I'm trying to remember the name of this book I read a long time ago. It very likely has an homodiegetic narrator. It's a sci-fi dystopian novel, the protagonist is probably some kind of cop. It has an urban setting. There were drugs and oniric sequences in which the protagonist reminisces about war. There's a very fucked up scene of a guy (some kind of soldier or mercenary) fucking a child through an open wound in their neck. I read it in 2006-2007 and it must have been kind of old then, because it was a donation to a local library-thing, the pack had books like Jaws, and The Descent by Jeff Long. I just want to know which book it was because I hate having that can't-quite-remember feeling; although it seems it was a shitty book as the rest of the pack.
>>9165864
>fucking a child through an open wound in their neck
Ok, I'm all for grimdark but that was unasked for, like fucking stretching a small piece of butter on a too large bread slice.
It's like the author went specifically for the unrealistically grim just for the shock.
>>9165900
Yeah, that's why that's the only specific thing I remember. I wasn't expecting it.
>>9165864
Sounds like an 80s - 90s book.
>>9165864
Try googling "fucking of a child through wound", maybe this iconic scene will show some promising results that could help you find the title of this book
>>9166031
It didn't, maybe I just dreamt it. Yay, new fetish discovered.