/mtfg/ - male to ferrari general

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>>8722354
I am a bully
and I am anorexic
I am pretty sure you played yourself with this topic!

first for withdrawal is killing me

i'm not hungry

>>8722352
idk if allah would approve of this
what happens after i get handcuffed???

>>8722363
fuck

Im so happy to see my hair grow longer..someday i'll get a haircut..9months without cutting hair and they almost get to breast high ~

>>8722368
nothing, you wern't actualy handcuffed
it's just a psyop
only allah can block your path

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>>8722366
withdrawal of what`?

>>8722368
wow, lewd

>>8722397
>lewd
how did you know

>>8722385
o-oh
okay
well um
what does allah want from me

sheen

>>8722407
submission

First for declining mental state. :^)

first for tfw no idea how to cope with the fact I'll never achieve the things I wanted to do with my life due to disability and lack of talent and will probably spend the next 40 years slogging away at some low-paid menial job that doesn't even cover the cost of living

>>8722397
chocolate
I am not allowed to eat chocolate for 2 months
I feel like I'm going crazy. I ate tons of peanut butter today but its just not the same and normally I'd combine it with Nutella ;~;

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first for girls doing lewd things

all my biggest childhood hero's were people with cystic fibrosis and cerebral palsy and muscular dystrophy and lupus because they never gave up. they were their own super power

>>8722428
k but I knew two twin sisters at my high school who had cystic fibrosis, they were in the year below mine
one died at 16 and the other killed herself two weeks later

>>8722432
*knew of
I should say
I didn't know them personally but I'd seen them in passing sometimes

>>8722432
but you know me and i know my friends lived to be old

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>>8722426
>I am not allowed to eat chocolate for 2 months
that is terrible

>nutella

EWWWWWWWWWW
how can you eat things that look like poo

>>8722432
o7

>>8722423
b-but why not try anyway? Or how about doing something that is not a low paid menial job which will let you slogg away?
there are lots of jobs out there, i will never be a Doc but meh i search for other stuff i like to do and try to study it

starting on hrt in a few months

doctor okayed/scheduled it

>hope

>>8722465
good luck o/

>>8722461
the things I'm good at (which as a result are also the things I like to do) are not job-worthy
my only real genuine skill is creative writing, that's something you do as a hobby, or on the side, or during retirement, you can't make a living out of it, certainly not until if/when you get published

it's the only skill I've tried to learn growing up for which practice has lead to improvement with time

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oEKxQF5VTtA

Just finished a two hour workout and broke PRs

What have you lazy estroginised slugs been up to?

Saw a gorgeous red haired Celtic muscle cis goddess though, she'd get it.


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>>8722439
you mean poo looks like nutella

>>8722465
I remember when I still had hope
good times

>>8722475
plotting the destruction of your race, t brain.

>>8722465
leave this place when you start hrt
it is not a good idea to post here while transitioning. make some friends here and contact them outside of 4chan so you do have a tranny support network without the toxicity of mtfg itself

>>8722475
Why are you doing this amy?

>>8722483
>canon

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o god.
this game is really high-stakes.
really fun tho.
but it can only mean 1 thing.
she will eventually ask me to commit suicide.
;~;

i need to stay w/ my sangha

>>8722482
I don't see how's that's really relevant
Get a black girl with the same muscle bod and I probably go nuts for it

Mmmm Nubians

>>8722474
well you dont have to make everything into money, how about a job where you dont have to do manual labour and get tired as shit and wish you were dead o:
go into something where you have to work with your head and you'll be fine

>>8722483
i just ignore the toxicity and stuff but i would love to have some friends who go through the same to talk about stuff c:

>>8722492
>black
what's color got to do with it, ball carrier?

guys I'm soooo sad all the time, transitioning with no real mental support is hard ;_;

>>8722484
attention
truth is, she'll either kill herself in a few months or break and continue transition for a week and start this bullshit all over again
amy is a nutcase and always will be
it's better to ignore her while she's retardposting

>>8722484
T has made me bi and given me a sex drive again

Don't worry. I only want cis women for my conquests.

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>>8722500
>not wanting to be a girl

Claire is my IRL GF.
We kinda hooked up with our partners at pride and now it's a big poly menagerie of faggots.
Sorry everyone

>>8722490
alines please stop being dumb
geez
there's plenty of people who can erp with you without asking you to kill yourself

>>8722494
>i just ignore the toxicity and stuff
yeah, this place has good people here, but um
you have to dredge through a lot of bad people

>>8722497
ugh..i believe it is..i have people idk how we should add each other without others getting the information too :<

>>8722496
I don't follow


>>8722498
Time to shower off all this sweat
I'll piss in the shower too because lmao

>>8722502
Nah, why be one when you can possess them like trophies.

I'll stick with my bf now though, nice to have a drive though.

>>8722506
weeelll yeah "bad people", which ones do you mean?
the troll people?
the bitter people?
the people who just want to watch the world burn?
or the people who try to be your friend at first just to fook you up real good? :3

i'm usually just reading stuff here..not doing much posting since my english isn't the best either ~

>>8722507
o thats ez
even with no email
unless you have no smart phone and no email then it's where i'm at

>>8722504
jfc how lewd
that's neat though
>tfw not poly rn

>>8722498
classic bipolar desu

>>8722497
iktf, though at least now i don't have to worry about my parents kicking me out. because they already did

>>8722513
mostly the anons who misgender / insult people
and idk, there's a few shitty trips like charlotte who act like said anons

>>8722508
>pissin becoz u can

your repression game is on point but speaking about other humans like that is really like, creepy

>>8722494
everything is a matter of money when you live under threat of your house and food and HRT being taken away from you if you don't have any

don't forget I also have serious memory issues and my physical issues make it hard for me to hold down a routine, sometimes I sleep for up to 14 hours at a time because of how exhausted I get during the day, so even meta-activity related to work is difficult e.g. commuting every day, getting there on time, fitting in meals etc.; it doesn't help that I've been struggling so much to find medical help for my issues- I've managed to stay on ESA this long despite the welfare cuts here for a reason

I keep trying to figure out what sort of jobs I could do, especially working from home as that'd be the sensible solution to the above, but I've drawn a blank so far

all the writing-based jobs I find are journalism and require you be able to drive yourself around + own a car to get to places for stories

>>8722516
i might sound like a bish but i do have a phone..and a tablet..and a computer :< how about the throwaway email through which we exchange another email/discord/sth

>>8722519
uh...okey? i dont think i put much attention into the field of studying assholes x3
i dont know is someone can misgender me..i dont feel the need to be called female pronouns or anything..even if it makes me fell happy.
maybe that's just me and maybe i'll change my view in a few months ~

>>8722504
sounds degenerate af
congrats

>>8722519
>Cis girl, 2 mtfs, and a femboi
Yeah,
It's pretty lewd

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>>8722475
I am training the ultimate war machine.

Swerve, pleb

>>8722528
i just mean there's a lot of mean people here and it's best to just ignore them desu
i felt like i didn't deserve to be called she at first, too, but... you start to get more comfortable with it

it doesn't really matter, online, because idk. online is like, an easy way to be your identity, like all you really have to do is talk like a girl

IRL i still present male

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>>8722508
Because being a guy sucks and it's dysphoric

>>8722528
chatsecure used to have a fingerprint number for when you do blind exchanges
i bet signal is probably almost good

computers its as you say, make sure to delete the temp email trash because badons can recreate the email box sometimes

>>8722532
Thnx bb

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>>8722533
i thought you were dating an mtf???

it'd be nice if i was charismatic enough to attract people irl desu
maybe once i perfect repressing my personality

>>8722527
honestly, commission work did pretty well for me.
that being said i was only able to do it for about 3 weeks before i lost my hypomania and sunk into ADHD hell
but idk, being able to make an extra few hundred dollars from home is pretty nice

>>8722527
well duh, i don't really know about all your issues and neither will i be able to help if i know about all of them i think..

Money is important sure, who doesn't like money o/

Well i for my part was working 16 hours a day for almost 3 years without a single day of break as a chef and now I know that i will never do it again o.o
That's why i'm studying right now, i don't know about my future either but it'll work out someway or another.
Dont give up hope? :<

>>8722538
i know exactly what you mean ><
i'm kinda staying in boymode till i will be comfortable enough..and if i don't look like complete shit after hrt everything should work out fine haha
boymode will be fine with me too i think..at least my psychological health is getting only better :>

>>8722543
i don't know what chatsecure is? and neither do i know what signal is :< i never really tried to make contact to others online but we could try?

>>8722551
you have to practice presenting female before you can pass, i think???
like you need to get used to going around in girl clothes and practicing makeup and stuff and using girl voice

but idk. it's okay to wait a year or so before you start? i think.

o god.
piety is going to blackmail me into continuing CИHИЙ КИT, isn't she?
shit shit shit shit

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>>8722544
>tfw

>>8722558
she's might not stop blackmailing you, even if you do what she says
just block her and let her do her worst

literally everybody warned you, jfc

>>8722475
>gollumposting

>>8722558
why do none of you imbeciles listen to the 50 people warning you that chara is bad news because she's an untreated sociopath and a NEET with no entertainment sources besides being terrible to people?

why do none of you fucks ever listen oh my god

>>8722557
*pats* I'm not sure about it either..
BUT before i will present as a girl i will go for some voicelessons since i dont have to pay for it anyway :<
and if i look girly enough i'll be fine with wearing cute stuff..I just wouldn't be able to if i would look like a dude in a dress -> boymode 4 ever
i started hrt like..in july? That's not a long time so i'll just take it slowly o/

>>8722558
what is a blue kit?

>>8722571
i mean you can kind of understand when the vulnerable 16 year olds do it but uh

>>8722572
if you can get free voice training that's really good
i'm just practicing by talking to people online but i'm lazy ._.
and yeah, if i at least look kinda cute it'd make it a lot easier to wear girl clothes
i started hrt in december last year
people usually say 6 months is when you start noticin that hrt has done a bunch

>>8722578
these underage retards shouldn't even BE HERE

chara is fun to talk to
chara is nice to me
maybe i'll cut for chara :D

>>8722581
alines is like 24 or something.

>>8722560
<3
Ilu
>>8722550
Mtftm

>>8722571
Lmao right? What a bunch of retards I swear.
>I-it's different this time, I'm the one!!!

>>8722583
i was talking about the vulnerable 16yr olds

>>8722578
uh uh, i dont think you can say that about everyone..some people see differences after the first 2 month, others after half a year...it really depends on your genetics i guess? *sigh*
i wear cute stuff anyway! i love cute stuff..but i dont wear girly stuff..im just slowly starting with cute accessoires i like..as long as it looks unisex but cute anyway i'll take it o/

>>8722588
>detransition
rip

>>8722592
o, okay
my bad
i mean it's fine to be into cutting but do it for somebody with a soul, at least

>>8722572
it's russian for "blue whale"

>>8722601
>"blue whale"
WHY WOULD YOU DO THE GAME THAT IS SUPPOSED TO DRIVE YOU TO SUICIDE YOU RETARD

You fucking idiots are too dumb to live.

>>8722523
Because I can enjoy being an aggressive ape now my emotional range has compressed again

>>8722601
ooohhh kit is a whale? nice to know..i kinda grew up with the russia language but i dont know every single russian word x)

>>8722603
what is this blue whale thingie?

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>>8722598
i mean, you might get *minor* changes, such as slight breast growth, during the first two months, but most major changes take longer
ie, breasts grow for around 4-5 years, fat redistribution can take up to 7 as far as i know

i dress kind of... idk, i wear tight-ish clothing sometimes, and idk. as long as i'm not outright trying to look like a girl i feel comfortable. which is weird because my boobs are getting big and i'm strting to look like a guy with breasts

>>8722603
>pic related
>like 5-10 minutes later she had cut for piety
idk, i can get the whole degradation thing, and wanting to sacrifice yourself for someone else
but i would at least want to be hurt by someone who sees me as more than a puppet lol

>>8722607
it's apparently a 'game' involving self harm that's supposed to end in suicide or something

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this is my favourite pix evar

>>8722571
because literally everyone calls me literally everything so when someone else is name called, idgaf, i find out myself. i think you edumacated folks call it blow back

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i felt my entire body realign itself and plan out what it's going to do. the. first. injection.

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am i chara just because i don't name post wtf

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How does that blue whale thing even kill you?
from like...what I have heard it's just like...strangers daring you to do stuff until they finally dare you to kill yourself.
I don't see how they can make you

>>8722601
lol
at least report the discord server you got invited to

>>8722607
It's some dumbass social media game the Russians made up where they get vulnerable kids to do a bunch of self harming challenges and it culminates in the children being told to kill themselves as the final one.

>>8722614
I got accused of being Amy once just because I mentioned repression. I don't even know who that is.

>>8722614
i literally posted logs of her exploiting a sixteen year old for money.

>>8722617
idk, vulnerable people with self harm kinks i guess
lucky for me i've yet to find a decent person willing to engage my self-hatred

>>8722617
>I don't see how they can make you
They pick vulnerable idiots.

>>8722599
He was only 5 months in and got real sad about not being strong, horny, and treated like a boy by strangers anymore

>>8722613

i mostly wear loose stuff...since i kind of only have my clothes which are more than 6 years old and they are all to big for me..dont really feel the need to buy new stuff yet...except im going to buy a cute hoodie this week!
as long as you are comfortable it's fine :3

>>8722619
uhm...thanks for the answer..kind of speechless

>>8722622
uhhh dont read my logs
i mean i wont censor em but uh

yeah

>>8722630
why tf did he transition in the first place then
did he think estrogen was going to turn him into an alpha male

>>8722633
i only have boy stuff now, too, though some is tight fitting
my parents threw out my girl stuff a while ago

>>8722617
please don't join blue whales snickers ;-;

>>8722637
emancipate yourself immediately

>>8722637
i'm honestly more scared about my dad going through my stuff.. i know he wont throw it away and he won't even say anything about it, but i will always have this selfinduced anxiety about what he might think even if he wouldn't think that way..
But why did they throw yours away if i may ask?

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>unlimited data plan is $45 a month
>limited data plan is $110 a month

>>8722642
can't desu.
i've got obligations to fulfill

>>8722645
tl;dr. i overdosed on aspirin after my mom threatened to kick me out
then my parents went through my room because they decided technology was the source of all my problems, and they found out i was trans
and they got rid of my girl stuff

>>8722645
that stress goes away when you throw away all your boy underwear and pants

>>8722638
Aren't you one of Chara's welps? Or did you find yourself yet another manipulative sociopath to long for.

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>>8722613
alright, so i'm guessing it wouldn't be wise to try to find oud how much she knows.
anyway, i'll try my best to disappear until this whole thing blows over.
it never even occurred to me that this would all be a game. i hadn't ever heard of blue whale, nor have questioned its significance.
yea, since my livelihood is now in danger, don't expect to hear from me again, @ least for some time

>>8722618
i hope you realized now that you've publicly announced your advice, i can't take it now.
if that server goes down or anything like that, i will fall under intense suspicion.

slime is mixed up in this too ;~;

are there any good girls in here?

>>8722647
i <3 you Seiryu
go to best buy and buy a prepaid vzw android for 60 bucks and a prepaid refil card for $40 w/ unlimited data

then call me when i post my new # here in a minute after this new burner is activated

=)

>>8722648
obligations? those are to your children, not parents.
if you're a eunich like me then your obligations are to your future well being

>>8722650
chara and carol had a falling out

>>8722652
yeah just. don't fucking talk to piety.
block her or whatever, but don't play into her games.
i guess i'll see you wherever
you can readd me on discord if you want??

>i will fall under intense suspicion.
i mean, better than letting them continue hurting people.

slime? you mean the girl who used to argue about anarchocommunism???

>>8722659
>>8722642
oh wait i thought anon was telling me to kill myself.
my parents already kicked me out so i'm free.

>>8722650
i'm trying to fix myself
i know i fucked up
badly
>>8722652
please be okay

>>8722648
omg omg omg my MOTHER exactly!!
"Computer, games, and staying up late is the root of all the problems you have" hahahah
i'm sorry that your parents aren't accepting :<

>>8722649
are you..insane?! I would have no undies and pants to wear then! ;-;

>>8722657
i'm a good girl

>>8722630
Its so odd to try and imagine that, I get so sad and closed off being recognized as male sexed, i think its part of me being a crazy shit

>>8722665
submit to allah and keep withholding the appology for your remorse to be valid

*i'm the new chara*

>>8722659
I was looking at the Galaxy S8 Active. My S6 edge apparently decided to call it quits for good after a lot of manhandling yesterday and clocked out and left without a two weeks notice. It's about 15 more expensive than the phone you recommended but I don't think I'll regret it.

I need a really big carrier with lots of coverage for my job so I don't mind spending more for complete peace of mind.

someone should make a collab of the things chara's done so that we don't have to fucking argue about it every time
ofc you'd still have people like makayla defending her, but you can leave them to their fate.

>>8722657
i like to try to be okay sometimes

>>8722666
my mother's a religious nutcase, my stepdad listens to alex jones every night
basically everyone but my grandparents are crazy
it's fine, i cut all contact with them
they reap what they sow

>>8722674
?

>>8722680
im jk ignore me

How does anybody fall for any of Chara's antics, especially now? Just filter and move on.

>chara except instead of extorting money out of you she just forces you to convert to islam

>>8722507
ahh I don't know who that other person is but I'm the og sad poster. yeahh getting in touch is hard without other people blubbing things up. just knowing there are other people out there in the same boat is comforting..

>islamic trannu nazi's coming for your gonads

>>8722678
But Chara goes for the "people" like Makayla who will defend her regardless.

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>>8722689
we are all unfortunate victims of the human condition

>>8722694
this is why it's good to have tripcodes :V

>>8722637
He was passing from 17-22, lived full time as a girl.
Some real Chris crocker shit.
>>8722667
No, you're literally intersexd and were forced to live the wrong gender

<3

>>8722701
idk, you have some people who are just too naive to know better
at the very least it'd be nice to have an image to link when it's brought up. because otherwise we keep having the same conversations???

>>8722707
why tf did he suddenly want to be treated like a guy?
weird.
i probably couldn't date any guy that isn't a femboy desu

>>8722678
oh my mother is not a religious nutcase but she i went into a sect and is a 'sectious'(?) nutcase...with charka and the natural healing and all that stuff.. BUT she is nice to me at least and even made me cute hairstyles with braids and stuff :3

so you are living alone/away now?

>>8722694
well after asking about the email the other poster just stopped talking at all :<
[email protected] there you go :3 1 hour time till it gets deleted o/

>>8722722
i'm housesitting for someone right now, idk, i can probably stay with him for a while
but my longterm living situation is an unknown

>when your cheap burner wont activate so you can't make a gmail so you can't make a discord

it's because i didnt pray to allah this morning

>/mtfg/ is the devil

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>>8722713
<3 anon

>>8722730
aww .__. and your gramps and gramma? not going to let you live there for a while? :<
and what is housesitting?

>>8722717
I think he realized he had it better as a femboy

>>8722734
my grandfather just died so idk. i don't think my grandmother is stable at all

the guy is in the mainland for a few months and i'm taking care of things, more or less

>>8722735
fair enough desu
was that the beefy guy you posted before?

condolances <3

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>tfw fall asleep with our mics on listening to comfy music
>tfw he thinks my terrible girl voice is cute
>tfw finally have an outlet for testing it out for long periods of time.
>tfw hearing him say "I love you" as I fell asleep gave me the comfiest feels
Can't wait for December desu, I hope my parents will be okay with him staying here
>>8722475
If you're totally repressing and not actually a girl why do you post on /mtfg/ so incessantly
>>8722617
Incredibly vulnerable people are susceptible
>>8722738
Hugg
I'm so sorry about your grandpa

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>getting a phone requires a credit check
oh for fucks sake are they gonna want my DNA and sperm samples too

>>8722738
uh oh..i'm sorry to hear that :<
and work is not paying well enough so you can live by yourself? ><

>>8722750
are you paying the full sum or just part of it monthly? if the second the credit check is obviously necessary

Hi mtfg does anyone have any dating advice for, well, pre op mtfs

>>8722750
Well some phones are starting to cost around 1000$ and companies don't want to repeat 2008

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>>8722755
Monthly

My credit score is like 780 so it shouldn't be a problem

Just annoying

Good morning

>>8722760
*pat*
It's still necessary so just be happy you have a good credit score (even if i dont know how your credit scores work) and still get your phone in the end <3

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>>8722757
anything in particular that you need to know? i had a few fuck buddies before I got my current bf

>>8722772
just finding a relationship with a guy

sorry for bothering you guys

>>8722748
we were never really all that close but. idk, i feel a little bit bad
hugg

>>8722751
i don't have a job right now
i was a shut in before i got kicked out and the only work i could do was yardwork, but i'm too weak for it now

idk, i have a lot of mental illnesses and haven't been able to get proper medication so it's really hard to function, and i also have autism which is. incurable.

>>8722750
>making a discort account requires a credit check

patriot act ftw
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hey my new phone # and emails is made my temp is [email protected]


~salam alakeum

>>8722730
Why is everybody homeless?

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>>8722738
Yas
>Guy

>>8722776
<- doesn't know how autism works just heard all the people making fun of those people and using it like the word retard in "are you autistic?"..never used it myself and never really thought about it desu so i'm kind of..idk about it ><
uh in which country are you? i don't know how the system works but here you just fill out stuff and go studying :< maybe that would help?

>>8722780
fun fact, i'm going to be if i dont find a fookin flat in like 2 months..main cities suck :<

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>>8722775
usually a daring site helps and you disclose that you're trans right from the get go so that there's clear communication.

common sense will let you weed out the chasers from the normal trans attracted dudes if you spend a little while chatting when them. you just gotta put yourself out there.

if online isn't your thing try a local lgbt club /bar and dress kinda nice and be sociable. if you're cute someone interested will show you that they're interested and you just go from there on a case by case basis

>>8722780
mental illness
trans people from other parts of the internet / irl tend to do much better
it's just that the most mentally ill trannies congregate here

>>8722781
i mean
he still looks like a guy in that pic??????

>>8722768
Credit scores are a magical number invented by the banks to haunt you your whole life and keep you in debt forever

The highest the number the more likely it is you'll get good loans and such

sub 600 - enjoy poverty
600-650 - bad and you will never get a car or house or apartment
650-700 okay
700-750 good
750-800 really good at this point people will be sending you mail every single hour begging you to take out loans and fuck yourself in the ass with interest rates
800+ please buy our BMWs and brand new mercedes goy you really need this $17 mansion in socal

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>>8722788
He's my wife irl.
I'm the man of the house

>>8722791
>$17 mansion
$17 million obviously

seventeen scheckels

>>8722791
None of that means shit if you've never established credit.
An 800 score is garbage if it's only from a $500 cc and you're like 22

>>8722788
In bongistan the mentally ill get support to get off the streets.
>>8722783
If you're up north surely it's dirt cheap? If you're in London I'm sorry.

>>8722783
basically i have a lot of trouble interacting with people IRL and online because i'm bad at reading social cues and connecting to other people
it's gotten better on hrt, but idk. i'm way worse IRL because there's more nonverbal communication

i live in the US. it's just, i have really bad anxiety and depression and it's hard for me to do anything by myself, especially public transportation and stuff
the main problem is probably that my parents don't believe in mental illness so i was never able to get help with anything

>>8722794
i mean i guess he passes as an ugly woman there but uh
idk

>>8722807
i'm too anxious to apply for disability by myself. also basically all of hawaii's homeless shelters are full because there's a huge homelessness problem. and unless you qualify for disability, you can only get temporary financial aid, which isn't enough for the cheapest houses

>>8722791
ooooohhh congratulations then cutie O:
we just have "Shufa" here, that means if you dont pay your credit rates you get bad shufa and then nobody will want anything to do with you..."want a flat? negative shufa? nope." nothing, gl hf in the homeless depots

>>8722807
germany, cheap? well depends on the flat..just nobody accepts me ;-; since they want you to have 3x the monthly value of money every month... like 600€ a flat -> if you dont have 1800€ every month from work gtfo :<

>>8722809
i know the public transport shit..*shudders* still painful everytime i have to take a ride..with ALOT of people squeezing in there and..ugh..
but..idk i just had to force myself to do everything..i forced myself to find a place to study at, to take public transports and to eat and..lots of other stuff <.<
may the 'force' be with you? ...bad pun

>>8722787
sounds good, thank you :)))

>>8722818
German anon where are you from

>>8722821
berlin o.o

>>8722818
That's more or less how it works in Ameristan as well

>>8722822
> tfw forever alone in the south

>>8722794
she looks like a really cool person

>>8722703
yeaaaaah I usually use a few goofy trips but then I forgot to turn them off and got yelled at in a different board...

>>8722818
oh, you're german? nice
my girlfriend is in germany :O

idk, it's just... really hard for me to do anything, and in stressful situations i start to freeze up or maybe panic
+ my depression gets really bad to the point where sometimes i just can't do anything and have to sleep
idk, i'm waiting for the guy i'm housesitting for to come back because at least he can drive me places :S

i love that you're all talking about interest rates as i'm creating new accounts it's really adorable desu

Who else /handsome boy/ here

>>8722824
uhm uhm where exactly in the south? my mom lives in the south..and im sometimes visiting my mom O: in bawü

>>8722823
i like the word ameristan..

>>8722829
usually i get called nazi, kinda nice to hear something so positive haha
i think its a different feeling for everyone else..the first months i was having panic attacks whenever i was longer than 2 mins inside a public transport..after that it got better and i forced myself to go in there time after time and now i just break out in a little sweat sometimes when the train is really really full ><

>>8722832
I used to be but being halfway transitioned I'm kind of ugly by either standard.

>>8722827
*He
>>8722809
He's a professional makeup artist.
Not a grill
(No, really, heakes paychecks off of it)
He stopped getting maamd a month after getting off estrogen.
Now he's just a dude in makeup

>>8722828
:S
i did that a few time but luckily i learned to watch myself & i don't post much anywhere else anymore

>>8722836
I live near Stuttgart.

>>8722839
oh, so sorry :(

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Bracelets
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3zAZ1fI6cHY

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>>8722845
>You should be.
Lol, is okay.

>>8722836
we have a few german naziposters here, lol

ergh, i just wish i had someone to at least show me how to get around town by myself, i don't know the layout of anything :S
it's really hard for me to learn things by myself, if i don't have someone else to guide me i have horrible anxiety

>>8722839
idk why you would want to present as a flamboyant guy over a woman but eh
did he get boobs from estrogen?

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>we'll call you when your new phone is ready for pickup
that's real funny AT&T

>>8722844
my mom lives inbetween stuttgart and ulm o: so it's near you i guess? depending on which side you are near stuttgart haha

>>8722851
i'm sorry for not being able to help ;-;

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Hey girls! So, I'm posting a pic to ask if I pass. I'm two days into Spiro so it's super early, but I just wanted to get some opinions as I'm starting the physical side of transition.

For what it's worth, I've used women's restrooms and have never had an issue. I also, without being prompted to, got a pat down in the security line for females at a concert.

>>8722855
it's fine, i mean you live in germany so, idk. nobody can really help, anyway.
i'm just waiting for the guy i'm housesitting for to come back, he might be able to help me a bit

>>8722857
or he will do inappropriate things to you and you can't do anything against it cuz of anxiety and stuff ;-;

>>8722855
Thats the wrong side of Stuttgart :P I am Richtung Schwarzwald.

>>8722851
He's kinda intersexd, so he already had some boobage.
Now I make fun of him for his moobs

>>8722856
you look female but not sure about fully passing, your doing well though

>>8722856
i mean, idk, unless your voice is super good, idk
generally people don't pass until they're at least a year on hrt

you're probably going to want to lose all that weight so that you can regain female fat, because fat doesn't move around, just get replaced

>>8722859
meh i highly doubt it
he's only really into manly guys and he's really nice soooooo

plus idk. i'm too proud to let stuff like that happen to me irl, i think.

Usury#3381

amidoinitrite? its a verified accnt

someone invite me to friend zones plz k thx

>>8722856
No, not in this photo

>>8722856
You look like my mom, so yeah, you pass.

>>8722860
BUT it's still near there hmpf >< and who told you to live on the wrong side of stuttgart D:

>>8722870
then use the pride to get over some anxiety?
it kinda seems adorable..you are contradicting yourself x3


i'm going away from my computer for a while :< wanted to go for a walk, "see" you guys later c:

>>8722871
>wanting people to invite a completely unknown person into their safe spaces
ur makin me think here

>>8722879
>islam rly makes u think

>>8722878
eh, i have awful anxiety issues but also anger issues, so idk
i can get into really bad moods sometimes

later

>>8722883
o, ur islamanon
you should get a trip or something

>>8722883
fuck off

>>8722872
Valq several threads ago you wrote my surgery was 20k. It was 6k please don't spread misinformation.

>>8722878
Im too boring to meet anyway.
Its just interesting that most people I meet online live in the north. Its almost like we in the south work and earn money and have to time and everyone else lives off of that.

Usury#3381

>>8722870
Right. I was just making sure I wasn't in Hon territory starting out. I'm absolutely working on my weight now.

fuck trips i always do it wrong

>>8722873
I'm 18. Oh dear that's not good lol.

>>8722902
i mean you can't really tell? like you said, you're barely on hrt, soooo
you probably could pass as someone's mom though lol

but like i said, don't expect to pass pre-hrt
barely anybody does

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>>8722896
>Im too boring to meet anyway.

this is a lie

>>8722901
i can add you if you want to talk one on one but i don't have any servers i can invite you to lol

>>8722911
> this is a lie
this is a lie

>>8722902
Being overweight is cheating. Just like wearing a burka.

>>8722907
weight makes people look older than they are

you should be fine with some weight loss and time on HRT

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>>8722914
>this is a lie
this is a lie

I am a lie

>>8722916
Please tell me in which way I was interesting.
I am unable to hold a conversation. I am a super vanilla couch potato with nothing to tell. I dont get 80% of memes. I am super introverted.

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>tfw big forehead
>tfw smarten then you

>>8722927
If 4head size was an indicator of intelligence Id have already finished my 2nd studies at oxford.

Transitioning is a terrible idea for me what was I thinking

>>8722940
What has you thinking that?

>tfw out of weed and friends and nothing around but a big pile of adderall
u win

>>8722942
Everything, but mostly my heart's not in it, being called she/her is off-putting for some reason, and I'd be fine as a guy

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>>8722923
thats unfair, I am on so many psychmeds, I cant remember what we talked about last time.
I remember we had fun tho

>>8722950
Would you be happy if you stopped transition? Or is it a "I'm not happy either way" kind of thing?

>>8722953
Either way mostly

>buy a plunge bra online
>fits on the bottom half of your boob, but floats a lot above the nipple
What the hell

>>8722952
I honestly thought you were super bored at the end.
You probably just had fun watching me looking at you like a retard :P

>>8722956
Well, that sucks; I don't know what to recommend to you, but good luck.

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>>8722962
I had a REALLY REALLY REALLY good day
anxiety wise though. next time Its gonna be a lot more stressful for you probably

sport workout bottoms have draw string belt
>wash without putting shorts in a net bag
>no more belt on shorts

i wana learn to thread clothing

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>>8722972
> I had a REALLY REALLY REALLY good day
> anxiety wise though.
Does this mean your day was really good because we met or it was a really good day anxiety wise?

Why would it be more stressful for me if your anxiety is worse?

>>8722967
It sucks a lot, but thanks

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A song about Estrogen:
Happy is the Drug
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQ_IRMcAWoc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4wmP9mrpmg
the original trutrans song

bored and sober af
wat shall i practice today mtfg?

>>8722988
Does your voice need work?

>>8722993
it doesn't make me disphoric

>>8722988
a crazy little thing called love~

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>Number of posters increases with number of suicideposters
Really jiggles your gelatin, du'n't?

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I WANNA EAT DADDYS MUSKY BUTTHOLE

>>8723002
i mean. you need voice to pass so, idk
it's an important thing to practice unless you want to be a turbohon :S

sigh i wonder if my city is done with hysteria so i can go outside again

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I've started going to a bar alone and taking shots after work to cope with it all

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DADDysMusky butt is the best thing in the wolrd and he just hasnt realized it and iim going to plant my face in it

when u all say practice my voice all i hear is that you want to make fun of me. sorry i'm ruined.

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how do i get a transwoman girlfriend(Bf)

>>8723013
nah
i speak in a squeaky lispy voice that's pretty bad :S
the main thing is just to practice
i get dysphoric if i talk in my boy voice and even though my 'girl' voice is awful i feel comfortable because at least i'm trying

>>8723016
live near me and be like this

> My age, at least as tall as I am
> put at least a tiny bit of effort into your looks
> nice person, loyal, dedicated
> not a neet
> share my interests
> wants to take things slow

>>8723013
would anybody here REALLY be THAT mean

>>8723005
>>8723012
xivg please stay in your containment thread.

>>8722977
What? Always tie a knot in your drawstrings.

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>>8723026
but this is my contiametnt zone.

>>8723030
spam it up thread died an hour ago

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what i do

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Should I avoid tranny bangs or should I go for them

>>8723040
post a picture of your face, and ill tell you

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i just want a transgirl to be my partner is their any place like discord i can talk to you guys without being alienated for being cis

Is instant ramen for breakfast degenerate?

>>8723040
Doo eet!
They can completely transform your face.

>>8723019
>not a neet
shit

>>8723038
holy shit you're real?

>>8723016
if you want a gf friend, what you need to do is buy her stuff that girls like, like flowers and tampons

>>8723038
go away

>>8722735
Life would certainly be easier to have skip days on facial hair removal that's for sure

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>>8723043
daddy,will cook you a great healthy meal for breakfast sweety :) as long as your willing to give daddy a little suckle of your cute tits

>>8723042
Why do you want a transgirl partner?

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>>8723043
Ramen is good, but i wouldn't eat it for breakfast. It's much better to get ramen from a ramen shop

>>8723045
i guess so

>>8723047
I'm about to, have no fear little one.

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>>8722895
Sorry love, I wasn't trying to dysinfo.
...just going off my Spiegel quote.
You got a frickin bargain for 6k

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>>8722980
>Why would it be more stressful for me if your anxiety is worse?

because guess whod have to babysit me when I get attacks and youre the only person I trust in the room :^)

>>8723045
did you not realize

>>8723042
and why exactly do you want a trans girl instead of a regular girl

>>8723049
STFU you laser candidate bitch

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>>8723053
i miss when nicky bullied me about sounding like im 15

>>8723058
My best friend pandora!!!

>>8723054
just tell me what I have to do when you have an attack. Im good at babysitting.

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>>8723041
Here go
>>8723043
I just need to do something with my hair ;~;
But with tranny bangs it might look weird if I'm still guy mode

>>8723052
Go away forever

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>>8723072
probably not, but could always try it

>>8723074
why, i didn't even do anything.

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>>8723043
>Is instant ramen for breakfast degenerate?
It's not degenerate, but it's not exactly the breakfast of champions. It sounds like you've seen better days.

>>8723072
hugg qt ambi
idk what to do about my hair either :S
it's kinda messy af

>>8723068
see >>8723074

hey chara i need friends and everyone says you're fun
Usury#3381
no one else will add me )*=

>>8723079
You were illegally gay online

>>8722707
Yeah I know but its still hard to imagine the mental state.

>>8723079
Get on your knees

>>8723084
i offered but you didn't reply lol
just don't trust a word chara says and you'll be good to go desu

>>8723083
Hugg
Yeah the ends of mine keep getting tied into knots :S
>>8723079
Is there a style/cut that would work better or should I just get a slight trim to get rid of the split ends and such?

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>>8723058
>>8723051
i dont care about looks, i just want someone who is sweet and caring on the inside.

and it would be really cute and i would love to help my partner transition and see her become happy.

Although i would want to have a gf that would one day be willing to live with me and go out with my friends who are very accepting of the lgbt

>>8723040
Get a pageboy flip.

>>8723042
chaser reeeeeeee

>>8723047
no bully pls

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>>8723083
I was even nice to carol today!
might change my mind though.

>>8723084
sure i guess

>>8723087
fuck i knew i should have registered

>>8723091
That's, lewd anon.

>>8723094
I would need another angle, but try asking someone else here im going to bed, sorry ambiance.

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>>8723079
your a evil little girl, and daddy will teach you from the ground up to be a little sweetheart, even if it requires beating and whipping to get you to that point.

>>8723099
slut

>>8723095
meh.
may as well save yourself the mental illness and date a cis girl desu
people underestimate how hopeless a lot of trans people are

>>8723094
i just comb my hair with my hands sometimes and idk. it's probably too thick maybe
i'd need a stylist i guess

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O//o

>>8723106

I don't get this meme, is the shopped face someone famous?

>>8723093
)= of course i wanted you to add me

>>8723095
Why don't you date men do have a baby

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>when u cut urself shaving

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>>8723103
tfw people liked me better when i just stuck to animals.

>>8723104
het

>>8723105
good night pandora

sleepiety

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i want a failed straight male gf that i will force to become straight for men

>>8723112
you were asking for friend zones so i said i didn't have any servers i can invite you to but i could just add you

>>8723072
>it might look weird if I'm still guy mode
Blunt bangs pretty much ended my guy mode, so that's something to consider if you aren't ready.

>>8723081
Nah, I'm okay. It was more of a craving than anything. I have options.

>>8723116
r u a sweetie grill ?

>>8723115
suck my dick

>>8723114
it's okay bexe, sometimes i fail at basic things that i have years and years of experience in doing too

not very often though, because i'm not clumsy like you

>>8723068
Burch has friends??

>>8723110
He's a blind black writer that writes about how evil black people are

>>8723114
>when you cut your lip shaving
jfc it bled a LOT.
i hate new razors.
there's this comfy zone where your razor is new enough that it cuts smooth without a risk of skinning you

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I never used to bruise before but now I bruise all the time

>>8723140
Why are you shaving your lip?

Does hair grow there for some people?

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>>8723070
>/////>
I hope it doesnt come to that tebeha
dont really wanna be a burden even more than I already am

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>>8723127
i'm not clumsy, i-it's because i drank a lot of coffee today!

>>8723140
>in a world where every razor blade is between one and three weeks old

>>8723143
Tone down the kinky games

>>8723145
no i meant to shave right under.

>>8723150
;-;
mine are cheap and last like 2 weeks maybe idk

i've tried every razor in the store in the last few months and the fusion thiing is best for me, with some shave gel w/o water

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I wanna go buy some bygone/care stuff from the store
Is there hygiene and care stuff (soap, shampoo, conditioner, razors, etc.) that y'all recommend?
Also where so I find cute socks for giant ogre feet
>>8723105
I have a couple brushes that another trip recommended to me but it's still pretty eh
I'll ask my mom if she knows a stylist I could go to that would be okay with me being a stinky swamp tranny
>>8723114
Fugg iktf
I keep cutting myself every time I shave
>>8723120
Ahh okay
Sometimes I feel like I need to push myself from my comfort zone but I worry that it would spike my anxiety again if I got too bold

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>>8723103
>beating and whipping
>punishment

C-can I b-be an evil girl?

>>8723157
eos cream

>>8723026
oh god please dont tell me this idiot is associated with /xivg/

that would explain a lot

>>8723150
>i'm not clumsy, i-it's because i drank a lot of coffee today!
maybe the next time you shave, drink something with less caffeine in it beforehand

like vodka

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>>8723165
as soon as you become a real transgirl ill beat you up any time i want to. :)

>>8723173
why do so many trannies like ffxiv
even my transmom is into it

>>8723178
beat a trans girl and i'll drop you. your pic related doesnt stand a chance against my jihad

>>8723180
you can be a catgirl or a petite waif lizard girl i guess

>>8723174
>that one time you realized you still had stubble while coming up on LSD and had to shave while jittery and nervous
didn't cut myself tho c:

>tfw all the most despised posters in /mtfg/ all have a bizarre one-sided obsession with you
i'm not even sure what i do that triggers people so much but i guess i'll keep doing it

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>>8723180
so many like it because they are failed male agps with male brains and intrests.
its just wow erp but with better graphics so they can self insert harder

>>8723158
You're shaving too fast and too hard. The less blades, the better.

I wonder if Nim and Eva have met up yet. Godspeed, little buddies.

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>>8723154
Actually it's from me hitting things and myself in anger, my arms and legs are all purple now

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>>8723198
>male interests

>>8723189
i tried the free trial and i played that race of giants
they were really really cool

baka my transmom is agp and plays a catgirl