I'm 18, 1,73m and 1 week hrt. Every time i see my sister i think it's better to actually just kill myself.
How am i suposed to pass when people will compare me to her??? "Oh you're anon s...sister right?"
I know this is some irrational shit as she's cis and all but wtf... She's like 2cm smaller, looks incredible, she's beautiful and easily a 10/10, big tits, god tiver hips, should be working as a model but she choose to be a lawyer (lol)
She literally got the best genetics while i got the shitty part, lot's of body hair, daddy belly, shitty facial features (not manly but obviously not female, wich locks me in a ridiculous state of the androgynous loser face)
Hrt doesn't change anything at all besides preventing a body from getting manlier... Should i give up?
>>8675815
>She's like 2cm smaller, looks incredible,
That's nothing. What's her age?
>>8675829
She's 25... Those 2cm really make a diference when i'm standing by her side BC of my male skeleton and big skull
>>8675815
i was expecting way more incest
thank you op
also you'll be fine
>>8675815
>shitty facial features (not manly but obviously not female, wich locks me in a ridiculous state of the androgynous loser face)
Wow are you me? That's the best description of my face ever.
>>8675897
Lol... I hope so, thanks anon
>>8675947
Ikr? People always tell me "hmmmmmmm(x40000), your face isn't really manly but... but..... Idk something seems off" and i hate to see my death stare everytime i look at the mirror.
I hope hrt/life helps us
>>8675858
Oh lord almighty I know this feel. I don't really have any advice or comforting words, but you have my utmost sympathy.
>>8675815
>Hrt doesn't change anything at all besides preventing a body from getting manlier... Should i give up?
HRT redistributes fat and thins body hair out and shit - which can make quite a world of difference, even if your skelly won't really change. Your skin should start to soften around now, just give it a week or two and ask yourself whether you want that softness to go away. You won't. Being trans is so shit, but at least we can at least make it a little less shit, no? Besides, one day you'd wake up a 60-year-old hun too warped by testosterone to ever even seem the slightest bit feminine - your whole life as a dude will have essentially been a miserable facade and you'll regret not just giving hrt a shot when you were young.
>>8677078
We'll make it, thanks for your words <3
Your last statement is terrifying, that's why even if i get confused if i'm trans or not, or lose hope i'll pass, i'll stay on hrt. The idea of aging with T is terrible...