I'm 18yo. I want to look like a girl. I'm waiting for hrt approval. But i don't want to age as a girl. Or maybe i don't want to age?
The decadence of my appearance when i get older age starts is terrible. Aging as a man is more "comfortable", i mean, being something who doesn't care about his appearance, balding and drinking cheap beer in some old bar while waiting for death.
I really want to look like a girl during my 20s, 30s and maybe 40s due to hormones as they apparently make you look "younger" (if you don't start at your 30s-40s like most of the hons). But after this, i'm terrified, i'm ready to end my life at this point because life is over anyway. Specially living in a third world shithole. What do??
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Cis male here
I was angry when my beard started to grow. Shaving every day made me furious. I was 17 when I felt "old" first time. I hate being okd. Now I'm 21 and am kinda obsessed with beauty drugs, I buy a shitliad of cosmetics to keep ny aging process on low settings but I doubt it'll work. Gonna kms as soon as I hit 30. I want to be 13 forever.
>>8843012
>gonna kms as I hit 30
It's easy to say that now
>>8843022
I just don't want to live anymore. I hate my body (not my penis desu)
>>8843012
sam tbqh
>tfw you can't be a tranny qt vampire
I'll already buy the weapon and bullets and lock them away for when the time comes.
>>8842988
Just become obsessed with looking cute. Once you think your sufficiently cute, things will be okay. Don't be a perfectionist. Do what you can to look better now, and the rest will fall in place.
>>8845595
But is it acceptable to go on hrt with the intention of feeding this obsession?
Which third world shithole?
>>8847136
>is it acceptable
killing your balls to try and look younger is pretty dumb
you can't stop the aging process
>>8847174
Is there another reason?... because i don't care with my balls and i don't enjoy sex...