So years ago I fell for the love meme and now I'm left alone, bitter, confused and broken-hearted and addicted to marijuana and pornography. I hate myself and I don't like it. I want to get out of this rut. I have nowhere to turn to but you people.
Please recommend me literature that may aid my being.
>>9835221
start with the greeks
>>9835221
There's a state of conscious that will render the situation into one gratitude and thankfulness for what you'd never experience in yourself without her otherwise, so just remember that same state of consciousness is the one that actually deserves all those babes you masturbate to. Until then be as easy on yourself as possible and understand all the ways you don't deserve what's happened, especially the weed. No one deserves to have to smoke weed.
I'd just say read the book of disquiet if you want to skip to the end game
>>9835221
Start with the Aztecs and ignore the eurangutan above me
>>9835250
pleyto wasnt an aztec stupid
>>9835246
tnx bby