How do you cope with the existential collective pain induced

>inb4 (((them)))

>>10006472
Pain into production? Escape?

Joy and oblivion?

This is going to be a poetry book isn't it....?

>sleeping last night
>dreaming
>dream i talked to nick land online
>he was streaming games on twitch and had hot thai bitches in the room
>for some reason he talked directly to me in the chat
>lots of people in there
>get nervous
>asks me what i do
>tell him im studying philosophy
>he calls me a eunuch
>tells me to drop out and write real philosophy as a bum like him
>try to explain to him i dont have sufficient street cred
>hes groping the women
>laughs at me
>channel starts spamming nick land emoticons
>i'm banned
>think about what he said
>decide to drop out, decide im not doing anything and im just being eaten by the machine and ive known it all along, and at least outside of the academic circlejerk i could take one step as a free man which is better than a thousand miles as a serf
>take a shower for some reason
>thinking about how free i am, this is the first day of the rest of my life, i cant believe it
>wake up for real
>tfw too much of a pussy to follow dreamland's advice
>tfw i have to register for classes today

>>10006521
Do it. Just imagine all the Thai girls (and "girls")!

>>10006472
>by the sundering of our modernist narrative foundations
>our
modernist get out

>>10006521
I'm there for you anon. We are many, but silent. So as Jesus suffered on the cross, we shall suffer. History will vindicate us if we were right, and the world will be Good if we were wrong.
>>10006532
Do you not feel it? The gaping void where the soil should be. I am suspended in air, scared to even breathe for I think I will fall. Modernism failed. No sane person would want that back.

It is nice to go insane. To let Wagner's madness take over. To pretend, only for an hour, that these ideas are possible. That we can rebuild. That we can strive again. Oh it is just withing my grasp. I can feel it with every cell in my body. But then I remember Hiroshima, and know that the human race would not live through that again. We got lucky. We will not get lucky a second time.

>>10006566
what the fuck are you talking about