Going to Gay court: normie crime unit

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Be me

Have gay thoughts, figure it's a phase and ignore.

Phase isn't going away
>Uh oh

60% guy attraction
40% girl attraction
Have sex with females "cool that was sex"
Have sex with males "holy fuck this is actually sex"

Here's my problem- I didn't get this whole denial thing out of the way until my early 20s so there was this awkward teens phase where I'd be half ass pursuing women trying to prove to myself the gay thoughts weren't mine.

Well now I'm done fooling around and in a great relationship with a guy and my circle of friends are important to me. My concern is they'll assume I'm just prison gay as they saw me pursuing women in my teens. I just feel like sneaking guys around for years worked a little too well.

Are they right? Cuz gay sex is waaaay better than straight sex and I don't see anything long term with a woman romantically or emotionally- it always just felt like I dont care what they have and vise versa but with guys it's so easy and I really connect.

This whole ordeal just feels like I have to somehow justify myself not from my perspective but from theirs.

I dunno it took a long time for me to really let myself be myself. There's a lot they didn't see that I did. I feel like if I fill them in they'll assume I'm just making shit up.