Me irl edition
• Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
http://www.genderlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/voicebook020.pdf
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Previous thread >>8747935
I-Is it s-safe to post now? I haven't been here since March. Is Emma gone?
fml
>pros of being on cypro:
less aggressively awful because no more T brain
female libido
>cons of being on cypro:
depressed all the time
more passively awful due to constant whining and bitching
>10 images early
>>8749662
Emma is dead.
>>8749666
I was lied to and didnt check the image count!
>>8749658
Kekd at this image.
>>8749628
where else am i going to find self-esteem
>>8749658
>tfw the only person that gets aroused by the sight of ur body is u
>>8749679
(That's not true.)
>>8749668
no she isn't, that was a lie to get the crazies off her back
post evidence to back up your claim
>>8749678
calling yourself a crossdresser seems like a blow to self esteem though, isnt it degrading/devaluing? I'd rather be a passable, ugly girl than a cute CD.
>>8749679
iktf
>>8749682
If she's not dead then where is she?
>>8749683
crossdressing wouldn't be something i identify with, but trap is fine, it's an internet meme word people associate with trannies
i can't really just be a girl on the internet posting lewds because i have a penis u know
>tfw lots of people get aroused at the sight of your body
feel good
>>8749688
on an alt obviously she talked to me and carol
Being alive is hard
>>8749694
Glad to hear she's okay, then.
>>8749681
How do you know for certain?
Maybe I'm the biggest agp and have just lied to myself reaaaaallly well
>tfw emma doesnt talk to me
nominating cross gender to replace tranny
trannu is fine. it's the phonetic E on tranne that jiggles my earballs.
>>8749701
You misunderstand, I meant that you're not the only person that gets aroused by your body. <3
hello
>>8749698
this is our conversation after she quit then she got mad at me again
i wish she would talk to me again
>>8749707
I just say train, choo choo.
>>8749710
I guess she wants to be left alone, then.
>>8749715
no she added me and carol again she just doesn't want to be held accountable for her actions, there were people apparently plotting to kill her lmfao and she made a fake apology, i wish she would talk to me i love her
>>8749716
Hold John accountable.
>>8749708
Oh my
>>8749716
Maybe you should let her lie low if that's that case? I like her too but if she wants to disappear then let her, at least she's okay.
tfw no chaser sucking my shecock
>>8749721
>make someone kill themselves
>get someone raped
>haha just let her avoid all the consequences girls
you are pathetic
>>>8749725
who the hell guided her transition? mtfg doesn't feminize deadnames very well.
>>8749728
I thought using a slight variation on your deadname was discouraged? I mean, it's what I did but I thought that it wasn't considered best practice?
>>8749728
probably someone she turned into a puppet desu
Reeses puffs or pumpkin spice cheerios?
>>8749732
I did that, like I'm doing it for all my names, so I don't have to change my signature or Initials.
>>8749732
There's no such thing as best practice or what you "should" or "shouldn't" do, it's what you're going to be called for the rest of your life and so long as it's not some stupid cartoon character then it shouldn't matter.
>>8749741
are you saying I shouldn't change my name to asuka
>>8749747
No, change it to Misato.
>>8749747
Sure, I'll change mine to kurisu
so wat am i workin on tomorrow?
exercize? house work? voice? makeup?
How to turn a straight virgin gay
>take her to the couch
>warm her up lightly, don't go too far
>don't be aggressive enjoy the moment
>kiss her
>only go about 60% Hold some back to award her with
>take her finger and slowly lick and suck on it
>if she starts pushing it into your mouth you're already there
>reposition so that her hand rests comfortably on your breast
>make a confirming noise or breathe a little more heavily
>increase how well you kiss her
>become more passionate
>press into her
>she'll think she found it out her self
>get her into a position where you're kissing up into her
>when she touches your breast again, mimic what she does to you with her breast
>straddle her
>put her hands on your hips to show her it's okay
>give her a lap dance while you kiss her
>move her hands up your hips and to your waist
>keep kissing her and grinding
>move her hands under your shirt and to your breasts, she'll squeeze
>moan approvingly
>her brother comes home
>and you awkwardly blush on the couch with her like nothing happened
>reapply chapstick
>ask her if she wants some
>when she says yes kiss her and tell her that's the best way to apply it
>tell her you have to go
Did I say lesbian, I meant straight hetero
S..sorry
>>8749772
not really
everyone's preferences for their name are different
i personally want to ditch everything about pre-hrt me
>>8749772
Hmm, I know someone with this conundrum
Also, no, unless it bothers you
>>8749775
fat kurisu
>>8749774
Good news, I talked to that guy and he was super cool about it. He apologized and explained how he misinterpreted my actions and was super understanding about my anxiety too. Also I saw that thing you posted and made one of my own lol
tfw severely mentally ill
tfw spaz out so badly you can't move at random times
>>8749779
so are you going to keep seeing him? :s
ust be careful
>wanna see how loud i can yell
tfw i used to be able to make this ultra high pitched banshee shriek a few years ago but i guess my vocal chords masculinized
>>8749770
werent you getting a bf?
bad faye!
bad!
*taps ur snoot with a rolled up papper*
>>8749774
Yeah, feminizing my birth name wasn't even an option, the most popular names around my birth year were all pretty cringeworthy, so I just went with something classy, traditional and timeless. Or as my mother thinks, too posh for me.
>>8749772
As a gender neutral name holder, some old guys will call me rob, I think her brother knows because he calls me red, so you might get nicknames either way that make it more fem or more masc
>>8749783
Or you just forgot how to do it! I bet you can still do a pretty good one if you try ^_^ I yelled that dinner was ready a few days ago and scared my mom because I was so loud :3
Yeah but I'll probably try to keep the physical contact down. He wouldn't have touched me if we weren't already cuddling
>>8749785
Guys are no fun!
I'm really really good at making straight girls enjoy homosexual acts, and that's like half the fun
>>8749778
it me
>>8749797
elanna what's it like being cute
>>8749770
Man I look like hell warmed over. DMT wrecked me after being sleep deprived
Look she posted the exact same picture again.
>>8749802
ur hi
gross
don't ask me about sleep =P
>>8749795
>Guys are no fun!
confirmed for never been with a guy
>>8749687
God help me, is there more to this?
yo am i fucked (duh) or are the file names on pictures wierd tonight? or is it just alot of OC and no staples?
>>8749807
I'm French so Mirielle looks misspelled to me.
>>8749808
Probably.
tfw u're brain is broken
It's weird if you get really really weirded out about getting hard while your doing stuff and keep thinking how bad you want her to eat your pussy in the haze of a three hour makeout session just to snap out of it occasionally and realize you have a penis
Asking for a fiend
>>8749814
yeah idk maybe i'll switch it to mireille
apparently mirielle is a name but i mostly just liked the sound of it
but yeah, snowflakey!!!
>not using a name that takes five minutes to articulate so you can go slow and unautistically speak like a woman.
nvm lets go with -stay-see-
Can someone who has had the depressed feelings of looking down and seeing male junk while feeling like a female (just really depressed, suicidal or not) explain the feeling and perspective a bit? I'm having trouble understanding why you would go through the risk of surgery when you could just present as male, take hormones, and live as the woman you are without it.
Please, I'm looking for information
>>8749815
Wait this is extremely relatable
>>8749788
Honestly there's a few I've been considering
1. A name of approximately the same popularity (way down the list) in my birth year, starting with the same letter
2. Just keep my current name
3. Feminized version of my middle name
4. Name my parents were planning for if they had a girl
That last one, I found out when I was like 10. It the first and only interaction I've ever had with them that even could have hinted to them at any gender questioning on my part. And I set the initials as my password on my Windows 95 user login, which is the earliest thing I ever remember doing on the subject.
do I pass
>>8749821
Well, that's a name nobody would want to wear here. Because of her. Strangely, same reason why the name was popular in Japan.
https://youtu.be/N2OPVQBDQoI
>>8749826
It is isnt it.
>>8749815
Please.
>>8749828
qt desu
>>8749820
top tier tuck
tfw the pepes are going to put you in a concentration camp for being mentally ill and trans in a few years
>>8749824
>present male
>live as a woman
first of all not everyone gets genital dysphoria
second of all don't believe the /pol/ memes about SRS. there's people here who actually had srs and -none- of them regret it
second of all what's the point of being a woman if everyone's constantly calling you a man and reminding you that you're not?
the point of transition is to get to the point where you can functionally be a woman and be treated as such
>>8749833
The clue is in the image.
>>8749824
remaining in boy mode causes psychological stress commonly referred to as repression. the outcome is increased BPD and STD
>>8749824
>>8749820
I basically answered your question, depends what kind of trans you are, but I'm the kind that self inserts as a girl, or forgets they're a boy a lot In the moment, or while drunk or especially high, and it's pretty unsettling
But I don't know if surgery is the right answer, being sterile and having mediocre amputee stump sex sounds pretty bad too
>>8749824
Because it's VILE. It's not mine, it produces literal poison every day that tries to make me kill myself, it has no valuable use (to me; I love them on other people!), it's disgusting to look at, and it feels.....OFF. Extra. Like someone sewed it on or something after I was born.
As for presenting male, that's simply a nonstarter. That's like asking a straight male to 'present furry' or something - it's so completely, utterly, ridiculously unthinkable that I'd rather off myself.
>>8749832
I fucking love short, well proportioned women who dress professionally or classy, it's fucking amazing.
Short people with real, authentic confidence are just always so interesting.
>>8749836
>the pepes
assuming they lose enough weight to get out of bed
>>8749840
All I find is a dead tumblr and moon rune pages.
>>8749837
I meant present as female, I'm sorry. I understand that typo basically twisted my post into a pretzel.
>>8749837
Uhm yes what's her name the league of legends champ regretted it, she said she couldn't stand sex anymore, it hurt, and she lost all drive after
>>8749827
how old are those suggestions?
old and fat.
>>8749851
I wonder if P.Reavz decided to call it quits. I sure hope not.
looking for a mommy pls respond
>>8749853
She also said she's not really trans
>>8749828
AYY
>want to be a girl
>too depressed to put effort into my appearance and all the stuff girls are expected to do.
>I just want a gf who will treat me like a girl in private
>>8749859
>>8749853
Thats Scarlet and I believe the last I read of her she said shes more comfortable now and is happy with it.
>>8749852
i don't really get genital dysphoria 90% of the time so i'm not a good source but it's like
constantly having this piece of shit swinging around that reminds you that you're not a woman
the people who have it really bad sometimes try to cut their dicks off, or at least have a strong urge to
>>8749853
>cherrypicking
do you think all the people who do fine with SRS go on TV to talk about how fine their vaginas are :V
if everyone here who had SRS is happy with it, i think it's fair to say that SRS is a fairly safe bet
>>8749858
She lives as a woman she still wants voice fem surgery
So like idk what to say l, she could live as a guy or tell people to call her a boy if she wanted to
>>8749865
No you goober.
>>8749857
how can i be a mommy for you
>>8749867
She said she transitioned fir fetish reasons and that she fucked her body up too much to go back or something along those lines
>>8749837
i heard some fat old jew hons talking about 'failed transitions'.
imo the vernacular is setting up a false dichotomy.
t. proud hon
>>8749864
Wait you contradicted yourself, people who get a platform on most tv are there to tell a happy trans story, people her are got the surgery and stayed here would be happy
People who weren't happy wouldn't stay in a hug box
Only really knowing a lot of trans women personally gives you a good picture
>>8749873
>transition for a fetish
>"oh my god this isn't like my mtf transformation porn at all :("
>>8749873
She didn't say that until after SRS rocked her, she was fine living full time before then
>>8749876
>/mtfg/
>hugbox
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rcjpags7JT8
I've never been on this board, but I need help and I don't want to be a shithead who creates stupid threads.
I have a friend, I knew them for about two weeks before they started transitioning, but she basically had all of three friends and I'm the type of person where if I call you my friend I actually want to hang out with you instead of sparse texting twice a week or some shit, so we started spending a wealth of time together pretty quickly.
I leave for summer (last year) and come back, we start hanging out again, and, I'm sorry but some of you guys are unlucky as fuck because she was basically passing inside of a three month period. It's astonishing.
Anyway, I'm at a cross roads now, because while I support her and basically love her as a friend now... she's a friend. And she's obviously starting to develop feelings for me, and I'll be honest, I would date her, but the trans bit is an actual deal-breaker (I'm a birther and I still have the image of her pre-transition in my mind). The problem is I'm basically her training dummy, and have been for a year, for interacting with people, testing outfits, voices, etc. And she's really opened me up to the idea of being an 'ally' not just for trans people, but for the under-privileged.
The issue is, can I really be her friend and 'ally' if I wouldn't date her because she's trans? Will she really want me as a friend when this comes to bear? Should I lie and say that it's for another reason ( I hate lying ). Would you want someone to lie to you? Is there any chance that we can continue being as close as we are otherwise? How would you prefer this information being delivered to you?
Please help, she's pretty close to my best friend at this point, and another of our friends confirmed the whole romantic intent and since then its been driving me crazy. Am I a shitty person?
>>8749889
bait
>>8749854
5. Get the anon who just insulted me for no reason to tell me what name she was planning to use and steal it (would be so much easier if you were a trip)
So, how about it?
>>8749894
She used to post about it here for a while and shes mentioned being happy about it now on Twitter many times.
>>8749889
>birther
http://onlineslangdictionary.com/meaning-definition-of/birther
>a person who believes - against evidence - that Barack Obama was born outside of the United States.
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Birther
>A conspiracy theorist who believes that Barack Obama is ineligible for the Presidency of the United States, based on any number of claims related to his place of birth, birth certificate, favorite birthday, or whether or not he has heard the song Africa by Toto.
>>8749856
wtf i <3 anime now
>>8749894
Pretty much this, she's not going to go on her public account and talk about stuff, but she sounds much better still
I know eventually we all get over stuff, I think you could give 100 cis males a forced vagina and most of the ones who didn't anhero over it would eventually find a way to be okay and want to find someone
I mean I'm a good example
I regret my vfs, I don't like defaulting to girl voice, but like I got over it, and it's kinda fun and people I date don't care so
im back to crying every day again
>>8749909
Why do you regret vfs?
>>8749894
Well, I was worried about a number of things before getting SRS, but once they removed the packing, it almost instantly clicked. Just felt normal. And I've pretty much forgotten how it was before, or at least my brain blocks memories of it.
>>8749889
Well it's hard to say how she'd take it without knowing her but personally I wouldn't want someone to lie to me about it. She's probably already accepted that certain people won't want to date her because she's trans. I think you can still be an 'ally' without wanting to date a trans person, although some people would call you transphobic for that. I think those people are idiots.
>>8749909
Thanks for sharing.
>>8749919
Do you still think I can be her friend after (potentially) turning her down?
These reeses puffs floated straight to the top! Now I have a bunch of soy milk left over.
>>8749894
what if you're not trutrans and like your dick but sometimes you get really dysphoric about having it
(but only very rarely)
>>8749915
she lost her cis gf over it
>>8749924
I've been turned down by loads of my friends and it made me sad for a while but it never really soured my friendships with them. Maybe she'll feel the same way.
>>8749915
Idk it was a shock wave in my life, people wouldn't come see me in the hospital when they were like 40 minutes away, I lost my gf, it didn't change who I was inside
It was a mistake, it still brings me comfort occasionally, but I wish I could undo it
>>8749795
girls are pure, delicate and sensible~ you'll never emotionally get so close with a guy than you can with a girl
anime lifestyle
i scratched my arm a little
>>8749929
srs could be for you but ti think it depends on how well u would do afterwards as an agp.
if your t is nuked to like 10 and your sex drive is non existant and your still enjoying transition then srs could be ok.
however if u do srs and then lose your sex drive then you would rpobably end up regretting
>>8749952
aw, what happened?
>>8749960
it was itchy and I scratched it and it started bleeding
>>8749959
i mean i already lost my sex drive when i was on 50mg cypro
i didn't miss it
the only problem was maintenance was annoying as fuck when i had no desire to do it
>>8749962
mm, i used to do that stuff too. my leg skin is basically ruined because of that. the feeling you get when you scatch is sort of even erotic and definitely very satisfying ;-;
>>8749937
when are you getting srs, ffs and a boyfren?
>>8749964
i mean you like your dink and u find maintiennce annoying and only want srs rarely so maybe better wtihout :(
i want eyes that are worth looking at
sometimes my mom used to slap my butt and it made me really uncomfortable and I asked her to stop but she wouldn't listen
>asking male oriented questions about a phantom
uh huh
nice cut tho looks gud
>>8749976
yea i know what you mean. i used to be not too sure if i wanted it, but once i started girl mode and been on hormones after a year i wanted it more.
but im gettin ffs first
>>8749980
my dadd used to tickle me till i peed myself and i told him to stop and he wouldnt :((((
>>8749988
my first priority is probably orchi but idk. ffs is probably farther down the line
though all i need to qualify for either is 1 year legit and 1 year RLE
I wish I was normal.
How does one cope with being a terrible person?
>>8750003
>How does one cope with being a terrible person?
I just never go outside so people don't have to interact with me
>>8750003
As a person who has harassed suicidal people in the past, I just trust in karma. I'm bad, so bad things will happen to me, but I am strong, so I'll deal with them. Where as weak, but good natured people, will eventually get propped up by good fortune, and we can all sort of win in the end. And strong, good natured people, will eventually be rewarded.
>>8750003
If you are a terrible person you dont care about being a terrible person
>>8750011
tfw try to be good natured but have no self control so you just end up being a massive cunt to everybody even though you don't really want to
you should stop being a bad person though.
>>8750003
If you were truly a terrible person, you would have no interest in coping or assuaging any perceived guilt
help I took a hrt and I started peeing from my butt
>>8750003
Time will eventually change your memories of what you've done or bury most of what happened if you wait long enough
>>8750015
I realized a long time ago that, in order to be good and happy, you also have to be interesting. Goodness is a passive thing, but being bad is active, you can go out and turn a shitty day into a great one for you by being a horrible person to other people, but if you're good its mostly just luck.
So, I've come to terms with being a shitty person, because the alternative is being good, but bored.
>>8750037
can u repeat that logic in a different language
>>8750037
or you could just develop empathy and make friends.
maeve detection
>>8750049
mugg
>>8750046
Friend repair damage, they don't help you accomplish things. They don't make you 'better'.
Plus, you have to also be interesting to have worthwhile and interesting friends. If you're boring, you'll have no friend or boring friends, so you're accomplishing nothing.
Goodness is enduring hardships, badness is taking value from the communal good to make up for the deficit left by hardship.
>>8750057
>being garbage but having a conscience about it
it me, it me!
flef
>>8750064
>Friend repair damage, they don't help you accomplish things. They don't make you 'better'.
and harassing suicidal people does?
sounds like you developed philosophical autism to justify your sociopathy.
>>8750069
hi
>>8750067
*oh*
>>8750068
I am terrible at a lot of things
>>8750067
dude wtf
>>8750074
how are you
what's lauren's end game
>>8750081
i don't know
im not really making any plans until I get my brain fixed
>>8750080
I immediately got a cold after handing in my dissertation lol
>>8750087
:/
>tfw not sexually attracted or compatable with trans people, but would be willing to domme one in a bdsm or ropes session for mutual enjoyment
Sorry all you guys out there who just want some intimacy for a bit can't find someone, best of luck to all of you
Signed, full time Daddy
>>8750068
>feel bad for what
;) good girl
Why do benzos taste so sweet?
>>8750085
iktf
i'm hoping that i can manage my ADHD with lsd
then i can make some commission money
but idk doctors are hard.
>>8750092
OMG it's the cutest girl on Earth posting!
...
Why are people so angry and loud?
Why do they hate so much?
Why do they think it is ok to scream at everything and everyone and break things?
Why do they hurt others?
Why don't they care?
>>8750087
>>8750106
>she says this, being friends with /mtfg/'s worst sociopath
>>8750057
>being garbage
Please stop thinking that :(
smug hippo
>>8750106
People haven't had positive disintegration
>>8750029
>labeling people as good or evil based on your own political views
>>8750106
Inner sense of security being trampled.
Society really shouldn't function as well as it does in greater sense, be lucky that laws are enough to keep the majority for physically assaulting each other on the reg. Tribes have to put miles of physical distance between them to avoid constant in fighting, you just have to get screamed at.
Also, fuck em.
>haven't noticed any negative side effects of hrt after over a month
wtf
>>8750106
ask elanna,might answer her question and yours
Why does loneliness make me so anxious… Am I BPD?
>>8750109
>she says, this while I'm having a mental breakdown cause I live with abusive psychopaths and sadposting about it cause I have no one to talk to
>implying talking to = freinds
kms
>>8750129
kill me too please
im not a good role model for my cat
>>8750138
hugg
>get wet from gf
>take of pants when I get home
why the fuck does it smell like pussy omg is my gt memeing me rn >.<
grim reaper go pls, life is gettin gud
>tfw man
>>8750131
I'm not actually suicidal, I've promised myself I'm never doing that again sorry.
>>8750144
the real answer is that abusive think they're doing the right thing (even is sometimes the cognitive dissonance breaks and they have mini breakdowns over who they are)
I haven't had vaginal sex for a long time and my piece of shit girlfriend don't give me sex. It drives me crazy so I have been thinking for a long time to dumb her ass. Why the fuck should I wait for years for her to get a surgery and listen to her complaints "it's muh body muh surgery" yes it is her body but I am not gonna be in a relationship if I don't get a sex and I don't give a fuck about it her complaints about how sex is hard for her. Why the fuck she then wanted a relationship anyway when sex is also part of it.
>>8750148
then leave u dumb shit
>>8750049
all maeves and those illegally harboring maeves must be reported immediately under orders of mein fuhrer
>>8750147
>think they're doing the right thing
I know, but I just don't understand how an actual human can think that the things they do are the right things. Like what has to happen to a person to make them like that. I've had horrible shit happen to me and it's made me care about everyone a whole lot more than myself.
>>8750157
My life is a long and dismal tale.
hang in there mtfg
>>8750158
please do not hurt maeve
>>8750163
You don't matter
Give up
>>8750163
>youdont.jpg
>>8750157
I will date a cisfemale who is not a fucking crazy bitch who has problems with a sex. I can assure you that most of cisfemale are not crazy bitches who sre little kids with their bodies.
>>8750165
Don't bully people please.
>>8750148
If you'd break up with someone just for that you don't fucking love them and certainly don't fucking deserve them.
Leave them now.
>>8750157
B-b-but anon is right there why would she have a right to deny sex ;__;
>>8750169
I have to
I'm Punished Anon
>>8750162
human brains find paterns, they will eventually find a puzzle piece to justify what they're doing.
heck you're in a group that shat on me and judged for a half hour and then banned me after, you can probably just go look at that and figure out what story they made up and why and then deduce on your own how people work from that
Has anyone else here gotten a vagina to start forming with weed and hypnosis/frequencies/affirmations?
>>8750180
Yes
only good cop
>>8750162
somehow some people live in the illusion of that they can't do anything wrong. prolly some narcissistic personality disorder stuff.
>>8750180
does smoking so much that you forget you're really a guy count
>>8750173
Sex is a normal part of life and I too deserve it. Why would I stay in a relationship that is good but lacks sex? Why would I be a bad guy to do it.
>>8750162
>>8750178
Jonathon Haidt says that all reasoning is post-hoc
we make a decision based on intuition, gut feeling, emotion, whatever, and then we rationalize that with our logic
so everything everyone does is justified according to themselves because thats the only way we can be
(im a bit skeptical but i think he is at least mostly right)
>>8750148
>caring this much about sex
i'd be completely fine in a relationship without sex desu
>>8750183
Oh, nice. How fully formed is yours? If you don't mind me asking.
>>8750189
I never forced her to have sex. She just said no and I was like okay after repeating that for various times I have come to conclusio that I should leave her then. You clearly have never dated for assuming these fucked up things
I'm going to drink my sadness and dysphoria away tomorrow
>>8750196
I don't know it keeps bleeding
>>8750188
Are you really a guy? o_o
>>8750184
are we not allowed to say all cops are bastards now that this information has come to light
>>8750200
What are you doing to it? Mine was just flaps forming on my ball sack that got wet in-between and felt really good to touch. I went into boy mode and I lost most of my pussy, but I'm trying really hard to get her back. Have your ovaries gone inside?
>>8750195
I would not be
>>8750201
I will leaver and she doesn't deserve to be with me, all these year I have been with I have helped her and understood her gender dysphoria but when I asked for one thing in this relationship more it was a smack to the face so I hope she will be abused a lot in her next relationship ;)
>>8750192
well if you have a code of ethics, most things arent a decision
the system works if you steal something, and then justify later why, stealing and most violent bad things are impulsive, psychopaths and sociopaths are hallmarked with impulsiveness.
but if you say I don't steal, you might get an impulse, but you just always stick to who you are and actively chose not to do it.
>>8750177
I've been punished all my life and I don't bully people.
>>8750178
I did, I still don't get it, maybe I'm just broked.
>>8750186
An entire family though? Like I do plenty wrong, but I direct it at myself.
>>8750195
I think any relationship I have would probably be like that, I can't even have any form of physical contact.
>>8750210
Basically I got a piercing down there and listened to vagina growth beats on YouTube and it split open!
>>8750211
>i hope she will be abused
you're scum
>>8750204
my brain doesn't think so, shits annoying
>>8750214
My life's come crashing down and I've burnt every bridge. Punished Anon needs to bully
>>8750214
well here's an easy question then, what makes a person that stays in that sort of group good?
t-this is me
>>8750225
It doesn't, I'm not good, I sad and lonely and don't deserve anything.
>>8750214
yeah it's a bit of a genetic thing too. you don't have to get it but you are way more likely to develop NPD if family members have it. I just stopped interacting with certain parts of my family because of that.
>>8750201
Mtf libido happens to change a lot because of hormones and the gender dysphoria takes a lot of libido away. Hormonql recipe change easily can bring libido back. I have seen cis people act as much as males with sex
>>8750234
gender dysphoria doesn't reduce libido, it just reduces your want to do anything sexual, ie the urges are still there
it's not having any T that does that
also just because -some- cis girls are horny, doesn't mean the average cis girl shlicks to loli porn several times a day
the average cis girl is far less interested in sex than the average guy
>>8750233
I don't have a choice, I live with them and can't get away.
Maybe I deserve it. Maybe I attract horrible people.
Which trip is the least racist?
>>8750201
Now I see the reference
Sorry women have a libido as well senpai, what you're looking for is male entitlement and patriarchal myths used to justify them doing whatever they want to women
>>8750238
you could ignore them tho when they are being shitty to you. if it's your family you just had bad luck and don't deserve it. you didn't attract them they are just your family. moving out is prolly the only good long term option that will work.
>>8750250
female libido is way lower than male libido
hence why men are horny fucks that will fall for literally anybody while women want to save themselves for only the best
>>8750252
Fuck off with your literal unscientific myths used to support rape culture for real
>>8750217
Which video did you listen to?
>>8750255
You know this is just someone taking the piss out of CWC right?
>>8750220
I heard the cure for that is straight voodoo magic. @_@
>>8750254
if male libido isn't more aggressive than female libido, why does literally every trans girl's libido drop on HRT, to the point where some girls have trouble even getting erect when needed
why are most rapists men
why are men always the ones pursuing women
why is porn predominantly consumed by men
>ignoring literally everything about male behavior
>ignoring how little cis girls care about sex compared to men
>ignoring the experience of almost every trans girl
>calling somebody else """"unscientific"""
>>8750257
What is CWC? Chicks with cocks?
>>8750264
https://encyclopediadramatica.rs/Chris-chan
Behold the legend.
>>8750212
kim jong un has decided to nuke seoul after a long night of you and him drinking hennesey and doing blow, he goes to the bathroom and leaves the launch codes in the room with you
do you steal the launch codes?
ethics is murky and its a bit (literally) autistic to argue otherwise, at some point are 'personal ethical rules' come into conflict with other values (even if those values are just other 'personal ethical rules')
>>8750252
No it isn't female libido isn't just orgasm fast like guys have it. The guy have the same right to have sex in relationship as everyone else no wonder he is mad best thing would be couple counseling and have a limit how much sex a week, month etc and get the mood up. Life without sex would be boring and not everyone wants to be in a lesbian dead sex relationship
>>8750261
Boo fucking hoo here comes the rape card. I knew that you were fucked up Mirielle let me say you see yourself as a feminist, right?
>>8750267
Well it's totally possible for a genetic male to become a genetic female. I was growing a vagina, and had curves, soft skin, female mannerisms, a higher pitched voice, reduced muscle mass, and reduced hair on my body, all from just listening to feminizing videos while high.
>>8750252
i think it has less to do with general libido and more to do with the difference in successful mating strategies for men and women
women can only carry 1 child, men can father many children
that difference means men and women have different selection pressures
>>8750276
And that was just from 1 week. But then I regrettably threw that all away as a last ditch effort to save my masculinity and seek enlightenment.
>>8750261
yes there are many men who are only controlled by their need for sex but you are making way too general assumptions without enough space for the many exceptions.
>>8750288
there's horny women and men who don't care about sex
but the general trend is that men are much more sexually aggressive
>>8750278
>different selection pressures
so what you're saying is, the male's need for sex is higher than the female's need for sex????
that's pretty much what i mean by 'men are more sexually aggressive'
>>8750292
>men are much more sexually aggressive
especially muslim men
>>8750297
i mean having a literal rape culture doesn't hurt
who /tranny crusade against islam/ here?
deus vult
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M3D6SrImcmE
what's /mtfg/ think of men who want to date mtf trans?
>>8750305
"ok"
>>8750305
they're usually gross
>>8750307
is that like
>"ok" (don't ever talk to me you creep)
or
>"ok" (notice me senpai)
>have a very shitty day listening to almost constant screeching
>start sadposting
I wish I had friends to visit..
I wish going out didn't make me feel so sick
I wish living here didn't make me feel so sick
Maybe I should have tried harder last time..
>>8750305
pretty good, even chasers desu
>>8750305
Chasers who want to touch penis and fuck ass no real love only rare men there who are different lesbians hate trannies. So in the end forever alone
>>8750310
it's like
"ok" (it's your preference to date who you want and i dont care)
>>8750309
It's because you are ugly hon who doesn't pass
>>8750315
>>8750305
guys are the best, best!
>>8750314
Have you considered punctuation?
>>8750312
>tfw so useless I can't even post correctly
>>8750314
>and fuck ass no real love only rare men there who are different lesbians hate trannies
>>8750314
what am I reading here
>>8750320
I have no strong feelings on this subject one way or another.
>boss battle
>two times in a row he uses an instakill move on my MC right when he's at like 1% health
fucking kill me
>>8750314
you'll learn english some day
>>8750325
>fucking kill me
looks like the boss already took care of that tho
>>8750325
what games is pan playing
>My mother comes into my room
>tells my I look like a woman
good feels
>>8750319
What if they don't buy you the daip?
>>8750329
persona 5 desu.
>>8750335
I think the general consensus is that's it's bad if that is the primary driving force of the relationship, but if that is a side fetish aside from liking their personality they'd be cool with it
>>8750335
what if I dont have a penis but like men
>>8750344
read the question as ''touch penis or fuck ass'' and vote as you feel
>>8750343
chasers are gross in general desu
>>8750332
if they dont buy the diap then we could just be friends
>>8750333
cool my bf liked that game
>>8750335
id let a guy do my butte and its expected to give a courtesy reacharound to show good manners
>>8750348
Do you feel this way because you find yourself gross and anyone who likes you when you're gross is also gross?
>>8750335
Anal is disgusting and mtf penis is not for touching
>>8750351
Hey I have a friend who likes to wear diapers and she wants you to draw a kitty
i like chasers because no other guys will like me so its okay and everything is going to be okay
>>8750348
Well it wouldn't be a chaser if it was the latter surely. If someone connected with you on an emotional level and generally liked you as a person but also enjoyed you being a trans person sexually that's far different from being a chaser
like if a dude wants to be with a woman purely because lol vagina/tits/bimbo it's gross but there's nothing wrong with having a sexual preference or orientation and dating in accordance with it
>>8750357
does she want a baby kitty wearing diaper or just a cute baby kitten
>>8750359
i mean if someone specifically starts dating you because you're trans that's a pretty big "no" sign
like
>a man wants to date you specifically because you're not a woman
>>8750301
>>8750365
She just said kitty
>>8750357
A "friend"
Mhm, suuuuuuure..
>>8750366
yeah but trannys date other trannys bjust because they are trannys... really makes me think :]
>>8750368
im a crusader right here
>>8750369
okie ill draw kitty!!!
>>8750371
good girls crusade against islam
>>8750366
ok but there's a difference between saying
"Im sexually interested in trans women so Ill find one that I can emotionally bond with and start a nice relationship with"
and
"This is a tranny, I dont care about anything else so im going to fuck her regularly"
a straight man only likes women, it's not "gross" for a straight man to enter a relationship with a woman they like despite their pool specifically being women
>>8750371
Thank you
>>8750373
>>8750371
Are the images you post your drawings?
there pretty good
>>8750386
>okay but consider the fact that being attracted to a transgirl specifically means being attracted to her because she's not a woman.
chasers can recognise your validity as a woman in gender while specifically being attracted to you based on your genitals, plenty of chasers call themselves "straight" because they are unnattracted to men, they see you as a woman but with a penis, a sexual bonus they're interested in enough to narrow the pools down
that's not gross, it just may complicate things and you'll need to sit down and discuss sexual boundries and potential surgeries like literally every healthy couple does about anything else
>finding dimorphism attractive
>>8750389
>they see you as a woman but with a penis, a sexual bonus they're interested in enough to narrow the pools down
>that's not gross
>>8750396
it's literally not, everyone does it
plenty of people only date within certain races, or specifically spark conversations with women who are not overweight, etc
it's called attraction and some people have blocks forming relationships with people they're not attracted to
>>8750385
no this is what i draw like (online)
im better drawrer in real life i only draw with my mouse online
>>8750401
>i want to fall in love with a cute futanari girl from my anime
>>8750403
>where they're fine with mtf but fetishize it?
they're not fine with it
most 4chan guys call trans people men, they just happen to fetishize said "men"
boypussy is a prime example of why chasers are pigs
>>8750406
>boypussy is a prime example of why chasers are pigs
How do you mean?
hihihihihi :3
>>8750403
depends whether the individual regards our identities as valid or entirely views us as sexual objects and nothing more
also trap bf =/= MtF
there's not a problem with recognising some invidivuals happen to be transgender, and that sparks a fetish for you, so you take an active interest in persuing porn or narrowing your dating pools to it
there's a problem when you disregard it and see it as pure fetish material, that we're just men who wanted to be kinky or something
>>8750412
read that sentence over until you get it you literal retard
>>8750403
idk i only really see that stuff when people confuse trans with traps
>>8750413
hi
>>8750419
I get it but I'm interested in hearing you explain your feelings and thoughts in more depth, or you can just resort to insult to make yourself feel more secure if you would prefer that.
>>8750369
1 kitten! be quiet she is trying to sleep thouh
>>8750421
pan chan is a man hater :[
I'm sad...
I miss Emma
>>8750402
pls draw shen
>>8750425
She loves it! Good job!
>>8750415
>there's not a problem with recognising some invidivuals happen to be transgender, and that sparks a fetish for you, so you take an active interest in persuing porn or narrowing your dating pools to it
yeah, see, you've narrowed down why chasers are disgusting
>that sparks a fetish for you
you're pursuing trans people specifically for the features they hate about themselves, ie the male attributes they hate
when someone is attracted to a cis girl, it's normal to be enamored with their genitals, but guess what . . .
trans people typically don't like it when a guy keeps asking to suck their dick
you -can- have a good relationship with a chaser, but the basis for a chaser's attraction to you means that 90% of chasers are disgusting
>>8750421
"I get it"
no you don't.
>>8750433
half the chasers view us as a fetish, and the other half hate cis women and view us as "better women" because we can identify with them
you know, because we're men :^)
what can i do to feel less sad?
>>8750440
>you're pursuing trans people specifically for the features they hate about themselves, ie the male attributes they hate
I think you're projecting here. One doesn't have to hate themselves or parts of themselves to be trans.
>when someone is attracted to a cis girl, it's normal to be enamored with their genitals
So if someone is attracted to a trans girl why is it now not normal to be enamoured with their genitals?
>the rest
Seems like >>8750425 was right and you just hate men.
>>8750444
drinking works for me
>>8750444
listen to music and teach yourself how to dance
>>8750429
make a tulpa of emma in your mind
>>8750431
shen like from league of legeunds or shen like sheen(you)
>>8750437
yay!!!! :)
>>8750440
> other half hate cis women and view us as "better women" because we can identify with them
you know, because we're men
its not that they view trans as men just that most transwomen went through male socilization so theirs a type of connection but obviously that isnt their if they were like early transition. its the same thing with trans wanting to be with another tranny because "They understand dysphoria and are the same as them (aka men transitioned into women) by your standards that means they are chasers)"
>>8750447
she said before she hates men :(
when i hookup with men i just say treat me like a girl as in don't touch my dick.
it works.
>>8750428
Yeah, pretty much spot on. Though in regards to genitals/sexual orientation/gender expression Im what you might call "pansexual", for example I was at a (much much younger) time very interested in dating south east asians. A similar analogy can be used - although I did fetishize their bodies based on their genetic makeup, that was never my opening nor full reason to date them, I meerly would surround myself in this pool as they were my sexual preference and I would've liked to date someone with that.
>>8750440
>trans people typically don't like it when a guy keeps asking to suck their dick
Yes but what is "typical" doesn't matter in regards to a consensual relationship. Like I said, a healthy couple discusses their sexual boundries and decides on the fate of their relationship and how that effects it, if both parties are respectful there is absolutely no problem. A bad chaser indeed would be persistent or gross, but there's nothing inherently wrong with wanting to do that and attempting to seek it out as a part of your sexual life. As long as you accept "no" from an answer (i.e respect the health and mentalities of trans people) there's nothing wrong.
>>8750447
google "dysphoria"
and then leave this thread and never inflict yourself upon trans people again
thanks!
>>8750451
>shen like from league of legeunds or shen like sheen(you)
shen like me :)
>>8750460
start here https://community.tulpa.info/forum-guides
i have a good guide i saw on r9k like two years ago it might be in my google drive somewhere
>>8750461
okay i draw shen
do i pass (warning im a little twisted)
>>8750440
yeah a lot of it is to do with us growing up as men I'm not sure if thats too bad though as long as theres no benis touchy
But I don't like the misogynistic nature of some chasers I see here
>>8750444
When I'm sad I try to get myself out of the fetal position and get on my chair and watch the youtubes, that helps sometimes
>>8750456
>Yes but what is "typical" doesn't matter
uhhhh
except for the fact that most chasers like transgirls because they're not cis girls, and are painfully unaware of what trans girls are like outside of vaguely sexualized memes
and most trans girls don't like being fetishized for being trans
yes, if you find a decent chaser who respects you, you can have a healthy relationship, but that doesnt change that the majority are trash tier
see: autist-kun with "One doesn't have to hate themselves or parts of themselves to be trans."
>>8750470
i mean, when a chaser wants you specifically because he expects you to not act like a cis girl
*cough*
most chasers want an obedient pet as opposed to an actual person, hence why they dislike women
>>8750460
ily2 carol, thinks will be okay
>>8750466
ty puff
>>8750475
So you've gone from
>There's something inherently wrong with seeking a relationship with a trans woman
to
>A significant portion of people that seek trans woman as a dating partner are not good people
>>8750457
so tsun-tsun
>>8750481
i'm just going to filter you lol
"you -can- have a good relationship with a chaser, but the basis for a chaser's attraction to you means that 90% of chasers are disgusting"
>>8750493
You have good taste, friend
>>8749827
My parents were gonna name me Amanda if I was a girl, very ironic in my opinion
>>8750496
wait, are you my lia?
>>8750477
okay i drew u and the tiny hotdogs and jucie box!
>>8750502
draw Tsundere mtf-chan?
puff draw God
>>8750504
D-don't bully my best buddi pandora please.
>>8750502
Can you draw something nice to cheer me up?
>>8750475
>most chasers want an obedient pet as opposed to an actual person, hence why they dislike women
maybe some, but even if this was true, I don't thing theres much beyond chasers for us :(
chasers here feel free to add
>>8750502
uwu
dat me bringin u them btw
>>8750505
do u mean pandora
>>8750506
what do u mean
>>8750511
sure ill try
>>8750514
yea!!! :)
chasers(male female or trans) arent chasers unless they want to suck the cocc or be the bottom imo
>>8750516
>do u mean pandora
yep
>>8750504
that is a great picture anon, thanks
>>8750526
Pay me back in [spoiler]pure[/spoiler] [spoiler]kisses[/spoiler]
>>8750530
okay anon!
>>8750522
>>8750539
spoilers don't work so just punish me for being stupid instead
>>8750543
well I guess if thats what you wish for...
>>8750541
dats mean gurl, owchie
>>8750541
>"girl"
gotem
>>8750545
>>8750544
>beliveies somone will die if they dont give 10$
-.-
>>8750554
move pointer up :^)
>>8750561
dont use the pointer >O>
>>8750560
how many autistic people on the itnernet does chara have "contorl" over lol
>>8750560
I've heard of this chara person, didn't they get someone to carve their name into her leg?
Is she a sociopath?
>>8750570
a sociopath stay away from her
i need somebody to love because i cant leave the house and i need food it would be a dream to have my boyfriend bring me a bagel right now but i am ugly and mentally ill and i think im just going to be hungry now
>>8750570
she's a NEET who manipulates people (usually underage trannies) into self harm and sometimes blackmails them
she also has bots in servers that collect selfies / log chats
tl;dr stay away from chara / piety and any friends of chara / piety
>>8750568
AFAIK the main two right now are alines and makayla
>>8750568
[use pointer]
>>8750575
piety is nice to talk to in voice
>>8750582
if you ignore her sociopath she is nice
>>8750585
if you ignore water being wet, it's quite dry
>>8750511
i kind of lost track on what i was trying to draw but i drew me and mybf on a date
>>8750585
i think she tries to be nice and then tricks people like i saw a chat log were she was being nice and wanting makeup or something and tryig to get someone to buy them for her (probably to steal their address and name info
>>8750590
you should try talking to her first
>>8750593
I wanna see the top half of bluepants person there
>>8750593
just dont give her anything that she can hurt you with and she is fun
>>8750595
yeah, no. i'm just going to continue viewing her and her friends as scum.
>>8750600
you did worse things to carol you are scum
truscum has an iq of 80 and prays west
>>8750603
you're worse for attempting to defend a sociopath
>it doesn't matter if they're bad people if they're nice to me
tfw chara hurt the cinnamon rolls
>>8750499
I dont know, whos your Lia? :o
>>8750608
>threats to post carols logs
>blackmails her off the thread
>still posts the logs
you're a sociopath like chara
>>8750615
shes greek
Ill meet her in 2 months.
tfw was reading about ayy lmaos and now im sppoked
>>8750617
mummy p0rnz
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Positive_disintegration
>>8750617
Oh, then I'm afraid I'm not :( Im very Swedish
Well actually Ive got brown hair and eyes
>tfw when not aryan cutie
>>8750618
the scariest thing is thay they're everywhere, hidden in plain sight https://www.instagram.com/stef.sanjati/?hl=en
Just took my first HRT dose in weeks!
Feels so good.....
>>8750624
swedish, wew
condolences
>>8750603
what happend to carol :<
>>8750596
owww yes me and daddy :)
>>8750629
pandora blackmailed carol and after carol did what she asked pandora still posted all her logs publicly
mommmy dox
>>8750631
:( what the heckl pandora
>>8750628
No it's a good thing :D Healthcare is great and while we do have some problems it's not at ALL as bad as American media etc would like you to believe, still pretty utopic here ^^
>>8750629
tl;dr carol started slaving for chara and making other people cut herself and stuff
then she reformed and promised not to talk to her and try to be a good person
then a few months later she started talking to chara again except she was lying to everybody about it
so i threatened to post logs of her talking to chara unless she left /mtfg/. then i realized that even if she left here, she'd still talk to people elsewhere
that being said if i could do it again i'd only post one or two screenshots, as opposed to all >that
>>8750636
its not. I am german. youre even more fucked than we are.
>>8750639
you are a sociopath monster you deserve to be ugly forever
>>8750641
Why do you think so?
>>8750644
stop projecting
>>8750645
because she's a mentally ill white nationalist and sweden is "the land of the cucks!!!!"
>>8750644
Noone deserves to be ugly forever :<
>>8750645
one of my closest friends lives in southern sweden. I suppose it isnt as bad if you live in the north
>>8750647
go be a pedo off my board
>>8750653
I come from northern Sweden but recently moved south
mommy rhymes whith domme me
coindcendence?
>>8750659
this anon is a lesbian
>>8750666
how did u know
>>8750667
you have the gay disease
you're going to be afflicted with terminal amounts of girl kisses
>>8750644
Don't be mean to pandora!
:((((
>>8750671
>terminal amounts of girl kisses
pls
>>8750671
is it contagious?
>>8750677
probably desu
if you get a kiss from a girl with the lesbian disease you get it too
>>8750682
Is there one for boy kisses? :<
>>8750685
watch out Pan hates men, don't bring up boy kisses.
>>8750682
since all of you are kissless virgins theres no risk so dw
>>8750685
no
boys just give you a lifetime of regrets and unfulfilled dreams :)
>>8750689
They also give me a lot more exciting daydreams :x
>>8750688
lmao
>nbw kissless virgins give best Estrogen cuddles
Valerie Solanas is my hero
>>8750691
I'll excite your daydreams if you gimme them deetz guuurl
just imagine a world without men
its possible, and we can make it happen within our lifetime
>>8750689
What do you do for money? how are you here 24/7?
>>8750706
i'm doing my part!
>>8750702
Thanks but no thanks
>>8750707
i was on financial aid but i had an anxiety attack over renewing my financial aid so i'm going to stop getting it
then i'm going to see if i run out of money
>>8750659
daddy rhymes with Mark Addy though.
>>8750735
daddy rhymes with baddy
>>8750742
goody
>>8750744
Where did you get that picture of me from? Delete it now!
>>8750752
daymn gurl u thicc
>>8750752
I FUCKING KNEW you were going to make this most the moment I saw anon post that gif.
baka
>want to go on holiday
>don't know how to book a plane ticket
>don't know how to use an airport
>don't know how to get a visa
>don't even know how to book a hotel
Who /no life skills/ here?
Ive went through all the transition timeline and there were like 2 who were even close to having is as bad a brow as I do, and they were barely close
fml
>>8750770
It's not that bad, traveling alone for the first time is SUPERSCARY but youre not the first to be alone for the first time at an airport and if you ask people for help theyre gonna help you, it's their jobs. And as for booking things, just call the companies, once again you're not gonna be the first and theyre gonna be more than willing to help you since they make money from you ^^
>>8750770
hold this i'm going to slep
>>8750770
where were you planning on going on holiday to
>>8750770
but all of that is super easy, you simply get it online
>>8750794
These days, pretty much this. It's a lot faster and more convenient so traditional ways to do all that are going the way of the dodo.
*transes ur gender*
>>8750770
>want to go on holiday
>no money
>too scared
I get depressed and feel like life is pointless and get angry and want to cut and play violent music and die kill things, and I dont want to transition to woman, I dont like being a woman like that
but then when im happy and all is okay and im just relaxed and listening to comfy music and life is ok, i really wanna be a woman and get bad GD and the lot
what am i
there's nothing more pure than the love between a transbian and her mommy gf
Today I dreamt I was in a frozen farmland, and then a house was burning, and then we threw water on it and the water froze fire.
Some really cool imagery there.
Also good morning.
>>8750770
>google it
>get it online
>politely ask around with puppyfeic
It's really easy, though. Consider it is made so that even really dumb people can manage it.
>>8750780
I guarantee my brow is worse.
Ironically I've travelled on my own before, you can give your kid to an air stewardess and they take care of and deliver at the other airport. That's how I travelled to and from Jamaica when I was 4 - 7. I'll never forget that, they put my boarding pass in a pouch around my neck and this air stewardess lady held my hand around the airport and fed me dinner on the plane. Good times.
Call what companies? The airline? Some third party ticket company?
>>8750793
Maybe New York, maybe Hollywood, Maybe Cape Canaveral. They're launching the world's biggest rocket next year.
>>8750794
What websites???
>>8750799
What were the traditional ways???
girls are very cute imo
theirs nothing more pure then a barely functioning mentally ill 50iq hsts being taken care of by a big strong caring daddy bf
>>8750825
For the flight, the website of the airline.
For hotels booking.com for example
>>8750799
And remember I said I wanted to meet you as well. How the fuck do I get to France? Swim???
>>8750834
How do I know what airline goes there? How do I know which one is the cheapest?
I didn't know you could book internationally on booking.com
>>8750832
>functioning at all
lmao
>>8750770
i've never been outside the EU before, so i always forget that you need visas to visit certain places
>tfw you'd turn up in america without a visa and probably get gunned down by airport security when you tell them you don't have one
>>8750825
Travel agencies, going to wait in line at embassies for visas, physical tickets and check-ins at airports... All that was a hassle.
>>8750839
Check out Google Flights, it's pretty good I used it all the time when visiting my ex
>>8750839
google "flight x to y" then google shows you which airline can get you there and the prices.
I booked my hotel in korea and belgium with booking.com
>>8750835
Plane would be more sensible. You probably can travel to France with normal ID, no visa, not sure if a passport is even required.
worship the moon
>>8750853
you still need a passport to travel from the UK to france, silly
we're not in the schengen area
worship the daddy
>>8750853
Yeah, England is still in the EU so no visa required
> If your passport describes you as a British Citizen you won’t need a visa to enter France.
>>8750858
You can travel from France to the UK with only a national ID card. I know I did a few times before I even had a passport. I just don't know if the UK has some form of ID that can substitute for a passport that way.
>>8750854
Always~
>>8750825
since its the US and you're a British citizen you will need an ESTA afaik: https://esta.cbp.dhs.gov/esta/
for hotels and stuff sites like expedia cost more but can make it easier
you'll also need a passport and to bring the ESTA with you
its best to arrive 2-3 hrs early to the airport
>>8750840
a hug would be nice
i think the problem is i struggle to function in normal society too long. when i do that i have GD, i dont want to present male and i despise the idea of showing up for work in a suit or with moustache or shadow or man voice. its horrific. same with romance and friendships.
but all of that i feel is unachievable by me anyway and the more realistic path is that im going to drink myself into stupor and bleed out on a sidewalk some time and in that case i want to just stay real and be a dude
i just dont think im going to transition and then decide oh great, working sounds fantastic and all of my trauma/autism totally magically no longer effects me :)))
>>8750863
>You can travel from France to the UK with only a national ID card.
unfortunately, it doesn't work the other way around
national ID cards never really took off here, i don't even think the old ones are still valid anymore
gn
>>8750870
>i just dont think im going to transition and then decide oh great, working sounds fantastic and all of my trauma/autism totally magically no longer effects me :)))
Consider that you're broken for life. However, you'd do well not break yourself further, and maybe some of the stuff may just be able to be mended and patched up.
Then you can be a high functioning and mostly happy kinda broken girl. That sounds better now, doesn't it?
>>8750876
France is pretty big on ID papers. Social security card (not valid for ID purpose, though), national ID, passport, driving license, hunting license (actually valid ID within French borders, strangely enough.)
I'll have to get all that changed separately when I get the court decision for my birth certificate change. Going to court is only the beginning of a massive tangle of red tape...
I know I shouldn't be asking and here isn't the best place to ask, but...
Is Lillian a nice name?
>>8750881
Nini, sheen.
>>8750883
I'm broken from stuff that isn't even remotely trans related. Namely, endogenous depression, PTSD as well as occupational burnout from a toxic organization. Transitioning again was a last ditch attempt at keeping my head out of the water. I didn't expect it to work at all. It turned out fine.
>>8750901
That can be a male name, so it's a bit of a double-edged sword...
>>8750910
How is Lillian a male name?
>>8750883
yeah you make a good point
go for the good shit because ill die anyway
i feel like a dead, rotting corpse of a boy, disgusting and looking towards unachievable angel like beauty and longing
in reality im just a normal femboy with maybe some metalhead hair and shitty grey skin and id probably pass alright because i do sometimes now
I've kept in line for my endo apt and got meds coming so ill stay on track I guess
thanks
>>8750901
it sounds like an old lady's name
i like miso more, it's a more delicious name
>>8750925
morning egg
>>8750925
yes hello
>>8750916
Here's a famous example.
The Goddess loves you all
I'm going to try and hit 50 mph on this downhill with my new racing bike, wish me luck.
>>8750910
Well, it would be a Lilliane, I just adapted it to english because, you know. I never saw a male person named either though. Excluding soccer guy I guess.
>>8750923
I can't have Miso as my legal name, Anon. As much as it would be kinda nice to. I'm not even asn in the first place.
There's and old jap lady that I know that goes by Lillian, and she makes some really good japanese bar food.
>>8750922
I've got the The Wire song playing in my head for some reason. Good luck, anon, don't give up on happiness and being the little girl.
Oh, and since I unearthed that for another thread, guess where I am in this pic (don't spoil it if you've seen my timeline.)
>>8750950
That girl in the green sweatshirt makes me feel a lot better about myself.
>>8750949
>I can't have Miso as my legal name, Anon. As much as it would be kinda nice to
i see no reason why not, lots of people have names that don't match their nationality or ethnicity
i think you shoud call yourself ariadne, it reminds me of spiders
>>8750957
Yeah, looking at real cis girls is a good way to remember most aren't supermodels. Something 4chan could make you forget.
>>8750950
Oh that was you in the other thread. You kinda look like a girl in that pic.
>>8750950
Is that qt person pressed against the wall on the left, 2nd row from the bottom up, with the glasses and white sweatshirt and hand adorably awkwardly on the wall thingy a boy? Because if yes, kinda, that one.
>>8750950
They all look really friendly, were they?
>>8750976
Yeah, that was me more than twenty years ago.
>>8750978
A few tough, mean girls and bad boys in there, but, yeah, mostly friendly.
>125 images
fuck is wrong with you?
>>8750967
>tfw some guy I met claimed I look prettier than many girls on the street
The bar is set lower than i thought.
>>8750993
You're in London. I can definitely believe that.
>>8750960
Ariadne is too wordly and not pure & innocent enough. Also it is a meme tranny name here, so eeeh. A-also do I remind you of spiders?
Also also, I don't wanna be named after fermented rice and soy and eat myself every night. Come on, I'm not that lewd.
>>8750984
I'm a kickass spotter. You looked pretty girly already though.
>>8751000
This is why we invaded France.
miso seem like a very nice girl
>>8751005
>A-also do I remind you of spiders?
when i think of brazil, i think of spiders and transgenderism, and when i think of you, i think of brazil
i just like the name ariadne though, it's what i always name my characters in RPGs
Wait so no new thread? :o
>>8751005
I had been self-medding for about a year at that point. And I was pretty much one of the girls, socially speaking.
>>8750950
you looked like martin shkreli even then
>>8751012
I'm secretly a cuddlevampyre, though, and I would be more than willing to succ you out of your life energy. Beware.
>>8751021
My characters are normally Melissas and Victorias and Amandas. Hmmm. And there's not that many spiders here, they are just in every corner of the house, mild stuff.
>RPGs
W A N N A P L A Y?
>>8751041
>And there's not that many spiders here, they are just in every corner of the house, mild stuff.
i think the people of brazil need to put aside their differences and exterminate the eight-legged menace to extinction
>W A N N A P L A Y?
i don't think i've ever played a multiplayer RPG before, i tend to stick to single-player ones where i can savescum pickpocketing and where people don't judge me for my hilariously mismatched armour
>>8751077
that doesn't look very appetising
i don't want to eat food that has a screaming face
Is it time to jump threads?
>>8751065
Nooo, they are house spiders. Almost like pets, and they keep annoying insects away. Spideys a cute.
>multiplayer
Tabletop? I'm trying to get a group together. It is going to be f u n ~
Also lel, that dialogue. I'm not quite sure about the game, Shadowrun maybe?
>>8751077
Low blow ;_;
I'm so sad and exhausted and hopeless I just want it to end.
I can't anymore.
Inb4 kys.
Seriously considering it. Who cares? We all die in the end.
>>8751085
is monkey soup a real thing
can you get it in restaurants or is it just for people with little else to eat
>tfw finally learning unity with tetra
>tfw finally going to make the games we talk about
>>8750873
I posted in the new thread too but since we seem to be sticking to this one for a while Ill just copypaste it here
yours is definitely better than mine, I would post it but 1) I have a very close friend who browses 4chan, he's mostly on b r9k pol and wsg but even the slightest chance of him seeing it would make me suicidal
2) ugly manbrows ;_; I want a nice curve to them not just a bunch of hair on my forehead
>>8751095
Why do you feel that way?
>>8751095
i mean yeah that's true but why not just hang around until you physically can't anymore, you never know what might happen
and maybe reincarnation isn't real and you'll never have another chance
>>8751085
>Nooo, they are house spiders. Almost like pets
i told you ariadne the spider queen suits you
>Tabletop? I'm trying to get a group together. It is going to be f u n ~
what TTRPG, D&D? i've never played that before, although i've played a lot of D&D video games
are you a TTRPG pro?
>Also lel, that dialogue. I'm not quite sure about the game, Shadowrun maybe?
it's underrail, although the shadowrun games are amazing too
>>8751100
Second option. I think monkey hunting is 100% illegal anyway, they are too much alike the average citizen for it to be allowed.
>>8751123
Miso! And here I was looking up to you :(
>>8751112
>a lot of D&D video games
Baldur's Gate? Planescape: Torment?
>underrail
I remember that name. The one with post-apoc setting and a deep crafting system, was it?
>what TTRPG
Special snowflake system I've been working on for years. Alternative modern fantasy with alchemy as science.
>are you a TTRPG pro?
Nah, I've just read and watched a lot of stuff. Even played sometimes too! People say I'm a nice GM, though.
>>8751133
We call each other monkeys all the time, its alright. :3
>>8751150
>Baldur's Gate? Planescape: Torment?
yeah, both of those, as well as others (ToEE, Icewind Dale, etc.) - i'm a real sucker for isometric RPGs, and a lot of those tend to use D&D rules (or something similar)
>I remember that name. The one with post-apoc setting and a deep crafting system, was it?
yeah - i mean, i don't like describing games as "it's x crossed with y", but i'm gonna be a hypocrite and say it's basically metro 2033 crossed with fallout since that's more or less a perfect description of underrail
>Special snowflake system I've been working on for years. Alternative modern fantasy with alchemy as science.
are you making your own TTRPG then? that sounds awesome
do you have a site or something where you've been documenting your progress? i'm extremely curious
>>8751150
Hmmm okay then
Fuck, like after three hours of being constantly hard and tucked, when the adrenaline wore off, it felt like I got punched ten times there
Woke up, still hurts
>>8751174
>do you have a site or something where you've been documenting your progress?
Not really. Yet. I have a LOT of textbooks lying around because I think better on paper and few stuff on google docs. But I have a discord and I'm going to write stuff down now so it is playable this week, so, you know, if you want to...
Kunya#1467
>>8751175
And y-you too! You're nice and having you on discord would be nice so, you know, if you want to too...
>>8751212
voice discord or just text?
>>8751212
i'll add you, but just FYI i'm a cis dude (i always tell people that before i add them here, just because not everyone wants to talk to dudes)
>>8751241
No that's what I dont want, not until my voice isnt as deep as a bloody ocean trench atleast ;_; Also Id have to make a new discord since my current nick is very linked to my real name if you google it so yeah Ill give it a go, oki?
>>8751241
i'm not a chaser, i'm just making sure that everyone in /mtfg/ is being good
i've been doing a terrible job of it so far
eyyy mtfg hows it goin
>>8751236
Hello!
>>8751241
Sent you a friend request :D
>>8751280
Hi miso!
I'm still looking for someone to repeatedly beat me up. Nobody wanted to at burgertime. Maybe someone from the eu?
>>8749679
Post body. I can change that ;).
>>8751291
Why do you want to be beaten?
>>8751266
>Hello!
good afternoon, i hope you're having a cute day today
also, i don't mean to alarm you, but milk does not have flesh
Just gonna leave this here
>>8751291
if you want someone to beat you up, just flirt with a turkish guy and then drop the t-card on him :^)
>>8751301
I need to become a masochist
>>8751329
sorry forgot to attach image
>>8749724
Tfw no trans shlonk in my mouth
>>8751307
that's one wet kiss
>>8751363
Tbh I've discussed this at length with people irl
That the amount of saliva in hentai is just completely out of whack with reality, also tongue kisses.
Tolerable in still images but kinda gross animated.
>>8751372
hentai is just really big on fluids for some reason
i mean, if you're producing enough cum to cover a girl like a goddamned glazed doughnut, you should apply your talents at the local sperm bank and retire a millionaire at 30
>>8751372
Ive noticed that before, its like everyone had dental surgery beforehand and the numbing agent they use is still wearing off or something like that
>>8751385
Maybe Japan is just really big on dentistry
>>8751380
Tbh I'd hire them and I'm not even a sperm bank
>>8751344
They kiss all the time because they have nice teeth
>>8751398
>Maybe Japan is just really big on dentistry
judging by the state of japanese teeth, i think it's still an infant industry over there
>Tbh I'd hire them and I'm not even a sperm bank
that's lewd
there's no reason a girl needs that much sperm in or on her
>>8751413
Girl penises have teeth?
>>8751420
Can't a girl dream?
>>8751427
I replied to the wrong post XD
>>8751427
>Can't a girl dream?
a girl should dream of loftier things
it's not befitting for a young lady to have such things on her mind
>>8751451
I see nothing wrong with desiring a successful scientific career during the day and to be stuffed full of cum during the evening
>>8751481
I would argue it sounds a touch limiting, but the heart wants what the heart wants.
>>8751481
I'm gonna stay here where theres nicer people like you and miso
>>8751501
>predatory transbian
>nice
pick one
>>8751481
imagine working with a cute, shy girl in the lab who's clumsy and asks too many questions and thinking that she's probably only ever heard about sex from biology textbooks, then finding out that she spends her nights browsing a degenerate tranny forum and talks about hardcore hentai and getting stuffed with cum like the world's luckiest christmas turkey
>>8751518
I'm bi and submissive
>>8751523
really breaking the mold there
>>8751537
We are the 95%
>>8751537
thanky~
>>8751398
Is that yuri tho? The one in the right is a boy who changed into a magic girl because he always wanted to be one
Still a boy
>>8751660
> The one in the right is a boy who changed into a magic girl because he always wanted to be one
It me
Whhyyyyy did no oneeee telll me blue balllss isn't a jokeeeeeeeeeeeee
This is the worst pain ever I sprained my gt
>>8751750
cumming makes blue balls go away
too bad you can't use your gt
you'll have to find another way
Which trips are good people
>>8751888
thats subjective and has no true answer, you need to find for yourself
>tfw never had sex ed so I barely understand sex and anatomy
hi girls rate my 2PM breakfast
>>8751911
looks interesting tambo :)
hows it going?
>>8751917
I woke up at 7AM because my back hurt and couldn't get back to sleep until I did some stretches. Still kinda sore. Now I'm just chugging along eating all this food. Today feels like a good day to make some music.
How are you?
>>8751934
pretty okay :)
feel a bit sick tho
What kind of music? sounds exiting :)
also were in the other general
>>8751888
I'm the worst literally.
>>8751750
Blue balls are real but not in the colloquial way, and you can actually die from it if you develop an infection. Seminal, prostatic fluid and a little pee try to come out, but since they can't they return to your prostate sack and then they fester and mingle and become full of germs and you can get prostatitis. especially when you can't get full on hard erections in the sex position when you are the person in the bottom in a girl on top scenario. Or you have fucking tight tucks that prevent cumming.
Seriously. I am not making this up. My ex boss had this and had to be operated. I was starting as a draftsman in an architecture firm I was 19 and he was 36. Missed like a.month off of work and had to get his prostate operated on.
>>8750456
What about you always get "no" about every sexual thing, what is the point of relationship then fucking nothing. Better to just dumb a stupid bitch who has too many problems
>>8749937
> Didn't want sass around.
Ok
So I guess yeah, you can't control who you love or loves you back. And sometimes the people that want to be around u aren't the people that want to be around you.
But that's just the nature of life. I remember u had a preddy cool fling afterwards with someone else whom you visited and stuff. So. Yeah. Sometimes you got to focus on what you have instead of what you don't. Whatevs.
I hope u happy