First time you ever felt Lesbian/Gay/Bi/Trans

>>8735182
I was 12 and thought my dick didn't work because straight porn didnt appeal to me, then at PE at school i realised i like boys instead

i never participated in PE after that because the thought of getting a boner during was terrifying

>>8735188
Damn, I feel that. Always popped a chub during gym-class and felt hella guilty for it

>>8735188
>>8735212
That is actually really creepy

>>8735212
there was this one cute kid with a natural tan who always took his shirt off for track and i failed PE because of him alone

>>8735220
Never acted on it lol, can't control what turns you on, especially as a super horny pre-teen

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>>8735182
>Be me
>Age 11
>Realise being trans is a thing
>Wan't to be a girl more than a guy
>Not that uncomfortable, just confused
>Decide it is something I would do if I outlived my family and were to never see my friends again

>Age 14
>Things are fucking weird, think about being a girl all the time, envious of their bodies
>Tell myself that I am plenty masculine and I'm just want them sexually
>Workout like a monster daily until I have a crazy lean and muscular body
>Don't much care for it

>Age 17
>Consistently flirted with but ultimately very jumpy around girls (only when they are interested in me)
>Freaks the fuck out anytime anyone talks about anything trans
>Keep telling myself that I am fine how I am and transition wouldn't let me achieve anything I actually want
>Tell myself I just need a girlfriend
>Ask one out
>hotandintelligent.jpg
>We hit it off and for a little while I think that must have been it

>Age 18
>Can't stop thinking about how much I'd rather be a woman daily
>Go through depressive streaks and can't stop thinking about transition
>Self harm in the mirror
>Depressive drunk fit around friends
>Tell my gf that I just get depressed about things

>Age 19 (3 months ago)
>This isn't going to stop
>fuck.cpp
>First year of uni over and I felt miserable for a lot of the time despite doing incredibly well in the course
>This isn't going away
>Tell my gf (still the same, we did long distance) that I'm trans
>She supports me
>Go to the GP and tell my family 2 days later
>I'm currently storing gametes and am nearly on hormones
>gf is moving to another country for uni but I think we can make it

>>8735182
>feel this weird need to crossdress
>touch myself when i do
>cum for the first time
>from then on can only come thinking of being a girl

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>be me
>like 6 or 7
>watching ScoobyDoo with some other kids
>we always did this retarded thing where we would say "I'm [character]"
>I say "I'm Velma"
>Girl gets mad at me "You can't be Velma, you're a boy! You can be Shaggy. I'm velma"
>"I wanna be Velma!"
>Get upset and make a fuss
>nobody wants me to be Velma
>Get sad and go play by myself

It was really stupid but in retrospect I think that I was exibiting symtoms of agp/trans for a long long time. I wish that my parents had caught it and beat the shit out of me or something. Even if it didn't fix it at least I would have gotten a head start on my horrible future and maybe I would have killed myself or something as a kid. The funny thing is that nowadays I wear turtlenecks and glasses all the time. So yeah.

>>8735312
FUCK! I just remembered when I watched the second ScoobyDoo movie as a kid. They drink a potion that made them switch sex. I remember wanting that so badly.

>>8735312
>I wish that my parents had caught it and beat the shit out of me or something.
the kindest thing to do would have been transition you early.

>>8735390
while i agree, how many parents are that chill to allow that? my parents sent me to a therapist when i told them im sure that im gay

>>8735392
>my parents sent me to a therapist when i told them im sure that im gay
wow :(

>>8735399
my mom said fuck the therapist and told me god created AIDS to kill gays

>>8735399
They told him to try and convince me not to be out, but i think i ended up convincing him that being proud of sexual identity is a good thing. they're fine now we just dont talk about it

>>8735182
>Be 17
>Training at MMA class
>End up on the ground with one of the guys
>He's not the best looking but he's s decent person
>Ground work as usual
>He manages to get on top
>His hands against my chest, his legs to either side of me
>Perfect opening to flip him arises
>Light shines in just the right way from the ceiling lamps to make me hesitate
>His touch actually feels pretty gentle
>Realise that he's not really trying to hurt anyone or prove anything (that's a common thing with the guys there)
>Freeze, make eye contact
>Not really sure what I was thinking but I started to blush
>Suppress the feeling, push him off and go to stand
>He goes for a choke hold from the rear
>Put chin into it so I can't be choked
>Feel really at peace, really enjoying what basically just seems like a hug.
>Snap out of it when realizing that everyone in the club is watching us (I was one of the best fighters there so me losing to this guy isn't good for my record)
>Break the choke hold
>Feel a bit disappointed it ended so soon

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>>8735436

>>8735220
That's gay "people", they're mentally insane and creeps.

Look at serial killers and pedophile rapists and see how many of them were homos. Gays are a disease of the society

>>8735399
They were right.
When your child has mental illness like sociopathy or homosexuality you send him to a doctor

I don't remember the specifics of the feelings behind it, but when I was 10-12 I asked my parents what they would have named me if I was a girl,... And set my password on Windows 95 to what my initials would have been.

>>8735182
>be me about 7 y/o
>Playing at grandma's house
>I have a really big extended family
>All the cousins play together, I usually hang with the girls
>We play dress ups/ a fashion show
>I decide to dress up in one of the dresses
>We've done this before, when I was little and didn't know about societal stigma I would always dress up in the dresses
>This time when I try to change I notice that my penis was erect
>I think it just means I have to pee
>I go into the bathroom and try to pee but nothing happens, and eventually it goes away
>at the time I was just annoyed at the whole situation because I just wanted to dress up.

>around 12 I look up on the internet "Forced to wear a dress"
>Discover I have a "cross dressing fetish"
>Also discover about what being transgender is

>After a while I realise there is a different feeling driving me to want to be feminine and to be a woman, its not just a fetish
>that took me ages to realise , repressed my feelings, trying to convince myself it was just a fetish

I come out at 14 to my parents, I get on hormones at 15, Now I'm 19 years old and I've never been happier. I just recently went shopping at Myer, and every single concierge "Ma'am-d" me.

>>8735182
>1998
>look up hormones online, try to buy birth control pills from store
>2017
>FUCK

>>8735798
>tfw your agp came in late and you didn't get to transition

>>8735798
Edit: I don't get turned on by wearing female clothing anymore, but I do get turned on by people complimenting me.

>>8735818
>tfw repressed for cis straight girlfriend and then internalized it for over a decade

>>8735850
>>8735818
I was just lucky to be born at the right time, in the right place, with the right family

Although not lucky enough to be born cis

>>8735861
>with the right family
how did they support you?

>Although not lucky enough to be born cis
agp > cis

>>8735865
Well after about a year of psychologists and inditing that I was trans I convinced them. It took a while for them to accept, but now my mum is my biggest ally. They helped me get on hormones, although they were very worried about transitioning while in school, so I just didn't say anything about it (I went to an all boys school)

I got on Spiro at 15, nuked my t-levels to the female range. I got on oestrogen at 17. Swapped over to an oestrogen implant last year. Progesterone last December, and now I want kids and my boobs are respectable.

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>>8735798
>tfw you come out at 14 too but your parents just beat you instead
I hate you

>>8735901
>oestrogen implant
What? What the hell is that?

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>>8735182
>be me
>9 year old

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>>8735182
>"gay"
Back when the song "Blurred Lines" came out, and i was around 16, my coworkers (much older than me) wanted to watch it. They were turned on, but I was just bored. It felt awkward, like I was supposed to get something and didn't. I denied it for a while.

>trans
Before I hit puberty, when I was maybe 15, I kept looking in the mirror and thinking, "I could've been a cute girl". Before that, all my feelings of wanting to be a girl could've been brushed off as envy, but this was the first time where it was clearly something I wanted.

>>8735244
>gf is moving to another country for uni but I think we can make it
It won't last.

>>8735929
I'm sorry anon... as I said... I'm just lucky
>>8735931
Basically a slow release implant, I have it in my butt, keeps my levels around 1000+ when it first starts, and around 700 when I get it replaced

>>8735929
I envy her too but I don't hate her. I just wish I could understand a little more of what she feels in her life as a girl.

>>8735436
Damn
Cuddle with me ;_;

>>8735986
Honestly I just feel happy, I'm proud I made it this far. Looking back, it wasn't as easy as I made it out, I still feel depression, and I did try to commit suicide (Well I tried to slit my wrists but I don't think I had the guts)

In the position I have now, I am extremely grateful for the opportunities which lead me here, and I hope I can use them for something productive. I'm not sure what as of yet however.

>be me
>4yo
>see girl
>wonder how it would feel to be a girl
>over the course of a year it goes from that to having dreams and wasting wishes on that

It ended up going away on its own after years of being depressed. Now I'm just apathetic.

>15
>playing truth or dare with my sister and our friend
>the dares are getting progressively weirder
>my sister randomly dares my friend to give me a lap dance
>sperg out
>my friend tells me to stop being weird about it
>sperg out even harder
>"anon just sit still and stop acting weird about this!"
>she gives me a lapdance. TO A FULL SONG.
>the entire time I want to dissapear
>butterflies in my stomach
>she tells me I'm gay for being weird about it
>come out as lesbian a year later.

>>8736060
kek

>>8736060
Does your "friend" remember?

>>8736060
would have made more sense if you said you were afab at the start

>>8736035
But what's it like, living as a girl? Why are you still depressed?

>>8735798
>I come out at 14 to my parents, I get on hormones at 15
lucky bastard. I came out at 12 and didn't get hormones until 16 because of the fucking NHS screwing me over again and again. And when I did finally get the hormones it was from the internet

>>8737179
Isn't socialised healthcare wonderful!

>>8737220
At least she eventually got hormones.
Without socialized healthcare she would be forced to buy hormones from China, pay cash out of pocket and hope that they aren't just a sugar pill.
But I guess it is trendy to bash socialism because Hitler loved the gays.

>>8737220
>>8737220
desu it's pretty great for general things but anything that requires a doctor to think about what they're doing seems to be much too much work for them.

Also their system for trans people is so stupid and outdated it belongs in a third word country. Why do I have to travel half way across the country to tell someone I want this done to my body. Oh no what about the 2 cis people every year who change their mind before any permanent effects!!!! So lets just throw thousands of trans people under the bus to cater to them.

Like I think I consent to hormones if they're expecting me to consent to puberty. I made it extremely clear to them what I wanted.

"It's permanent if you do this you won't be able to go back" firstly it isn't that permanent, how do you think FtM's exist. Secondly what's happening to me right now is much much more permanent than any hormones you could give me. Have you seen the hons, testosterone can and will fuck you up. I had a receding hairline at 13 ffs.

>>8737282
>Why isn't the world run according to my whims?

You sound like you have a lot of growing up to do.

>Age 5
>Crossdress by using by blankie as a wig
>Pretend to be a girl while playing with my mom and sister
>Never let my dad see me like that

>Age 19
>Think of the few signs I had in childhood
>"Am I trans?"
>"Nah, but I wish I could be so that I can be a girl"

I'm 21 now and I'm such a coward about this whole thing. I keep putting off seeing a therapist about it. Seeing my reflection and all the masculine features makes me nauseous.

>>8737331
Keep telling yourself govenrment bloat is anything good liberal in denial.

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>>8735182
a very long time ago when i was kid fellow shotas gave me erections.
then i became 13 years old, feminine looking and therefore a target of molestation and attempted rape by two classmates.
i was very aroused during that time and still jerk off to it from time to time.

>>8737278
>state screws people over
>if you object you get told to be more grateful and that you're literally Hitler
This is why the left can't win elections.

>>8737278
>Without socialized healthcare

she would go into the informed consent clinic and walk out in a week happy

s t a y m a d y u r o p o o r

>>8737425
>the informed consent clinic

And unicorns and faeries will accompany her all day.
You're delusional.
Who pays for the clinic?
Is there really a profit in giving cheap hormones to a tiny minority of the population?

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>>8735967
Yeh :-(
I love her so much. She is overwhelmingly supportive but ultimately I don't want to become a source of guilt and depression for her.

furthest back i can think of was how much i liked wwe as a 7-8 year old despite hating violence. i realised it at around 13 and that's when people started hating me

>>8737433
>Is there really a profit in giving cheap hormones to a tiny minority of the population?

Dumbass, HRT is mass produced for menopausal women who make up a far larger chunk of the population then trannies ever will and they are all genericized.

>Who pays for the clinic?

The Yuro, in all its glory, having fed from the state's teat for its whole life, has no capability of understanding the concept of "insurance" or "fiscal security" as is typical for children tied too long to the bosom.

incoming "whatever enjoy your ER bill lol americunt" from salty assmad

>>8737282
HRT should be over the counter. It does not require a doctor to think about anything and it's a testament to just how overbearing nanny is that you think it does.

>>8735182
When I was like, 10 or so, I got really into a lot of traditionally feminine stuff. Pink became my favorite color, I remember one time me and my then best friend got our nails painted pink at the school fair, like, as a joke, we thought it was funny, but I did really enjoy painting my nails pink.

Some time after that I would just consistently do lots of things like maining a lot of female characters in video games, stuff like that. I also started to grow my hair out really long.

Much more recently, 3 years ago or so AGP fantasies started getting increasingly common for me, one of my biggest fetishes. More and more I realized it was a huge thing for me, I was much more enthusiastic about the idea of sex as a girl than I was about sex as a guy.

I've also spent a lot of time thinking about different lives I would want to lead, most of which are as women. Due to encouragement from a friend, I've started to think about a life I could actually feasibly lead as a woman, transitioning as I am, unable to change other things (general physical build, talents, background etc), and I was amazed by how excited I got about it and how into it I was.

All these different little things that I thought were totally innocent have come together to really make me sort of realize there was probably deeper meaning in a lot of them.

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>>8735798
I'm so jealous

>>8737379
>"Am I trans?"
>"Nah, but I wish I could be so that I can be a girl"
FUCK that hit way too close to home

>fell in love with my coworker before I realized what was even happening

>>8737106
when did she say she wasn't?

There were plenty of signs and lots of questioning leading up to this point, but it was the first time that I really saw me being trans as the truth and not something that might or might not be. Anyway,
>local community college student taking mid-day classes
>only one road leading off campus, so all the parking lots feed into it
>sitting in traffic leaving my last class
>see a girl standing at the bus stop
>somehow get the feeling that if I had been a girl, I would have looked a lot like her
>start crying almost immediately while sitting in bumper to bumper traffic

>>8739130
Aww. I'm not even sure what emotion that story's making me feel, but boy is it making me feel it.

>>8735312
>nowadays I wear turtlenecks and glasses all the time. So yeah.
That sounds cute

>>8735182
I'm a dyke, btw

>Age 6
>have crush on a girl in my class but obviously I'm not aware of it
>try to befriend her because I find her cute
>want to be around her all the time

>Age 9
>have crushes on all my friends' moms
>tell myself it's just because I want them to be my mom

>Age 12
>walking with my best friend
>hot grill walks by us
>almost comment to my friend about how cute the girl was but don't because I don't wanna sound gay
>always watch what I do and say because I'm scared someone is going to think I'm gay
>the thought that I actually might be never even popped into my head
>friends always ask me why I'm not interested in boys
>tell myself it's just because I'm focused on school and that I'm not going to date until I'm done with University

>Age 14
>first year of high school
>have huge crush on a girl in my class
>wake up one day and realize I'm a lesbian
>never really had an Aha moment, I think I always kind of knew deep down but avoided thinking about it because Catholic school and religious parents

Didn't come out to anyone until I was 18, I'm 20 now and still not out to my family.

>>8739130
I know that feel except it was an old picture of my mom, it looked so much like me before puberty

I jerk off to traps, that's how I found out that I'm bi

>>8741742
Literally why? Dykes have it easy desu.

>>8741884
Because I live in a very conservative area and my parents are extremely homophobic. And no, not all "lesbians have it easy". It completely depends on your specific situation. A gay guy in San Francisco has it much easier than a lesbian somewhere in Uganda. But go off I guess.

>>8741959
>A gay guy in San Francisco has it much easier than a lesbian somewhere in Uganda.
And a lesbian in San Fran and a gay guy in Uganda?

>>8742888
Exactly my point. It completely depends on individual circumstance, which is why it's rude to tell someone who grew up in an abusive environment "lesbians have it easy".

>>8741884
I don't know about that. I got my ass beat several times when I came out to my mom. I know my father would literally kill me if he ever knew. I'm from MA so I can only guess how bad it is anywhere else.

>>8735182
>Age 6
>boy and girl groups began to split apart boys going to play sports
>want to stay with girl group i am rejected
>become that kid who sits alone at recess

>Age 15
>look in mirror try to picture my self as girl
>sees fat hairy body feel disgusted decide boys can never be girls push all feelings to back of my mind.

>Age 17
>find out passing trans women exist
>feelings start coming back slowly
>feel like shit for two years

>>8735182
Watching Gilmore Girls with my sister. Wanting to be Rory. Envying the relationship she has with Lorelai. Realize I want a partner with that dynamic. Her speaking voice always soothed me.

>>8735182
Also at like 12 watched the part in Pretty in Pink where the popular girl in the convertible forcefed Ducky some of her birth control. Bad feelings and fantasies about stealing my sisters or buying my own on the black market.

>>8735182
>me at 10
>recess
>talking to older sister
>getting pudgy
>mention 'my boobs'
>her and friend chant YOU AIN'T GOT BOOBS YOU GOT A CHESST
>okay.jpg
I felt sad and a little hurt by that.

cis lesbian

13 years old
>new girl transferred in to my middle school from the other one in my area
>instantly notice how cute she is, but obviously in a platonic way
>sit next to her in class and become friends, same lunch table, talk every day
>develop super intense "friend crush" obsession where I want to impress her and get her attention all the time, be her best friend
>get jealous when her guy friends detract her attention from me
>start unhealthily idolizing her and over apologizing when she seems annoyed or ignores me
>convince myself I have some sort of personality disorder to explain my weird, obsessive behavior towards her with help from google despite not feeling that way towards anyone else
>5 years and 2 "obsessions" later on different on girls, 18 years old, still haven't thought of a boy in the same way ever
>l e s b i a n

the funny thing was my middle school crush liked a guy who later came out as gay. fuck.

>>8744866
>the funny thing was my middle school crush liked a guy who later came out as gay. fuck.
inb4 he liked a straight guy who had a crush on you

>>8735182
>be me
>age 16
>looking hentai
>think its kinda rad
>avoid anything gay like its the fucking plague cuz of childhood friends really hating fags
>discover futa one day
>realize how fucking attractive cocks are
>discover that the male body is far superior to the female body
>discover that ive really never liked women or thought women at school were attractive
>realize that only anime women are cute while both anime boys and real boys are hot
>not 100% sure if im bi or completely gay but i accept both

>Be me
>10yo
>Have a few really good friend from school
>One of them, Conor, was always really effeminate
>Regularly have people over for sleepovers
>We'd always share a Queen size bed in the guest room
>Would occasionally reach out feet and tickle people
>Conor went with it, others told me to stop
>Would often get up in the middle of the night to play WoW together on PC
>One day Conor is over at my place, we're hanging out on the stairs, me at the bottom him halfway up
>Parents are out
>Remember this with insane clarity for some reason
>Ask him straight up mid conversation "Do you want to have sex?"
>Only now realize how fucking weird this is
>He says "Yeah" and smiles
>Later that night
>Instead of playing WoW when my phone alarm goes off, instead I bump him awake and ask him if he still wants to do it
>He says yes
>He sucks my dick and then when it's my turn to reciprocate I back out since I don't want to be "gay"
>Try and penetrate him
>Dick too small, can't do anything but he moans
>He tries me, his dick is tiny but I pretend to enjoy it and moan softly for him
>He suddenly says "Ew, dude! I got shit on my dick!"
>Feel extremely embarrassed and tell him to stop everything
>He goes to bathroom and washes up
>Pretend to be asleep when he gets back so no awkward conversation
>We go to sleep
>Later have a sleepover at his house and try again
>I finally try sucking his dick
>Do it for a bit, then feel extremely sick
>Go to bathroom and rinse mouth out for 10 minutes, almost throw up, feel disgusted with myself
>Come back and don't say a word, instantly go to sleep
>A few months later he moved away interstate
>Don't see him for almost 8 years
>Get an add from him on fb one day
>Let it sit at pending since I'm too embarrassed to accept or decline in case he remembers
>Meanwhile in years between experiment with butt stuff
>Find out I like it
>Think I'm a "sissy"
>Now 21yo
>Trans, 3 months on HRT

It's been a wild ride.

>>8743758
>It completely depends on individual circumstance
Or compare like for like. After all, of the Ugandan gay man and the Ugandan lesbian, only one is facing execution.

>>8735182
> Want to give the succ
> Give the succ

>>8735182
>be me
>8 years old
>hanging out with friend
>"Anon, if one of us were a boy, we would probably be going out."
>I wish I was that boy.
>Think that I am a lesbian
>Repress for a long time
>Look up trans shit online
>I can't be a boy, that can't be true
>start being "non binary" and cut my hair short but it never really felt right and pretty dumb
>repress for like 1 more year
>I don't wanna be non binary, I want to be a guy
>Start to realize I have always liked boys as well as girls but I never felt comfortable thinking about it until now
>start to identify as ftm
>feels depressed for a long time
>I don't want to be depressed anymore
>Start going to a counselor at age 18

and that's kinda it

I was around 8. I remember playing a game with some kid down the street. We'd write a word on each others back using our fingertip and the person being written on would have to figure it out. It gave me goosebumps. The game somehow transitioned quickly into putting our mouth on each other. We had no idea what exactly we were doing but it felt good. Then he asked me one day if he could put it in my butt. I let him. I don't know if he ws even hard. Anyway I repeated the same "games" with another kid from down the street. Started noticing boys at that point. I was 10'ish now. I heard some radio dj talk about foot fetish. I began fantisizing about dudes in my grade and their toes/feet and eventually began masturbating to the fantasys in 6th grade. Grew up after that thinking I contracted AIDS from the first time I played thise games. Suppressed any feelings through my teens but still fantasized. Grew up thinking I was gay but couldn't tell anyone. Had sex with a girl at 19. Also enjoyed that feeling. I realized I liked both. Feelings grew into thinking I was undecisive and greedy and dirty. Finally said fuck it, I'm bi and no more cry. It is who I am. In a committed relationship with a woman now but doesn't change that I'm still me, still bi.

>>8735798
>tfw practically the same story except I only came out at 18

I was so close to going for it at around 14 too, but unfortunately managed to repress. At least I pass okay still.

>>8745128
No, because your original statement was "dykes have it easy". I explained to you that no, they don't. Nobody's comparing the plights of lesbians vs gay men. It's completely irrelevant to my original comment.

>>8745937
No, you claimed they don't with false comparisons, when in fact lesbians have it easier than gays, whether in the USA or Uganda. You're too willfully blind to your own privilege to see it.

>>8746310
You're a fucking moron. Your statement was "dykes have it easy". Not "dykes have it easier on average than gay men". So I gave you an example of dykes *not* having it easy and you take that as me trying to prove that they have it worse than gay men. If a woman tells you she's been beaten by her husband, do you start telling her "women in America have it easy?" Of course not. Just because women in the middle East are more likely to be abused doesn't mean that women who are abused in the US "have it easy". If you really don't comprehend that then there's no point in even arguing with you.

>14
>just started highschool
>in choir
>we're practicing for our first concert and they brought in the orchestra kids to practice with us
>day dreaming because we're doing set up and I'm bored, realize I'm looking at their bass player
>He's a junior, short blond hair, handsome
>start getting a weird feeling in my chest
>he locks eyes with me and flashes a smile
>I blush and my eyes dart away
>can't help but keep peeking at him during practices but too nervous to ever talk to him
>never see him again after the concert, he moved
Really the experience that made me realize I am bi.

>>8746470
In your mind what is easy then? Since it's apparently not easier than for other people.

>>8748163
easy means you will have sex with almost anyone.
i think slutty is a good synonym.
try urban dictionary next time.
this isn't junior high school.

>be me
>7 y/o
>having a best friend who came home to play often
>she's older than me
>one day she told me she could make me feel good
>we had some sort of weird sex with clothes on
>never looked at any man since then until age 14
>realized i was bi

>>8735182
i think it might of been that time my friend flashed his dick at me in the school bathroom, or maybe when i saw a weigh-lifting commercial on tv

>>8735220
how so?