When did you start to suspect that you were LGBT? >Be me,

Ah I was around eight too... Might have been my pink rollerblades or my tendency to cry easy...

but it was probably all the cock sucking I was doing and the other boys calling me a faggot that really tipped me off.

>>8817879
My parents were pretty strictly christian, so when I was young, I didn't even know what homosexuality was.
I never felt any attraction for girls, I rather treated them as my friends, and it confused me a little when my parents always talked about how I'd have a wife and a family when I grew up. I just couldn't see anything like that happening.
I did feel some attraction to good looking guys, which confused me even further, and made me feel scared when I was around home.
I was badly sleep deprived when I was 11-16 years old, because I was afraid that my parents would find out about my weird feelings and thoughts when I was asleep, and come into my room and beat me. They were very stressful times.
When I was 17, I fell in love for the first time. I met the most wonderful guy ever, and it was pretty much love at first sight. And he fell for me too, just as deeply. While it made me feel super happy and loved, it also brought a very deep dread with it, much deeper than what I had been going through before. I couldn't take it anymore. I felt very tempted to attempt suicide, but my boyfriend save me from that. I decided to run away from home instead. I left a small note explaining things to my parents, and I haven't looked back since. My BF did the same thing, and for the first few months, we lived in his car. I had never felt more happy and free. We both got employed eventually, and with time, gathered enough money for our own house. Now, 8 years later, were still living in that same house and were just as happy with each other as we were back then.

I'm not LGBT, I'm just an AGP crossdresser

>>8817910
Don't fight it you slut, just relax and let daddy take care of you

>>8817890
Well damn, I mean, I used to cry easy too, but cock sucking wasn't something I was doing until I was a little under 12, and that was a forced encounter. :/

there were always signs. When I was 5 or 6 there was this domineering little girl who had a crush on me, she always wanted to play house, kiss, stuff like that. I went along with it because I was and still am a total beta, and she'd probably beat me if I didn't. Anyway, once in a while, we'd get into an argument and she'd proceed to pull my hair, kick me, slap me, the works, and this neighbor boy who was our age would run up and beat her up until she went home crying. I developed a major crush on him and did all the stupid shit she did with me sans the bullying. Playing house, kissing his cheek, trying to hold his hand. He went along with it for the most part. Of course I didn't even know what faggotry was at the time. Hell, I remember assuming girls had dicks too.

I only came to think about my sexuality when I was around 14 or so, and it came about in a strange way. School system and puberty rek'd me pretty hard. I developed severe anxiety and depression, and I obviously had no friends. So, as an escape and a weird sort of social outlet, I pretty much created a parallel fantasy life that I'd retreat into daily. In it, I imagined myself as someone completely opposite of me, a person I could like and admire. It didn't take long for my fantasy self to turn into my husbando instead.

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>>8817879
>be young - forgot what age
>heart skipped when I saw Goku in tv
>saw him naked and butt exposed
>be 13
>cousins talked about hentai
>talked about goku fucking sailor moon
>searched goku in the internet
>fapped the gay away thinking it's just a phase
>still fapping to muscular men and fucks one

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>>8817879
Everyone called me gay as a kid but I didn't know I was gay.
The realisation came when I was like 11 and I watched the Atomic Kitten video for Ladies Night and became infatuated with the male dancers arses in tight leather pink hot pants.
I recorded it on video (lol) and masturbated to it.
Also a picture of Ben Shephard topless.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tIEY85so1fY

>>8817879
I think when I was 13 and all my friends were girls except one, one of the girls wanted to go out with me and I liked her as a friend so I agreed to be her boyfriend but I didn't feel a thing for her more than friendship. We broke up after like 2 weeks and I didn't care at all and we just kept being friends like normal. A year later at 14 I realized how much I cared about my one male friend in the group, eventually we did some cuddle stuff and it felt absolutely amazing and I knew then I wanted a relationship with a boy and being with a girl wasn't possible for me.

>>8817879
I literally didn't suspect that I was a tranny until I was 17 and found out what a transgender was and immediately went "That! I'm one of those!" I thought there was something wrong with me though because I wasn't attracted to girls or boys really and had no sex drive.

>>8817879
I got my haircut as a kid that was really short and since I had no tits back then I started getting mistaken for a guy (when you're 11 it's not as easy to tell). I kind of liked that but I had no idea being trans was a thing so I just ignored it.

As for realizing I was bi, it was a lot easier. Basically I would just be watching a tv show and realize that the girl actresses are hot but that the male actors were hot as well.

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>be me
>6th grade boy in rural Mississippi
>look into another boy's eyes and feel something
>immediately panic
>plan out how I will marry a woman and hide forever
>successfully keep it repressed until about 5 years later
>rip Im actually a tranny

>>8817908
I hope this is true anon, otherwise I have been baited

As for the OP, it would probably be wen I knew what 'sex' was. Before that I knew what I thought made a boy 'pretty' to me, that I liked being around them etc. and didn't really understand what I was supposed to like about girls, but I didn't know anything about sex/what gay was. The penny only really dropped when I found out what sex was and thought 'but I don't like girls like that, what happens if I like boys?' I was lucky enough to not mention it as I had some kind of feeling that it was weird of whatever but I guess that's where my faggotry began

I was 8 or 9. My grandma bought me bible for kids, there was a picture of slaves, they were all shirtless men. I felt weird looking at them. I used to open that book on that specific page and just look at the picture. Shortly after my classmate told me how to find porn on the internet and what porn is. I browsed all categories and found gay porn. Since then I watch only this category. I used to masturbate long before I could ejaculate. I probably shouldn't.

>>8817879
Video game around 4 for me. Sephiroth.... I also learned then that I get off on power.