20 year old mtf starting hrt on August 15. Came out to my mom and close friends a few days ago. Hold me /lgbt/. I feel embarassed to exist but also excessively anxious to begin hrt. Everything I'm doing feels like a distraction until then. It's all that's consuming my mind.
hrt post puberty is shit desu. try to get a twinkish body, keep your dick and get a boyfriend who'll fuck your ass raw every night. thats life. <3
>>8678075
Puberty doesn't actually end until the mid 20s. HRT will work just fine for OP at 20.
>>8677772
You are brave I am 25 here and have continued to dig myself a bigger hole. If I come out a lot of people will be shocked except for the people who think I look effiminate.
I even lactate and I am on no hormones or anything. I might be an andrognyn, yet I have a big dick though, but I do have small testes. Anyways be glad you came out now repressing yourself is terrible. I am going to go get a therapist this month as I can't keep living a lie.
>>8677772
No don't hurt pepe ;_;
>>8677772
>I feel embarassed to exist
lol, I definately know that feel