>be me
>19
>never really come to terms with being gay in highschool
>let myself be gay once I got to college about 3 weeks ago
>fucked around a few times in highschool but nothing ever serious, only topped once, never bottomed, and did the other mundane stuff some
>End up not finding any guys, literally none
>On the Cross Country team
>In lockeroom showers (usual group showers with the spigots in groups of threes)
>New friend decides to eye fuck me and it gets very obvious
>This friend is about 6'5" (very fucking tall), compared to me at 6'1"
>Just say fuck it and tell him I notice it
>fast forward through awkward conversation trying to explain to him that it's chill
>we're back at his on campus apartment
>naked
>tall lanky friend has me pinned against the bed
>tentatively ask him to fuck me
> "I'm sorry anon but I really don't like topping"
>end up fucking him, kinda dissapointed in the end cause my cock is very sensitive and I jizz in a minute max
>get so embarrased that he doesn't really know what to say
>haven't talked to him in a few days
Why the fuck is this world not fair?
why can't you enjoy the pleasure of giving a long, slow, loving blowjob without any penetration/reciprocation?
>>8796976
Because I'm like a fucking pygmy in the gay community having not lost my (anal) virginity despite really wanting to. I cum so easily that topping is just boring and dildos feel great so
>>8796963
gays are, like, 80% bottom
that's just how it is
>>8796963
I wonder what it's like for lesbians in the girls lockers.
>>8797094
it's usually pretty uneventful. i'm not trying to creep on girls. i just want to change my clothes and get out of there.
>>8797102
Why the difference between your experiences as a lesbian and OP's male one?