Gay anon
> Recent move to college
> Finally away from ultra conservative parents
> Naturally download Grindr and actually attempt to use it for something other than nudes
> Don't really find much at first, first day of move ins there were one or two guys at my college that were my age (18) but were not my type (black)
So I give up and just go mess around campus with a few friends for the rest of the day, nothing important happens.
> cut to that first night after everything has died down
> suddenly a ton of qt3.14's everywhere in Grindr for the age group of 18-21, all of them less than 1000 ft away
Then I get a message from easily the hottest guy I've seen on that app
> "Wanna come over and drink to celebrate school? Got a few buddies throwing a party and I need a date"
> Immediately say yes as my bottom senses compel me to act
> End up fucking in his apartment, protected, after he finishes we go to his friends' place
> Literally 5-6 guys I saw on Grindr that day, everything is really awkward until people start drinking
> Suddenly there are two couples now making out heavily while the rest of us slowly figure out what's going on
> Muscle anon that brought me does the same
> Pretty toasty at this point, don't even think about it as he rips my shorts off and lubes up my ass
> Getting fucked and it feels amazing
> Turn around and realize I have no idea who is behind me, just one of the other guys
Without a condom.
> too drunk to care
To tl;dr this, somehow got roped into an orgy and became the gang bang-ee.
I feel really disgusted right now that this is how I started college off... already went to the doctor and blew through a few hundred dollars to start PEP because I got bare backed by strangers.
I feel disgusting
>>8832230
You just realized that now you are away from your parents you can let out all of your repressed sexuality.
Pretty standard.
You should chill though tbhon.
Just don't do it again and find a bf. If you can't live with having done that, enough ketamine should wipe your memory of it.
>>8832314
I can live with it, it's just eye opening to realize how easy it was to go against every conviction I had about shit like that
>>8832230
Relax, you're a little sluty and into degrading sex. It's really not that bad. Just remember to use a condom next time
>>8832230
Hopefully it makes you happy to know half of lgbt prays they can be gang banged by 18-21 college students teebeeh
>>8832230
lol
enjoy it, just use a condom next time
there's nothing to be ashamed of, being a degenerate feels amazing otherwise nobody would do it, duh