/lgbt/ I'm shock, i need help
sorry cant english and greentext
>be me mtf
>live with bf
>just arrived home
>bf isnt in home
>his laptop is on
>he let me play overwatch in his laptop 'cuz mine is shitty
>sit down
>let close some apps that he left open
>Evaer
>wtf is that?
>skype chat recorder
>ok, maybe he needed to record something for some work idk
>check last video recorded
>4hrs ago
>is some crossdresser showing his thigs while masturbating
>break out, almost crying
>we don't hide things
>He is straight but his porn taste is kind of weird, monster girl and stuff like that
>i don't mid
>but nothing trap/crossdresser related
>i know that he is not into that
>there's more clips, more the same
>...
fuuuuckk i don't know what to think anymore, i feel so sick, i really hate/sick me traps and crossdressers. Shall I talk to him about? or just ignore it?
I can't see him like the same.
>>8790165
So your upset because he watch crossdresser porn?
watched*
>>8790179
yes, but is not just porn, he does skype videocall while recording that shit
>>8790165
Wait so youre mtf and know your bf watches porn and has an unusual taste but youre surprised/upset he watched trap porn?
>>8790191
he doesnt watch porn now, but he is doing it during a god damn skype videocall, why do that shit while he has me???
>>8790243
idk, there's videos since 2015
>>8790165
Ask him, nothing will happen if you cry to /tttt/
Just don't make it dramatic like a normie cis girl
Maybe he just needed to wank one out while you were gone
>>8790165
>Straight
>>8790165
Is he a chaser? I feel like he's probably AGP.
Ask him why he needs crossdressing porn videos when he has you, then pull up your skirt and show him your bulge in your panties
>>8790165
so your bf is a chaser, nothing you didnt know or suspect, get over it
>>8790165
>>be me mtf
>i really hate/sick me traps and crossdressers.
Really makes you think.
>>8790165
your bf is a chaser, I don't see why you're surprised
>>8790301
How long have you been together with him?
>>8790165
>trannies competing and winning against "real women"
itshappening.gif
>>8790165
>straight bf of mtf is actually gamp
imagine my shock
guys who date with transgirls are always going to be a bit dodgy it seems, my ex came out as a transvestite some months after we broke up - he always acted like he was a "normal" cis male around me, there's another guy i dated for a long time, also claimed to be cis straight - turned out his biggest wish was to be with a trap
>>8793066
>turned out his biggest wish was to be with a trap
What the hells wrong with this?
> BF faps to traps.
I see nothing wrong here. The skype thing is what you should be concerned about - ask him if he's cheating. Stop being insecure, though. A lot of people look at porn, married people look at porn ffs. It doesn't mean he doesn't love you. Still, ask him about it. Don't lose your shit.
>>8793000
what is gamp?
>>8793107
GAMP- gynoandromorphilia
basically being attracted to trannies
>>8793107
>>8793196
It can also include being attracted to crossdressers who don't pass for shit. AGP is extremely common among GAMPs, so besides GAMPs being undesirable for both having low standards and putting you in the same category as unpassable crossdressers by being attracted to the both of you, they are also likely to want to be a woman as well.
Chasers aren't worth shit because they are all fags.
You are just a fetish to him. A disposable cum dump. You can't be sane and believe that men are capable of monogamy if you took but a glimpse at the gay community, where they don't have to fake it for cis women in order to breed. It's sex and nothing beyond that.
>>8792978
3 mothns but i know like for 3 years
Started hrt 5 months ago and came out to my friend 3 months ago too... so yea... maybe he is a chaser, that would explain why he touches my penis so often.
>>8793279
>It can also include being attracted to crossdressers who don't pass for shit
Damn...
I tried to login with his usual password to skype but it failed, but i have the idea to install a keylogger and see wtf is going in his account
>>8793824
>3 months
confront him, if he's cheating with other people over skype then leave him. You'll get over it, I promise.
>>8793915
I wish it were that easy, i owe him money, a month of rent and some little more, also i'm force to live with him till the next year because i have no where else to live, no family nor real friends, plus i still studing and i dont earn enough.
A guy dating an MtF is into traps? Well, NO SHIT.
Why are MtFs so goddamn stupid? It comes back on all trans people, including FtMs and we're usually not this fucking thick. I have never been shocked that my exes fapped to porn with cuntboys/reverse traps/whatever. Why the fuck would they be with my ass if they didn't have some kind of tranny fetish?! For fuck's sake. If I'm ever this retarded, please kill me. I'm clearly in the early stages of some form of dementia.
On the plus side, it's proof that you're really a woman. Only women freak out over porn, think their boyfriends/husbands don't masturbate, think "but why fap to [X] when my lil' narcissistic ass is here, every sexual thought he has should revolve around ME," think that him dating you isn't a reflection of a fetish or personal taste ("I know I'M 300lbs, but I thought he loved me for me, not that he's a chubby chaser!"), etc. etc.
Dumb cunts.
>>8793824
>so yea... maybe he is a chaser, that would explain why he touches my penis so often
>>8793824
he might be a chaser. he might have a porn addiction, which tends to lead to all of those weird fetishes/them looking for that next "new thing" (performing with strangers), or something else.
Only one thing to do. Confront him. Ask him whats up. Otherwise its only speculation.
>>8795098
>spreading lies
>>8794781
The problem is not that it's porn, as far as I can tell, but that he's doing some weird Skype video stuff. That essentially amounts to cheating. And it really is strange to need to look up porn while having a girlfriend that is basically the exact same thing that he's looking at in his porn.
>>8795098
just shut the fuck up buttmad chaser
>>8795381
He's been desperately posting that hairball thing for weeks now, it's pretty sad.
>>8795390
>muh hairballs
It's funny how these trolls always pick the most outrageous claims/anecdotes and keep milking it for reactions for months.
>>8795387
>And it really is strange to need to look up porn while having a girlfriend that is basically the exact same thing that he's looking at in his porn.
Most dudes look up porn regardless of their relationship status. Any who say they don't are probably lying to you. I could go into this for years but as long as it's not a porn ADDICTION interfering with their IRL sex life it's not fight you're going to win and it's not really a big deal.
The fact it's traps is understandably upsetting but another losing battle. Most people are bi to some degree and traps are probably within the spectrum of fap fodder for someone dating a transwoman. That doesn't mean he sees you as a trap- Bi people don't see the men they're attracted to as women. But it's important to discuss it with him and make it clear you aren't cool with him seeing you that way and fetishizing something that makes you suffer. But you can't dictate his preferences and asking him to not look at traps just makes it forbidden fruit.
I do agree that it's the CHEATING that's the issue. I don't really understand OP so I might be wrong but it sounds as if their BF is chatting with traps and recording it to wank to later. If he's actually interacting with them, most people would consider it to be cheating. Even if you didn't, the fact he's doing so without bringing it up to make sure he knows you're cool with it (its perfectly ok to do if your partner agrees its cool) is suspicious af.
Talk with him OP, don't install a keylogger. That's equally fucking shady and creepy af. You came across what you found without invading his privacy to an unreasonable degree. Doing shady shit just gives him room to make the issue about YOU
>>8795432
this anon got it, listen to this OP and good luck
>>8795381
>>8795390
>>8795402
actually I'm almost new here, I've just been here for about a week and for you to know that pretty true, you will get hair in that zone
>>8795388
>just shut the fuck up buttmad chaser
>chaser
only disgusting people with very low self-esteem would want to date a trannie
>>8795470
Go away
>>8795526
you know what's not going away? the 40%
>>8795432
this
>>8795958
What 40%, you dumb faggot? The 40% of this board that consistently misreads and misunderstands stats about trannies? Cure your stupidity, jump off a cliff.