hi so i recently kind of made friends with some like minded people in real life - and im pretty worried because i heard a rumor that one of the girls is against transmen even though they are a transwoman.
i'm scared because i want to be able to talk about this stuff with people, but don't feel safe with these people now.
i have a crush on her too which REALLY doesn't help me.
unfortunately, i'll never have the option to transition, but it is a deep rooted feeling that i have needed to talk with someone about.
how could i go about finding out if she truly hates transmen?
>>8656869
>never option to transition
y not
>>8656872
right now a big factor is money, and the other part is that i'm extremely nervous to transition to be honest, but hopefully someday, if i'm not too old (21 now) i could go for it.
>>8656869
Cis male bodybuilder here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IjDVTS0zYOs
>>8656869
>unfortunately, i'll never have the option to transition,
I wonder what repression is like for ftms.