Specific request help

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Guys, I'm looking for literature on very specific topic: females in army. Preferably fiction, where you got to experience hardships of being a solder from a girl's point of view. I want something where the character/characters (doesn't have to be main character) is not a heroine nor a superhero but regular solder that deals with cold, hunger, injuries, friends dying, fear, gritty fights etc. Maybe there's an ongoing revolution like in that segment of If on the winter's night traveler, you get the feel. I want the character to have some serious lows and really struggle. I want my female soldier dragged through the mud.

I don't care if it's sci-fi and the war takes place in another galaxy, if it's real world setting or if the army is out to kill a dragon. No just no Hunger games/Divergent/whatever.

I have one recommendation that seemingly has what I'm looking for, but it's POLISH fantasy series (Achaja) and I'm sadly not willing to learn Polish just for that. Maybe this will give you some direction.

Anything comes to mind? Well, if so - please share the title with me. I've been looking for something like this for a while now with little to no success. I know the request if specific and unusual but I have high hopes that something like what I tried to describe above indeed exists.
Thank you very much, any help help is very appreciated.
Also, Merry Christmas you guys.