Help, I'm retarded.

>>8483470
cuck is the word youre looking for

>>8483499
Cuck! That's the one! Thank you. I was afraid I'd never figure it out.

>>8483470

visceral maybe
or atavistic

>>8483517
>atavistic
A new one for me. Thanks for the discovery.

It was neither of these though. The word cathartic is now floating around that area as well.

The last context in which I used the word was describing the different fashions I noticed people appreciating music. There were people who appreciated music intellectually and/or with admiration for the technicality in its production, and then there were people who were listening to the music and feeling it per se. Emotionally. X.

Where X was the word.

>>8483542
prosaic or visceral?

>>8483470
Perhaps immanent?

>>8483566
>>8483584
None of the above. I wish I could do a better job conveying the properties of the word.

Appreciating your attempts guys, for real.

The word has no qualitative properties. It's a very objective descriptor.

It just came back to me. The word I was using was carnal.

Sorry, I am incredibly fucking retarded lol.

>>8483710
I'm glad, or I wouldn't have had any sleep tonight thinking. Yes, autism and so on

>>8483710
I've very seldom felt more glad for someone on 4chan

I know that feeling when you forget a word, a name, or can't recall a melody, and it's fucking horrible

>>8483710

Glad you remembered the word OP
Thank you for saying what it was

>>8483710
>carmel
mmmm sweeten up that prose bb

>>8483715
>>8483723
>>8483731

Honestly it was eating at me. I'm glad we could delight in this resolution together.

Thanks again for being friendly and helping out.