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So for some back story, I came out as gay 6 years ago at the age of 12 and I had never had any problems with self-hatred of my sexuality, but recently something rather strange has been happening.
>be me about 4 months ago
>have some sexual fantasies about women
>what da fugg :D DD?
>do mushrooms about a month later, have more hetero fantasies
>fast forward to now where I can get off entirely to female solo porn
Anyone else have a similar story? I feel a little bit bad saying this because it contradicts the traditional narrative of sexuality being unchanging. Sidenote, I have a bit of a psychological issue with porn that includes men and women (and porn in general really) where it just feels kinda gross and violent and I don't really like, how do I go about getting over that?
Also how do I stop feeling like straight sex is violence?
>inb4 stop being a faggot
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>>8828419
In your fantasies with males, would you be submissive and feminine?
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>>8828466
Not really? I mean I would say I'm more verse than anything
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>>8828419
No one else? Not even a good ribbing about me turning into a bishit? Fucking boring tranny board
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>>8828419
I'm going through the same thing, anon. You're not alone - just know that it's not a bad thing, and most people are willing to accept you as long as you're not obsessive/rude about how you feel.
It sucks, but you can get through it!
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>>8828419
Sexuality is fluid for many people.
Bisexuality is also characterized by a degree of fluidity, sometimes you like men more, sometimes you like women more.
Also, not all bisexuals develop bisexuality since the begining of puberty. It seems that different sexual orientations can have different onset times in bisexuals.
Since you're new to your bisexuality, you'll see an evolution, this can take some time, months, a year or two... who knows. Don't fear it, just sit calmly and see where it goes, since it's part of you.
Don't worry, you have the best sexual orientation there is. Enjoy it.
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>>8828419
I'm really pleased for you anon.
I wonder whether this deep sense of violence and feminist ideas (in other words shame) is what's led to you repressing your sexuality for so long.
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>>8828419
Puberty is strong stuff. I swore I was straight before 12, then I ended up bisex.
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>>8828419
dude i fucking laughed my ass off at that cartoon... hahahahahaha
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>>8828419
I thought gay sex was violent and never involved love… until I stop being stupid. You're growing up OP, dw.
[spoiler]and yes, you might be bi[/spoiler]
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>>8831545
>female solo porn
Im surprised no one called you AGP yet
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>>8831532
This could very well be the case, popular media, especially media made by gay men, tends to portray straight men as violent/predatory, dumbasses, or overall inferior to females. Despite what feminists say about gay men, gay media certainly takes part in women worship and demonization of male heterosexuality
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>>8828419
Youre not crazy, pornography - especially atraight pornography - can have quite violent overtones. Real sex doesn't look like that.
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