Lost my virginity and my anxiety is peaking

Sex is a stark, bare, and primal event. Being confronted by something like that can easily further rip away the veil of sanity. You'll be alright.

You suffered abuse for a good thirty minutes and you are experiencing the cognitive dissonance of you thinking you're supposed to like it.

>>8789529
Haha it wasn't great anon but I don't think I'd go so far as to call it abuse.

Honestly might just be too much caffeine and outside stress but as for enjoying it I'm 50/50 I didnt really get much out of it and I don't like the guy as a person so I don't know.

>>8789638
You lost your virginity to someone you do not even like?
No wonder you feel like trash.

>>8789698
I didn't really think I cared but I don't know I guess maybe I do huh.