What books can help me go from depressed nihilism to positive nihilism?
>>9950780
Make your bed
>positive nihilism
/lit/ isn't a self-help board
>>9950780
Max Stirner
>>9950780
Nietzche
Camus. Positive apathy was the basis of his entire work wasnt it?
>>9950836
optimistic nihilism
go see a psychologist or a counsellor.
dont ask advice from chantards
>>9950836
>apathy
pleb teenagers who misread The Stranger make my blood boil.
>>9950780
You can try to find happiness or fulfillment in philosophical investigation but in reality that's almost entirely a meme. Seek actual help, and find a social group of people who you can feel an actual sense of belonging to. That's generally how most people find happiness, through group social belonging and achievement, the rest of the stuff is just overanalysis.