>tfw no idea how to live day to day and moment to moment or in the longer term
>tfw completely adrift in a sea of heuristics, self-help, wisdom, psychology, pop-psychology, evolutionary biology, conventional wisdom, folk wisdom, historical examples, philosophies, religions, canons, schools of thought, anecdotes, and ideologies
>tfw if I simply follow my own way then people will abuse me ("Read that book / learn that subject or you're dumb!") and maybe I'll be cucked by advertising
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>>9169512
What do you love to do, anon? Is it something that is good or helpful for other people in a deep way, that makes you feel more like yourself, like your life has a positive trajectory or horizon?
Is something preventing you from doing it?
What?
What could you do that would move you closer to that thing that you love to do?
>>9169512
>if I follow my own way then people will abuse me
If you believe, as you have said, that "your own way" consists in being abused, then that is exactly what will happen.
Your own way is only your own. If you fall into the trap of allowing yourself (YOU must ALLOW it to happen!) to be ordered, or advertised, or taught, you are still on your own way, you've just put a sleeping mask over your eyes as you walk down the street.
You're afraid of your weakness. This is your weakness! Once you own it, and realize it, it ceases to be a weakness and becomes a mere quality.