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> AGP
> Fap
> No more AGP
>AGP
>PCIe
>No more AGP
>>8777930
>agp
>fap
>fapping reminds me that I'm not nor will I ever be a woman
>kill self
I'm still working on that last part
>>8777930
Is that pretty much the bona-fide 'Nope, not AGP' test right there?
>>8777958
> AGP
> not AGP
Nope.
>AGP
>Fap
>No more AGP
>But still so fem I watch how I walk and talk
>there's no escape
>But wonder if it's social norms making me feel shame
>>8777930
You're a fetishist
>>8777992
stop agp shaming!
>AGP
>fap
>fap again
>spend every holiday edging
>>8777930
>agp
>fap
>still want to be a girl
fugg
>>8778051
good night sweet princess
>agp
>fap
>sometimes still want to be a girl
>sometimes disgusted
>??
>>8778936
you're me
>AGP
>fap
>taste my semen
>AGP intensifies
>AGP
>Can't fap cause my body disgusts me
>more AGP
>>8777930
It's called a fetish.
>>8778936
Agp
Fap
Guilt and discust
Still agp
Repeat
>>8779274
So what youre saying is it might be a fetish now, but give it a few years or what?
>>8779639
What I'm saying is that you should interrogate your feelings because having or not having a fetish doesn't make you trans or not trans.
>>8777930
This is literally how fetishes work
>>8779650
Obviously not. It's complicated though, normally I have dysphoria and I wish I would transition just because I think it would make me happier in the long run, if I do manage to pass. But then during the refracroty period I dont have any of that, not often at least, but on the other hand I dont have anything against it either and I dont feel like Im "supposed to be" male then, Im just apathetic I guess. It always comes back, and it's literally there all the time Im not in refractory, it feels weird to have it "belittled" to just a fetish. The problem is the fear of it being just a fetish is what stops me from transitioning, what if I'm just fucking myself over big time? 19 yo now btw, had the feelings since I was a kid and have sexualized since I figured out masturbating was a thing
>>8777930
>tfw you are AGP and you jerk off to being raped by a handsome man who looks a lot like my molester friend.
>>8779735
Molester friend??