Feels thread

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>>25939124
Is this based on a greentext by any chance?

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incoming tears

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>>25939134
i did not want this feel..

literally crying right now, anon...

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>>25939146
probably based on this

2016 is the year I kill myself

>>25939796
why?

>>25939820
Because I can't keep putting things on hold, I just have to man up and do it.

>>25939845
i'll join you

>>25939845
there's nothing manly about killing yourself, dealing with the pain is what is truly impressive, holding on is what makes you manly

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>>25939134

Bump for more feels

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>>25939134
Jesus... I can't stop crying....

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http://doublewbrothers.deviantart.com/art/Sunset-Shimmer-Simulator-575898316
(2 big 2 post)

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>>25940623
hug me anon...

>>25939134
Fuck I've been hit by a truck but this...this hurts too much

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>>25939080
>protons

>>25939728
I WANNA FEEL THE WAY I FEEL, WHEN I'M ASLEEEEEEEEP

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eO-eAldJmA8

I've been listening to this a lot lately...

>>25939796
To accept death is the most liberating thing you can do. It is the only consequence, the only baseline. From this frame of reference you are able to do anything, because you can move and you aren't yet dead.
There is nothing to stop you from your dreams because you know you can just kill yourself after or if it becomes impossible, whether this year or in ten.
It's a different way of existing.

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>>25939134

>>25940813
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdUUx5FdySs

>>25940780
Knowing that an individual death is meaningless - any individual
death, especially your own--that you are not a person, but a statistic--
and noticing, more each day, the countless deaths that occur around
you...

Of other people, of animals, of insects, of the sick and infirm, of
accident victims, of plants ripped from the earth and worms crushed
beneath the blades of plows;

Of authors in their rooms, scribbling out desperate words in the backs
of books no one will ever read;

Even the shattering of molecular bonds, the disintegration of atomic
structures, happening in every moment, millions in each nanosecond, everywhere.

This is Deathconsciousness. And It begs the question: “What is the point?”

Well, that's up to the individual to try and figure out.

>>25940997
you just described my thought process these past few days

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>>25941189
Well, don't say it like I wrote that. There's no Anon that based to write something so eloquently.

Its a quote from the preface of a small book written for an album, Deathconsciousness.

>>25940997
I googled it and found the album. It was familiar, more than partiality, it was as though I had made it myself. I don't think I've ever had the sensation of sharing eyes with something else before.

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>>25941530
oshit, accidentally fucked that up.

>>25941189

rape. rape rape rape and more rape.

>>25941690
i'm not a rape victim fampai

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has anyone ever read this?
It fucked my shit up Tbh

>>25941189
As someone who has first put off dying, and later chosen to live, I slightly envy you the agony of your moments. Questioning, searching, feeling. But I romanticize. I am glad I have found my future and am free of those moments. Their memory is like a missing tooth; the tongue of my mind keeps finding its way there and probing.

Find a DBSA chapter near where you are, if you want to be free one way or the other, and attend. Talk, ask, listen.

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>>25939134
I can't be the only one that didn't get feels from this. I mean, the fact that it kept overstating how much of a fucked up junkie she was, if was clear that she was gonna die.
Can't believe I wasted more than an hour reading all of that.

>>25942305
It's an old-ass cap, man.

There's bound to have been people who didn't have feels from it.

I think the constant sense of how she's going to die and there's nothing you can do about it is what makes people get feels from it, though.

>>25939728
that inversion brought a smile to my face

>>25940646
>sunset shimmer is my waifu

My heart hurts.

>>25939134
>crackpone.png
stopped reading here
>le drugs users deserve sympathy meme

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>>25942632
God dammit Anon. I managed to get past all the others and this is where I begin to feel. Well done you asshole

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>>25939134
Behold, Crack Pone, most feelsy of pones.

I am glad to see this posted.

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>You decide to play a game with Scoots.
>Your children back home used to love this.
>You bend over and pick the small pegasus up.
>"Hey Anon, what are you doing?"
>She's surprisingly light; she weighs less than your youngest.
/Dis gun be gud/
>You bend back over, nearly setting her down again.
>Then you snap upright, flinging Scootaloo into the air with as much force as you can muster.
"Whoops-a-daisy!"
>She gasps in surprise.
>You stand poised to catch her, but she instinctively sticks out her tiny wings, and surprisingly begins to glide away from you.
>You watch her go as she giggles nervously, slowly drifting closer to the ground.
>Her landing is not worthy of the name.
>She touches down with her forehooves first and pitches forward in a very awkward faceplant.
>This crash-landing causes you a lot of concern.
>You hope you haven't hurt her.
>Suddenly she pops up and races straight at you.
>Bouncing up and down in front of you with giddy delight, she exclaims, "AGAIN!! Do it again!"
>You grin.
"Sure Scoots!"
>You bend over and pick her up again.
"Whoops-a daisy!"
>Her landing is better this time.
>She keeps you at this activity until the sun starts to set.
>Today was a good day.

>>25944706
All those feels, and you just give me a good one.
You made my day anon

>>25940646
>comic sans

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>>25939080
Feels 1/3

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>>25939080
Feels 2/3

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>>25939080
Feels 3/3

>>25942632

Very nice. Haven't seen that one in a while.

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>>25942632
Too bad that third post is so cheesy it turns the whole story into a cringefest.

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Fake or not, still got
me.

>>25939134
What was in the spoilers?

I had a weird dream last night
>Be me
>Decided to listen to an 8 hour sleep track because couldn't sleep for a few nights
>Put on music and fall asleep really fast
>Still me but dreaming
>In the dream Luna appeared to me
>This isn't the first time but for some reason it felt different
>All of my senses were more aware and more active than even real life
>"Anon do not worry for it will all be made well in the end"
"Luna what do you mean"
>"I do not have the time to explain but remember this...
>At this time everything started to fade to black and i was losing feeling in all of my body
>After a second or two more I felt as if I had become paralyzed and lost sight and hearing

>>25945493
Congrats, you probably will go to Equestria when you die lucky bastard.
Unless you made this shit up, then go to hell.

>>25945493
I really wish i could have heard what she said because it feels that it was probably very important

I saw the world end too and I'm very worried because it could happen any day now

>>25939185
This is so stupid

>>25939185

Why didn't she use magic to make air?

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>>25945549

If you manage to go there, godspeed in your new life.

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>>25939134
>cutie mark is a candle
Jesus.
If you're confused, it's because the flame on a candle is a little more steady and consistent than their bic. They just roll their little globey over the fire and zoom zoom zoom.

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>>25939124
>>25939185
>>25939728
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>>25944946
>>25944962

You're all killing me.

They could be real right? It can't just be my brain screwing with me?
What ever happened to that anon who had the dreamquest or whatever

>>25945663
why did you come to a feels thread to laugh? (´・ω・`)

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>>25945666
You mean Safe heaven?
Also have this

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>>25945707
> (´・ω・`) emote
You little newfag.

>>25945778
>(´・ω・`)
did I do something wrong? (´・ω・`)

>>25945768
O shit i remember this thread

>>25945799
How's Denko?

>>25945577
Conservation of mass.

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>>25945707
Stupid fucking hamster face.

Anyone here read Ten Years?

>>25946188
That's a /mom/ story, correct.

I think so but it was feelsy too if i recall
>>25946200
>>25946188
also check'd

>>25946220
Yes, I've read it. It's still being written as well, if I'm not mistaken. Afterhours should have an update in the next /mom/ thread.

>>25946235
your kidding right? thats like one of my favorite stories
PS does anyone else have feels pictures or stories I havent't cried in forever and i need to release my sadness

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>you'll never read the ending of Backgound Pony for the first time again.

I remember reading that whole thing in three days, then bawling for a good hour or so, trying to make sense of what happened.

>>25946365
link please?

>>25939080
Patachu, you're my hero foir this one.

>>25946391
>spoonfeeding
http://lmgtfy.com/?q=background+pony

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For those who will spend new year alone, you're not the only one

Happy Holidays. Even if you call me a faggot unironicaliy

>>25946409
thanks

>>25946433
i thought it would be a pastebin

Anybody cap the pony euthanasia thread from a while back?

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>>25939080

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>>25946427
Happy New Year to you, too, anon.

To be honest, I don't mind spending new year alone.
I would rather be true to myself and have fun shitposting on /mlp/ with you guys than hide behind a mask and go do stupid shit with my normie acquaintances while pretending that I'm "having fun" or "care" about them.

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>>25940813
>>25944946
>>25946427
>>25946510

>>25946365

The ending was complete shit and made the rest of the fic even more of a waste of time than it already was. I committed myself to reading the whole fic despite how painfully shitty it was because it had a reputation and I had faith that it would prove itself in the end, and instead it turned out to be a complete waste of fucking time. Fuck that fic, I'll never get those hours of my life back.

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>>25946689

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>>25946739

>no one could possibly dislike my favorite my little pony fanfiction! if someone says they didn't like it, they must be trolling!

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>>25939134
I read this last night and had to sleep right after, I couldn't believe how much my heart hurt, I haven't cried in more than a year. Thank you for posting this. But the sadness I feel is crippling.

>>25945125
Wow, feminism even made a quote.

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>>25946739

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>>25946538
Nobody understands you, huh? Don't be a jackass. If you don't care about those people why are you leading them on?

I don't pretend to like everyone or put on a selfless mask, and as a result I don't get boxed into corners and I don't get invited to things people know I won't like. We aren't wasting each others time.

>>25947247
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U47FVg-vK_k

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>>25945125

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>>25948337
I'm so fucking mad

>>25948337
Ayn Rand warned us about this

>>25948337
>>25948426

>We /pol/ now.

"Welp, fuckity-bye."

happy new years. here's to hoping next year will be better..

https://derpiboo.ru/81636?scope=scpeb886491a9e1f4928a48d42568641486fafd1007a

resolution to big to post.

>tfw the only thing I feel is dead inside.

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>>25949072
me too anon..

>>25945945
we're getting married soon, I can't wait to tell her the news (´・ω・`)

i will never listen to this for the first time again
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEH98_Ha2aA

>>25949863
Just got back from listening to it for the first time.
Thank you. So much.
I legitimately almost cried when it ended.
Almost.

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>>25945125
I was in that thread...

What videogame theme gives you guys the most feels

>>25950211
le undertale meme

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>>25949863
Good lord, that is amazing.

>>25950211
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5VyL0iBSD8

>>25950211

Okami

>>25950211
mines the fallout 4 theme

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GYDFnDr81JQ

I'm sorry.

>>25939080
she's right. I'm going to work on improving my life. It's the only one I have, and I have to acknowledge that.

hahahaha inb4 i remain a useless piece of shit
inb4 breaking apart my family is the only thing keeping me from killing myself
hahahahahahaha

>>25949863
The real feel comes in when this is the last decent piece of music they'll probably ever do as a group. Rest of that album was meh and the newer stuff is pretty garbage just recycling the same thematic material.

Origin of Symmetry is still the best.

>>25939185
Wasn't there a fic where Twilight was Luna's foal and Celestia came at the last minute to save her from the moon?

none of these made me even want to cry, anons. does this mean i'm dead inside?

>>25950609
No.

>>25950674
thanks anon

>>25950609
You have not reached your breaking point. Don't worry it will strike eventually.

>>25945125
Modern women are nothing more than fucking children and there's nothing you can say to convince me otherwise.

>>25946510
this always gets me

>>25950761

That is, of course, a childish view.

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Anyone got any more of these?

>>25948337
I thought this was a feels thread not a rage thread

>>25950211
This right here.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fYVgBQRvwB0

Triste is right below it. Can't think of any other games right now.

>>25950945

>2016
>Posting something on 4chan
>Not expecting free-range assholes to turn up and shit all over it

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>>25950211
easy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6miaTf1gF4g

>>25950247
When I played it, I felt less of a "oh god I'm so fucking SAD right now like I can't even" and more like "well damn, that's pretty cool." Like there was a momentary heart-wrench and then just a melancholy afterglow for a little bit.
It was nowhere near the masterpiece the fanbase claims it is, but it was pretty neat. But I can understand how it would grate someone's nerves. It's an acquired taste.

Also, this piece gave me some intense feels when I was younger.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLiRgNFvfGw

>>25950984
>It's a long road to travel. Let's go.

For some reason that made me tear up a bit.

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>>25951128

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54sSF5JS_HA

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>>25951184
>exhaust a ton of ammunition and lose some serious hit points to keep buddies alive
>tank shows up
>they die before they reach cover

It's not a good feel, that's for sure.

>>25939134
Okay, hope this thread stills up when I'm back from drinking because I want to read this.

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>you will never give derpy her new years kiss

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>>25950984
I like themes of immortality.

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>>25951174

That topic of immortality/persisting through the ages always hits me hard. I think behind her sunny motherly exterior Celestia hides the most feels of any character in the show. You can only imagine the sorts of things she's been through, the emotional turmoil and difficulties and responsibilities and tragedies she's had to endure over thousands and thousands of years of living and ruling, her psyche staying strong through well more than any sentient creature should have to or be able to bear. Being tired beyond belief, and longing for nothing more than to just stop and rest, but knowing she can't, because she exists solely for the purpose of taking care of her ponies, and the only thing worse than enduring the responsibility of ruling them over the centuries would be abandoning them to their fates. So the harder things get, and the more she wants to quit, the more she knows she can't, because she's there to take care of them and she won't let anything stop her from doing that. And the only thing harder than persisting through the endless centuries, is putting on a smiling face for her ponies every day and pretending like nothing is wrong. But she still does it, because that's how much she cares for them.

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>>25951244
>Arnhem Knights on hard
>All my buddies run to the next zone only to get mowed down by the tank
>All that's left is me
The music doesn't help either. Arnhem Knights is the feelsiest level of all time

>>25951273

>>25950741
>>25951036

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This one made me cry until I went to sleep.

>>25951307
>Arnhem Knights on hard
>after three years of not even thinking about the game
>forget about things until then, but shit hits, breaks, and explodes the damn fan when
>you remember the panzerfaust unit
>just in time for every one of your guys to get their shit pushed in
>and you remember the second goddamn surprise tank
>just in time to die
>and see all of your buddies die, too
>over and over again

Like I said, it's not a good feel.

>>25951356
Don't forget the guy whose parachute got stuck into the mill...

>>25951371
Oh shit that poor fucking soul.
"Hey, help me get down!"
>think I have to shoot his parachute strings
>aim thompson
>fire
>just as the germans fire at him
>think I shot him
>refuse to play level for weeks until my dad plays it and I see that it wasn't my negligence that killed him

>>25951422
MoH: Frontline truly is a masterpiece.

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>>25950984
>>25951279

>And just what words will come out, but "we wish we were dead."

>>25950211
can't say videogames.
but the movie "The big fish" always get's me... I miss my dad.

>>25950211
No particular theme, but
https://youtu.be/0e4Crth_Hb8
always gets me.

If you wanna talk vidya feels in general
>Mordin Solus, Mass Effect 3

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>>25950211
>vidya
Nothing. Since I usually only play madden and fighting games.
I DID tear up when Itachi died, though. That shit hits hard if you've got a younger brother.

>>25952147
>mordin
I came here to feel, not to die internally.

>>25951279
I never get people who think true immortality is somehow bad and write these stories about immortals wanting to kill themselves.

How could you ever get that bored? As long as society exists, as long as life exists there will always be something new to experience if you look for it. New books, new TV shows, new movies and games and people. New places to see, even after you've seen the whole world you can always travel and see it again because in that time new things will have been build and the old things will have changed.

The concept of immortal beings becoming sick of life is retarded bullshit from edgy jackasses who think they are being 2deep4u and philosophical but are actually just being pretentious and stupid.

Thereby I simply can't take these stories seriously.

>>25939134
guys this story has seriously affected my state of mind horribly.

especially the part where Crack Pone goes to work with Anon...

w-why'd she have to die...w-why couldn't she be saved...w-why...

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>>25952286
>just BE happy!
>everyone around you will die!
>everything you've seen built will fall!

>>25952286
Also why do these edgelords always assume that being immortal changes the way your memory works. After a few hundred years you'll forget shit and everything will be new again anyhow.

>>25952313
Well that's a nihilistic way of looking at it.

Everyone around you will die, but you will always remember them, if you died then it's hardly like that would be better.

Everything you've seen built will CHANGE, this is a good thing, change is natural, it's exciting and healthy.

I guess it's a matter of perspective, some people (like you) wallow in the past and can't move forward. Others (like me) look forwards and enjoy the present while anticipating the future.

If my family died after a long life well lived and I persisted then that's fine, they were happy and once I grieve I will move on and be happy in their place. I will make new friends, new experiences, I will remember my past while I enjoy my future.

Stop being such a god damn downer.

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>>25952354
>all that optimism
You shouldn't be here, it's making my stomach turn more than the liquor I drank.

>>25952383
Can't help it, I'm an optimistic person.

And no, I won't go anywhere, I like this site, it's fun. I've been through enough sadness, enough sorrow and anger and depression in my life to know that these things are transient, temporary. Great sadness can only be felt because you have known great joy, and you will know joy once again.

Darkest before the dawn and all that. Try to cheer up pal!

>>25952286
And I get tired of seeing you faggots who always pop up going "Wow, you don't want to live for all eternity and never ever even have the ability to die? What a fucking pussy faggot. Why don't you go tip your fedora elsewhere bitch?"

You fucking morons don't even really give any thought into this sort of thing do you? It's not about "getting bored" you fucking dipshit. How long do you think you could go on in life before eventually wanting to be done? After a literal eternity of suffering, pain and loss (things which you WILL experience as an immortal) and being unable to find much meaning and purpose in what many mortals around you do due to your much expanded sense of time, being unable to form true connections with others as your sense of time inevitably renders you unable to relate with them as they become little more than a spark in your vision which dies just as quick as it appears and who show predictable repeating personality patterns over time?

Mortal people who actually exist become suicidal over having lost too much or experienced too much hardship, what makes you think immortals would be immune to that? Eventually over FOREVER you will be worn down by your experiences. It is not a matter of if, it is a matter of when. How long does it take? How many losses and tragedies do you have to go through before you start to break? Or even forgetting about losses and pain, how long will it take until the ennui of the ages begins to wear you down?

Maybe if you weren't so focused on shitposting about people you think are trying to be "2deep4u" you might realize that some of these people legitimately make a fucking point. But no, I guess it's just easier to call people pretentious edgy faggots as opposed to using your brain huh?

>>25952286

It's not that you get bored, it's that you get tired. There's only so much you can experience, so much emotion you can feel, before it's just enough, and you feel you've lived a full enough life. When you've forgotten far more than you could ever hope to remember, when entire portions of your life are lost to the fog of memory and everything you see reminds you of a half-forgotten past or a dream and you can no longer tell the difference between the two...it probably gets to the point where you've simply had enough. Of course this is all entirely hypothetical since no one can live this long, but I can't imagine that a sentient being could live for untold eons without simply being worn down mentally by the sheer quantity of experience they've had. Especially for someone like Celestia who has to spend all that time watching over a nation of ponies and worrying about their problems constantly. She's not bored or sick of life or chronically depressed, just tired.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtXsxr6D1sc

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>>25939134
I didnt feel sad while reading this, only anger

mostly at my self

>>25952452
Funny note, optimists are the first to break when shit goes bad. You either become jaded, lose your mind or die. Optimism doesn't mix well with harsh reality. "Transitory" yeah fucking right. It's called Entropy pal. You might grasp onto your worldview now, but give it enough hardship and pain and you'll cave just like everyone else.

Optimism is self imposed delusional faggotry that only serves to blind you to the ways of the world. So ... I guess hold onto that while you still got it I guess. I don't fucking care anymore. I guess blind pessimism is just as bad. Both. Need to be able to see both, the good and the bad objectively without erring too far to either side. That would be the best solution. But that shit is fucking hard, and if I have to err on one side or the other I'm taking cynicism. More real, less delusional and less oblivious, even if it is more miserable.

Not that I got much of a choice half the time, Bipolar being what it is. Especially without meds. I really need to put more effort into getting that shit sorted out.

>>25952452
>I've been through blah blah blah
Why do I get the feeling you're probably barely 20 or so.

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>>25952509
I firmly disagree, maybe you might get worn down but I would not. I would move on, I would grieve for what was lost and move on to then next enjoyable encounter. To the next friend who I encounter, who's life I enjoy, then when they pass I will grieve them too, then I will move on again.

I always look to the future and through all my life I have never felt suicidal, even when true tragedy struck, even when my life felt pointless I found a point in pointlessness. Maybe we are just too different in perspective, maybe the reason you assume that I would tire of it is because you don't get how I deal with sadness.

All emotion is transient, the sorrow of losing those you care for is no different. When I feel sad I know that in time I will be happy again.

You say that mortal people become suicidal over having lost too much but that too is transient. Those suicidal feelings, if not acted on do go away, those feelings also pass and give way to other feelings, joy, love, excitement.

>>25952548
>Tired
Then have a nap, get back up and go explore a newly built place or read a newly written book or talk to someone you've never spoken to before. If your past passes into the fog of time then make a new set of precious memories. Forget the past and enjoy the future.

>>25952608
Funny you should say that because I've already lost a lot you know. I've already experienced depression, I've already lost family who I was close to, I've been betrayed, hurt and deceived and guess what? I fucking got over it, your entire post is an assumption.

>Optimists are the first to break
>Source: My ass

Bloody hell you people are really TRYING to stay in a pit of misery aren't you.

>>25950211
This is a complicated question, music in Vidya games is always designed to complement the gameplay or cutscene.

If I wana think of a particular music track in a video game that I associate with sadness it will undoubtedly be because it is connected to a moment or even just the entirety of a game that had a place in my childhood.

So I guess the game/music most relevant to this description for me is this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBTThmI99Vo

WotLK was like 50% of my childhood after all, it's a shame the only good private server for it is American and gives me TERRIBLE lag.

>>25952608
Oh yeah, another point to this one, I might be optimistic but I'm not deluded. I know just how shit and horrible life can be you know, I just make the most of what I have instead of wallowing in what I don't.

Cynicism isn't 'real' or 'objective', it's just assuming the worst of all situations.

>>25952586
The hardened man tells me that it's his fault for letting her do drugs.
It's his fault for letting all of it happen.
It's her fault for falling for the degeneracy and dragging the one person who cares down with her.
He's a cuckold raising a motherless child that isn't his and killed his heroin addict gf.
A small kernal of an empathetic man feels for them.

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>>25952731

>>25950211
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LsAsJUTsYxs

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>>25952745
Not being edgy, just saying it is kind of his fault for letting her even get into drug use.

>>25952745
Crackheads, junkies and tweekers don't deserve sympathy.

>>25952831
I wouldn't say that...

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>>25952686

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>>25952732

>>25952703
>Then have a nap

That obviously wasn't the type of tired I meant. I don't know whether you're being intentionally dense or legitimately missed the point of my entire post, but I assure you there are types of exhaustion that aren't physical.

>>25952839
Theres a methadone clinic down the street from my job. They're there every morning, bright and early for their dope. They look halfway decent, too. Wonder what's stopping them from aiming that same motivation to get a job.

>>25952703
>I've already experienced depression, I've already lost family who I was close to, I've been betrayed, hurt and deceived

And so has everyone else in the fucking world. I'm really beginning to suspect that other anon is right and you're a sheltered barely 20 year old who thinks they have enough harsh experiences under their belt to think they wouldn't ever break.

You will. Everyone does, if pushed far enough.You're not special. This is part of being fucking Human. Over time a person who experiences enough misery will adapt to have their expectations and outlook reflect that experience. No one has the capacity to withstand an infinite amount of emotion/mental pain without being affected by it. You just have to ask if you're lucky or not. If you are, you're life will (relatively) not be that bad and you can continue onward with your overly positive bullshit. Or if you're unlucky you get to join the jaded and the broken as you are crushed under the weight of an unfeeling world and its many many cruelties. You cannot escape this. It is a simple truth of reality.

It's an equation.

(Willpower + Recovery Time) - (Suffering)

Personally, I've noticed that individuals who cleave to a religion or an ideology with all their might have an increased Willpower to defend themselves against the repeated pains of the world. That has no real bearing on this conversation, I just find it interesting.

>>25952871
As someone who's never had any experience with drugs, I can't say.

>>25952831
True. But they become a victim of themselves.
They can only be helped by another.

>>25952891
Then how can you say those same junkies deserve sympathy to begin with.

Know who else doesn't deserve any sympathy?

You bronies.

>>25952817
>>25952831

Growing up around this kind of stuff i can tell you its not easy to just make it stop

it starts without you knowing it and by time you figure it out they're already hooked, sure you fight it the first few times you see it but it eventually just melts into your life and stays there like a Stockholm parasite and you know you cant afford help so you just accept it

everyone says they would never let it happen to them, that they wouldn't take it and just leave, but when it happens, they cant

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>>25952912

>>25950552
pls stop being me anon
why does it feel like it'll never get better?

>>25952910
>>25952910
Because I have no idea what's going on in their life to where they're stuck in a cycle of buying dope or crack or whatever every day.
I don't know if they hate themselves for it, or are fine with it, or know they shouldn't do it but just can't muster up the will to quit.

I don't know anything about them.

But I pity them. I feel bad whenever I hear about the shit that happens to those people.

>>25952976
Why do you care? You shouldn't. You think they'd give a second thought to robbing you for whats in your pockets?

>>25952992
I care, Anon, because I still think people can be helped, and are, for the most part, inherently good.

I care because I still have hope for the world, misplaced as it may be.

I care because I'm not a cynical, bitter old man who hates the world and takes to the internet to voice his complaints.

>>25953004
Your optimism and caring is going to earn you a hard lesson learned sooner or later.

>>25952992
Are they even people to you? Or do you just categorize them under "Miscellaneous - Junkie" and leave it at that?

I'm all for being harsh and cynical but have a fucking heart man. You can have sympathy for people who do things you think are bad.

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>>25953020
Somehow, I doubt that.

Thanks for the conversation, Anon. It's been extraordinarily interesting to see the viewpoint of a man who has no empathy whatsoever.

Good day.

>>25953025
Why so many bleeding hearts tonight, christ.
Yeah, I COULD have sympathy for people who shoot that shit in their veins, by that same token I could also sympathize with predators snatching up kids to fuck.

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>>25953040
I didn't come out of the womb hating anyone.

>>25952992
most of them wont, most that do are already involved in gang violence

>>25953050
Yes because seeing people as people and not irredeemable freakish monsters is being a bleeding heart. For the record, I don't have a particularly high opinion of junkies either, yet I can still sympathize with them. I can sympathize with most groups/individuals at least a little bit, no matter how much I dislike/hate them. I find it hard to understand why you can't.

>>25939134
I didn't feel
Is it something wrong with me?
My eyes hurt from reading though.

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>>25953152
If anything it's because I saw 2 close friends turn into junkies. I've no sympathy for others because they've no sympathy for me. Ta-da.

>>25953168
thats probably because it was capped with the hardest to read color scheme ever

>>25950247
Got you familia.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KAA8N150vkA

>>25950211
I'm surprised I don't have an answer for that, I play a lot
vidya made me feel often but I can't come up with a certain song in a certain scene for any of that...
I can come up with a few songs in general sure... all the songs that she liked or I think she would have liked anyways

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>>25939134
Ow

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>>25953235
No! Not the sad music box! It's my only weakness!

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>>25939134
there is another...

>>25939080
This gives me shivers every fucking time.

>>25942305
(you)
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>>25953521
come on Anon no sad dogs, thats cheating

play fair

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>>25953521
Can animals like dogs or cats feel love, or do they stay near the thing that was a source of food because that is what allowed them to survive?

>>25953546
you tell me anon

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v33R7fAyaZk

>>25951354
>"Rarity, Sweetie Belle got memed.

>>25953609
This would only make sense if the dog was there for the burial and saw the body be lowered into the ground.
I'm pretty sure dogs haven't learned to read English yet.

I promise I'm not trying to be this grumpy old faggot who claims everything is smoke and mirrors, but who knows, maybe the dog was having an allergy attack. It's hard to judge these things objectively.

>>25939134
>>25953432
i regret making this thread

you have killed me

>>25953632
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lq-tOY1nB4

This is better example of a Dog's loyalty to it's master.

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>>25939124
Reminds me of this every time

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>>25939134
This is killing me inside....

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>>25946510
U dont have hearth, dont you, asshole? How i'll be done though the days with all those feels?

>>25949863

Just listened to it all the way through. It was...nice, but that's it. Why do I let people's opinions of things hype me up?

>>25954344
i know what you mean but still we can never listen to anything for the first time again

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Damn guys you made me feel like i was still a human being. How can you do this to me?

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>>25951184
>>25951244
>>25951307
>>25951356
>>25951371
>>25951422
>>25951440
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cxqg_ub3xAw
>Scramble to shoot down hostile bombers
>Pass one of them just a little too close after an attack
>All that blood where there was supposed to be a gunner
It's almost as bad as starting a new campaign as the rookie and only a few months later realizing that the entire squadron has been replaced by new pilots because everyone but you fell in combat.

You almost make me want to get MoH now.

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>>25939134
>>25953432
The first one tested me, the second one broke me.

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>>25949354
Find a chink of wood and go from there.>>25951441

>>25939080
My first try to something with feels, tell me how I did.

>Not too long ago you could swear you were home, now you are in the land of pastel horses.
>It’s one of their villages seems to be ponyville to be exact.
>The odd part is that none of them seem to notice you’re there.
>Most of them walk on by as they take care of their daily business.
>Eventually an excited pink pony jumping up and down comes on over and greets you.
>”Hey Anon, come on we are going to be late.”
>Seems she already knows you, so you follow to where she is trying to lead you.
>Eventually she leads you into Shugercube corner, all around are the mane six.
>They seem to all know you despite you never meeting them before.
>The rest of the day is filled with joy and kindness in till it comes for you to rest.
>All of them follow you to your bed room and gather around your bed.
>Despite having a nice day they seem off.
>Pinkie then latches on to you “Anon don’t go, please we need you”.
>However the world feels like it’s fading away and soon you feel tired.


>He died that morning; his six closest friends were gathered around him.
>The doctors had to separate his hyper daughter as she wouldn’t let go.
>His sister that usually never misses her classes skipped her exam just to be there for when he died.
>One of his friends from the farm came over to make sure he knows they care about him.
>Usually he was always at some sporting event but this night he was here to help him pass.
>As he died his mom put a freshly stitched blanket on his body.
>For the next few days his wife that showed nothing but kindness couldn’t do anything due to her loss.

>>25952586
Why anger, and why at yourself?

>>25954003
>tfw I've actually seen that mural in person

Missouri S&T in the underpass under the highway.

>itt: people who no nothing about drug addiction

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>>25950145
You and me both

>>25945549
>it was a password for the portal

>>25952831
>>25952992
>>25953058
>DRUG USERS DESERVE NO SYMPATHY BECUZ DRUGS AR BAD!!!11!!
No.
People us drugs as a means of coping with life's stress and problems.
>THAT DOESNT MAKE THEM OKAY!!11!
Yeah it doesn't. But they did those drygs because they couldnt do anything else. They didn't know what to do to begin with. So they find the easiest ways to deal with problesm, avoiding them, drug use, suicide even sometimes. Sure there are plenty of other ways to deal with things but those people don't have the capacity to deal with life's ongoing issues and NOT be super stressed. Your'e just a cynical bastard an I've wasted my time typing this probably, but hey who cares. You obviously don't.

>>25956639
you also have to think about the people who had no choice and were basically born addicted, or people who have a few too many drinks and leave with the wrong people and end up in an alley way with a needle in their arm

hell, you also have to think about the people who are given highly addictive drugs legally through the medical system due to an injury or something

>>25953521
This looks almost exactly like my dog

>>25951354
So, was this the happy ending?

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>>25954734

>tfw you're trying to defend your homeland from the endless hordes of soviet aircraft
>tfw the good early days of the war are over, when enemy formations presented nothing more than a bounty of easy targets, and you and your squadronmates could splash them to your heart's content before spending the evening drinking and celebrating
>tfw now the enemy aircraft penetrate deeper and deeper into your country
>tfw no matter how many of them you kill, or how many of your squadronmates you lose, they always come back in greater numbers, and with better aircraft
>tfw you can see the war ending around you, but you keep fighting
>tfw you know any day now it'll be you streaking back towards the earth in a ball of flame
>tfw every kill you make means nothing to you anymore, because no amount of dead soviets can make up for the loss of your friends

IL2 was some shit

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>>25957283
>hunt bombers headed for a friendly airfield
>redlining your plane all the way in hopes of arriving before they reach their target
>tfw you're too slow and too far below them
>tfw you can only watch from afar as the bombs fall
I just wanted to fly Anon.

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>>25950211
This.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9CzcOcBb_ms

>>25953546
Dogs are generally considered sentient and capable of empathy.

That's with a strict barrier between sapient(Human thought) and sentience(Humans + lesser animals)

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>>25957909
This always gets me. The Dead Island music makes it so much sadder.

https://youtu.be/tJBt2V5-Q-E

>>25955653
Because she could be dead

and i couldnt stop it

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>>25958041
>When he starts trying to stop the clock to save his loved one
Jesus fuck

>>25958041
Fuck I hate these kind of "montages". They just remind me too much of our mortality.

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>>25957909
>>25958041
Oh,you guys...

requesting the nurse redheart one which she is 40 years old and wants a baby

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>>25958429
Nvm found it

>>25958520
Those threads were feelsy.

Was there any longer Redheart green on this premise? I don't remember.

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>>25953432
God, this story, this whole story....
Makes me think so much on having kids. I've never thought about it before, but this story makes me want to have a child......

This story hit me way too much

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>>25939134
>>25953432
...That second one killed me. I...I think I need to go lie down for a few minutes.

Thread theme:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFP8Csd3h7o

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Celestia's knights must show no fear.

>>25959357
The novel's ending was heart-wrenching.

>>25959357
>>25959686
The music matches the Crusader story perfectly.

The paradise he found was great, indeed.

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>Be Anonymous in Equestria
>You'd never had much luck with the ladies, or the mares, or really anything in life
>Today you turned 30
>30 long years of bitterness, loneliness, sadness
>You half-smiled as you sat up
>'Guess I've achieved wizardhood.' you thought as you sat up in the empty, dusty room
>Beams of the morning sun broke through cracks in the blinds
>You noticed something amiss in your room
>A binder
>A leatherbound binder sat comfortably in a chair you kept around as decoration
>A note on it reads 'Pick 1'
>Curious, you opened it up
>It was full of playing cards
>Looks like some Pathfinder dork left his book here
>You flipped through the pages, each card had a spell on it
>There must've been hundreds
>What did it mean by pick one?
>Were those stupid memes real?
>You flipped past the final page, taking a letter out of the back
>The aged envelope was sealed with a gold sticker
>You pulled it open
>'Dear Anonymous, It may or may not come as a shock to you, but as a human approaches 30 years of age without losing their virginity, they ascend into wizardhood. You must now make a choice by the end of the day, what wizard wil you be?'
>'From, Headwizard Aryius'
>You set the book down and laughed
>Checking the front door to see if it had been tampered with, you found nothing
>A melancholy mood took over
>You'd spent 30 years like this
>Alone, never getting into a relationship
>You wasted your life
>Out of curiousity you flipped through the book again, hoping it was real
>Immediately, you flashed to how you could make the world pay for rejecting you
>All those mares that said you were a freak
>All those ponies who denied you jobs
>Everyone
>You looked at the Fire Card and thought of the endless destruction you could bring
>A blue card caught your eye
>Ice Card, you could start another ice age
>But your head cooled rather quickly
>There were a few occasions where you'd been able to feel accepted
>Pank was always nice to you, that had to count for something

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Too all those thinking of "doing it"

>>25953191
So far I can see exactly why.

Not the sameanon but still. From my experiences there are 2, kinds of addict. Narcissistic addicts and self loathing addicts. Both hate being called addicts for polar opposite reasons. My mother was narcissistic. She blamed her addictions on me and my family and genuinely didn't care. But even in her there was a deep fear that she really was at fault. Ironically she put on a facade of being happy and loving but after breaking her shell and seeing her wallow in her own loneliness and filth enough times I know better. My brother also had his addictions and had a violent, intolerable outward personality but was always conscious of his mistakes. Everyday he seems to do something new to find some peace with himself like cleaning up the house or spending what little he has left of his last oddjob on food for us. Although he was violent and abusive to me as a kid, and even though I hate him more than anyone in existence, I will never say I don't pity a life where one is trapped in their own misery,because even if they don't seem to care, they know who they are. And I know that they didn't want this. I don't blame people who aren't really at fault.

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Next season will be that last...

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>>25953020
Caring hurts you but if you can handle it you can live happier caring and handling hurt. No one hurts all the time Anon

>>25960037
What do you think, anon? Are you worthy of such a paradise? Tell the truth.

I never was and never will be.

>>25960392
I keep forgetting, most posters here are barely out of their teens.

>>25960510
You must be a lot of fun at parties.

>>25950211
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zLdAURdn4o4

The soft piano and violin build up right before the exposition.
Really makes me feel for the brave German soldiers who fought so valiantly to better their nation, and people, and for the Russians who so bravely gave their lives to defend the motherland.

>>25953546
Dogs do have biological reactions to feel happiness and sadness, cats as well, but dogs can actually be highly intelligent. They can learn love and loss and experience the pain of being alone. They're wired to feel happy when they see a human and grow protective even when they know there is nothing to eat. And just as easily they can know abandonment, and like cats they can suffer from loss and loneliness.

>>25950211
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTDGtnAnY7w

From the best episode in the best season. After the entire episode of build up, it finally culminates in a fight where you experience a catharsis. After the loss the characters experience, and the potential innocence that has been destroyed, this music just perfectly captures all of those emotions, where a horrible endgame has finally been reached, but it's at once liberating to no longer have to bear the anxiety of waiting.

I just want to thank you anons, for making me feel the first things I've felt in years.

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>>25960488
I hope so. We'll only know when the time comes but I'll give it my all!

Try your best, anon, and you will be! It's a new year and you can do it.

>>25960685
Good for you, then. I hope you'll be happy with your waifu.

Maybe it's just my low sense of self-worth, but I just don't think I deserve such joy.

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>>25960727
Nonsense, anon. We all deserve some joy, and that includes you!

>>25960727
I think that's why you deserveit, anon. Call me sappy but I wouldn't want anyone desperate or full of themselves going there. But rather someone I know would cherish the opportunity. You seem like that guy.

>>25960879
What's ironic is that given the choice between heave, hell, or just getting reincarnated on earth, I'd pick earth. The idea of everlasting happiness doesn't sit well with me (again, don't feel like I deserve it), eternal suffering definitely doesn't appeal to me, but earth is just a right mixture of happiness and sadness.

>>25960341

Written like a true person who has never experienced depression.

>>25962157
I wrote in that thread mane.
It was indeed feelsy.

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>>25960510
I keep forgetting that eveeyone here is eithee a dumdum underage heartthrob or an edgy 40 year old dork

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>>25962289
Likewise, those were good times. Seems like the slave pony thread is keeping up with the idea of rescuing a pony.

But nowhere near as feelsy as it was back then. We should bring it back

>>25962303
>I keep forgetting people's lives are worse than my own
even if that's not the case stop being inconsiderate you cynical bastard.
Go outside and smoke a cig or something.
Or are you too an underage b&?
>>25962315
That would be a great idea if we could round up the gang you know, but I think most of them are gone now sadly.

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>>25962144
I'd have to agree.
It's not necessarily that what he's saying is wrong, it's that getting out of depression is never so easy.
Putting yourself out there and trying to make new friends can be impossible when the simple act of getting out of bad seems agonizing.

>>25962349
Getting out of depression is like trying to scale a fifty foot wall with no form of gear or help.
You can do it but dont expect it to be easy

>>25939080
sounds like we need a thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BbNg5_Jtd8k

>>25962410
How about this?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4gT6AnrDwew

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>>25960206
>You sit back and sigh
>Fuck... What were you doing with your life
>You look outside, there's the only other human in Equestria, with his marefriend
>You feel the REE build inside you
>On days like this, you'd normally be shitposting on r9k, but there was no 4chan in Equestria
>You shave and get dressed
>Look in the mirror, you still look like shit
"Look at you, Anon. You're a fucking lonely loser, good going."
>Nice motivation
>You think back on your childhood
>Better days...
>You sit back down on the couch in your main room
>It was dark, you kept the curtains pulled tight
>You open up the card book once more
>Flip through the pages
>Revival
>Maybe... Maybe with this oppurtunity, you could do some good for once
>You peel back the plastic and pull the blue-green card from its pouch
>Suddenly your hand feels weightless as the book dissipates
>The card liquifies and soaks into your hand in under a second
>Beneath your skin, your vein pulsed bright green
>It looked really weird
>You didn't feel much different
>But you felt a little better than before
>Almost... Happy, you'd been down so long it was almost an alien sensation to you
>You weren't sure what your powers could do, but you felt a strong force pulling you somewhere
>Like a powerful wind that threatened to knock you down, telling you to go out
>Out you went, onto the dirt street
>Ponies paid you no mind
>Everything seemed more colorful, brighter
>It was even warmer
>You felt yourself being pulled down the street towards a destination yet unknown
>As you left the main center of town you could see Ponyville General Hospital on the horizon
>Shit

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>>25962444
good trips
good song

but you can't beat 'ol Tom at feels
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDjEDmgytOA

>>25951301
Then you might like this: http://www.fimfiction.net/story/5921/eternal

Long but oh so worth it.

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>>25962410
If I could weigh in with this:

https://youtu.be/_Ei2izPLpHc

This song always gets me sad. So many long nights spent locked in my own head and thoughts.

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>>25962450
>You weren't entirely sure why you were headed here
>The forces stopped pushing you as you stepped through the door
>The busy hospital slowed to a grind as the world froze around you
>Things became gray and darkened as you walked in
>You sidestepped past a slowly running doctor pony who paid no attention to you
>A pregnant mare sitting in the waiting room dropped her magazine, it slowly fell through the air
>Slow enough for you to walk over and pull it from its descent and set it on the table next to her
>You walk off, wandering down the halls of the hospital
>It was like stepping into a giant photo
>As the galls got darker, you were compelled to follow the darkness
>You came up to one room that was pitch black inside
>You swallowed anxiously and stepped in
>The world came back to life around you, the sound of rushed nurses chattering throughout the... Where were you?
>Maternity ward?
>The room you stepped into was windowless, dismal, and contained a quietly crying mare sitting in the hospital bed
>She noticed you and gasped
>You look down at the cart at the foot of her bed
>It contained a small foal wrapped up in pink blankets
>You felt a powerful chill coming from the cradle
"Was it a stillborn?"
>She starts to well up in tears
>You reach down and pick up the bundle
"Do you want to see it?"
>"No why are you doing this?" she moaned between sobs
"Please? She's still yours." you approach her
>You lean up on the side of the bed next to the wailing pony
>You pass it over to her
"What's her name?"
>"Why?" she stares at you through bloodshot eyes, her mane was a mess
"What's her name?" you ask again
>She looks down, tears streaming from her eyes
>"I-it was going to be Daisy."
"Tell Daisy you love her."
>"Wh-what? No... I... I can't!" she starts to wail again
"Go on, tell her you love her."
>She runs a hoof across the stillborn foal's cheek
>"I-I love you... Daisy."
"Tell her- Tell her you'll be her mommy. Forever."
>She looks up at you fearfully

>>25962816
>That hilarious picture combined with the serious text.

I don't know whether to laugh or be respectful.

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>>25962816
>She looks back at the foal and back to you
>"Why are you doing this?"
"Just tell her. You'll be her mommy until the day she dies."
>"I'll be your mommy until... Until the day you die." she clutches the limp bundle of blankets and foal tight
>You hear another cry
>Distinctly a baby's cry
>The mare examines her foal in shock
>Holy fuck what did you do
>"O-oh my god... Thank you!" she hugs the crying foal, tears falling down her cheeks
>"How did you...?" she asked
>But you were already on your way out the door
>Haha, fuck you, Death
>You felt a renowned sense of joy as you began to debate the morality of your new power
>You weren't God, it wasn't your right to play him
>But, if you used it just once, you've already done it
>It would be immoral to ever not use your power unless you were god
>Unless you were both not god and immoral
>So... Either save everyone or no one
>Everyone it is then
>You could feel life and death all around you
>The surrounding warmth was from everyone alive and well nearby
>Fading lives felt cold
>Like reaching into cold water
>You headed through the maternitt ward to the stairs
>None of the doctors or nurses even noticed you walking through the hospital
>Upstairs you checked a sign
>Foal's Cancer and Blood Diseases Unit

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>>25962994

>>25962994
Oh god, this one...

>>25962969
Please keep writing, kind sir.

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>>25962969
>>Haha, fuck you, Death

I like this feel

>>25953521
you got me you cheating bastard you

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>>25962969
>For a moment you stare at the sign
>The entire area felt like death
>And you hadn't even opened the door
>You pressed your hand to it
>It was beyond ice cold
>You gathered your strength and pushed it open, allowing the frigid air to flow over you
>You stepped into the hallway, it was awfully silent
>A few nurses idly walked around
>Again, none noticed your presence
>Down the hall and to the left was a playroom, books and toys were all left out and unused
>You peeked into another room, a filly was eating cereal on the couch watching a cartoon
>She was hooked up to an iv
>Probably chemo
>"Hi." you heard her weakly mumble
>You heard her clear as day, even enough to tell that her voice was tiny and weak
"Oh. Hi there, you can see me?"
>She nods
>The poor thing had moons under her eyes and her mane was all but gone
>"Do you wanna watch the tv with me?"
>You smile
"Sure, ooh is that Spiderpony?"
>She nods again "Mhm."
>You take a seat next to the visibly fragile little pony on the couch
"So why are you here?"
>She looks down
>"I got sick, but mommy and daddy say this will help me. I don't get to see them much..."
"It's okay, you'll be outta here in no time."
>She looks down at her bowl again
>"I-I heard the doctor say I'm getting worse... It makes me scared sometimes because I don't want to be sick anymore..."
>She sniffles
>"I wanna go home, a-and go to school even though I told mom I hated it and I-I miss mommy's food and seeing my friends and playing outside."
>Fuck, don't cry Anon, you're a man now
>You take a deep breath and regain your composure for her
"Well, I think you'll be out of here real soon."
>She perks up
>"R-really?"
"Yep."
>"Even if Doctor Ned says different?"
"You bet."
>She frowns a bit
>"How do you know?"
"I'll let you in on a little secret." you lean in like you're going to whisper a secret to her
>She leans in excitedly
"I'm a doctor too. A real smart one."
>She smiles and makes a squeak
>"What's your name?"
"Doctor Anon."

>>25962629

Fuck man, I don't really have the reading time to take on a fic like this, but I'll try to check it out.

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>>25963490

I like where this story is going

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>>25963490
>She smiles and gets off the couch
>"You gotta meet my friend Rocky, he needs your help too, Doctor Anon."
>Nurse Redheart peeks into the room
>"Sunflower, dearie, are you alright?" she asks
>"Yeah I'm just talking to Doctor Anon." she squeaks
>"Oh, hello Doctor Anon." she smiles
>She thinks you're an imaginary friend or something
"Oh Sunflower, one more thing real quick."
>You kneel down to talk to her
"The other doctors and nurses can't see me."
>"What? Why?"
"I'm uh... A doctor ghost. The best kind of doctor, actually."
>"For real?!" she squeaks again
"Yep. Doctor school was really spooky." you put your hands up and make a spooky ghost noise for her
"But you can only see me if you believe real hard."
>"Like Frosty the snowpony!"
>Nurse Redheart peeks in again, not seeing you
>"My, you're energetic today Sunflower. I'm glad to see you smile like that." she heads off again
>"Come on, we gotta go see Rocky!" damn she was squeaky
>The little filly leads you down an icy hall into a chilly room
>A colt was sleeping on the bed
>There were a few 'get well soon' balloons but they were deflating slowly
>Sunflower turns around with an urgent face
>"Shh, he's sleeping. Let's go play instead." she whispered
>You nodded and she lead you back to the unused playroom
>"I'm always too tired to play with all the toys but today I'm feeling really good!"
>The iv pole skittered along after her
>She sat down on the scratchy office carpeting and pulled out a drawer full of blocks
>They were those weird stacking blocks that were like legos but huge
>You and Sunflower built a weird looking house and then a cat
>Then she amassed all of the remotely green blocks into a single chaotic tower and said it was you
>You look at the clock, it'd been hours that she'd been happy and playing
>Nurse Redheart comes in and smiles
>"How's my little girl doing?"
>"I'm playing legos with Doctor Anon!"
>"Well it's time for everypony to go to bed now. Plenty of time to play in the morning."
>"Aw."