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Overwritten, pretentious, uninteresting, deeply overrated.

>>9494271
Well-written, complex, very interesting, somewhat underrated owing to its subject matter

>>9494278
>>9494325
>/lit/

>>9494326
>>9494325
>>9494271
>forced meme

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Wrote this yesterday in a thread already but might as well post again
>After school group in our elementary school where kids with parents who work late stay before they can go home
>You play with friends, play with legos, do sports w/e
>Had this roudy girl, 9 just like me, always come with a couple other kids to our school where this after school event happened so this was the only time I would see her
>She was aggressive with me
>pushed me around, made fun of me, then hug me for a bit and go back to pushing and making fun of me
>She always wanted me to get agressive with her like wrestle her to the ground
>One day she is more active than usual and pulls me around with her
>End up in a corner of the big winding room by book cases, empty toy boxes, pillows, blankets, shoes
>She is whirling around pulling hard on my clothes
>Especially on my pants
>She gets what she always wants; I get "mad" and do to her what she has been doing to me
>wrestle her to the ground onto a yoga matt or something similar and pull down her pants and tug hard on the top
>She is laughing uncontrollably, as she always does, and keeps pulling on me as well
>Hold her down incredibly lightly with my left hand while I free her from her pants and underwear down to just above her knees.
>(I remember this part incredibly well)
>Am shocked for a moment and just stare at her from belly button to the gap between her legs
>She is laughing loudly and banging with her fists against my shoulder and back, still being held down by my numb weak left hand
>One punch hits hard and I snap back
>Without really thinking I shove my hand down but turn my head to her and we laugh like maniacs into eachother's faces
>After messing around a bit I slip my ring finger inside her
>I still remember how odd "moist" but still dry she felt and also still so warm and easy when I moved my finger inside her

>>9494325
>>9494326
>>9494335

>a meme well lubricated and inserted with appropriate force

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>>9494339
>She is awkwardly kicking me with her knees but not punching anymore and still laughing loudly
>I twisted my arm around and bend my finger while still inside her
>Her head snaps back and she is laughing louder than before
>Her crooked and missing upper row of teeth are still visible to me today
>I fall on my back holding my hand as if I had hurt it close to my chest and cover it with my other hand
>I am no longer laughing but starring at her rolling around with her pants still down by her knees laughing
>I thought I heard someone coming so I crawled away quickly
>Later that day I told my parents I didn't wanna go there anymore because the kids weren't nice and that I would feel OK staying at home alone waiting till someone showed up
>Really I jsut felt incredibly guilty and was frightened that I might meet her again and that I would get introuble for touching her the way I did from supervisors or my parents if she told someone or they somehow found out
>My older Brother would later go to the same High School as her and sometimes talk to her on the train to school
>He told me that the very few times they spoke she asked about me and said funny things but I never got the impression that she told him exactly what happened eventhough he had a wicked smile and a snickering tone in his voice when telling me about what she had said to him this time
>I had repressed this memory and forgotten about it
>Now that I read how Nabakov writes about young girls (nymphs) I was reminded of it
>But this time as an adult, the feeling of this young girl's vagina, how she laughed, fought and felt
>The smell of her clothes, her vagina on my fingers and the taste of her hair that would always get stuck into my mouth I can still remember
>I remember how an 9 year old girls vagina feels and seemingly tastes, how I enjoyed sticking my thumb, digging deep into her belly button at times grabbing her tightly around the arms
>I get incredibly aroused by reading the book and am always reminded of that girl
>I get Incredibly aroused
>I first started reading Lolita when I was too early to class so I sat in the library and didn't stop till after I read a couple chapters cowering in my chair hiding my erection
>Never had I felt as horny, and the need to jerk off, as hard as when I was reminded of the girl I groped and felt, from reading Nabokov's description of nymphs (which she definetly was)
>I feel incredibly wrong and feel less attracted to girls my age now eventhough it has only been a little over a week and I do hope this doesn't last
>First time I passed a Kindergarten after this experience I was scared I would feel something looking at the girls play but gladly it was just as usual
>I still get hard just thinking of the incident now and imagening I at my current age in the same situation.
>If he describes the rape of a young nymph I am not gonna be able to finish that book or chapter at least I believe

>>9494350

Nobody cares that you're a pervert.