I wanted to share a blog post I wrote about anxiety attacks, gender identity, and the stigma surrounding seeing a psychologist.
>>9993263
>I'm a crazy bitch
>multicultural literature
>lgbt
>I'm gender non conforming
>femboy
Your brain has been destroyed by the internet. You're the complement of the 'SJW/cultural marxist/cuck/white genocide/Jews/frog' crowd. You can't think, and you're a dreadful writer.
fuck off saddude you pretentious moron. Go jerk off to more diaper porn.
>>9993290
>this is not bait
>>9993263
This is bait or you need to get off the internet and read some real philosophy and literature
>>9993320
It could be taking the shit from le non-present Xer's shitty sjw blog and reexcreting it on to her.
>>9993263
>>9993290
The comment about being a crazy bitch was actually a facetious comment, mocking the idea that people who see a psychologist are crazy, which if you read to the end you'd see.
>>9993338
In that case:
OP. I understand that you experience all these issues as immediate and pertinent. I remember first realizing how unwilling my parents were to connect with me on the level of depth and complexity I was at when I started taking philosophy classes. Not being educated to see the issues you raise, and now love, as significant, your parents simply won't be able to talk with you about this shit on your terms. You've learned these terms, by which you understand yourself, in a very specific context. You've built up your personality in accordance with the language of a very specific ideology. It probably seems to you like your self understanding isn't tainted with ideology, let alone wholly reducible to a contingent, ideological construction. However, it is. Just as everyone's is, your parents included. That's just how self understanding and language work. If you lived in a different time, you'd be talking about the perduring marks of sin on your soul--a different place, your fury at your arranged marriage wife's unwillingness to submit to all your commands happily.
All this said, a lot of people are on board with your way of understanding yourself and the world. It's a flavour of the last half century that's been growing in popularity in the West and really booming in the last decade. You'll obviously get a lot of reinforcement about how you feel, and about how your way of seeing things is the True way from others who have been inculcated into the same ideology. But I think it's a danger to get trapped in this way of thinking. Excessive worrying about gender identity, shaving your legs and shit. The people obsessed with this stuff become incredibly anxious, uncomfortable in their bodies and in a society they have been taught is evil, self righteous, and narcissistic. Read some shit that isn't tumblr and Judith butler with an open mind. Read classics. It will improve your style (which is technically proficient but boring) and will give you thoughts and ideas outside the limited range of parrot sanctuary, on the inside of which the parrots feel they are communicating deeply about the only things that matter, on the outside of which people cover their ears to block out the constant screeching of ideological buzzwords.
>>9993486
Live* not love and a couple other mistakes*
I wrote this in my phone
>>9993486
Not OP, but damn, what a nice, considerate, and courteous post. I like you.
>>9993486
>>9993523
The problem here is that this is far from the first time someone has tried being nice to OP. It doesn't work. He's not listening. His head is too far up his own ass, as should be obvious from his repeated posting of his "writing" in threads as though it's somehow more special than anyone else's, despite being told otherwise in no uncertain terms.
>>9993566
Hm, I've never seen OP here, but given the nature of this site I doubt he's had many people explain it to him in calm terms.
Anyways OP, this isn't your blog, and your post is barely /lit/ related.