By that, I mean I really couldn't take my own ideals and personal meaning earnestly as a means of guiding myself through life. Camus states that one must imagine Sisyphus happy but I feel like I can never really accept my circumstance and live within my morals because they are based upon my biology and prior conditioning. I've realized before there is no objective morality or the like and this isn't my first existential crisis or anything but I'm starting to understand the gravity of what that means in terms of how one lives and what it's like to feel suicidal.
>>8893272
>nonmemephotoofstirner.jpg
The amount of layers.
THE AMOUNT OF LAYERS!!Unless you are a fuckin poser and doesn't know that this is not Stirner
thats rudolf steiner
Get beat by your dad and only weigh 130 lbs
>>8893557
Thanks, buddy. I'll keep that in mind.
>>8893272
I've been heavy into RudolfSteinerAudio for awhile now, the guy who reads all his books is incredibly suited to it. Overwhelming my mind with esoteric data about the hidden nature of reality while I go to sleep is how I go to sleep