LGBT confessions

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>>8819781
I'm a pretty liberal person and support things like affirmative action, am generally against racism, ect, but god damn sometimes I feel like this shit is fucking pointless, there are so many people in the black community who are just clan-ish assholes who support their own and tear down others based on skin color alone and it makes it really hard to support them.

I'm a transbian who regularly posts in clg, but since I don't bring up trans topics I never get called out

I harass my openly gay coworker all the time but i suck strangers dicks at the glory holes around town almost everyday when I get off work.

>>8819795
>and support things like affirmative action
kill yourself

i'll be a racist just to spite you

I don't like gay men. I think they are, by and large, way too obnoxious, aggressive, and are holding us back as a group.
Even transsexuals make the attempt to look normal, by and large. You look at pretty much any image used to make our community look deprived, disgusting, pedophilic, etc etc, you're gonna see that 95% of the time it's a gay guy

>>8819781
tbqhon I post in almost every general here and pretend to be them but in reality I am a transbian

>>8819821
>Even transsexuals make the attempt to look normal
When, Where?

>>8819781
Is calling out baked goods for being disgusting breeders who don't belong here a sin?

>>8819832
I didn't say they do a great job of it, especially ones starting later, but they at least try.
Why do you think there's such a huge focus on the notion of passing? Literally the majority of their goal is to blend in well enough that people don't suspect that they're transsexuals.

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>>8819781
>pretending

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>>8819821
This reminds me.

So I'm a college student and in one of my classes I have to sit nearby close to this strongly gay man. I don't mean that's he's strong. I mean that he's so obviously gay it's actually disgusting. At first I that he was trans because he sometimes dressed in skirts and shit and other female outfits, but he's gay and not trans. How do I know this? Because he has talks with his picket sign wielding buddies in the class and he talks all the time about what it's like to be "gay". One time he was talking about how his dad kept taking him to the barber shop to get a decent hair style, but he said it was because his dad was trying to cure him of the gay. I was just sitting their thinking to myself that maybe his dad just wants him to be not such a flamboyant faggot and have a decent normal fucking hairstyle.

>>8819821
But we exist so stop your lesposting and suck it up

>>8819817
What's so wrong with affirmative action? The point of it is to make up for the middle class wealth building that blacks were excluded from in the early to mid 1900s

>>8819849
Maybe it's just because men aren't really allowed socially to wear girl's clothes but yeah

With lesbians, even a lot of butch chicks just come off as tomboys, especially if they're soft butch. The vast majority of lesbians seem to be straight passing.

>>8819858
This is the exact response I would expect from a child. Not "yeah, there are some shitty behaviors", just "yeah well whatever I'm never changing, it's your problem not mine"

>>8819858
>we exist
well. until the whole aids thing kills you.

>>8819864
it's discrimination you cunt and no "making up for" shit doesn't change a thing

you think you're so noble but you're no different than your nonexistent racist boogeyman

kys

>>8819864
Because it deflects a class issue into a race issue

>>8819870
>Maybe it's just because men aren't really allowed socially to wear girl's clothes but yeah
It's still fucking disgusting when a man who doesn't even shave his legs wears a skirt and high heels though.

>>8819849
that reminds of my gay friend who was a cool normal guy, but his bf was a fucking flaming faggot and I couoldnt stand him

>>8819864
what >>8819884>>8819887
It's discrimination. There's no way to get around it. It doesn't make minorities look compassionate. It makes them look like another kind of bigot.

>>8819895
Yeah, flaming faggots are insufferable aren't they? I actually know gay guys who aren't that bad.

>>8819891
Definitely
If they're gonna wear girl's clothing, they should at least have girl's hygiene

>>8819814
I hope you're pozzed.

>>8819916
HIV+ off of oral sex is pretty much unheard of save for the rare case study. You need to have someone rub their poz cum into your canker linked mouth to even have a measurable chance.

i pretend i'm cis and straight a lot of the time but i legit don't know what i am

i hate having a vagina and legitimately feel wrong in my body, like i wish i had a penis but i also otherwise 100% identify as female. I like being referred to as female, being seen as female, acting feminine.

I'm embarrassed because essentially i just wanna be a futa and i don't know if that even counts of cis or trans or what

>>8819956
calm your autistic fetishes down

>>8819961
i just want to pee standing up sempai

>>8819895
I'm pretty much in that situation, though I still like my bf. It's one of the only times I've felt someone actively appreciated me in a relationship instead of it feeling like I'm just taking care of someone.

>>8819956
Just do anal and get someone into pegging. That's pretty much all genitals are gonna be involved in anyway if that's literally the only problem.

>>8820007
I'm not really interested in sex, though. It's not about that, it's just I literally feel like there's something wrong with my body.

>>8820013
>special snowflakes at their finest

-agp as fuck
-a bit dysphoric
-despite being tall potencial for a cute girl
-repress because i'm fucking coward

I hate being gay and am currently looking into conversion therapy

Before I could actually admit that I was gay I used to watch/read homophobic material and believed all the stuff about gay=pædophile aids vector rape victims and all that, as well as trolling LGBT people/activists online and doing everything I could to be anti gay IRL (tearing down proLGBT posters, voting for anti gay candidates, being dismissive and hostile to lgbt people and especially gay men I met). Not pretty but it's the truth

>>8819781
I sometimes hate how flamboyant my boyfriend can be.... like he sweats rainbows

>>8820031
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>>8819781
I'm a cis lesbian but because I'm tall and hang out with a lot of trans women people assume I'm a trans woman and I let them, but I don't actually say anything one way or the other. I even hang out with trans women online, and then I'll get compliments for how well I'm passing and how beautiful I am and shit and its actually really great for my self esteem.

Of course then I'll post on 4chan being like "do I pass, 2 years hrt " or something like that and I'll get loads of people saying I'll never pass. im an ugly man, and I get a kick out of that too.

>>8820063
Homophobe? Yes probably, I'm not like that anymore but still not comfortable with being gay (I'm out to nobody IRL ayy lmao)

>>8820013
Some people don't like the way their body looks. Like their height, or weight, or muscles, or hair, or nose structure, or so on. Especially in the case of something you can't change and can even sorta emulate, it just seems like living with it and accepting it makes more sense.

>>8819781
>sometimes make threads pretending to be a suicidal or depressed lonely trany

You think this is a motherfucking game?

>>8820085
this is honestly just kinda sad
you get your self esteem boost by pretending to be a person who was born male and is trying to look female

>>8820176
As if we deserve any better.

>>8820015
>>8820007
>>8820135
Note the difference between the MtF's treatment and the FtM's treatment by the public. Ostensibly, the FtM gets off lighter... but if you look deeper, you'd realize that every last post here is as demeaning to the FtM as anything ever slung at an MtF.

"J-just use a strap-on!"

"Darling, you're okay with your body just listen to man on 4chan!"

"Stop being a snowflake!!! STOP HAVING MENTAL ILLNESSES I DON'T WANT YOU TO HAVE RAAHH I AM STRONG MAN YOU ARE WEAK WOMEN LISTEN!!!!"

I'm not a feminist, but you creepy fucks make a damn good argument.

t. cis man

>>8820205
>be male white knight
>shill for AFAB victimhood despite them getting better treatment by society in every way no matter what

>>8820199
A lot of people LARP as mental headcases these days. You see it all the time, meme personality disorder labels or bipolar or autism or ADHD or anything else the unique one can Google symptoms lists for. Then they insert themselves into "the community" and dare to try and dictate how it goes because "they're just one of you!! honest!"

>>8820205
1/10 made me reply

>>8820207
>be the eternal virgin
>pretend women have it better to make up for the fact you didn't study hard in school and can't/won't train your body

Just go MtF like the rest, you're begging for it.

>>8820199
Eh, mostly it just happens incidentally, like sure its nice, but its not why I keep doing it. And honestly I don't see trans women as people "born male" anyway, they are just women with futa parts and shitty self esteem. They're cute.

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I'm a cis gay man who pretends to be conservative and straight in real life.

Also gonna be on hrt in a few months, and plan to get ffs in a few years once I've saved up.

>>8820207
>AFAB
>Better treatment

Didn't realize this was incel Reddit

>>8820213
Oh I'd never try to dictate how things are, or try to speak over someone, and I almost never outright say I'm trans other than on anon "do I pass" posts (where people don't even think I do half the time, lol) . Doing any of that could jeopardize my friendships and position.

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>>8820232
t. triggered white knights with no argument besides ad hom

>>8820225
That's... actually a really wholesome view

>>8820257
What is there to argue against exactly

>>8820228
>cis gay man
>hormones and tranny shit

does not compoot

>>8820264
There isn't any, the MtF just wants to be vindicated in her choice.

>>8820257
Don't worry sweetie, nobody's going to take away your femininity on here. <3

>>8820228
If you're going on HRT, even if you continue presenting and identifying as male, by definition you are no longer cis.

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>>8819781
>Jerk off to trap porn almost daily
>Still cis-straightfag
>Posts here because it's less vicious then the other boards and i need something to do pre and post cumming to ladyboys

>>8820267
Rich people get surgeries to look better all the time, and hrt because I'd rather be feminine than masculine if possible.

I'm still a guy who likes other guys.

>>8820287
>I'd rather be feminine
>s-still a guy though

Another HSTS falls.

>>8820287
if you are taking cross sex HRT for the purpose of feminization, you are by definition Transsexual.

>>8820262
And also, like soooo many trans women are reallllly cute, and don't even mind dating a socially awkward NEET lesbian. And something like half of lesbians have a futa fetish anyway.

>>8820291
Aren't HSTS supposed to already look feminine? I'm pretty normal.

>>8820301
So are professional female athletes trans if they take testosterone to increase performance? Estrogen would make me a bit less ugly, so it accomplishes a similar thing desu.

>>8819781
I am a cis heterosexual man but I get very turned on when guys pull on my hair. I think I might be bisexual but guys are mostly repulsive other than when my hair is pulled.

>>8819956
AAP?

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>>8820176
Do I think this is a game? For you, no. But for me yes. It's like poking fun at the retarded kid who can't help but shit himself.

>>8820360
They are taking it to enhance performance, not to masculinize, that's merely a side effect of the intended purpose of being more athletically capable. If there was a drug available to abuse that could have the same effects without the masculization, they would take that instead. On the other hand, your intent is to be feminized.

>>8820621
They're doing it to be more athletic, and I'm doing it to be more dateable, so what?

>23 year old male
>don't really have much dysphoria
>still envy cute girls who like to be held by other girls
welp

>>8820343
>socially awkward NEET channer lesbian chaser fixated on futa, probably /d/eviant
The world needs more like you tbqhon

>>8820909
I'm not really a channer, I just lurk on lgbt sometimes cause I wanna try to cheer up some of the people here. And I don't even have that much of a futa fetish, like I know SO MANY lesbians that are secretly really into it.

>>8821019
>And I don't even have that much of a futa fetish, like I know SO MANY lesbians that are secretly really into it.
unless you're talking transbians I call bull fucking shit

>>8820232
>Didn't realize this was incel Reddit
that's an excellent description of this board tbhqhon

>>8820007
ntayrt but pegging is not remotely equivalent to actually topping. the whole point of topping is that it makes your dick feel good, a dildo can't feel anything.

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>>8821112
Oh most of the time they won't admit it, but its actually really common. Its actually kinda funny, because it even shows up in old lesbian literature from the 80s and 70s and you can tell it was just as common back then too.

>>8821193
That's fucking weird, tbqhon. I'm a cisles and have never come across this at all. I've met quite a few butches who wanted to have a dick, but I've never met a single les who actually wanted her girlfriend to have a dick.

I've known bisexuals with that fetish though, maybe now it's not the 80s the ""lesbians"" who like futa just don't call themselves les any more.

>>8821239
Maybe we just hang out in different circles. But pretending that just cause someone has a fetish you don't like means they don't count as a lesbian is pretty fucking obnoxious.

>>8821258
if you have any attraction to dick you're by definition not a lesbian
even some dildos are pretty iffy, when they try to go for super realism

>>8821415
bullshit

you're a lesbian if you're a girl attracted to other girls. That's it. If you're a woman and in a relationship with somebody you see as a woman, you're a lesbian.

I'm a tranny, but I'm intentionally repressing it. I'd rather let my dysphoria drive me to madness than become a hon and lose everything I'm living for now.

>>8821019
Okay, well
>cis lesbian who thinks MtF's are cute and is indulgent about insecurity
Just as good

What do you find cute in MtF's? Are you into more slender and waify look some of them have?

>>8820343
You sound really cute yourself desu, I wish you had better self-esteem

>>8821487
What good is whatever you're living for if dysphoria has its way with you?

>>8821525
I still find happiness in my family and work. Transitioning wouldn't rid me of my dysphoria anyhow. I would still find every masculine detail about myself and feel absolute disgust for it. So really what is the point? I'd definitely lose my family, and finding work in what I love would become much more difficult.

>>8821536
How can you find happiness in your family when they'd cast you aside if they knew who you were?

>>8821541
Because it's not just about who I am, it's about who they are. And while I'm not particularly fond of my immediate family, being disowned by my grandparents would just crush me.

>>8821553
Who they are is people who would disown you for the truth.

>>8821564
But they're also people that have cared for me and molded who I am now. That means more to me than a mental illness that can only be reduced, not rid of. I'd totally transition if it meant that my dysphoria would be 100% gone. But that won't happen, so I'd rather keep my family.

>>8819781
I just get turned on by crossdressing.
Yes, this must just be a fetish.
Though I question if I would suck a dick and like it if I was femdom into it.
Also I shove objects up my ass and I still think I'm straight cis whatever because it just feels good.

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I'm married to a cis man and tell him I'm cis female and it's true I'm pansexual. I love him, but like....not like i've ever loved a woman. It's different and I feel like I'm cheating him by not giving him the love I know I could give a woman. I would never cheat on him or anything, but I desperately wonder what my life would be like if I had grown up somewhere progressive and had been allowed to grow up a lesbian.

Shit sucks, I just hope what I'm doing isn't wrong. Like....I'm...not really...sexually attracted to him. I pretend to be, but I wish every day he was a woman or was a transman. I like vaginas, I know, I know. That makes me gross or whatever, but it's true.

>>8821499
Ehh, I mean some look like that I guess? I've seen trans women that look like all sorts, just like cis women honestly.

I mean, there are a lot of "straight girl" types of trans women, who aren't actually straight at all, and that's really amazing for someone that has had soooo many crushes on straight girls.

>>8821850
People think they are attracted to women and transmen until they actually try to date a transman for any measurable period of time.

>>8821864
My best friend is a transman and I would absolutely fuck him and date him if I was in another universe. Try again faggot.

>>8821866
I'm speaking from personal experience. Maybe I just ended up with a really shitty one though.

>>8821874
I mean I get it, some people sour shit for others, but don't put all your cards down based off literally one experience you had. I know it's hard to get over traumatic shit (if it was traumatic) but you gotta remind yourself that theres like 7 billion people in the world. There is no way every single one is the same in any sense. We're all out here trying to survive

>>8821536

I can understand this. Better to look like a freak to only yourself, than to look like a freak to everyone, including yourself.

But it's a personal choice in the end- different people have different standards. Some can be happy with how they look, while others have a need to look normal.

>>8821850
Love isn't lust. If you "love" him then that's all that you should care about.

>>8819781
I lie to my parents that I am not on hormones anymore so that I can get their financial help.

I secretly hate late transitioning hons.

>>8819781
I've always been unbiased towards gender and just kind of fall for personalities of people. Their parts and identities have always come second, but I've for the most part been attracted to the personalities attached to nerdy, defensive, virgin men. The traits aren't often shared with women or any other gender, so I came off as straight passing for most of my life.

However, lately, I haven't found myself attracted to masculinity, personality-wise or physically. All I can think about is having a lean, tall, kind of rude, punk gf. I cannot stop thinking about having a girlfriend, and being with women.

I'm in a several year, very committed relationship with a cis man.

>>8821859
>tfw not straight girl acting at all and tomboyish as heck
rip

I consider myself degenerate and hate myself even rest than whole world

>>8820176
>>8820565


Same here. I bullied fags kids in grade school. Bullied fag kids in Jr. High. Bullied fags in High School. Now I come here and slyly derail positive LGBT threads with comments that (hopefully) trigger a shame spiral and will make fags feel bad about themselves.
I'm not proud of it, but its what I do when I'm bored.

>>8823294
>I'm not proud of it
Then why do you do it?

being homophobic is still easer to accept than being lgbt. Been lying to everyone for so long now lol, reminds me of that faggot in shameless that just ends up in jail...

>>8819781
I recorded myself faking sex noises on my phone and then masturbated to it.

> Be male
> Start feeling attracted to other boys
> Mom is as sweet as sugar but I know that my father is a fanatic christian (always carries the bible with him)
> Start sabotaging the relationship of my parents until they divorce and get separated
> Later find out that my dad isn't even fundamentalist just very devoted, and that I could have figured that out if I had bothered to question him for 5 minutes
I know that should feel bad for what I did, but to be honest I feel nothing.

>>8819781
Sometimes I get out the shower and stand infront of the mirror and poke my shenis and i get really horny but I get erect and dysphoria sets in and I end up crying.
Also I'm 100%sub but I can't cum from anal

>>8823725
how did you vandalize their relationship to the point of divorce?

>>8823748
sexy

Heres mine i came here originally to shit post im being honest but i learned that there is many sides to this place so i thought i should learn and i want to kearn about this community

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I'm intersex and no one knows except my partner and my best friend... Even then, I didn't tell my bf until years after we first started fucking, and I only told my best friend because I needed help hiding my period.

Everyone thinks I'm a cis bi guy.

>>8823762
Mostly created derailed discussions to points where I knew they had a lot of disagreements, tactically revealed information to one about the other, and generally tried to create misunderstandings; basic stuff.

>>8823849
What condition makes you look like a cis guy but still somehow be able to have a period without your sex partners noticing the hole it comes from?

>>8823860
examples or greentext some?

>>8823861
It's mosaic cell syndrome. I have both XX and XY cells, but it's not chimerism. It's all my DNA. It just got fucked up during cellular reproduction somehow. I have a uterus and a hole in my taint that can fit nothing, and a normal dick. I have boobs too but they're not noticeable since I'm a skinnyfat twink. That's about it.

I am a bisexual tranny, and my girlfriend has been sooo supportive, and I love her and don't wanna leave her. But at the same time I don't wanna be a transbian

>>8823951
Three way relationship with a guy.

>>8823861
Androgyny

>>8823977
I guess she is into cucking..

>>8823775
T-thanks

>>8823998
Anal + a toy or something for your cock is A-MA-ZING

>>8823307
Because he's bored. Welcome to the internet, spaz.

>>8824016
I keep pestering my bf to get me a vibrator. What would you sugest for my delicate shenis though?

>>8823860
>>8823725
Holy shit. I kind of want you to die in some horribly ironic and justified way. So I want you to get aids and die.

>>8820135
Em you just described me lol all of those things i hate

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I'm bisexual and haven't had any sort of a physical relationship with a guy before, and I'd like to try it soon. Problem is, I'm in a relationship with my gf and I would never cheat on her so who knows how long I have to wait to try it out

>>8819781
Haha I hope you get pozzed

>>8823209
Its not like I don't like tomboys too. Honestly, I like all women so much.

>>8819781
I'm conservative and think most of you are legitimately "faggots" in the most pejorative sense imaginable

I still want you all to prosper in life but stay the fuck out of my way

>>8819781
im a really pretty post op trans girl (19 years old)
i just feel like ive lost my people
idk dating is more difficult now, but not?
i just wanna be loved for being me

is it wrong to have straight crushes?
I mean most of them are fictional women with masculine traits, ive never felt attracted to an actual women

>>8825420
tsk tsk tsk

should have kept your feminine penis

>>8819956
paging Dr. Freud?

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>>8819781
>"bisexual" female
>im not really sure if im bi?? (im more straight than bi) but i post here and consider myself bi
>regardless, it feels nice to be apart of this community
>but i still feel like a fakeass bitch

>>8819965
I CAN RELATE
>when i was in elementary school my mom walked in on me standing in front of the toilet with my imaginary dick. my christian mother was enraged

>>8819781
I used to be extremely judgemental of lgbts when i was a Christian. In fact I stopped being friends with someone when I suspected she was bisexual.
When I stopped being Christian I realized I might be bisexual too. I feel like a horrible hypocrite.

Basically any interaction with anyone is dysphoric and uncomfortable. It really fucks with my ability to socialize with people, its like social anxiety but its not, I really wish I didnt have to live with this for life. I wish I could be comfortable with people.

>>8825899
>this community
>nice
Care to explain?

>>8825947
I hate faggots, but I'm not a religious person. I'm an athiest. I hate them based on my personal experience with them.

>>8819795
>there are so many people in the black community who are just clan-ish assholes who support their own and tear down others based on skin color alone
>Supports affirmative action

You fucking retarded? Affirmative action is literally giving Asians placements in schools to Black people. That's the point.

>>8819864
>The point of it is to make up for the middle class wealth building that blacks were excluded from in the early to mid 1900s

The effect of it is making it so an Asian needs a 300 SAT score higher to go to school than a black person despite them having almost nothing to do with that, while white people the people that affirmative action intended to discriminate against doesn't do it very well at all. Goddamned every time I read shit like "Well the point of it was" I really realize more and more that there are a ton of people who judge policies by their intent and not their results.

>Straight
>Loves big penis
>Height with a muscular butt, thighs, and core don't hurt either.

But you say "Anon, but that's gay as shit, you're clearly a homosexual in denial". Well nope, I am repulsed and disgusted by anything male on male, it seems to be an innate thing.

I often find myself watching FPOV porn so I'm sort of self-inserting as the girl, I don't mind futa on female but trannies I don't care for, I'll look at solo male, and I'll workout and engage in autosexuality towards myself. Frequently I've questioned if I'm just biscum or at least gay, but I'm pretty sure I'm not. I've decided to call myself straight because at the end of the day I don't want to fuck a bloke.

I come here because I've got a touch of queerness and this is the least delusional group of faggots I've ever seen.

>>8821193
Freud was 100% correct about Penis Envy

>>8820031
I wholly believe that homophobia acts as a counterbalance to genes which while generally positive cause faggotry. Which would explain why homophobes are constantly self-hating fags very vocal about their hatred of gays.

>>8826121
Not samefag, this community is nice because faux sympathy and virtue signalling is nearly completely absent yet there is some genuine supportiveness here.

This is the kind of place that will go "oh hon, you don't pass at all, do X, Y, and Z". Rather than being "nice people" who will say "You look stunning and brave!" and let people make asses of themselves for the sake of some faux sympathy where kindness is lying through your teeth so you don't have to be the one who hurts somebodies feelings.

>>8823849
What's your take on trying to introduce a third gender specifically? I feel it makes quite a lot of sense if people like yourself don't want to pick a side so to speak.

>>8826545
Ehh, I've yet to meet a straight girl or straight leaning bi girl with the same sort of fetish. And Freud thought penis envy applied to ALL women, not just the lesbos.

Can't deepthroat. How the fuck do I do that without vomiting

>>8826545
>this is the least delusional group of faggots

Are you sure about that?

>>8826967
I didn't say /lgbt/ wasn't delusional, I just believe relative to other lgbt communities on the internet, they are relatively non-delusional.

Felt non-stop dysphoria for the past 7 months but still kid myself that I'm just depressed and mildly AGP. Go on multiple tinder dates with girls even though sex feels horrible just to maintain some facade of normalcy. Probably going to kill myself soon.

Still though, feels good to get more pussy than those cis chodes at /r9k despite the fact I actively hate my penis. How can they be such losers?

>>8826104
Are you transitioning or repressing?

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>>8828705

When I go to a gay dating site and see the wanton degeneracy I am quickly filled with disgust and revulsion to the point where if there was a "kill all gays" button in front of me, I'd probably push it.

>>8828705
AGPs often are dysphoric.

>>8831128
AGP aren't trans so no they aren't dysphoric.

dysphoric but affraid of doctors

Out of curiosity I trolled a het asexual girl who read yaoishit and i found it so funny because all her friends got involved and there was a lot of drama, so sometimes i find the same kinds of asexuals who are still into sex and/or read or reblog yaoi and hijack their threads/inboxes on anon saying I'm a real asexual and I can't stand people like them and they get so OTT. You have people talking about how I should stop policing their sexuality and how im a snowflake and they get such a lot of drama surrounding them that it actually became entertaining.

I did it again tonight but it was the same shit comebacks "you're such a snowflake" "words mean different things to other people" "everyone is valid" when did het girls become more boring than usual

>>8834379
Girls are always boring because girls have no personality. Why do you think guys like mtfs?

I think trans feminists are all uncle toms.

They have lived through the social discrimination that men face and turned their back on those who don't have a way out of it.

>>8838243
>not being feminist in order to help curb the social discrimination men face
weak shit fampai

>>8838251
>feminism
>doing shit about discrimination men face

>>8838251
feminists don't do that though. feminism is designed to enforce it by angrily shouting down anyone who complains about it.

even cis feminists get thrown out and declared "not actually feminist" if they concern themselves with it, and that's without the easy out of being able to call them mangry faketrans.

Made a cishet guy fall in love with me by pretending to be a girl.
I really like him too and i couldnt bear to hurt him so im between a rock and a hard place

>>8819781
Seems like something a repressing tranny would say.
Anyway, I'll confess something. I get a lot of joy from playing with my small boobs, and secretly really like it when my roommate touches them because of the sensitivity.

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>>8825408
I'm coming to your neighborhood and I'm gonna draw big rainbow graffiti dicks everywhere
Welcome to 2017 motherfucker

>>8819781

I'm basically the thing you hate the most.

>300lb trans man.

>Mentally unstable.

>Dating an attractive gay man with a job and marriage goals.

Life is good, man. Life is good.

>>8839329
Nice bro

>>8826487
gotta ask, why are you here then?

>>8834379
yeah I find the vast majority of asexual girls are just doing it for attention/oppression points/to look unique, rather than being actually asexual. they get so pissy about it as well it's kinda funny, but also I really don't like people like that calling themselves LGBT and trying to force their way into the community to be different or whatever

>>8839991
repressed gay or trans

>>8826947
I can't even clean my tongue well when brushing my teeth, I feel you.

I'm a pre-everything trans guy and I catfished a girl with pics of a guy I know and now I'm in love with her. There's no way this can possibly end well and I don't know what to do.

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I wish I would be killed

>>8843620
Spare her ability to trust people in the future by pretending you're being deployed in the army and then dying in action or some shit like that. Don't drag someone else down with your fuckup.

>>8843669
That seems a little dramatic. I was thinking I should just ghost her, but it's going to break my heart.

>>8843691
Don't ghost. Admit. Look, you're a man, right? While I take strong issue with this portion of modern masculinity, one of the more relevant 'man' things is to be direct even when it hurts. Tell her.

Besides, you might be pleasantly surprised. I legit knew someone who did that and come to find out they were ~both~ trans catfishing each other. Craziest thing ever. It was on a MU*.

And if she's as hurt as you suspect, then ghost. For her sake. This will also allow her wound to cleanly heal.

>>8843691
I'm exaggerating for comedic effect, but you should try to come up with a reason for fucking off instead of ghosting her or telling her she's been lied to. Ghosting fucks people up hard too.

>>8843718
>Ghosting fucks people up hard too.
How?

>>8843772
c'mon, seriously?

>>8843804
Asking because I've done it before.

>>8843834
it's like every cruel reason somebody could get dumped rolled into one because there's no explanation so their imaginations can run wild with worst case scenarios and no closure so they can never totally get over it

I'm trans attracted, but absolutely terrified as coming off as a chaser, so I probably wouldn't even romantically approach a girl if I though she was trans.

>>8819781

I'm probably never leaving the closet or losing my gay virginity or ceasing to loathe myself tbchwyfams

>>8819814

how do you know you didn't suck his dick one time? maybe more?

>>8819814
gloryholes are real thing?

>>8844976
Just treat us like regular girls.

>>8819781
>I do it to make other tranys feel depressed and lonely
But why?

>>8847903
Oh I do, I don't have the balls to approach any female :^)

I despise other transsexuals and tell everyone online I'm cis

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>>8819781
>Jacked off to so much porn that my tastes became so extreme that I become attracted to trans
>I'm a walking stereotype(Tall, Muscular, Dark Skin)
>Unfortunately I'm a virgin, due to sperginess, and had multiple chances to lose it but due to inexperience I self-sabotaged myself
>Would like the experience of having sex with a trans-person but I know that the experience would not be as good as an actual woman
>Know that I am straight but I just have a weird kink

Its a weird feel, I wouldn't mind having sex with a trans-person but I feel like I wouldn't live it down. Plus, I heard that it just feels like a submissive guy instead of an actual woman. I'm by no means desperate and getting pussy would be that much of a deal. But I just have this burning curiosity after watching copious amount of porn. I don't have any self-hate or surface level insecurities, and I know that I am a good guy that can find someone but I just don't know if I am just so desperate for something that I am willing to venture into the realm of homosexuality I guess. Does that make me a chaser?

I know that my experience is absolutely menial compared to the problems of people that are actually going through the process of transitioning but I still feel the way I do. I'm a professional lurker and I learned a lot in the short time that I was here.

I wish everyone the best of luck and happy days ahead! Keep your chin up and don't let anything get you down!

>>8849249
Finding trans girls attractive is not "an extreme taste" or "homosexual behaviour." Until you stop only seeing them as a fetish, yeah, you're a chaser.

>>8849262
is that how it works? what is wrong with being a chaser? how are the viewed by the community at large?

>>8849273
Well the problem with the viewpoints I see you saying is, if you did approach a trans woman, you would only be interested in her for sex, wouldn't see her as "a true woman", be incredibly worried about seeming gay, while overly focusing on her penis. You would see her like a fetish object you want to "try", not an actual person you want to date. And most trans girls I know would tell you to fuck off if you said anything like what you've been saying here.

>>8849294
>You would see her like a fetish object you want to "try", not an actual person you want to date.

Yeah ok that makes sense.

>>8848739

Even one you would not want to date?

>>8849459
I mean, no I can make conversation just fine, but when I'm attracted to them, I get stuck in my head and won't even approach them 9 times out of 10

>>8849273

if you want to date a tranny, you're a disgusting bigoted chaser. If you don't want to date a tranny, you're a disgusting transphobic bigot. You have to pretend they are 100% identical to a cis-woman, never make an advance, always accept their advances, or else you deserve to be jailed

>>8849522
So what I do?

Just deny everything and just walk out the door that came in? That logically doesn't make sense at all. So if I like trans-people because I watched porn of them that I DO find arousing then I'm a dirty chaser"?

What about the other people? Did they just magically end up into a relationship with a transperson and go "wtf i love transpeople".

My only real takeaway from this is that I should just lie to their face and act like I care about them when I dont..

>>8849613
It's like people chasing BBC instead of dating black people, idiot.

>>8849613
Since you admit you don't care about them then I hope you fail miserably. You'll just leave sad people in your wake.

>>8819781
Honestly i like the attention women won't give me the time of day but suddenly i've got hundred of buff bro dudes who want to work out and suck my cock.
It's a pretty good feeling when people actually give a fuck about you desu.

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Here we go. I'm struggling with GD, but since I'm into girls I can function as normal straight male in society (well a bit anxious) and I also appear manly enough. Confession is: I used to bullied everyone effeminate through school.

I actually differentiate between the pure-type homosexuals and the inferior halfbreeds like /r9k/ prison gays.

>fully aware I have gender dysphoria
>pretend I'm an egg for attention
>will never actually transition because social anxiety, fear of not passing

>>8851644
This
>People at work ask if I'm intersex(they think trans is intersex)
>Pretend not to know what it is becouse people feel like they're smart and helping you and the attention is great
Also
>Listening to Taylor Swift on work stereo
>Braiding ropes while waiting with coworkers
>"You should have born a girl, Anon"
>Get flustered and tell him to shut up, becouse that's stupid
>Now develope a psuedo crush on this married man becouse he sees me for who I really am

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>>8851844

Hmmmdubbdhsh

>>8851644
How can you pretend to be an egg?

>>8819781
you're doing god's work

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>Tfw I'm fucking with Survey Anons polls and have for quite some time
>Tfw trans MtF in a monogamous relationship with my boyfriend but I feel so lonely since it's a LDR that sometimes I fantasize about being lewd with other people but I'm also in a relationship so I gotta stay faithful
>Tfw I accept hons better than I do twinkhons because a lot of the hons I know aren't as catty as some of the 'younger' transitioners I see
>Tfw I have a searing hatred for Blanchardians and want them removed from the face of the Earth entirely for their crimes against Transkind
>Tfw I feel incredible jealousy over younger transitioners but nevertheless help people younger than me accept being trans and accept treatment for dysphoria

>>8855816
>>Tfw I have a searing hatred for Blanchardians and want them removed from the face of the Earth entirely for their crimes against Transkind
why? :( i like it because they are the only people who seem to understand my feelings of being trans.

>>8855820
If you're a dumbass or a fetishist, then this is to be expected.

>>8855826
:(

>>8851135
Fuck off

>>8855857
That's precisely why, my fren. Fight the good fight! The presence of gender dysphoria is all that matters!

>>8855862
>my frend
you said you hate me and want me removed from the earth

>>8819781
here are the list of characteristics that immediately make me not want to be with someone
>being in/having done porn. don't care if amateur or professional, if there's video or pics of them having sex online i'll pass (i'd make exceptions for cases of revenge porn etc)
>having participated in gangbangs, glory holes, or cuckoldry
>having had a high number of sexual partners
>having dated/had sex with a black male
>being into hardcore drugs (or using lower level drugs on too frequent of a basis)
>lying to me or stealing from me
>having dated/had sex with a person i am friends with
tbqh i'd love to take an antifa cunt and whip her into her place. turning commie bitches into broken, submissive cock sluts makes me hard. too bad a lot of them are cum guzzling drugged up retards.

>>8855820
Not that anon but I don't like them either. I feel like they don't understand at all.

>>8855987
i don't hate people who don't understand me

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>>8819781
>sins

What is it with brainwashed cucks proselytizing on 4chan lately?

>>8855918
Begone Blanchardian scum.

>>8856004
I didn't say I hated them, just don't like.

I have an SO who is a "non binary" feminist type. I love my SO but I hate that feminism race gender bullshit part so much.

>>8820267
Not that anon, but I'm a cis gay male and take estrogen for the skin benefits.

Hormones aren't just for trannies.

i want to fuck trannies
i want to fuck crossdressers
i want to fuck men
only because they take it in the arse
im not interested in their cocks even slightly
just like fucking asses.
women tend to get pissy about it eventually and that bothers me.

>>8855975
>>having participated in gangbangs, glory holes, or cuckoldry
>>having had a high number of sexual partners
>>having dated/had sex with a black male
>>being into hardcore drugs
>>lying to me or stealing from me

I agree with these ones desu

>>8819781
Well, apart from hating SJWs, which I'm gonna assume doesn't count since this is 4chan:
>am trans and have posted very hateful things, self-hate is a bitch
>think gay pride is counterproductive
>I don't want "justice" or whatever, I want LGBT to be out of the media spotlight
>seriously considered voting for trump

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>>8856967

>>8856932
>Gay/cis/pretty effeminate and not really affected
>Oppose gay marriage
>Voted for Trump
>Religious
>never came out to family and never will
>Have to larp as dudebro with conservative friends and larp as bitchy queen with gay friends and don't even know which, if either, persona is real anymore
>Unironically camwhore as a trap despite not having a CD fetish because I like the attention from cute """"""""""straight"""""""""" boys
>Get propositioned by teenagers when I do it and feel like a sick pedo even though I turn them down

Probably other /lgbt/ sins I can't remember, whom do I hail to absolve myself?

>>8856982
>Voted for Trump

Actually I should say "walked through the ghetto I live in unarmed on election day to vote for Trump and as the only white boi at the polling station all the homophobic blacks gave me looks like they just knew I voted for dat rayciss ass cracka Trump and wanted to kill me and I would literally do it again"

>>8855755
Claim to be cis but say something that clearly shows you're trans.

>I wouldn't worry about your daydreams anon, I'm a cis guy and I fantasise about being female all the time, most guys would choose to become women if they could

>>8856982
Sounds like the typical conservative. Repressed gay in the streets, undressing men in the sheets.

>>8857016

Honestly the closet is just a fig leaf I doubt my family and almost certainly not dudebros are unaware that I'm some kind of fruitcake but I was raised according to good old fashioned WASP values and none of us has the slightest desire ever to remove that fig leaf or even acknowledge it. We don't talk about my mother's gay uncle who left his inheritance to his Jewish convert (shudder) step-niece, nor do we talk about my own uncle who converted to Islam and married a Catholic (which is worse? Who can say) or my aunt who ran away to a San Francisco commune in the 70s. The family doesn't need any more black sheep.

Bad enough I have to live in a dreadfully urban loft complex and pretend to be an """eccentric""" """"""""""artist"""""""""" because I don't have a head for finance.

>>8856982
>Unironically camwhore as a trap despite not having a CD fetish because I like the attention from cute """"""""""straight"""""""""" boys
Ladies and gentlemen, the HSTS.

>>8857053
Damn. Sounds like people are doing anything they can to get away from your family. I wonder who's happier? Living a lie isn't healthy long term anon.

>>8857085

Explain the HSTS meme to me please, I'm unfamiliar

>>8857104

I love them and they love me desu it's just too embarrassing for anybody to actually come out and say that after age 10 or so. Of those I named, only the Muslim uncle is actually happy, go figure (although my cousin might also be a closeted gay and neither his Muslim father not Catholic mother will have any of that). I love my aunt but she's a trainwreck and she knows it and gay old granduncle anon was a tool.

Idk why I'm blogposting sorry

My confession: It's great to share a bed for sex and cuddling, but trying to get a good night's sleep while sharing a bed is impossible for me. I can only sleep well by myself in a separate bed.

>>8849613

I'm >>8849522
and I was literally ironically shitposting m8, but most hons on here think and talk like this. trannies are literally all insane so you're better off getting a pretty gay boy and bullying and cajoling him into dressing up for you instead because you shouldn't stick your dick in crazy

>>8855816
>>8855820

somebody explain the blanchardianism meme to me pls thnk u

>>8859020
It's a fringe theory that claims to explain why people are trans, does not have anything close to mainstream acceptance. Impossible to tell when people are seriously pushing it and when they've simply absorbed the terms from /lgbt/ board culture.

AGP = auto-gyne-philia. A brain glitch causes a person to see themselves as their object of desire, hence they change gender and appearance to try and look like like their concept of sexual attractiveness. E.g. a straight male takes estrogen, has breast implants, wears short skirts and thigh-high stockings, etc. Confusingly this acronym is also used by people who have a genderbending fetish.

HSTS = homosexual transsexualism. A gay individual living in a majority-straight culture internalises heteronormativity and changes to the 'correct' gender for a relationship. E.g. a lesbian becomes male because males are the ones who have relationships with females.

There are a few dedicated long-term posters who shill Blanchardism 24/7 and the terms have regretably entered /lgbt/'s popular lexicon.

I'm a cis male who posts in FtM threads. My guess is that there are no actual FtMs on this site.

>>8859123

so AGP and HSTS are the extent of "blanchardianism"? honestly you've explained three memes to me and I'm pretty disatisfied with them and I'm not even a tranny tbhon

I thought AGP was just a fetish not "changing gender". I've heard of that at least (been out of /legbutt/ for two years) but I had never heard of HSTS before I cam back here

or wait, this everclear is hitting hard, but, AGP is like, you think you *have* to be female in order to be gay? because I guess that kinda makes sense to an extent, at least in the context of forced sissy hypno nutbars from /gif/

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I'm a gay guy who sometimes watches straight porn for reaction faces

>>8859129
>thought AGP was just a fetish not "changing gender"

It's both. Some people have AGP as a fetish. Some people go round diagnosing trans people into AGP and HSTS. Some repressors insist they are AGP and their gender identity is a result of a brain glitch. And some people just throw it around as bait because it's such a confusing and loaded topic.

>>8819781
I hate Faggots.
T. Gay male

>>8819810
Yeah that's probably all of them.

i'm ftm and there's nothing i hate more than mtfs, they are the scum of the earth

>>8819781
>>sometimes make threads pretending to be a suicidal or depressed lonely trany
>>I do it to make other tranys feel depressed and lonely
that doesn't make sense though. if i see a depressed lonely and suicidal tranny i feel like i'm not alone and i try to comfort them to make both of us feel better.

>>8860146
How does that make you feel?

i farted tofay but it wasn't just a fart
so i ended up washing shit off my undies while katy perry's 'this is how we do it' played in my head

>>8819795
I become racist every time I walk by a certain part of town, where they all hang out outside screaming degrading shit towards me. This doesn't happen with the random white people I pass.
I'm hot as fuck too, for a tranny. They just recognize me from before, or else I'd be passing and getting a different kind of harassment.

My sin is hating most of my obnoxious queer folk punk friends, because I can't fucking stand how they behave. I prefer and fit in better with cis people. I almost never talk about being trans with them, unless they ask a question. I prefer that. Other trannies and trendies annoy the living fuck out of me.

>>8860674
>tofay
i hate this year

I hate everything and everybody but most I hate myself :)

>>8860626
Why? Is it because trans women are actually considered sexually appealing while trans men aren't even considered sexually in general? Bitter little babies dont make good men, come on now. Or are you just overcompensating by trying to blend in with normal transphobic str8 guys? That I would understand. For a week I thought I liked Taylor Swift. You'll get over it.

>>8860702
because you post shit like this

>>8860722
If you make a post calling people scum, expect to be treated like scum by those people. Just making a point.
In general, I prefer trans men. They tend to embarrass themselves less, and act less like total fucking weirdos.

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>>8819781
>cis lesbian
>Only threads I usually post involve trannies and I fake being a hetero tranny.
>tfw trannies will never know the tranny they are talking to is not really a tranny but a cis girl.

>>8860740
trans men are legitimately the best people in categories of cis vs. trans, male and female
overall
trans men are beautiful, strong and kind and meeting one is a treasure

>>8860626
I'm mtf and there's nothing I hate more than real females like you.

>>8860794
Eh. Half of the trans men I know are kinda gross weirdos, or obnoxiously manhating&transwomen hating and you seem to fit into that second category. Trans women (not the radical queer ones) are usually kinder, from my experience, and it takes a lot more personal strength to endure a MTF transition socially. I tend to be the biggest cunt of the trans women I know, and even I'm sweet to people who aren't jerks. I just think trans men are more graceful and sure of themselves and whine less, and i appreciate that.

>>8860758
for what purpose?

>Being cis is a sin according to OP

way to be a self hating faggot, fag

also

>Male because born that way and people hate me for it somehow.

>Pan because I don't mind finding a penis when dating a "woman" or a vagina when dating a "man"

>Deep distaste for the "loud and queer" types, your sexuality and gender identity are not a replacement for a personality you flaming idiots. Also, stop crying and being offended at everything thanks.

>Hate pride parade events because they are nothing more than outright displays of the degeneracy and sexual deviancy present withing LGBT circles. Dancing with your junk out publicly is nothing to be proud of and you do nothing but cement the stereotypes that you so desperately do not want to associate with outside of your stupid parade.

Yes I am mad.

Gay man.

I don't think I'd enjoy the being part of the sexual displays of pride parades, but I understand the significance- it's not necessarily about pride, it's about not being ashamed of oneself. As long as you're not doing anything illegal, you should be able to express yourself at them however you want, whether others (lgbt or not) find it obnoxious.

I don't hate trans people. I have a lot of empathy for them and their struggles and wish I could do something to help. Becoming a gender therapist is one of the career paths I've considered pursuing once I've gotten all my degrees.

While I don't think Blanchard's theories are correct, his ideas are interesting and should be researched further. I don't believe that one ends up as trans because they're either extremely gay or because their brain 'glitched up' their sexuality, but I think he shed some more light towards the fact that gender identity and sexuality interact with each other. This is what I think should be further researched.

I don't believe that male and female are the only possible ways one could express their gender identity. As much as tumbr took that too far, I do see some significance in the fact that there was such an explosion of it, in that people began to recognize these androgynous identities.

Personally, I don't feel strictly male or female, but androgynous. Seeing myself as either one or the other makes me rather unconfortable. I don't ask for different pronouns or even really talk about this at all. I view it as a personal matter within myself. I don't feel shame about it, but I don't really bring it up. Most people tend to pick up on the androgynous nature of my personality regardless and that's all that I wish for. My obviously male appearance brings me some kind of discomfort, but at the same time the idea of becoming feminized makes me equally as uncomfortable. I'd love to have a completely androgynous body, but that isn't possible and I'm making peace with that.

>>8861360
I just started reading the Wikipedia page on Blanchard's typology and it says that his theories don't actually try to determine the cause of transexuality, so I recognize that, but still don't put much stock in his typology.

>>8823921
That's hot

>>8860899
Because I can.
Also because everywhere I go there's a bunch of trannies faking being cis les so I do the reverse for shit and giggles.

I don't really shitpost though I just give advice and other stuff but most get butthurt at me and call me a hon, agp, etc which makes me laugh harder.

TL;DR;
I like to smurf on the tranny board.

>>8861390
>>8861360
Why don't you think it's correct?

>or because their brain 'glitched up' their sexuality
That's not what AGP is. It's just a different sexual orientation. Instead of liking girls, you like guys. Instead of liking girls, she wants to be one. Simple.

>Seeing myself as either one or the other makes me rather unconfortable.
How come?

>>8861529
What advice, why do they get butthurt?

>>8819929
You are SO misinformed young man. Please, kill yourself. This is worse than a Namibian child rapist.

>>8819781

I always assert my partners that I want a serious relationship with a submissive bottom, but in reality I just want to dominate them in a sexual and emotional way.

>>8828705
This makes sense. Wanting sex actually makes you anxious in the conversations needed to score. If you just blend it out and sustain a mentality of "meh I don't care if we fuck" it attracts pussy like a magnet

>>8861008
>Deep distaste for the "loud and queer" types, your sexuality and gender identity are not a replacement for a personality you flaming idiots. Also, stop crying and being offended at everything thanks.

What if you're a flamer but more like old school bitchy queens who set each other's wigs on fire and knife the guy that tries to mug them instead of having a mental breakdown when somebody calls you "xir" instead of "thon"?

>>8860794

Actually yeah it's weird because bulldykes with penis envy are some of the most horrendous people on earth, but a true ftm even if he's fat and ugly I've never met one that wasn't ridiculously sweet, balanced, mature, and imperturbable.

>>8860674

The eternal (((size queen)))

>>8819781

>cis
>male
>straight
>lurk lgbt
>trying to educate myself about the fears and problems of you guys
>post in tranny threads that people pass even if they are more on the hon-side
>try to talk people out of suicide

but

>when friends IRL talk shit about trans because of the whole "muh gender is enby and im from tumblr"-situation i stay silent and not even try to educate them anymore about the differences
>they just don't care and I rather stay silent then risk having and argument

>>8861640
HSTS vs AAP.

>>8861683
You're a good guy anon. Mostly

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>>8861683

was going to post a pic like >>8820228
I want to be pretty and look on people judgementally like that...
Right now I'm just in shitty boy-mode and I will most likely end up a hon

>>8861683
>post in tranny threads that people pass even if they are more on the hon-side
Fuck you. Go to reddit if you want to hugbox.

>>8819781
I denounce sissy culture in public when it comes up in trans related discussions, and take "pride" in being a carefree trans girl with an androgynous style who denounces gender roles and all that bullshit, but in reality, it's all based around my insecurity in knowing that I can't pull of feminine styles without looking like an outright creepy hon.

If I was shorter and had a less dense bone structure, I would dress and act like a straight up sissy bimbo. I go through my life acting as if I'm cool being a t-shirt and pants kind of girl, but inside it fucking hurts knowing I'll never be able to pull of the cute styles I always wanted to wear pretransition.

>>8862916
why hate who you want to be?

>>8861565
>Why don't you think it's correct?
The typology just seems too narrow to me. I'm sure that there are plenty of transwomen that feel that either AGP or HSTS resonates with their experiences and/or how they interpret their gender identity, but there's just too much space for error. It only defines two types of transwomen, but humans rarely ever fall into only two categories, especially when it concerns something as vague as gender identity.

I'd be very interested to see a more refined typology be developed, but Blanchard's needs more work. I'm not sure such a typology would be accepted, though. From what I've read, most people's issues with Blanchard's seems to be about them perceiving it to be harmful to transwomen's image in society, whether by being demeaning or objectifying, but with how transpeople are politicized these days, I get the feeling that anyone trying to develop a typology, whether in the same vein as Blanchard's or not, would be antagonized for some reason or another.

>That's not what AGP is. It's just a different sexual orientation. Instead of liking girls, you like guys. Instead of liking girls, she wants to be one. Simple.
I get that, but I don't think that should be labeled as a sexual orientation in stead of uncommon quirk of one's sexuality. I do think the idea of one's gender identity interacting with their sexuality is interesting and likely holds a degree of truth, but the example of AGP is too uncommon to be a sexual orientation of its own just as pedophilia is not a sexual orientation of its own.

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>>8861565
>>8863071
>How come?
I'm still working through understanding it. I think part of it is simply innate, in that I'm just naturally andrognyous in my personality and identity. I feel masculine and feminine sides to myself, as well a side that's just neutral. I do think a large part of it has to do with how I view myself fitting into society's gender roles, though. I don't like the overwhelming burden of duty associated with masculinity or the submissiveness of femininity. I don't think either one of those things (or many of the other qualities that men or women are expected to embody) define me. I don't feel a calling to identify with either of those. I feel that society expects too much of men and too little of women. Outside of my gender, I do struggle with defining my identity in general and the confusion between these polar opposites only serves to exacerbate that. I guess it just makes me feel more comfortable to not force myself to be something I'm not and instead to focus on what I am, regardless of whether or not that turns out neatly.

I don't make a show of this by asking for certain pronouns because of this. I don't feel that it's defined enough to consider a 'gender,' if you get what I mean. It seems more like simply a style of expressing how I interpret my gender. I don't fault those that are in a similar boat to me and do ask for certain pronouns, though. That's their life, not mine.

>>8819781
All the gay people I've met seemed fucked up in the head.

Makes me nervous that I'll die alone.

>>8819781
Well that makes me feel much better to know that most of those threads are just you. What a fucking loser. I'm going to call you out from now on.

I want to marry a transwoman as a transwoman but my life is shit and in shambles. Transwomen don't want to date me, let alone marry me. I spent my life savings on a transgirl thinking she could become my gf one day. It never happened. I just want to be held, loved and understood. As an older transitioner I feel like my time is running out. I want a spouse and children. I fear I'll never have a family of my own and no one will care for me in old age. I'm looking down at the rest of my life like looking down the barrel of a loaded gun.