/emo/ Miss Eri and co.

DELETE THIS

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Hello again
http://desuarchive.org/mlp/thread/27671795/#q27694811
>Mia aka batbutt and eri aka emobutt
because of reasons

>It had been two days since your ex and her new toy left.
>The closet had been cleaned of her clothes
>The bathroom while mostly clean still held fast to a few stray bobby pins and hair ties
>You were never really sure why she needed so many as her hair was fairly short
>Must be a woman thing
>turning to leave you step on one, the pain startles you and soon sends you sprawling
>In a panic you reach for the first thing in arms reach only to have that thing be the shower curtain which has now fallen and given you a hard thump for your vain efforts of salvation
>Laying haphazardly in the tub you begin to cry
>Your tears are that of a man who has lost sight of his reason to live
>With out her what was the point
>Untangling yourself from the shower curtain and drying your tears you begin your chores
>Just because you"re suffering doesn't mean the animals have to share in your pain misery loves company but the creatures in your care deserve more
>shucking on your dirty overalls and muddy boots you lement the fact that you forgot to do laundry, the stench of the creatures in your care is overpowering and your lack of socks assures you of blisters tonight
>Trudging out to the barn you cast a glance to the sky
>Overcast
>Just what you needed, another rainy day to match your mood
>Opening the barn doors you set to your chores, caring for your...children
>They are the only people who haven't stabbed you in the back in life
>Thinking back to your childhood, an abusive father and uncaring mother
>Each took the stress of a failing marriage and meaningless jobs out on you
>Growing up you came to realize this, of course this didn't excuses child abuse
>letting out a cry of pain, you send a bucket hurtling into a far wall startling the horses nearby
"It was probably for the best that she left."
>Sighing you move and begin to stroke and calm each of the horses before letting them out of their pens and out into the fields
"I probably would have turned into my father..."

I want to put my dick into depression poni
I want depression poni to call me up. Telling me she just ingested a bunch of pills telling me about what she thinks her death will be like. Then going to her apartment only to find out she had called the police then smuggling her back to my place where she tells me that if she falls asleep she will probably die.
>Sexallnight.jpg
Next morning she would come downstairs and tell me how wonderful last night was but I have forgotten as I spent that night as my other self.
She would get upset as I tell her to leave.
This would lead to my other self fucking her while I have no idea causing her to hate love me until she tells me about my other self causing my cult to kidnap her while I try to stop my other selfs plan to blow up all the credit card company's in equestria to remove debt leading to me and my other self fighting and this being resolved by sticking a gun in my mouth and shooting myself. I survive and my crazy cult brings depression poni to me. I marry depression poni. The end. or is it?

>>27943552
Intresting... Keep going fagget

good to see this thread again. how was week guys?

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Well long story short: The other day the creator of this OC spooked to me because someone was claiming that he owned him (the OC). We had a 2 fucking hours conversation about how 4chan met him and shit.
Turns out his real name is "Angst" and he was allrready a big homo but later she made this and now he is a female...
i really don't know
http://lullabyprince.deviantart.com/art/Angst-621568550

maybe this is the last time i draw him what you guys think?

>>27945993
drawing not /emo/ related things sorry

>>27943219
>edgy
>"CUT MY MANE INTO PIECES, THIS IS MY LAST RESORT!"
"Why don't you just go to a stylist?"

>>27946065
>we lost another
get him to bed, i get the pillow
we'll have some hot cocoa, you'll tell him a tale, i'll listen quietly
he will smile, he'll say "until tomorrow guys". you will leave the room
i'll do what we have to, but we couldn't bring to tell him
he will strugle, i'll keep pushing
he will gave up, i'll keep going just to make sure
you'll get the shovel
i get the hacksaw

>>27946065
My opinion is that he's an insecure cutie and I want to keep him around.

It's night here, so night bump

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A boring headshot of DR
yeh!
>>27946591
Me too i want a story about this little lover boy
but i feel kinda bad

>>27946974
goodnight anon

>>27946065
>http://lullabyprince.deviantart.com/art/Angst-621568550
>fuck you guys
fuck you too

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>>27944730
Will continue tomorrow. I am still riding out a cold.

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I haven't done anything recently, so have a sad mspaint Eri done with a mouse.

>>27948153
>mspaint Eri
>i can't do a fucking painting with numbers
you're a top artist dude

>>27944389

Grabbin a defib unit!

>>27946269
Another?

>>27948773
Kira was the first

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bumpin

>>27949028
Silly anon, you need to be alive first to die.
Kira was born dead

boop

>>27943855
pure poetry/10

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Have a happy Connie wishing you a great day and a better week... or your death, depends on her state of humor.
just don't make eye contact

>>27952961
she looks cute

sad butt

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>>27954514
she is so cute

>>27954514
>>27954649

she looks like the kind of pony who slimes on the outside of is crying (in a gross way) in the inside

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ses desu senpai

>>27956308
fuck you Vex

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>moonlight raven
His idiotic son and her friend can get along with Bella and Hiki?

>>27957035
sure
i bet bella would annoy him like a big sis or something, and each time he talks with hiki it's like waiting for a nuclear spaguetti bomb

>>27956591
this desu senpai

Boop

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More mspaint + mouse Eri.
This time, however, I completely gave up.

>>27958646
i feel bad for laughing

>>27958646
Eri looks majestic in the second panel

>>27960140
she looks like she is been taken out to diner.
i wonder who is the lucky man

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>>27960489
Pic related

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>>27960140
no broken chin, edition

>>27957746
>and each time he talks with hiki it's like waiting for a nuclear spaguetti bomb
i need to read that

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>>27957841
>>27956591
fug

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I would boop or kiss Eri

>>27962942
thank you.

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>"i don't feel pretty"


>>27963220
What the fuck, dude?
this is a blue board

night guys

>>27963743
have a good night anon

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>>27963360
Sorry. I can't help myself sometimes I don't think she'd mind, as long as some one gives her attention. That, and think of all the scrunchy muzzle she'd give you

>>27962781
I imagine hiki and nightingale having the most awkward and full of pasta conversation while Bella and sunshine and making fun of them in the background.

>>27965469
>I imagine hiki and nightingale having the most awkward and full of pasta conversation
Maybe they are in love or maybe they want a direction... perhaps both wants an advice about sisters
But the world will never know since THEY CAN'T FINISH A FUCKING SENTENCE!

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>>27965555

Boop

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>>27965566

>>27958646
Man I hate when people say that to me.

In males besides the general apathy and lethargicness of depression. Often times it is accompanied by violent outbursts, gambling addictions, and reckless behavior.

Boop

boop

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>>27965555
>>27965566
>>27965951

lol.

>>27966065
>gambling addictions
That sounds kinda specific
Any reason for it?

>>27967712
It gives a shot of dopamine to get something good.

Gambling I'm today's world is common. Like they guy who buys too many csgo crates.

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>>27943219

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>>27967880
>Ryuko
come on!
she is just a cute dumbass, kinda like bella

>>27967530
thanks mr skeltal

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requesting version of this with Miss Eri.

>>27967846
>Like they guy who buys too many csgo crates.
people do that?
that's dumb

>>27970554
where have you been? there is actually a legal case against some websites that allowed the betting of skin crates for CS:GO
/v/ don't talk about it?

>>27970676
i usually stop reading at "CS:GO"
that sounds hilarious

>>27971496
that's so silly

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goodnight /emo/

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>>27970097

>>27973812
Goodnight lazer

>>27973981
Perfect

>>27973981
Another great job

butt slap

boop

>>27977628
the best lesbian pair

We need green.

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>>27978677
do it faggot

>>27943219
best ponies, best waifus

>>27979175
Maybe i will!

>>27979567
I can't wait.

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>tfw your daughterfu has been all day out playing with a old soccer ball.

also satyr lewd it's difficult

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>>27978677
Got you covered.

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>>27980032
>tfw you're not able to play with her

>>27980429
what have you done?! That's wrong, dude!

>>27980429
>"Anon, why do I look like vomit?"
"You mean your hair?"
>"No, I meant in general. Why? What's wrong with my hair?"

>>27980588
You can do it anon, you need
>win the heart of Eri
>pass DR
>make Bella and Hiki trust in another human again

and just like that you can have your happy family

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My hand and arm are in pain but a small sketch before bed will not kill me
goodnight /emotional horse/

>>27981130
You better bring your S+ game for win the trust of Bella or a signed pic of Shinsuke Nakamura

>>27980032
That looks so neato

>>27980429
Kek

>>27981531
Night lazer

>>27968478
Lazer!
Do a pic of Bella or Hiki like Ryuko

>>27984011
>>27960678
it's funny (in a good sense) to see this two pics

>>27965555
>>27965469
what those four will do?
movie night?

boop

>>27986715
we lost a cinnamon bun that day

>>27986715
why is this considered canon anyway?

>>27987114
Was it ever canon to the entire thread? It's an artist's perspective, or rather, their headcanon.

>>27987353
everyone just kind of said that Kira was dead after that.

>>27987353
was an artist perspective, but since no one made a story with kira to begin with, we took it as main canon

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>>27987114
desu the original idea for Kira was her being a trauma for Bambi.
but for some reason she became a character and a pretty broken one and not in the good/emo sense.
The fact her backstory includes that she has the ability to change cutie marks and that fact puts her in the same level of fucking Starlight Glimmer.
now she's dead, she can go back to be a complement but
>>27987353
this too

>>27987385
>everyone
Who?

>>27988027
A couple of anons and this >>27987609

Night bump

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In my opinion the only canon about this characters are they certain points like
Eri tends to see the bad side of everything and she writes extremely sad poetry and she can't sell it because she live in the world of love and friendship.
Deep Rest it's a nurse who lost her father
Connie it's the childhood friend of Eri, extremly positive and plays the violin.
etc
As for Kira, she exist, i got nothing, i prefer she stay as a bad memory of Babi

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I did a base for /sat/
so yeah... Hiki in a moeblob style

>>27988517
goodnight anon

>>27990002
She is so moe. I love it

>>27992602
>>27992611
these looks really nice

When you make simple fuck ups in everything you do and people rip you apart for them.

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>>27993132
1.- fuck people
unless what you did was something horrible the hate will disappear eventually.
2.-A mistake it's just that, a simple mistake.
You can learn from that mistake and keep going or you can sit and feel bad about yourself, it's your decision.

there's a sad gothic OC?

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>>27994599

>>27992611
>painting hooves
and like this i have a new fetish

>>27994297
we need one even though we already have a ton of ocs

>>27995651
>we already have a ton of ocs
compared to /bat/ or /swt/
we're fine

>>27995651
i though deep rest or damage case were them

>>27995782
i think DC fits better

boop

>>27980032
Question for curiosity, why the personality of Bella is so different to Miss Eri?
Hiki looks more related than Bella

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the archive needs to be updated

Bopp

>>27998655
She was the one that knew her daddy before he left to never return

>>27998708
This.

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>>27998708
>>27999484
How exactly do you nigs want me to update it?
Already uploaded all the pictures and it all seems to work fine.

Unless you want me to get something else than Dropbox, in which case I dunno.

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>>27998708
Done
>>27999492
You don't have enough credit for your work, dude.

http://pastebin.com/UqNH4PiK

That needs added to the gdoc.

>>28000300
who is the writefag?

>>28000319
I think it was code.

>>28000319
Slow.

>>28000330
i'm pretty sure that's slowanon

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>>28000300
done

>>28000389
thanks man

boop

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>>28001938

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>>28002374

>>27999312
Oh, that makes sense.
>Anon teach her how to be more assertive and had faith in herself,
>when he disappeared Bella adopted a more aggressive personality
>when she saw her mother broken she decided to make herself more strong to protect her and her little sister

I bet in the inside she is begging for a shoulder to cry.

>>28002666
Thanks satan

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I was messing around with style from artists that i like

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>>28004538
Looks good man

>>28004538
She looks so neato
And if you see the thumbnail in a mobile, she looks funny. I love it

>>28004538
Cutiepie~

boop

>>28001938
>>28002374
>>28002400
holy shit, muh heart
there's more of that cutie?

>>28006029
When i reach my pc i'll post some more

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>>28006771
Here's one with the under-sketching removed

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>>28007747
thanks man

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>>28007788
don't forget this one.

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>>28007805
>>28007788
>>28007747
she is a cute

boop

up

i don't know what i did

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>>28010050
this one looks 2% better

>>28010076
she looks really high

>>28010454
works for me

boop

Here's a little something I've been working on. Figured I could try traditional prose. Truly, the ride never ends.

Ah…it finally happened…and it felt good to watch. Sure, being a spirit separated from my body was weird, and even looking at my embalmed body seemed a bit uncanny. But at last, I could see all of these ponies mourning for me as I lay peacefully in this open coffin. To my surprise, an assortment of ponies were here to send me on my way. I could see that eccentric pink pony with the party cannon; but acting quite the opposite. Her mane was straightened, which was very unusual for her.

All of the joy had been taken forcefully from her like a thief in the night. Many others I have seen in town were in attendance also. More than I would have expected, that’s for sure. Some would talk about my awkwardness and the…problems that I have endured. Some of them would speak of my skill as a free-lance poet. Other than that, this went better than I expected….

Wait…what?

Suddenly, I could feel myself coming to, weary and delirious. As I opened my eyes, this glorious dream faded into nothingness and light slowly began to fill me eyes. To my surprise, I appeared to be in some hospital room with one of my forelegs bandaged. There also was an IV running into my arm, delivering me with hydration and all of the morphine I could ever want.

“Oh yeah…” I muttered to myself, as I examined my wounded foreleg.

1/?

>>28011722
Damn it! I was sure this would have killed me. How do I manage to fuck everything up? Tartarus, I can’t even kill myself… I mean, I went down the road, and somehow I still managed not to hit any oncoming traffic, apparently. Unto this realization, I sighed heavily. This bed I lay in might be comfortable, and these drugs might put my aching arm at ease, but not my heart… You couldn’t give me enough medication to ease the pain I have went through. And if you did, I’d be dead from an overdose. If only...

I looked around the sterile room I was in, dazed and confused, and noticed how neat and tidy it was. I get it, that’s how hospital rooms are supposed to be. Maybe it was the drugs talking, who knows. It just seemed a bit weird to me. I noticed a consistent rhythm of the heart beat machine ringing in my ears. It felt nice and soothing watching the machine make the same line every time.

*Beep beep*

As much as I would have liked to hop up out of this bed and walk around, my damaged foreleg was tied down to the railing of this bed. This must have been some sort of preventative protocol, I get it. I was too tired and exhausted to do much of anything anyways, except contemplate the usual stuff.

2/?

>>28011732
I noticed the time on the clock read 2:23 and I could catch a gleaming ray of brilliant sunshine breaching the window panes. Oh my, it did look wonderful outside, from what I could see. I’ve been here for a while apparently, because I remember it being dark outside when I inflicted this damage to myself. I continued to stare at my foreleg, wondering how I managed to compromise such a simple procedure. Whatever…

Peripherally, I caught a glimpse of a remote for the television that was staring blankly towards me. I’ve got nothing better to do, right? It took me a while to reach for the remote, but I managed. Damn this constraint! I felt a tightening sensation as I extended my other arm. I sat back up like I had been, and pushed the “ON” button on the remote.

This older-looking television produced a mechanical clicking noise as it turned on. The screen slowly faded from black to static, and eventually looked like a compressed blizzard.

“Oh boy, my favorite,” I lethargically groaned.

Flipping through the channels, I come across many different programs, such as a cop show, one of those crappy Canterlot reality shows, and some cartoons. I couldn’t really find anything I enjoyed, so I turned off the television and tossed the remote towards the foot of the bed. I really just need to sleep this medication off. The sooner I can get home, the sooner I can make things right.

3/?

>>28011756
I reached for a different remote that controlled the degree of incline for the head of the bed. I could raise it and be able to sit up, or lower it and face the ceiling. Just a slight adjustment later, and I was comfortable enough to try and sleep. I mean, what else am I going to do with my time here? I snuggled my head against the cheaply-made pillows, trying to make myself comfortable. Eventually, I closed my eyes, and just tried to blank my mind. I just wanted to get some rest. I was too damn tired to deal with anything right now, including life. But you probably already understood that…

I must have taken a power nap, since I was awoken by the creaking of a door opening. I certainly wasn’t out for long. No dreams this time. I slowly opened my eyes to find that a nurse had snuck in. Thankfully, she was trying her hardest to be quiet and nimble, not to wake me. Well, if I was still asleep, that is.

She was looking over my charts, analyzing the information that had been entered on it. My vision had been blurred from being doped up; but from what I could tell, she had a light grey-purplish coat. Her mane was red, with the occasional accent of black running through it. As my vision became less obscured, I noticed that she was a bat pony. She had some neat looking wings, with pointed ends on each of them. She even had the adorable little tufts towards the tips of her ears. She turned to me and noticed that I had been watching her, and gave me a slight smirk.

4/?

>>28011776

“Hello,” She whispered, “I didn’t mean to wake you.”

I waved her off with my non-damaged foreleg, and slightly shook my head.

“Don’t worry about it,” I replied, “I was just napping anyways.”

Now that I was fully awake, I used the bed remote to raise the back of the bed so that I was sitting up. I had closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and was now fully awake. The nurse had grabbed my charts, and held them in between her left wing and the side of her body. She pulled up a chair next to my bed and sat next to you; probably to talk to me about this visit.

“So, ‘Miss Eri’’, the nurse paused to read my name, “My name is Mia, and I will be checking up on you every once in a while”

Her voice was soft on my ears, helping me feel at ease. At least in the meantime.

“Thanks,” I quietly stated, “you can just call me Eri”

“Sounds good to me!” Mia cheerily said.

She seemed like the type of pony that really couldn’t be bothered by much. At least from what you could read from her.

“So how are you feeling?” She asked me.

Well, all depends on what she means. Physically, I feel better, I guess. Mentally…well…

“My foreleg feels better, not to mention this morphine helps” I tiredly replied

Both of us chuckled as I pointed towards the IV bag near my bedside.

“Well, I am glad to hear that!”

5/?

>>28011815

Mia leaned forward in her chair, and tapped your good foreleg with her hoof. I could tell that she was legitimately compassionate towards her patients, including me. Her gleaming grin was fairly comforting as well.

She stared once more at her charts of me, and proceeded to take some of my vitals. As she took notes of this information, she occasionally hummed here and there.

“By the looks of it, you should make a full recovery here by the end of the day”

“Well, /that’s/ good to know”

With the tone of my voice, you could tell I was just “thrilled” to be going back to my hell hole of an apartment. Just the thought of having to go back there gives me fearful goosebumps. I mean, I go back home, I could easily repeat last night and end up here again. Even though this bothers me, it’s probably not going to stop me. Let’s be honest.

As I watch Mia look at the notes the doctor has made, I could see her facial expressions turn from joyful to worrying. She’s probably reading about my suicidal tendencies, or the number of visits I’ve made here. I’m surprised they haven’t thrown me into some mental ward by now.

Mia’s eyes were glued to the notes as she examined what other RN’s have said before. To say the least, she was appalled. She sighed deeply before speaking again. Who would have though a sigh could be so emotional?

6/?

>>28011833

“So, Eri” She said with a serious tone

Oh damn, I couldn’t take this tension. I knew what was coming, but I just didn’t expect the feeling, you know?

Mia nodded her head as she tried to compose herself and her sentence. You could tell this type of thing bothered her. I mean, just look at her. She opened her mouth and closed it with every attempt she tried to speak. I was just about to break the silence with her until she finally said something.

“So…” She paused, “this isn’t your first time here.” “I can definitely see that”

She firmly tapped the clipboard with her hoof, as though she was waiting for some explanation. What could you say that you haven’t said before? Cry for help, again?

“You’d be right about that, Mia,” I said as I nodded my head towards her.

I tried not to make eye contact with her. As embarrassing as it is to be called out on it, I didn’t want her to see my expression.

“I also see that…this wasn’t some accident.” Mia said as she leaned closer to my bedside.

A gentle tap of her hoof brought be back to reality as I snapped out of my daydream of my demise. She placed her caring hoof under my chin and raised my face towards hers. She might have been sensitive towards this subject, but her face said otherwise. She gave me an unwavering stare as she asked for an explanation. Her eyes never left mine until she was completely done talking.

“I know that you’re going through a rough time right now. And I also know that I’m no psychiatrist. But I do know that you’ve had a history of doing this type of….harm….to yourself.”

7/?

>>28011843
Her other hoof tapped on the clipboard quickly, indicating her tenseness at the moment. The more that she talked to me, the more I noticed the agitation and concern rise in her voice. To be honest, it felt I was being put on the edge, and I just couldn’t handle it. I was trying to keep strong about all of this, but damn it, it’s so hard to keep my composure with her. I felt like I was being interrogated as this was beginning to become intense. But at the same time, I was just trying to keep it together. My eyes were starting to tear up as her compassion started to service. Of course, my throat was starting to choke up as well. Fuck…

“I also know you’ve talked to other ponies here about your…situation…” She added, raising her voice slightly. “I don’t /expect/ you to talk to me about this, but I would like if you did. I want to /help/ you…”

The hoof that was once holding your head up slipped down to one of your shoulders. The gentleness and sincerity of her touch was the final thing to break me down. Mia’s eyebrows showed signs of concern as they were slumped. As these emotions of mine rose to the surface, I found it harder to catch my breath. A tightness in my chest constricted my breathing, and now, I felt like I was fighting against my lungs.

8/?

>>28011857

With each breath I took, I felt as though the walls in the hospital room were converging. I placed my hoof on my chest to try and ease myself from this panic attack, but the effort was futile. The next thing I knew, I was being held in the nurse’s forelegs. The warmth and comfort of her embrace was the pinnacle of this breakdown. As I sunk my muzzle into her shoulder, I could feel the tears roll down my cheeks. She was very compassionate, and didn’t interrupt. She just held me tight, and caressed my withers.

“There, there. Let it all out,” She whispered

Mia’s soft, nurturing voice made it all the easier for me to release all my pent up anguish and shame. Her genuine amiability assured me that I was in good care. I laid there, limp, as she continued to cradle me. Every time that I took a breath in, I felt a slight quiver throughout my body. It was as though each bad memory was quickly escaping.

This episode I was having went on for a few minutes at least. Honestly, I wasn’t keeping track of time. Who would? The fact that Mia was still there for me, after all of this emotional outpour, was quite the surprise. The bat pony pulled away from me briefly, and tapped her hoof on my thigh

“Do you want to talk about what’s going on?”

I have talked to counselors and people of the like. But I don’t know…their responses just didn’t seem all too, concerning. They would tell me about my situation, and recommend things for me to do. Things such as writing down my thoughts, medicine, trying to socialize. Those things never worked, clearly.

9/?

>>28011871

I sat there, conflicted from these mixed feelings I was having, not sure what to do, what to say. My eyes were watching as Mia’s hoof rested on my thigh. It’s not like I could see since I was still teary-eyed. The softness of her voice helped to pacify my emotions.

It was not as effective as the quiet reverberating drone, vibrating from her throat. The high pitch that I was hearing made my ears twitch uncontrollably as they were adjusting to the noise. Whatever it was, seemed to work.

“What was that?” I reluctantly asked as I turned my sight towards the nurse

I wiped away the distress and tears from my eyes with one of my hooves. The other hoof reached for a tissue to wipe my snout.

“Oh, the noise?” Mia chuckled, “That’s a light scree some bat ponies like myself can make.”

She pointed to herself with her free hoof.

“I found out that if performed well enough, it can lower ponies’ heart rates, calming them down.” Mia explained to me, cracking a modest grin.

“Remind me to get ahold of you during a panic attack,” I chortled.

I took some time to compose myself after my episode, just trying to clear my mind a bit. I mean, I felt better for the most part; but to talk to this helpful pony, I just needed to relax. As I sit there, calming down, Mia took her hoof from my thigh and placed it in her other hoof.

“So,” I paused, “I’m sure you’ve seen from my record that I have anxiety and other problems”

“Yeah, I saw that in your files,” Mia said, flipping through the clipboard, “but it doesn’t really go into detail, Eri.”

“I’ll fill in the gaps for you…”

10/?

>>28011886

I lost track of time as I went into the grieving details of what I’ve put myself through. Each cut I’ve inflicted upon myself told a story of sorrow and rejection. As I delved further into my personal Tartarus, I noticed the sympathetic expressions Mia shot towards me.

Once I led her to the bottom of the rabbit hole, her exuberant demeanor grew stern. I tried my hardest to avoid eye contact with her, embarrassed of what I’ve become. Meanwhile, she’s staring me up and down, taking in all that she’s witnessed.

Mia found herself moving her hooves around while in thought, trying to find the right words to say. She was speechless, but very concerned nonetheless. I could tell she’s never dealt with some pony in a situation, like myself. Most ponies do not know what to say when they listen to my stories, my cries for help. I still couldn’t muster the courage to look at her, because I know I’d just break down emotionally again. I looked to my scarred forearms and just started speaking.

“Don’t worry,” I whispered, “that’s every pony else’s response too.”

“I don’t mean anything by it,” Mia chimed, “I just hate…seeing some pony in this situation.”

Mia tapped her hoof on my leg again, and I looked up to her. I know she meant well, but, I just don’t know. I’m just not used to some pony genuinely caring.

“I can tell,” I said, breaking the awkward silence, “and I’m grateful you’re concerned.”

Mia’s fanged smile warmed my heart as I was being consoled. The look in her eyes assured me that I could actually trust her, and that I was safe.

“Not a problem, Eri!” Mia exclaimed, “I try to help any pony who needs it. Why do you think I’m a nurse?”

Mia pointed to her laminated RN badge and we both chuckled. Feels good to laugh...

11/?

>>28011910

*BZZZTTT*

The pager that was attached to the benevolent bat pony nurse’s hip was vibrating loudly and lighting up. She detached it from her waist and held it in front of her face with her wing. She looked attentive and little disappointed.

“Sorry, I have to go” Mia blurted as she hopped off of the chair, “got some crazy stuff going on in the ICU!”

She trotted towards the door to my room and grabbed ahold of the door knob. For some reason, she stopped and turned her head to me.

“If you ever need some pony to talk to, I’d be more than glad to listen…” She quickly said to me.

“Thanks, Mia…” I replied back to her, a little distressed.

She was half way out the door, just about to close it behind her. But then she hesitated for a quick second. She knows I’ll miss the companionship

“Tell you what…if you’re released before I get back, I’ll see you around town!” She said loudly, pointing to me.

“Sounds good” I waved towards her.

The last thing I remember was her waving back to me before she walked out that door. Once again, I was all alone. Each thought still loomed in my demented mind, but it didn’t seem as bad as what it had been. At least I talked to some pony who wasn’t just getting paid to tell me what I wanted to hear. I could tell she cared. I mean, she did wear her heart on her flank after all.

As I tried to lay back down to get some sleep, I turned on the television in my room for background noise. The low banter from some pony on a show lulled me to tiredness. However, I couldn’t stop thinking about the kind-hearted nurse, and the conversation we had.

I wish I had more time to talk to her, because at least I felt safe, and I wasn’t…alone. I may as well get some shut eye to pass the time. Who knows, maybe she will come back. Maybe I’ll see her around Ponyville, or something.

I sure hope so…

12/12

>>28011925
this was an amazing story afterman. great job
also
>>28011756
>“Oh boy, my favorite”
i hear it in jontron's voice

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I'm also in the process of posting this on FimFiction

>>28012085
Thanks anon, glad you liked it. And yeah, I tried for sarcasm. Now I can't stop thinking of JonTron saying that.

>>28011722
>Truly, the ride never ends.
Eri it's a dangerous drug

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Bumpin

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Doodle of autistic bat Eri…

>>27943552
Died for a week.
>you begin to tie yourself a noose.
>Not the quickest way out but you read the horror story's of people who tried to kill themselves with guns and missed...you also didn't feel like leaving a mess for someone else to clean up after you were gone
>You toss it up and over a beam supporting the loft and crossed your fingers as you tied the other end to another beam
"Here's to a better life."
>Climbing to the top of a ladder and sitting on top you slip your head into the noose
>The fibers are coarse as you tighten the rope around your sun tanned neck
>You wonder how long it will take for some one to find your body
>The town only heard from you once or twice a month when you made grocery runs
>You gaze down at your feet
"Well this is it I guess, better luck next time."
>Closing your eyes you begin to lean forward when the nickering of one of your equines causes you to pause
>Cracking open one eye you glance down at the source
>Your ex girlfriends favorite pony
>Miss.erie
>You disliked the name, it was rather morbid even if the gray mare seemed sad when she looked at you
>Now Erie looked up at you with those sad eyes, almost like she was trying to understand why her owner was sitting on a ladder with a rope around his neck
>Closing your eyes once more you tried to lean forward but the gaze of the mare was making you feel...awkward, the kinda awkward you feel when your parents catch you masturbating but don't say anything
"Shoo, let me be."
>Waving your hands and making noises does nothing but earn you a slight tilt of the head from the pony
>She seems content in watching what you are doing and nothing seems to be changing her mind
"Damn pony, get out of here!"
>The outburst startles her but she holds her ground, pawing at the earth with her hoof and snorting at you, almost as if she took your words as a personal insult
>Letting out a sigh you turn your back to the odd creature
>Nothing
"Oh come on, I can't get cold feet now."

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I like to think or it's my canon that Paper and Mellow one time tried to commit suicide together ( a suicide pact) so their love and last forever.
That's why both have scars on the neck

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>>28014077
and alt
because i like to play with styles

>>28014021
"Screw it, you win this round tiny horse."
>Climbing down you forget the noose around your neck, this wouldn't be a problem had your muddy boots not caused you to slip and fall from the ladder the noose clenching your neck and chocking you
>Tugging at the noose yields no results as you twitch and flail uselessly in a vain hope to slip free
>What a shitty way to die, guess you shouldn't have expected anymore
>Life had always been kinda crappy with you, teasing you with hopes and dreams only to yank them away
>Darkness is quickly closing in, maybe it was for the best that you died
>Swimming in debt, cheating ex and a failing farm really doesn't leave a man with many options in life
>Taking in one last breath you get ready to greet death only to be denied once more as Eri pushes her way under you, providing just enough slack to breath
>Yanking off the noose you wrap your arms around your savior, face burred in your mane as the sudden shock of everything leaves you crying pathetic tears into her dark velvety mane
>She nickers softly, miffed at the usage of her mane but allowing you to continue as you blubber out the events leading up to your suicide attempt
>It seems so ridiculous
>Pouring your heart out to a tiny horse that probably doesn't understand or care about you past being the thing that feeds her and yet after what feels like several hours of no holds bars sharing you can't help but feel closer to your pony
>Slowly you dismount Eri, patting her side affectionately and earning your self a warm nuzzle and a soft nicker
>Maybe things aren't so bad after all
>That day you spend time grooming and talking with your pony pal, giving her tons of loves and by night fall you find yourself bringing out a sleeping roll and setting up a spot next to Eri's stall just so you can talk with her until you sleep

(Really tired and laptop is at 2 percent. Hope you enjoyed. Will continue later. Good night emo pones)

>>28014184
>Hope you enjoyed
i fucking love it!
goodnight GM

Boop

>>28014077
>Paper and Mellow one time tried to commit suicide together so their love last forever
mellow wrote a song in the hospital that day
he named it "the angel of resurrection". was dedicated to her while they recovered together

>>28015292
The first in wake up in the hospital was Mellow, for hours he saw how Paper was in the borderline of death and life, his heart was in full despair because the idea of being alone and watch her love fade away

>>28016089
who was the fallen one?

>>28016724
Her father

>>28017086
Theres a green about that?

This weekend, to celebrate it's 35th Anniversary, we'll be streaming the Indiana Jones Trilogy over the next 3 days, starting with Raiders of the Lost Ark today, in 15 minutes!
Feel free to join and bring your friends.
We are at cytu be/r/mlpstreams

>>28016724
It was supposed to be one of her patients, but I like father as well

Up

>>28012149

https://www.fimfiction.net/story/340234/nurses-aid

>>28017908
fuck
i was late!

night bump

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i'm not used to post sketches, but whatever!
also i was a lazy ass all day working not doing art

https://someimage.com/Q48YvR7

the other day i was sketching satyrs and i say "why the fuck not?"
so... the son of DR and the daughter of Mellow
there's no way this two fit in the "canon" of /emo/, i trough it could be fun, i will finish this pics soon

anyway goodnight /depressive puns/

>>28018943
Thanks dude, it was a great story

>>28019263
same time tomorrow for part two :)

Up

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>>28022661
>the satyrs don't like bella
they are just jelly of her femmuscles, and scared to shit because she can castrate a colt/man with her glorious ass

>>28024145
I like to think that Bella gets in troubles all time and these two (and the rest of the emo pones) save her ass all the time.

>>28024145
>she can castrate a colt/man with her glorious ass
so... she is legal?

>>28026140
yup
she lost it in a party. was a one-night stand
the castration part was because one of her managers tried to outsmart her, but the consequences were big

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>>28017875
>tfw i will never have a magical adventure with David Bowie and a bunch of depressive horses
why live

>>28017908
we're watching Indiana jones and the temple doom

boop

>>28017847
Codexes was working on that but he never finished it

>>28026639
If you ask me that sounds like it totally worth the risk

night guys

>>28026984
>we will never know the stand of Eri
it hurts

>>28032502
What a qt

>>28031930
D'aawww

boop

sunday sucks bump

>>28035128
Here is rainy, so it's perfect to be cozy

>>27958646
pretty simple solution

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ow0lr63y4Mw

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>>28035255
best kind of weather, anyone who disagree is full of shit.

>>28035360
or homeless

up

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>>28017908
Last part!
We're live baby!

>>28038186
>>28038894
>>28039632
these are really cool, but the gifs are moving too fast

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nothing like a emo horse on heat

>>28040021
>but the gifs are moving too fast
i think the white one is correct
but the black gif is giving me seizures

>>28011925
really good
i really love it thanks

boop

>>28022661
They have names?

>>28041234
>on heat

Is heat a new drug? An aphrodisiac, perhaps? I guess we'll just have to fuck the answer out of her.

The bios will be updated someday?

>>28045137
i don't know, why? what did we miss?

>>28045556
>Bella
>Hiki
>Kitkat
>Damage Case
Specially Bella, she has been here before Deep Rest

>>28046052
well, as far as i know

>bella
she is the daughter of anon and eri. she was the one who meet daddy before he left. she is a proffesional wrestler. she was the new rookie who manage to get the champion belt. while she has a very hard exterior, she is really fragile: just don't make her talk about dad, he was the reason why she wanted to be strong
she likes to watch action flicks and socket puppets

>hiki
she is a literal hikikomori. she owns a lot of mangas and animes. due to her really, REALLY, low abilities to speak with people, she almost faints everytime she meets any person. the only people she manage to talk normally is her mom, bella, and her aunts deep rest and connie amore

>Kit Kat
she is a posey. not a real emo. she wears clothes from hot topic and target and her taste in music it's most pop/hip hop. she mostly must be under her "phase"

>Damage Case/ Angst
the reason of the other name was >>27946065. he is a femboy, a trap who likes to dress pretty, but at the same time wants some love. sadly, most of the guys who he meets are players, but not of that team, so he ends heartbroken. after a lot of bad dates, he decided to dress like he felt: sad and depressed. he doesn't cut, yet

>>28045040
she wants to see blood

>>28046360
I like to think that the professional part of Bella is in her future, now she is trying reaching that dream
Hiki is waifu material

goodnight thread

>>28040742
very nice job

>>28014184
Got off work, working on a good rash. Here's the next bit.

>A rough tongue licking your hair stirs you awake, warm sun now trickling in and resting on your cheek adds to the experience as your eyes open and come to rest on a grey beauty looking back down
"Good morning sweet heart, sleep well?"
>The glowing mare gave a soft knicker in reply and nuzzled you gently
>The affection was nice, it felt good now that your mind had been taken off...her
>There goes your good mood, one minute prancing around a field of daises, the next leaping into a dark swirling pool of crushing water, drowning you in despair
"I guess it was nice while it lasted, right Eri?"
>The mare just snorts and gives your cheek another nuzzle, it seemed like she was trying desperately to throw you a life raft as you drown
"Heh, good girl, I guess you probably want to be fed."
>Standing up and brushing off the hay you were immediately aware of the smell of animals on the clothes you wore
>The night before didn't come without consequences you thought with a shrug
>Going about your chores was hard.
>With out a second person that left all of the responsibility on your shoulders and last time you checked, farms were never meant to be run alone
>Still, never to be one to slack off when the time called for it you set to work and by mid day you could feel a sun burn working its way up your neck and around your ears and cheeks
>Setting down your hoe you decided to go check in on Eri, the hard days work had kept the thoughts of her far from the front of your head but now that you stopped to catch your breath those damn emotions were once again creeping up on you
>Pushing open the barn door and moving to Eri's stall you see the mare waiting dutifully for you her muzzle pushed out, begging to be rubbed
>Your hand slips into the breast pocket of your worn blue overalls
>The mare snorted inquisitively as you pulled out a sugar cube

>>28050322
Bumping the thread with green, how about a little more?

>The tiny horses ears perked up as she quickly nomed and slurped up the cube, you kept your hand flat...you only have a horse bite your finger once
>Chuckling you rub the mares ear affectionately as she finishes off the cube
>Such a sweetie, you would think that a mare who was dragged away from her mother at such a young age would do more harm but as far as you knew she had been nothing but sweet and kind to both you and that filthy whore you called an ex
>Taking in a breath you move about the barn, cleaning out each stall and putting down fresh hay as well as clean water and an apple for each of the horses giving Eri two because, why not?
>You stop in your tracks
>Looking up you notice the noose, still hanging from its place, the ladder laying on the floor, the metal hinge looked bent at an odd angle
>Shaking your head you move to put the ladder away
>It whines in protest and the metal hinge snaps
>There goes a perfectly good ladder
>letting out a sigh you move away and untie the rope, letting it fall to the stable floor with a soft thump
>Liberating. not really
>Looking at the rope it seemed, venomous
>Less like rope and more like a coiled snake waiting for the slightest hint of weakness, ready to strike when your guard falls
>How easy would it be just to string it back up and try again?
>It would be more difficult without a ladder, maybe jumping from the loft would work as long as the supports hold your weight and you don't bring the part of the barn down on top of you for your efforts
>Somewhere nearby Eri gives an angry snort, stamping at the ground and getting your attention
>Giving you an almost...angry glare
"Right, no time for a pity party, got plenty of work to do."
>Tossing the rope into a corner you set the animals to the field and head over to your crops, if they failed...maybe you shouldn't think about that
>Picking up your hoe you begin to hack at the ground once more

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just a small sketch before the bed
goodnight /Cute, edgy, gloomy, and sad emo pones/

Good morning /emo/

>>28051148
Morning

>>28051154
>eri with a guitar
I always see mellow using one, but this is good too

>>28051154
Oh my
Thats just perfect

>>28050645
goodnight lazer
nice sketch

boop

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Good morning, /emo/.

>”The spirits of these five ponies got us through every challenge you threw at us.”
>”You still don't have the sixth Element! The spark didn't work!”
>”But it did! A different kind of spark. I felt it the very moment I realized how happy I was to hear you, to see you, how much I cared about you. The spark ignited inside me when I realized that you all... are my friends! You see, Nightmare Moon, when those Elements are ignited by the... the spark, that resides in the heart of us all, it creates the sixth element: the element of... magic!”
>...
>...

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>>28051905
>One Week Later...

>...
>...
>’THWAP!’
“Huh?! What!?”
>You look around frantically, startled awake by the sound.
>When your eyes finally focus on the disapproving frown of your teacher.
>Shit.
>You fell asleep again.
>Ms. Cranberry’s frown deepens and you hear a few snickers from around the room.
>”Since you were asleep I’ll assume you’ve studied on pre-unification era history and don’t need to be here. See me after school and I’ll give you the final exam in detention.”
“But I-”
>”No ‘buts.’ We can talk about this after school.”
>You sink into your seat a little bit.
“Yes, Ms. Cranberry...”
>You are Eri.
>Miss Eri.
>Yes, haha.
>Your name was funny and all that.
>And just like your name said...
>You were miserable more or less.
>A paper ball bounces off the back of your head.
>Of course, Ms. Crabbycunt took that moment to turn to the chalkboard so she didn’t see anything.
>You sigh and do your best to ignore the asshats behind you and get to taking notes on whatever Ms. Cranberry was going to scribble down on the chalkboard.
>Or at least you would have done that if you hadn’t had drooled on your notebook.
>The ink is smeared all over the place too.
>Fucking great!
>Wait...
>You take a hoof to your cheek and bring it in front of your face.
>That bitch!
>You had ink on the side of your face and she wasn’t even going to tell you about it?
>You tear that sheet out and crumple it up and put your hoof in the the air after a couple moments of thought.
>After about five or so minutes you get an answer
>”Yes, Miss Eri?”
“Can I use the restroom?”
>Your teacher narrows her eyes at you but give you a look and points at the door with a nod.
>”Don’t be too long. I’d hate to stack detention on top of the exam.”
“Yeah yeah,” you mutter, getting up.
>You pick up your notebook in your mouth and walk out of class.
>Immediately you make for your locker.