Why i feel so nice after hour of writing? What i write may be

>>8604311
What are you writing?

>>8604333

sexual fantasies

>>8604333
short stories and i also work on my big metanarrative

>>8604375
That's cool. I've been thinking of writing some short stories myself actually.

>>8604396
write them, my man :)

I know that feeling. Except afterwards as i reread it i feel guilty for writing dogshit that can't compare in any way to the stuff i read. This makes writing a doubly-unpleasant activity because this experience of realizing all i wrote is horseshit also ridicules the feelings of pleasure and satisfaction that i've felt while writing it.

Of course this is a very destructive relationship towards my own creativity that kills of any spontanity and joy, because by now this fear of shitting on my own work, already prevents me from doing what i feel like doing - repressing all my creative instincts and leaving me with the delusional idea that i'm not ready yet to be creative, that i need to be better, more intelligent, have greater mastery over language, be a better craftsman of a story and so on- nothing of which i can achieve without actually writing.

>>8605037
I have this same thing. I'll write and then read and try to write again and it just wont come out the way I want it to. It's also probably the only marketable thing i'm good at.

>>8605037
4/10
your prose needs improvement