What's it like to be a non-passing tranny

>>8802290
>>not passing but not hideous
Boymode forever.
I'm looking for an electrolysis place around me, but the all work out of people's homes, there's one I found that hasn't and it works out of the four fucking seasons hotel.

>>8802300

How do people treat you

>>8802290

Does it count as passing if you look like an unremarkable member of your biological sex?

>>8802304
Nobody knows except my internet friends, who are generally nice about it but sometimes call me a dude, though it honestly feels like an accident when they do.

>>8802307
Yes

>over a year on HRT boymode
I only sometimes malefail to older people, probably due to their vision problems. And while I can't really go topless anymore, through clothing it just looks like I've got tiny moobs or sth.
It's soulcrushing, but at least I feel people treat me a bit nicer than before.

>>8802290
I was barely passing for a few years. No one was outright rude and most people would avoid gendering me if possible. I tried to keep things toned down and didn't dress super femme, even though I wanted too, it was kind of a compromise. Don't act too femme and we'll treat you ok.

Kept biding my time and then got FFS a few weeks ago. We'll see how that goes. So far people seem to be a lot nicer to me and don't seem to care when I femme it up a bit.

>>8802290
Honestly I have no idea if I pass or not. I'm fairly sure if someone gets to know me they will figure it out, but just walking down the street, shopping, or meeting someone for a few minutes, I have no idea. I have literally never been called he/sir/anything masculine and no one has ever expressed confusion about my gender. But I just do not believe that people see me and don't question it, especially if they hear my voice.

So if I don't actually pass, everyone is super nice about it and thats honestly fine with me.

I don't pass, am in boymode and people treat me like a stupid underage boy.

>>8802290
What does it mean to be barely passing?