for a week.
Background on desktop also betrayed me on my mother and brother.
so much underage porn

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>>29620446
How did you mother and brother not find out sooner? Especially if you have porn popping up on two monitors every few minutes?

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>>29620415
It's not all I can think about, as in I can still pretent to be a functional human being, but I do think about mai waifu a lot in my free time, mostly before going to sleep. It's been especially severe for the last few months, I only can think about her and fap exclusively to her, every day. Maybe I've just completely given up on normal life after it all gradually gone to shit, so my escapism is getting worse and I only feel happy thinking about her. Nothing brings me joy anymore but her.

>>29620455
I only started doing the desktop thing after my first powerlevel breech

>>29620463
just colts, or fillies too?

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>>29620388
>I jokingly attempted it 3 to 6 times before I orgasm and freaked out
You wot m8?
>Uuuh, and to think some people do it unironically
>Uff those freaks man
>Just look at that white unicorn! These childbearing hips, those beautiful blue eyes
>O-only degenerate furries would found it hot
>I-I bet they fantasize about mounting that perfectly shaped ass, pinning her head down and f-fucking the shit out of he--aaaooooh
>...
>It's fine
>I was merely pretending
>>29620415
For me it was more like a crush, I got over it for the most part but sometimes when I'm about to blow Celestia comes to mind. Just take a break from mlp if you want to tone it down. Find something else to occupy your time.

>>29619087
That moment when it hits you.

OP has been an autistic faggot for an entire week now.

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>>29620548
You're exaggerating but that was legitimately how I felt. I found the ponies cute and thought cute != sexy and stroked my dick at a late night illegal /mlp/ clop thread thinking about how gross it was. I even considered the idea that all the porn was ironic and no one actually found it attractive because how could they? Lots of people claim to watch the show ironically so they must have drawn the porn ironically too. Probably only like 200-300 porn images of this that are reposted over and over to gross normalfags out, yeah that is probably it. I stroked my dick to see if I actually could maintain an erection and i couldn't the first 3-6 times.

I was a pretty smart guy.

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>>29619087
But I don't masturbate to ponies.

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>>29619097
>My Little Pony, a children's show
>My Little Pony
>a children's show
Yeah, maybe the previous Gens

>>29619087
It's glorious isn't it?

>>29619087
tbqh at the start I told myself I'm fapping more to the characters and the ideas behind them, and less to them being horses with weird horse vaginas and stuff.

Then I noticed that fapping to normal porn got harder the more I got into the show.

Now I just have accepted that I can't get it up until I see some juicy horse-flank