Advice for gay cuck

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>25 years old
>tfw accidentally came out of the closet at a party while drunk
>guy there messaged me the next day to hook up at a later date
>never been on date before. Scared shitless
>hookup
>fall madly in love with him
>cuddle, kiss and do all sorts of things I never got to do before (minus sex. Still a virgin)
>next day he tells me that he has feelings for me, but we shouldn't be close and I shouldn't be attached to him
>on top of that he doesn't want a committed relationship but he can be my "foundation for future dates"

I didn't say know, but is this what it's like to be cucked? While he's going around sleeping with other guys, I'm stuck here still having feelings for him.

I haven't felt this helpless and hopeless in years. Just when I thought things were getting better.