No life expectations being a "tranny"

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No life expectations being a "tranny" 2017-09-09 06:11:28 Post No. 8839665
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No life expectations being a "tranny" Anonymous 2017-09-09 06:11:28 Post No. 8839665 [Report]

I'm a 18yo repressed mtf. I'm almost jumping on the pills, besides the body dysphoria, i miss blacking out by drinking alcohol and i don't think i can last too long without one of the two. If i go on hormones i follow with life. If i decide to repress ill follow with a nice bottle of vodka.

However i'm feeling discouraged to do it, like there's no point. As a trans person, even if i try (unsuccessfully) to hide in boymode, i'll have a shitty life. I've recently found a chan in my native language, and sincerely the guys chasing traps and things like that really scare and disgust me.

I won't be a trap, i have literally zero desire in sex, i just want to look like a girl, that's it. I want to do it to feel better with my body. The thing is, the same rules for traps apply to me: I'll have a shitty life, people will see me as a freak/walking fucktoy and i'll end up killing myself anyway. Not that i don't plan to end my life in the future anyway, but feels like i'm losing and i'll live my last years in misery.

My parents won't ever accept me as they clearly hate trans people. I even wonder if they'll commit suicide or go crazy or some shit like that: I'm my mother last resort as my sister is working in another city and my father is a cunt. He doesn't care about me personally, only holds some kind of weird patternal image so he can lie to himself that we're a perfect family. I'm sure he secretly wishes i was like his nephews: Disgusting "alpha" manly 26yo guys who are junkies.

Living in a nice, accepting place is easy. How to expect something when you live in a shithole?

Anonymous 2017-09-09 06:16:06 Post No.8839672
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Anonymous 2017-09-09 06:16:06 Post No.8839672 [Report]

>>8839665
will you get on your knees and say "i want your big fat cock!" and then start gagging on my dick?

Anonymous 2017-09-09 06:23:45 Post No.8839688
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Anonymous 2017-09-09 06:23:45 Post No.8839688 [Report]

>>8839665
I like your picture, OP.

Jump on the pills, tell your mother you can still be a successful child with a job to be proud of as a trans woman, don't give a fuck what your delusional father thinks, consider moving to another country, don't worry about chasers and fetishists if you're asexual anyway.

Anonymous 2017-09-09 06:30:28 Post No.8839707
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Anonymous 2017-09-09 06:30:28 Post No.8839707 [Report]

>>8839665
>I won't be a trap
to be fair most trannies cannot even classify as "traps" because it implies being passable and pretty
> people will see me as a freak/walking fucktoy
freak? likely. fucktoy? you probably will (apg), but others wont
> How to expect something when you live in a shithole?
Nobody does. Tranny or not. Good luck anon.

Anonymous 2017-09-09 06:33:36 Post No.8839717
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Anonymous 2017-09-09 06:33:36 Post No.8839717 [Report]

>>8839707
*agp

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