Repressing is driving me nuts. Sometimes I just want to shout that I want to be a woman because I feel like I'm going to burst if I don't. I've accepted that I'm never going to transition because my body is already irreparably fucked but I have no idea how to deal with the desire to tell others what I am anyhow. Just keeping this a secret is taking a weird toll on me and I'm not even feminine so it's not like I'm hiding anything. How do you deal with this?
>>8772351
Why do you need to keep it a secret? Do you have anyone you're really close to that you can tell?
I told my best friend that I wanted to change sex but had accepted it was too late and I wouldn't pass, just so they knew what was going on with me.
>>8772378
>Why do you need to keep it a secret?
If people find out I'll face a lot of prejudice which I can avoid by just not doing so.
>Do you have anyone you're really close to that you can tell?
No. No one.
>>8772351
how old are you and why didn't you transition sooner? either way, you should consider transitioning anyway. a chance at happiness is better than a lifetime of misery.
>>8772388
Either learn to be open about it and not give a fuck, or develop some relationships close enough to tell, or accept that the lack of emotional intimacy and trusted people in your life is why you have to keep this a secret
I'm Catholic agp repressor and what help is prayer and confession
>>8772404
Well, you're on the tranny board, so how much has it really helped?
>>8772420
Enough. Nice to see fellow repressors etc
>>8772427
Do you ever wonder what might have been?
How can you live with that?
T. 19yr agp who's starting hormones this week
>>8772351
>I'm not even feminine
So yeah don't do it.
>>8772427
>Enough.
>Tormented
:/
>>8772435
I did few times. Several thing needed to take into account. I'm experiences agp fantasies mostly only sexually and I'm otherwise very ok with being man. I only worried that this fetish will ruin my love life.
25 y old agp repressor
>>8772351
>>>/repgen/
>>8772454
/repgen/ is full bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks
>>8772450
If nothing else, it helps your friends avoid doing things that you know trigger your dysphoria, which can help even if you can't transition.
>>8772450
I started at 22, I don't pass, I didn't really think I had a chance either, but I had a decent result and I'm happier with my body now.
You probably wont, but you could post pics and we could comment on your chances.
>>8772351
>I WANT to be a woman.
>repressing your fantasy.
Why don't you just find a healthy way to express your fantasy. Go do some drag shows.
>>8772440
The one on the left is kinda cute tbqh
>>8772450
go to a therapist
after a few meetings maybe you'll feel comfortable enough to talk about it/agp
could really help
>>8774000
What therapist will understand AGP issues?
>>8774149
Hey, if you're not me but you're responding to a conversation in a way that might make people think you are me I'd appreciate you noting that you're a different poster to avoid confusion.
>>8774149
Gender therapist.
>>8774560
>gender therapists
>even knowing Blanchard's name
>>8777498
Your every day gender therapist, if they had read their DSM, know that autogynephilic fantasies are common among transwomen, especially late onset transwomen, and that it ultimately doesn't matter.
>>8772351
You aren't a woman and will never be one. Accept being a gay male.
>>8778602
You don't have to follow Ray's dogma in order to know a great deal about this condition..
>>8778569
>gay male
spotted the terf tbqh
>>8778569
But I'm not into men you utter retard.
>>8778619
Have you tried it?
>>8778631
What's the contradiction?
>>8778624
Are you serious?
>>8778650
Have a guess.
>>8778653
Yes
>>8778734
You think that the mainstream view is inaccurate for some odd reason?
>>8778747
Thank you, mysterious voice from above!
>>8778746
>some odd reason
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