Fuck my life - dysphoria is striking - give me reason to life

>>8853372
how do you live to almost 30 and get a gf while having gender dysphoria, I would've jumped in front of a train if I didn't start hrt by your age

>>8853372

There are no long-term benefits to repression, anon.

What the fuck is honour and why does it matter to you?

You need to get sober, no one can help you when you're being a dumb drunk bitch.

>>8854561
Mongrels, jews in spirit, and other subhumans wouldn't understand. Because the Germanic/Nordic race is entering into the final struggle and we who are of that race who have dysphoria feel guilty about not fighting for it because of a silly wish to be a damn girl. But we're not girls, we need to stand up and fight for our folk. If we're lucky, then the gods may let us be girls then.

>>8853372
I don't have the answer, anon. Taking hrt is the only reason I haven't offed myself yet. Even in boymode it helps.

>>8854550
[citation needed], also facial planes are expanded in males

>>8854584
Well you're miserable and really pathetic, so maybe you need to find a new dogma? Or suffer, who really gives a shit.

>>8854596

>[citation needed]

http://www.avitale.com/developmentalreview.htm

What even are facial planes?

>>8854617
I don't know but they're expanded

>>8854617
>http://www.avitale.com/developmentalreview.htm
Where exactly in this does it make your point?

>>8854621

Anyone here seen skullchan?

>>8854617
Basically it means that men's facial features are mostly larger in scale, not just different in shape. Shaving down bones cannot fully correct for that.

>>8853372
you're adding fuel to the fire. stop watching porn, stop masturbating and removing the stabilizing effect of testosterone from your body. stop unhinging your mental state with alcohol.

>>8854631
Well yeah, because men on average have larger heads, which have larger facial features. It's not a hard and fast rule that it makes you unpassable though, there's a huge range of variance among cis women and your face is still proportional to your body, the frame of reference.

>>8854645
And men have larger, wider shoulders, and larger ribcages.

Also pelvic bones are shaped differently.

>>8854651
Yep, also true. But somehow I can still wear women's tops, and wear bras made for cis women despite my ribcage. There's a range of variance and it's closer together than anatomical drawings will show you, because the point of anatomical drawings is to emphasize differences.

>>8854658
Vanity sizing makes many things possible. Doesn't mean you appear to most as a woman when you are just wearing exercise clothes and your hair is up. I rarely see photos of trans wearing their hair up.

>>8854662
Maybe I don't, but I'm okay with it. Passing 100% of the time is an unreasonable standard. I just want to blend in, which I feel I do. Nobody gives me shit, anyway, and they seem comfortable using my name and female pronouns.

>>8854669
Also, I do wear my hair up. I like ponytails and messy buns.

>>8853372
Transition has no long-term proven benefits
Thanks for the honorable mention.
I am right.

>>8854550
The benefit is not trapping yourself.

>>8854584
Keep on fighting for whatever you believe in, however "retarded" it may seem to others.

There's a reason you are the way you are.

>>8854643
This. NoFap, NoPorn, NoAlchohol.
STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!

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Sober and hangover still without a reason to keep on.

>>8853372
repressing is a meme
>if i ignore my mental illness long enough it'll go away

also stop being "far right', it's bad for your intelligence.

>>8854829
youre actually worse than cara

>>8854958
Whos cara?

>>8854952
Well, cure don't exists does it? And no politics aren't bad for my iq

>>8854603
>when brother billy puts down the pitchfork and starts posting about his proud aryan heritage on 4chan

>>8854963
>And no politics aren't bad for my iq
yes they are, you sound like an absolute retard

>>8854958
>worse than cara

>"proud nordic heritage"
>"we need to stand up and fight for our folk"
>this from somebody posting on 4chan while binging alcohol and crippled by dysphoria
/pol/ is a joke

>>8854983
This isn't op though

>>8854991
that's even worse
you're not even drunk and sound this retarded

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Is this best suicide method? Go hunting in the mountains, climbing on some rock to reach the game and either falling down or in some akward way shoot myself?

>>8854584
When the future comes, you're gonna break and bash your head in a wall for believing in /pol/ memes.

You don't have to transition, but not getting help for your mental condition not good, imo.

>>8855037
You are thinking about suicide? Go get help.

>>8855089
>You are thinking about suicide? Go get locked up and put into debt 'for your own good'.
FTFY

>>8855065
Kek. Nein.

>>8855089
>>8855123
Perhaps not know bit it is getting worse and for then I would to have method.

>>8855147
Psychologists aren't gonna to tell you want you are. Their job is show you the mental loops you have.

I can already tell you one: You bare the weight of race of your shoulders and you believe it is your duty carry out this manifest destiny of whatever you believe your race should be.

But the thing is medical conditions, psychological disorders and sexual orientation doesn't care about race. There are LGBT everywhere, even in the most disadvantaged areas. If a person were to move to a more right-wing White majority town they would still have problems because they haven't dealt with their issues.

>Perhaps not know bit it is getting worse and for then I would to have method.

But chances are you do know. How are you going to constructively work through this long term?

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>>8855196
I actually believe we are you doomed, that dark age is taking hold of us and only things we can do is to wait for reaper to take us and our civilisation down with honour and heads up. Nothing else to do.

Chances are I know what?

>>8854829
is gymporn alright?

>>8854958
Please explain what you mean by "worse than cara".

>>8854965
>if you're politically active you're retarded
Not really. Takes a lot of skill in bullshittin' to be political.

>>8855041
Transiton has no long-term proven benefits.
/pol/ is retarded. But transition simply doesn't work.
STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!

>>8855089
Most "help" for suicide just puts them in a prison and isn't "help" at all.
>>8855123
This.

>>8855362
Understandable, however the "black pill" in the long run isn't really worth logically considering - in the end there's no point not to try. You never know what could happen. The world has survived worse.

>>8855545
Anything that makes your dick hard is a no-go, unless it's a real person. Unintentionally viewing it on 4chan doesn't count as long as you filter the thread/comment as soon as possible.

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>>8853372
Kill yourself honestly we need less right scum. More of you are closeted fags than most people think but we all know that.

>>8855620
So edgy you hurt my feelings

>>8853383
Underage Pls go

>>8855567
I'm waiting for the day you look in the mirror and realize you wasted your life shitposting on 4chan waiting for a cure that never came.

>>8855620
this tbqhon and also being right wing means being an honorless worm bootlicker. you're basically being assfucked by a bigger dude as soon as you ascribe to that ideology, and thats taken literally considering all the fashy beta bitch boi tranners out there who feel validated as women by being fucked by men

>>8854622

It sounds like you haven't read it.

>>8855982
OP here and sadly have read it

>>8855991

And it hit you hard, didn't it?

>>8856005
Make want to reach my gun this instant

>>8856015

Why is that then?

>>8856017
Why is what? I'm to scarred to kill myself that's why.

>>8856021

You wanted to grab your gun because you're too scared to use it on yourself?

>>8856027
I'm having next to me just to scarred to pull the trigger. Mostly for other other people's sake. What's your point?

>>8856030

So you would rather kill yourself than become like the older people in that article or transition, because you want to avoid shaming and hurting other people, so you want to kill yourself. However, if you kill yourself, you will be shaming and hurting other people. SSo you're back to square one.

Have you thought about which is worse? Both for others and yourself?

>>8856037
All options are uterly terrible tbqhon

>>8854963
Hi cara. Did you go full cureanon because Trent stopped giving you hrt and your avatarposts became less effective?

>>8855362
That you have gender dysphoria.

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>>8857381
I know that yes and try to repress.

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>>8853372

Jesus Christ

>unironically believing /pol/ memes

They brainwashed you good

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>>8857450
Kek

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>>8857479
Actually now that I think about it this entire thread is probably bait

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>>8857000
OP wrote this is he want to know who is cara

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>>8857493
It isn't and I'm drunk again.

>>8857497
So then why do you continue to believe /pol/ memes even though you're miserable?

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>>8857498
Because I was raised to stick to your ideals and defy your feeling and be stoic.

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>>8857508

>I was raised to be-

Stop

Why exactly don't you want to transition if you have gender dysphoria?

>>8857536
I would bring shame to my family, lost my gf, lost my friends etc etc.
If we left all ideology aside.

>>8857548

Alright I can understand that, but let me ask you something.

Has it occurred to you that maybe they're assholes and don't actually care about you?

>>8857508
>Ultramasculine political beliefs

A G P
G
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>>8857555
I think they do even if they stick to beliefs.

>>8857559
LoL. What does that has to do with agp?

>>8857574

>I think they do
>I think

So you'd think they'd throw you out into the cold if you went against their beliefs?

>>8857584
Not impossible.

>>8857604

Well if they do, then they're assholes and not worth your time.

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>>8857618
It is not like I gave up fighting!

Post scriptum: Still curious about this mysterius Cara?

>>8857633

Well let me ask you this. Imagine if you were without the ideologies and your "Family". Would you transition?

>>8857640
Yes. Perhaps I could even end up cute lol.

>>8857653

Well, if you REALLY want to do it then stop being a pussy, go get some therapy, and stop letting yourself get controlled by others opinions

>>8857658
Feelings over believes, I don't think so.
(trained philosopher)

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>>8857684

And why not?

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>>8857694
Because my worldview was built through years of exploration of philosophy and other humanities. And I cherish it more than feeling which I don't like at all. (don't take me for your average poltard)

>>8857709

Alright well have fun trying to not kill yourself

>>8853372
have you tried anti-anxiety meds?

>>8857729
Do they help?