I feel like I've been cucked for real
>Be me
>ftm, likes men.
>Working part time job before next semester in college, crunching those hours
>Still have female parts, new hormones raging in loads.
>MasturbateALot.jpg
>Meets guy at work, tall, blonde, wild accent.
>Becomes friends
>We talk a lot, Lots of chemistry
>Eventually I crack feelings
>"I like you too!"
>Begin to get bigger feels for guy as he tells me stuff
>He invites me to party with friends, accept bc why not?
>We get drunk AF
>Start kissing, touching, First time action in forever
>Lets it flow and drives him home.
>We hold eachother in sleep, no fucc
>Next day
>Anon and I fucc after all day in his house chilling.
>Anon admits more feels.
>ThisIsTheOne.mp3
>Stay the night
>Next morning, wake up, talking about random stuff
>Anon acts off
>"I only see you as a friend"
>Is kind of hurt at statement, goes reclusive mode in 0.1 nanoseconds
>Anon keeps talking, makes it worse.
>Says I have to go, heads home
>Locks self in room for whole day
>Next morning
>Anon keeps messaging how he is with potential gf
>Even more h u r t
>Tells best friend of Anon and stuff
>"You should stay away from him"
>Everytime I see message I feel more hurt build on
>Only been with one other person in life, very bad at dating.
What should I do?
you should get better at writing you keep jumping perspectives and making this hard to read
Quit
>>8804443
Are you a native English speaker? This was confusing to read.
Uhh if you just started hrt he might think you are a chick. Stop transitioning and just be a chick get fucked, get married and have kids.
>>8804443
Chaser. Just wanted a hump and dump. You should be wary of anyone that wants to have sex. Most likely they will use you.
>>8804443
You are a degenerate, are you surprised you attract degenerates?
Fug him and transition . do waht you must do and get over him you cuck or cuck him back
>>8804443
Give up on him, he is not worth the effort. You will find a new person that will treat you well, I promise.
You sound like a real woman who bought into the Tumblr bullshit and decided to LARP as a man. Realize that this guy might have seen you too as 'the one' if he did not know that you were 'transitioning' and all the awkward social bullshit being in a long term relationship with you would bring into his life. Just give up on this snowflake shit and be a woman and make babies.
>>8804443
>What should I do?
Remind yourself that transitioning because of your romantic failures only works for MTFs.
>>8804443
wait what? is anon you or the guy?
>>8806693
she says "anon and i fucc" so anon is the guy.