MTFG - "male" to cute girl general

first for eternal depression

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>>8679159
technically she chased me

Going to shop for girl glasses in 2 hours, very excited.

Buenos días mi familia
Another day another step closer to death

>>8679180
Going to shop for men's glasses in an hour and a half

Less excited

>>8679200
:( I'm sorry dear.

I don't pass or anything, I just don't care any more

Some 33 year old woman wants to tie me up and dye my hair :3

Awh.

>>8679200
;-; trip drop

>>8679208
How long are you gonna repress for?

why is /r9k/ so mean?

>>8679128
>i feel like i'm wasting my therapist's time talking about my social anxiety instead of going forward talking about tranny shit
You need to that on day one to see if they're even worth bothering with at all.

>>8679218
>going to /r9k/

>>8679163
wait a minute, does this mean you're into chasers
are you saying i have a chance, bexe

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>>8679223
but they woke me up to being a tranny again.
they cured me of my repression brainwashing.
i want to suck dick.
i want to be a cute loving wife, & my husband's personal little cockslut.
/r9k/ is full of clean, lonely guys, isn't it?
they are virgins, & i want a virgin robot

>>8679222
Different anon:
I stopped going to therapy. The way I see it, the system tells you that you need it because the system thinks they shouldn't help you and should instead positive mental attitude your way out of transition. It's fucking shit. And can a therapist make you a woman? Haha no. So it's a waste.

I really like informed consent clinics like planned parenthood. They don't need a fucking stupid ass letter or any proof of therapy they just do what needs to be done and give you HRT the same day you ask for it, literally no questions asked. The new paradigm of treating gender incongruence outside of ye Olde gate keeping evangelist mindset is finally taking hold in the United states, illiterate south notwithstanding. I'm like 100% sure most trans women are wasting their own time and own money on therapy if they think it will help with transition.

So I pissed blood today went to a doctor and got asked if i was ftm.

Terrible day would not recommend, im never gona not boymode and im never going outside again.

>>8679216
I'm too suicidal rn for bantz I'm just trying to make it through the day

>>8679235
then why the fuck are you trying to force yourself to be a man for literally no reason at all despite having financial security, vfs, years on hormones, etc.

you are so fucking stupid, you depress yourself.

>>8679235
Sorry to hear that.
>>8679238
This.

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i'm happy again.
i want to stay a tranny.
i want a wonderful man w/ a big dick.
fuck the police.
>tfw your school's founder, shinran shonin, was tolerant toward "alternative lifestyles".
>feelsgoodman.jpg
i'm gonna find myself a husband & never let him go

>>8679238
Lives in like the world's most liberal city as well.

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>>8679245
>Buddhism

>>8679230
I would never spend money to talk to what is almost statistically certain to be a less intelligent person about my scrambled brain meats problems

>>8679233
That means you pass as a girl, but because of boy clothes they assume you're ftm pre-hrt

>>8679253
problem?
besides, most fedoras are straight-up atheists

>>8679263
Buddhism is basically atheism-lite.

>>8679229
This is bait.

>>8679257
I wasted so much of my parents money on talk therapy memes. It took about a half year until I broke out of the "well if my parents think it's best..." mindset and I really just overnight went from mental age 15 to 20. Which still leaves a 5 year deficit in my maturity and life skills...

I'm smarter than most therapists, and most shrinks I see are a very different temperament and brain neurotype to me and can't really understand me. The few I've found that get me, and get transexual stuff are still shrinks and they have 1 option: corproate pharmaceutical memes. So like I just don't have medical care anymore, I do it all on my own and I've been so so much more stable (ask Shakira how I was when I first showed up shit posting here, she's one of the few who was here before me and is still here. Where the fuck is everyone lol this place churn rate is insane). Suffice to say it was a wreck. My mental health was actually deteriorating faster when I was talking to strangers about my issues and getting litterally nothing in return. Holy shit so much wasted money and co-pays.

Redpill me on Princess Sevenleaf. Is she HSTS or AGP? And does anyone have a picture of her?

>>8679281
>i am become fedora!

>>8679292
AGP trying to pass as HSTS, just like most /tttt/ trannies.

>didn't start HRT until 20s
>will probably always have tiny underdeveloped breasts

can't deal

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HAPPENING

>>8679235
I'm gonna come save you one day.
Just you wait and see

>>8679305
You could have large overly perky boobs all your co-workers talk shit about behind your back because they think they're fake

>>8679238
Financial security means different things to different people, I consider financial security to be having a house (750k in California) a wife and being able to pay for you both to live comfortably and take care of any accidents or issues that may occur.

I'm not financially secure like that, that's like three million dollars in the bank

100mg progesterone

What even is this supposed to do? I just started it. But idk what I'm in for.

>>8679320
They just figured out CRISPR embryo editing this week,

You'll die before a crispy embryo that has your and and another mans genetic information in it is implanted and birthed from a trans woman

>>8679320
This is stupid. The compounding possibility of complications just makes this fucking selfish. You risk the well-being of your child just so you can carry the little tumor to term. They wouldn't even be your eggs so they still wouldn't be biologically related to you, unless you're going to fertilize them with your frozen sperm.

Or are they going to change your sperm into eggs and tack on ANOTHER point of failure and complications?

Fuck having a healthy baby, you have to carry it for 9 months.

>>8679320
>wanting to get a womb transplant
>not wanting to be in a customizable robot body that never ages and is immortal

>>8679337
>living in California
>that has half a million petition to leave the union
>that WANTS its middle class to leave
>that wants open borders
>security

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>>8679305
>tfw 21
>won't have money to transition for another year
>I'll be in the royal navy so I won't be able to transition anyway
Shit sucks. I only like women anyway, so I guess I'll just regress and pretend to be happy as a man.

>>8679345
>>8679343
What if you don't want a child but rather the same source of estrogen as women?

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>>8679320
>by 2025 all transwomen will be forced to have womb transplants and receive state inseminations to maintain viable birth rates
i just wanted to play video games

>>8679225
are you a dick girl?

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>>8679245
Please don't hurt men with your pseudo besuxality meta attracation.
Your agp, your meant to date women.

>>8679345
The child would never have had a chance of life in the first place if it were not for the procedure.
>>8679343
;_;
>>8679358
That comes from the ovaries not the womb.

>>8679358
That's not a womb then. That's ovaries. That's different.

could i be sad because i have low t due to selfmedding?

>>8679345
wouldn't it be your eggs if it's made from your cells?

>>8679345
>>8679343
I can't stand how fucking illiterate this board is.
https://www.technologyreview.com/s/603343/eggs-from-skin-cells-heres-why-the-next-fertility-technology-will-open-pandoras-box/

What does it mean if I like being fem, shaven, all that, and gendered as female but I want to keep my dick? Dilation is disgusting

>>8679270
Isn't that a good thing?

>>8679379
It means you aren't completely insane and want to wait until technology advances enough to give you a real female reproductive system.

>>8679387
>getting srs is completely insane
That's some spicy hypberbole, Anon.

>>8679389
Getting your dick chopped off to get a non functioning vagina is insane, yes.

>>8679365
>The child would never have had a chance of life in the first place if it were not for the procedure.
The child could have been given life with less risky procedures. You risk the typical complications that come with organ transfers.

>>8679373
It would be, but nowhere does that screencap of that article suggest making eggs from cells. Just straight womb transplant from one cis woman (or transman?) to a trans woman.

>>8679375
Yes, a totally different tech.
If you want to supply the egg for a sperm to impregnate that's one thing.

To suggest also carrying that child to term in a transplanted womb so you can fulfill your pregnancy dream is stupid. The ridiculous costs and the extra care needed to do would be dumb. Just have someone else carry your designer baby to term. I have my doubts a neovagina could deal with giving birth through it. Assuming your pelvic bone is wide enough anyway. It would be a c-section. This is vanity to the extreme.

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>>8679399

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>>8679389
bait

>>8679387
What if enjoy having a gt?

>>8679399
Living with permanent physical dysphoria in the vague hopes of medical technology that isn't even in the experimental stage is, I would argue, significantly more insane.

If you can get away with maintaining psychological wellbeing without getting SRS you're just lucky but not even trans woman can.

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>>8679157
daily reminder to for the side of good
together we can stop the predatory failed straight males.

>>8679414
>not defending people from Emma instead

i want to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

>>8679400
It seems like we'd perfect organ printing faster than womb transplant. maybe it will change. that'd make rejection less of an issue.

having a gf is hard work desu

>>8679416
i cant do that anymore or ill get hurt

>>8679425
you cant blame all transbians for one sociopathic person though

it's like blaming all slavs for chara

>>8679418
See, this is less of an insane idea.
I doubt there's that many wombs to go around anyway. The want would far outstrip the supply.

Jesus, can you imagine a woman waking up in a bathtub full of ice and her fucking uterus and eggs missing?

>>8679414
why do you even bother posting as an anon?

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>>8679277
no, it isn't, i'm starting to feel all better.
now i just need to snag me an employed robofriend & i'm fucking golden.

>>8679270
w/e, idgas

>you might be able to carry a baby in your womb in your lifetime

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>>8679438
so i dont get recognized

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>>8679360
no, fuck you, i want penis.
women are for fun, men are for love

Redpill me on Alines.

She seems to shift between nice girl and completely insane frequently.

>>8679425
Hurt how?

>>8679457
emma will dox people who speak out against her
it's happened before.

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>>8679409
Why would you get a fake vagina when for half the cost you can look like this and have no one care what you have

>>8679462
Doxing only matters if you care about it

>>8679454
alines is a nice girl that is also kind of insane

>>8679359
>are you a dick girl?
i'm just a dick, i hope that's okay

>>8679406
Please respond to me!

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I've never been made fun of or harassed since pretty much going fulltime. What gives? Where is all this discrimination I constantly hear about?

>>8679431
yes, I could imagine doing that to a woman :^)

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>>8679457
ill get doxxed if i keep doing it so im not going to.
>>8679454
I think she is compelty insane at all times. i think she is average in terms of nicesness, doesnt really be very mean just crazy
her thoughts/blog posts jump around crazily and she like flip flops on what she wants like one second later

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>>8679469
i guess.
i just need to get more spiro & prozac, then i'll stop being crazy

>>8679484
>spiro
Cut ur balls off lol

>>8679484
>more spiro
are you just out of the pills or are you saying you need to increase your dose
you already said your under 10t

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speaking of which, does anyone have aa's they can spare.

>>8679485
nah, i could die.
i may be crazy, but i'm not stupid

>>8679483
What is being doxxed gonna do you said you have a baby glock and bf that will protect you

>>8679467
what does that even mean
doxxing somebody because you raped them and they're speaking up about it is one of the most fucked up things possible

>>8679491
i'm all out

>>8679476
You're no longer as big of a failure so there's less fun in making fun of you.

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>>8679495
i dont have a baby glock yet i have to wait till im 21 to do concelead caring lol
>>8679500
thats not good :c

>>8679497
So Emma actually raped her?

>>8679510
don't remember the story 100%, it was either emma raped her or a black man raped her while emma didn't do anything. still a terrible thing

>>8679476
You got boring.
There's only so much fun that can be had making fun of a failure like you.

>>8679507
well, it's a good thing i still have my estrogen to help fend my t off until i get another prescription of spiro

>>8679519
>failure
>she passes and lives with her bf and is fulltime
:^]

>>8679522
estrogen dont do anything without t lol.,..

>>8679484
dw I'd still marry u

>>8679523
Please don't defend Kyler and his BS.

>at trans support group, two cis women are there from the body that provides funding for it
>one of them gets talking to me
>"omg your cheekbones are amazing, you look just like-"
>Me internally: It's either Noel Fielding or Rik Mayall
>"Noel Fielding!"
e v e r y
t i m e

>>8679238
Faye is a victim of massive internalised transphobia

>>8679528
;~;
please someone, send spiro, i'll do anything

>>8679532
ok, thanks

>>8679539
"You look just like a homely male comedian!"
How... polite.

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>>8679497
People WILL lash out if you speak out about them. Perks of being a whistle-blower.

And generally, the bigger the story you break, the bigger the backlash is.

anyone got the Emma copypasta

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>>8679539
>"omg your cheekbones are amazing, you look just like-"

omg cis women lmao they are so silly :^]

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also I hit 22 months HRT on 2nd August, whoo
still got an unfixable bulldozer jaw but I guess I've had enough profound life experiences now since starting to justify it

repeat from last night, I finished the fourth draft of my screenplay, anyone wanna read it? It's an introspective/existential drama about the current ongoing crisis of security (both societal, political security and individual, emotional security) and how it affects people; plot-wise it follows a trans woman coerced into conversion therapy by her father; an indie filmmaker friend of mine wants to helm it

>>8679560
I feel you're cute in your own way and I don't know how to explain it.

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>not 100%
Time to an hero

>>8679556
>tfw had to deal with a cis woman who's otherwise a good friend giving me the "youre so brave speech"
why are cis people such dummies even when theyre trying to be good

My brain is retarded. Out and about I'm always caught off guard how narrow I look in reflections.
But at home in the bathroom mirror I feel wide as fuck.

I've deduced it's not the lighting (I've changed the bulbs, unscrewed some, etc) The bathroom mirror at home is about three and a half times as wide as a typical single sink bathroom mirror. It's literally just the width of the mirror making my brain go "Oh, you're the wide thing in the wide mirror".

Fuck my brain and these optical illusions.

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>>8679578
it makes sense to them with their 80iq brains but they arent intellegent enough/cant comprehend what its like to actually be trans

>>8679560
can I eat your ass desu

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>One of those days where you wake up and cry for an hour straight while laying in the dark
Thanks E and depression.

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Okay how can it be that I only have 25ng/l Estradiol in my blood, even after increasing my Progynova dosage to 6mg a day?
Pre-hrt my levels were at 20ng/l and I'm almost a year on hrt now.

>>8679596
tfw no gf to comfort

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>>8679596
oooohhhh i know that feel
sleeping in the dark in the basement and its cold and ur crying and seeing hallucinating demons/shadow people.
truely the peak of my life

>>8679463
>tfw can't afford either

GIRLCOCK

>>8679599
whats the normal levels you want in ng/l
if its the same measurement i use were i want to be about 200 then theirs something wrong maybe your t levels are still high?

>>8679607
nice

What's your T?

Are you seeing noticable physical results anyway?

>>8679544
he's considered a peak male specimen by a decent number of women in the UK, at least when he was younger, it's just... why the fuck would you try to compliment a trans woman by comparing them to any male who doesn't actively pass as female?

this is literally one step down from
>"I just want to live a normal quiet life and not have to think about my gender etc. constantly, just be comfortable in my body"
>most cis women for some reason: "YASSSS QUEEN SLAAYYYYYYY"

>>8679607
EXCUSE ME
its miss cock

someone i hate this.
i wanna binge on estrogen & die just so i don't have to put up w/ not having spiro

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>>8679470
let's get a skirt on that dick

>>8679613
My T levels are nuked (less than 0.03ug/l).
But yeah I would like my E to be around 200 too, or even just over 100 would be nice.
No wonder why I don't have boobs and look like a man :/
How can that be? 6mg Progynova is a pretty high dosage already >_<

>>8679569
let me know if you figure it out

>>8679591
sure unless you're a cat-rapist or something, I have significantly above-average personal hygiene and my main sexual partner for the last two years once said I have the cleanest-tasting butt she'd ever eaten out which made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside

>>8679631
yeah thats not good that your levels are that low.
did you selfmed at all before hrt?

>>8679622
I guess the concept of "trans people are just really fucking gay cis people" just holds fast for some.

god, shut up tiddies, you shouldn't even be acting up tbdesu.
mommy hasn't even been taking aa's.
so be quiet.
you're fooling yourselves

>>8679639
Yes I was selfmedding with 2mg Estrofem for 2 months then switched to 4mg Progynova, then made a blood test and my E was even lower than pre-hrt (19ng/l) so I increased it to 6mg and a salvia test even said my E levels were too high, but I continued with that dosage and now on the blood test it says it's only 25ng/l :(
I should take 25mg of androcur every second day now and 2 pushes of Gynokadin gel, although that might be way too less for me if even 6mg Progynova didn't do anything :/

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>>8679649
Plus he really is a spitting image of Noel.

>>8679539
Take it back

>>8679664
Robin is unironically cuter. This dude looks sleazy as hell and Robin has cleaned up pretty well.

>>8679624
Actually its Mrs. Cock

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>>8679673
>Robin is unironically cuter. This dude looks sleazy as hell and Robin has cleaned up pretty well.

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Does rubbing estrogen gel on you boobs help them grow btw?

>>8679695
tbhon I don't know

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is it weird that even when i am sad and down i still compare my sadness to that of others and conclude i should not copy other people? or that others sadness is way more real than mine or something

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here's a couple of before pics for the newbies for comparison

>>8679671
Faye, you're literally the sort of person I wrote this screenplay for (and about), the protagonist's main character arc is about facing up to the fact that she transitioned for a reason, and being ashamed about being a chemically castrated, estrogenised male isn't going to get her anywhere in life

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>>8679695
Not really. Someone else has to do it for you.

>>8679281
That sounds exactly accurate, I'm sorry to hear that, I knew better intuitively but then my prefered forms of self therapy are boarderline suicidal(street racing) or destroy your status in society (mmj, psychedelics, being a bitch)

>>8679695
sounds like a great way to get boob cancer but doubt it lol.

>>8679721
I wish I had real boobs :(
They don't even have to be *that* big.
And unfortunately there is nobody nearby who could do that for me.

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>>8679732
If all else fails you can always get implants.

>>8679737
ew
gross veiny boobs

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>tfw Noelle would've been a cuter name
>tfw snowflake tier if I didn't pass
Eh, whatever.

>>8679695
I don't think it makes a difference beyond your E levels, which don't make your boobs bigger iirc.

>>8679716
it's an incorrect way of thinking, but very common

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Im fond of my bobers

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>>8679732
>nobody nearby
why do they have to be nearby?
and why does somebody have to do it for you?
why can't you do it yourself?
just save your coins, honey.

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>tfw gave up on passing
>tfw decided to go with a feminine boy next door look instead
anyone want a bf???

>>8679744
Yeah I thought so :/
I really hope the gel will get absorbed better so that my E levels get into female range :(
Also should I be worried that my Prolactin is a bit high?

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>>8679740
Is having no bewbs preferable to having "gross veiny boobs"?

>>8679768
Good for you, shame we can't all have such cute bobers.

>>8679782
Stop fucking missing doses then. Ive never missed a dose of hrt in the 2 years ive been taking the stuff

>>8679774
Anon said someone else has to do it for me, so it would be smart if it was someone who lived nearby, unless they want to travel for a few hours every day to rub estrogen gel over my manly chest.

>>8679779
If you have a cute face and body otherwise, then sure.

>>8679737

>when ur breasts are a symptom of deep psychological problems

She's honorary trans!

>>8679777
you can be my bf, but in public and around my family you have to pretend to be a girl and i will address you as "my girlfriend"

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>>8679789
It's pretty hard to find a cute face and body among the trannies.

>>8679792
>She's honorary trans!
Is that another way to say "daddy issues"?

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>>8679721
Those are some boobs o.o

>>8679778
Prolactin? Probably. It's symptomatic (but not indicative) of some sort of cancer iirc

>>8679792
You mean trans are honorary girls

>>8679810
Trans are never girls lol

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>>8679797
Uhh why? I dont pass as a girl anyway? And being a feminine guy is fun?

>>8679817
Cute dress

>>8679817
i dunno anon, you look pretty girl-shaped to me

dirty mirror though, that's a bit of a red flag

I wish I was a girl

>>8679817
Stop brushing with your mouth open.

i'm going to murder emma to clean up the name of the transbian race

>>8679515
is there an actual source on this
who got raped

>>8679826
Thanks babe <3

>>8679830
I have a feminine guy next door face, and as you can see from my first pic I can totally pass for a boy, not so much as a cis girl.

So I mean you can call me your girlfriend but your family and the public will be like "ah its one of those gay tranny boys" sooo

>>8679855
their will still be more manipulative predatory transbians even if you kill her off

>>8679870
they also need to be hunted down because they harm the more innocent and naive transbians and straight trans girls too

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>>8679852
Thats my friends mirror
>>8679864
forgot lips pic to prove nonpassability

I'm sad /lolg/
I ran out of antidepressants a couple days ago and it's really hitting me today

>>8679870
They must be cut off at the source.
Mandatory blockers and injections for all males starting at age five!

>>8679886
>tfw quit my antidepressants because they weren't helping
i'm not sure if they were just keeping my ultra-lows in check or if cypro is assblasting me now but ugh
my moods are so bad

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Is this the gf shop where boys can gets gfs

okay I'm Trans
now what

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>>8679917

>>8679917
how old are you

>>8679907
No, sorry.

>>8679917
Try not to be sad.

>>8679928
I tried ftmg but they got upset

>>8679864
we just need to nuke you with hormones, and maybe FFS - that should do the trick

the public don't even think about trannies, except when they see sensational news articles about a 6'3" bearded man in a dress crying because he got asked to leave for using the female toilets

>>8679906
Have you considered talking to your psychiatrist about it, maybe a different antidepressant might help

>>8679917
titty skittles or noose [spoiler]or both[/spoiler]

>>8679907
no there are no girl here

>>8679925
coming up on 20

>>8679937
how much do you look like a girl?
how long have you had trans thoughts of any kind for?
what made you finally realize?

>>8679636
Let me eat your ass then

>tfw poor and have too much studying to do to go to a wedding in greece with sertii and promptly die of heatstroke before being tossed in the aegean to be eaten by shrimp

why live

>>8679949
>Not at all
>Since I was 12ish
>Just kinda boiled over finally

>>8679935
i stopped seeing my doctor and hawaii has a doctor deficit so my therapist couldn't recommend anyone else
and i'm too anxious to start seeing a new doctor anyway
i want to leave this shitty island :(

i might just let my health insurance expire and stop seeing my therapist, having to renew my health insurance is too stressful

>>8679797
lol

t.trap

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I'm drunk

I'm happy to be a gay boy
I can't wait to suck my boyfirends cock this month

>>8679959
>going to mainland europe when it's 40+ at the moment
i mean

>>8679978
the netherlands were fine but i have a hunch that the climate there might be ever so mildly different from the mediterranean

So does anyone know what progesterone is even for and what it does and on what time scale? Just started it, but idk why I just kinda made the decision with no research lol

>>8679965
ok, figure out what you want to do about it
do you want to go the official route or try to handle it yourself, in secret maybe?

Robin let me eat that ass

>>8679990
I don't know. With my living situation a bit of both I suppose

>>8679779
yeah

>>8680003
ok, find out about any relevant places near you and maybe think about who you want to tell about it, at first at least

>>8679996
you'll get poop on your lips, anon

>>8680010
I told one person by accident. They're cool about it but I really wish I didn't

feel empty

>>8680011
She is clean

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>>8680005
But if you don't have boobs... and you don't have hips... and you don't have a vagina - where does that leave you?

anyone good at grilling here

>>8680014
fill the hole with video games

Oh god they dialated my eyes and I drove home with no sunglasses and I feel like I got punched in the back of the head

>>8680024
not that anon but estrogen made video games boring for some reason, it's weird

>>8680024
most don't interest me anymore :(

>>8680030
>>8680031
Maybe you guys should try Sims?

i don't have hope for anything anymore

>>8680043
Hope is the first step on the road to disappointment.

>>8680060
without hope, everything is disappointment

>>8680023
I'm good at everything

>>8680043
Help me try and kill all of humanity
it'll be fun

>>8680060
I read this in the voice of the Librarian from Dawn of War 1.

>>8680071
but that's just mean

>>8679986
progesterone ""can""" help with breast development aswell as help smooth out your mood
it dosnt do much other then that

>>8680075
No it's not
Who is it mean to

>>8680095
everybody

>>8680101
How? They were gonna die anyway

>>8680108
idk
kill me first if you do

>>8679907


Faye just get a bf(cis) already.

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>>8680074
You are a good girl for that.

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daddy is going to send me to the rape dungeon and rape me in it

>>8680115
The idea is to kill everyone more or less simultaneously

Killing someone creates suffering for those left behind, and my goal is to eliminate suffering, not create more of it

>>8680135
fair enough
i can get behind that i guess

>tfw depressed and hopeless and make your gf depressed just by talking to her

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tfw no futa mommy mtf trans gf with a big thick cock to make me be her little boy and dominate me and top me

>>8680143
Yep. The worst is when they ask what's wrong and it's like stfu you just bitch when I tell you I'm fixing to die lmao

>>8680145
summoning emma

>>8680151
emma isnt a mommy

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>>8679157
you all are so much sexier then normal girls
real cock is so much better then getting pegged
and its a lot easier with to get a tranny to top then a real girl

>>8680043
>>8680142

>>8680173
>all
what about the ones who don't pass
or us who don't even look like girls

>>8680173
most trannies will burst into treats if they try to top someone though

>>8680179
i'm not bitter from dysphoria
i'm bitter from adhd, crippling anxiety, and suicidal depression
i'm bitter that i need somebody to rely on, at least to get back onto my feet, and i have literally nobone

>>8680173
>chasers think trannies are IRL futanari porn
go back to /d/

>>8680182
i'm a piñata (male)

>>8680173
>doesn't know how dysfunctional estrogenized penis is on average

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>>8680180
ive seen lots of transgirls they are really sexy
>>8680182
well im not interested in the ones who want srs

>>8680189
>ñ
agreed

>>8680195
>well im not interested in the ones who want srs
and the ones who don't want srs aren't interested in you

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>>8680194
lots of transwomen have really big ones that still work.
could always take stuff for erectile dysfunction too

>>8680189
are you a cute pinata

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>>8680204
>and the ones who don't want srs aren't interested in you
ive had a futanari gf before but it didnt work out longterm
they exist though

>>8680215
>futanari gf
>didn't work out longterm
yeah, i can see why

>>8680173
I've never really got why people want a gf to fug their bum
what's wrong with putting it in their butts?

>>8680211
not very no

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>>8680219
....... ohh i get it
because her dick was small

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Waifu's told me he was playing around with the idea of just letting me cam for cash last night.
And was worried about it changing our relationship forever
Then was like, "I guess you're too much of a sociopath to actually care. So, it probably wouldn't change but I really wouldn't like knowing men on the internet are masturbating to you".
.
.
.
I don't know how to feel

>>8680223
at least you're sweet

(geddit? because you're filled with candy)

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>>8680228
this
:c
she tried to make it work but it was too small and i didnt like her using toys/hollow strapons
>>8680222
because dominant top women are sexy and im sub and a bottom.

>>8680236
just date men you goofy fruit

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>>8680236
i........ i was joking!

>>8680232
...well I mean, is he right?

Careful or you're gonna get turned out ;x

i want to go outside but it is dark and i am scared of the dark

Should I lose weight before taking skittles?

>>8680243
jokes are despicable

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>>8680241
men are gross im straight.
>>8680243
i mean their was some other problems like she was really depressed all the time which was annoying

>>8680252
That's what I'm doing. I'd rather be dead than a fat hon.

>>8680257
birdy please go

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>>8680247
>tfw you go on nightwalks because you're brave and not afraid of the dark, unlike wimpy trannies
I am the one who knocks

>>8680257
you sound like a very low empathy individual

not good dating material specially not for trans girls

>>8680232
i'd be really fucking grossed out at the idea of guys on the internet masturbating to me desu

>>8680257
yeah because trannies are actual people with problems lol
you deserve to be alone desu

>>8680247
racist bitch
>>8680262
pls it's a baiting tripfag sans-trip

>>8680266
responding to bait occasionally keeps the thread somewhat entertaining unless its like, very boring /pol/ style bait i guess

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>>8680260
who is that
>>8680262
i cared as much as i could and tried to help but she wouldnt get better
>>8680265
its hard to be with someone who is depressed 24/7 no matter what you do for them or try to get them help

>>8680236
>because dominant top women are sexy and im sub and a bottom
Hi
>>8680244
Well ya
I am a sociopath when it comes to ppl I don't know.
Easily emotionally detached.
I've played with the idea before, myself.... He's just always been the worried one.

I know there's a definite market for me in the internet, I've had callers before and ppl constantly begging for stuff over Skype.
Idk
It's an interesting thought

>>8680261
>tfw literally looking behind me every few minutes and cross the street across from other people whenever i see anyone

>>8680265
Let's be honest, I fucking know I'm already in somebody's spank bank just from mtfg, tinychat, and discord alone.
It wasn't until this summer that I really started to blossom and kinda found the need to covet my lewds a little more prominent than in the past

>tfw want to purge but live with housemates and can't think of anywhere else
I wish dysphoria didn't make me eat so much

>>8680288
desu i feel bad just about other transgirls i'm not 100% comfortable with seeing my lewds
i really don't like the idea of guys seeing me, ugh

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>>8680282
Do you have a plan for what you would do if you happened upon a highwayman or a band of local cutthroats?

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>>8680257
i'm really depressed all the time but tetra's still with me, g-get gud

>>8680253
remove jokes

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how do i get a new transgf

>>8680319
learn to actually be a nice person for once

>>8680252
i ~think~ both weight gain and weight loss on HRT are relatively negative, because you'll lose fat cells in places you want them or gain fat cells in places you don't

>>8680291
stop eating carbs

>>8680319
you just be yourself

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>>8680252
>>8680332
*off HRT, dear god what have i done

just get on HRT as soon as possible and then diet

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>tfw no tall gf that you want to shower with affection and love and make her feel like a real girl no matter what she looks like

>>8680332
>>8680252
on HRT you want to lose weight, to purge pre-hrt fat, and then regain weight
pre-hrt there is literally nothing to lose by losing weight

>>8680278
Watch out with questions like that, it usually means your SO is majorly questioning aspects of your relationship dynamics

Better assert your she-dominance and make sure he knows if anyone is selling videos of you pooping while eating fritos with your feet its going to be you and not him.

I am pretty high

>>8680352
w-where can i see that video

>>8680352
Lol, there's no questioning the dynamic. We could use more cash and I was adamant about camping in the past.
He knows I'm a hoe on camera.
>hi, high I'm jeallly
>>8680292
Wait, you feel bed for the trannies seeing your nudes?

>>8680365
>**Cammming
I like camping too, tho

>>8680365
i mean some transgirls i'm only just "amiable" with have seen, say, my boobs or w/e, and it makes me uncomfortable
like i've avoided posting lewd stuff in my server on occasion just because there's one or two people i wouldn't want seeing that sort of stuff

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>tfw no lightskin transgirl ogre gf

>>8680374
that ogre has shit taste in fashion desu

>>8680384
well i would buy her any dress she wanted to wear as long as she is true to what she likes

>>8680373
See, this is where ppl with hollow empathy_less hearts and normal trannies like you differ.
I really really like attention... Often, even if it's the wrong kind

>>8680384
She's an ogre.
Nothing fits
Like 6'5" trannies

>>8680374
>one single horn in the middle of her head
is she a retarded ogre

>>8680396
I'd rather live naked than have shit fashion sense REE

>>8680392
don't get me wrong, i love attention / slutposting
i'm just really, really picky with who gives it to me, and if someone i don't respect sees my stuff, it's more harm than good

>>8680401
This is why schools need to make home economics a required class.
Ppl need to learn to cook and sew

>>8680404
I don't respect anyone enjoying my needs, desu.
The only time a sense of worry would come to mind is if somebody I had a crush on saw them.
Then, I'd rather they didn't see em at all.
Which, again, is why my lewdposting is drying up

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>>8680405
sewing and cooking is fun i wanna make handmade lolita dresses that is my dream!!! and to cook my daddy homemade meals everyday

>>8680412
i usually just one on one with people i'm close with, but meh
i haven't bothered lewdposting for a while now, too depressed i guess

>>8680412
Nudes. Holy fyxskding xx autocorrect
>>8680413
Gotta have the skills first. And probably a sewing machine.
I buy over-sized girl clothes and take in the fabric around the tummy.
I'm 5'11" and stronk, not 350lbs and morbidly obese

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>>8680420
yeah i think ill start with basic plushies and cosplay stuff and then get to making lolita dresses when i have more skill
ive sewn before buy it was simple stuff and i dont currently have a sewing macine

>>8680416
I'm taken.
So, like, I might agressively shitpost straight-foreward raunchy shit back. But, it's done so un_tactfully, I always hope it throws em off their game.
I'll even go as far to purposefully ignore their posts, even though I love talking to them (and even their voice).
Forbidden love makes the heart dokidoki

>>8680365
Come to the stupid IRC channel gingerbread.

>>8680428
i'm taken but we're both slutty so it's w/e
and we probably need to go poly with someone stable because we're too depressed & anxious neets and often we just end up making eachother feel awful

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>>8680429
Wat IRC channel?
Can I finish my shower?

Rick FOOOOOOOOOOOX

>>8680205
>tfw no gf to do bondage stuff with give viagra and make her gt get hard and then bully her by stroking it

>>8680429
The mtfg one?

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Should non-passers be forced to detransition

>>8680473
no it doesn't really affect anyone other than themselves

>>8680473
you mean only socially right
i need my medicine

>>8680473
Well for the good of everyone else im never gona transition full time, but idk I think it should be up to the person. If someone wants to transition and they dont pass who cares, its their life to live. Live and let live and all that junk.

>>8680473
Why is a non passer taking shit on non passers

>>8680498
trannies are into self-pity, more at 11

>>8680511
Where do I get a tranny to fill with cum

>>8680526
ur moms house lol

>>8680527
No

>already losing erections
[fear]

>>8680583
of what exactly

>>8680583
that's just girl libido
you don't get random erections

idk, if you're afraid of losing function, force yourself to fap every 1-3 days
1-2 weeks is 'enough' but after i went from once a day to once every few days i started noticing a feeling of awkward stiffness

>>8680498
I'm not talking shit

Nonpassers like me are a blemish on society and delegitimize the struggles of passing transgirls and cis girls

I'm too selfish to stop taking hrt even though I should throw my estrogen away and get a masectomy too I know I'm wasting my time and money

I'm aware I do more harm than good to both cis women and trans women since I take up their spaces and waste natural resources

So maybe if we were forced into detransitioning we would be forced into doing the right and moral thing

Maybe have some global database so we can never get hrt again

>>8680595
my body's changing and it's scary

>>8680603
it's nbd
if i was never able to pass i'd just present male IRL and limit presenting to online
or kill myself, idk

>tfw had a nightmare that Juniper died in a shootout and I couldn't stop crying.

>>8680604
that's barely even a body change
just wait til your nipples get puffy and sore to touch

>>8680603
How can an Asian fuck up passing this bad?

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>>8680616
aaaaaaaaaaaa

>>8680614
that nightmare that kept me up until 6 am yesterday started with me talking to her on discord lol