>I wanted to be a woman
>failed to pass
>resigned myself to live as man
>failed
>resigned myself to live as femboy on hrt
>couldn't
>now I want to be a transwoman, a hon, anything but male but don't have courage to start presenting female
>getting drunk another day in a row
how to get the courage /lgbt/
where do they sell this shit
therapy.
you're on the path now. you'll just basically need to drink yourself almost to death and have a mental breakdown that destroys your inhibitions to the point where you don't care about not passing in public as long as enough people humor you
>>8651461
I've been on hrt 10 years and still haven't gotten to that point.
hon? more like fun!
>>8651455
Whats stopping you anon? what are the fears holding you back?
Same. Im still early in transition but I don't have high expectations of passing. Im just going to put in my best effort and be ok withbeing visibly trans.. kudos to you if you are a late transitioner and pass or if you got to transition early but ive accepted t the reality that I'm a hon and I'm just going to live my life
>>8651716
how do you live 10 years on hrt without presenting as female?
Like, how do you explain tits, impotence etc. to others?
>>8652757
fear or being mocked and bullied, my own hatred and dysphoria