I can't take it anymore. I just just can't deal with people. Everyday I tell myself that I will be normal and cool today, talk to everyone confidently, smile confidently in public and not behave like a robot, but as soon as I leave the room every muscle in my face freezes. Can't even smile properly. Everyone at work think I'm chronically depressed. They actually try to be more helpful to me, they invite me to every party and event they go to, to make me feel comfortable but I just spend entire day looking at my phone or in washroom. I'd probably lose my job at this rate. I'm not exactly asking for "self help" books, just any books that deal with this condition and explain me where it all went wrong. (Sorry for the stupid long rant)
>>9912475
haha I know right, what a weirdo
>>9912475
anime image forum
>>9912471
Real world practice. Really the best and quickest way to deal with that. Just go places where you don't know anyone so you have nothing to lose.
>>9912471
Wrong again.
I don't talk to you because you're all cunts, you know it, I know it, everyone at my work is completely disingenuous and my demeanor is purely professional. They know that I actually think they can all go fuck themselves.
Live for yourself. Don't value others opinions, trust me, they're worthless
>>9912471
this is the primer you need for social skills
but honestly you should probably see a doctor about meds
>>9912493
>image forum
>>>/reddit/
op: Derren Brown.
>>9912471
RELAX FAGGOT
no but really, when you relax and stop focusing on being "normal and cool today" you'll stop acting like a weirdo.
>>9912471
Notes from Underground
It may offer any tips on how to become less socially stunted, but you can probably relate to the Underground Man.
>>9912471
stop thinking
stop thinking
stop thinking
love yourself
have fun
perhaps drink a little if youre nervous