so, I think I am a transgirl, yet I repress that heavily, trying to be super apathic, masculine and of course not allowing myself to be feminine.
when I try to be feminine around people I feel insanely unsafe and full of anxiety.
WHAT
TO
DO
?
Take hormones you slut
>>8757746
Nice
>>8757729
If you take hormones ill cheer for you! But i understand if you dont want to
>>8757773
I do want to, but I currently can't, so what am I supposed to do until that possibility comes into my life? still, what am I supposed to do 'till then? I'm tired of this inner conflict
If you feel unsafe when you act fem, try just being more emphatic at first, maybe? Baby steps.
be my gf(transben) :3
>>8757924
Why would you want someone who kind of hates herself as your partner?
>>8758066
because making each other feel better is what partners do :3
>>8757884
One good thing to do is start working on your voice. It takes ages to get working right, so starting early is good.
>>8757729
STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.
Don't trap yourself.
Seriously, don't fall for the skittles meme. It's dangerous, and it won't cure your dysphoria. You're honestly better off not fapping.
I'm a year and a half on HRT and I still feel the same around strangers, but HRT has helped me be more like myself around my friends which seems more fem than while I was repressed.
>>8757729
Try being fem on your own to get comfortable first.
>>8760447
This is fine, so long as you don't trap yourself. Being femme is perfectly fine, as long as you don't take the "skittles". Transition has no long-term proven benefits, and many risks.
>>8757729
there is nothing you can do.
skittles meme, no fap does not cure dysphoria either. You just... have to suffer. im sorry.
>>8757884
Why not?
Self med is pretty affordable.