I want to get to know a character who is lonely. I have been

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I want to get to know a character who is lonely. I have been feeling lately like I'm one of the loneliest people in the world. I feel like I can't ever really know people, I spend so much time alone and I feel like when I'm around people no one ever really gets to know me better, and I don't really ever get to know the people around me any better either. I feel like I'm missing out on so many things, because I don't have the ability to relate to other people on a personal level. Maybe just being around other people and relating things on a general level is what people do in general. I get the feeling that other people spend time in actual physical proximity to other human beings though, whereas I may talk to some people online, but I never really get that close to people online or people in real life. It's so lonely, feeling like there's no one out there in the world to really understand me, and my feelings seem to be nothing but painful nerve vibrations, hopelessly sending signals into the world, the mere act of which feels pointless.

I want to read a book that covers this part of the human condition.