Any books to help me figure out why I should continue living? Or maybe why I shouldn't?
>>8654502
Pic related should prove useful. Good luck.
>>8654502
Man's Search for Meaning
Phaedo.
Just watch a whole bunch of Alan Watts videos. I recommend the series Eastern Wisdom and Modern Life.
Also, go see a psychanalyst.
>>8654555
Frank's whole method of finding a purpose and then immersing yourself is difficult for me because I can't find a purpose. His philosophy starts off with it as a necessary precondition but I think it's the hardest part.
>>8654555
Frankl was a hack. Stop recommending him.
>>8654657
use chart.
>>8654502
The deak shouldn't continue
>>8654674
I've seen this chart before and none of the options seem appealing I've even given a couple of them a shot in my teenage years.
I've been struggling with this for awhile now and I wouldn't really call it my first existential crisis. It just gets unbearably engrained in my head every few months or it might last for months. Is just a constant nagging in my head, "What are you doing?"
>>8654502
fuck off back to mu dumb underage.
>>8654702
I'm not underage and I've browsed this board for about five years now. I knew this thread wouldn't be favoured here but it was eating at me. You are free to sage or hide this thread if you want
>>8654700
Just watch My Dinner with Andre. Where does the chart take you if you answer honestly? Nietzsche? "Political existentialism"?
>>8654702
You belong in /v/ with that attitude.
>>8654702
>implying Deakin isn't patrician-core AF
>>8654757
I was devout orthodox Christian, tried getting into Buddhism, and anarcho-communist. All of these at different times in my life.
I've seen my dinner with Andre. It was interesting. I think a lot of people side with either one but I see them as both having views that work for their own lives. However, for me, i can't quite seem to find some ideology or whatever that I can stick to for life. I think everything is kind of underwhelming.
Perhaps, in a life where I was more intelligent or strong willed I would have been a shut-in astrophysics nut.