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Non sexual masochist? 2017-07-28 10:42:35 Post No. 8647128
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Non sexual masochist? 2017-07-28 10:42:35 Post No. 8647128
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This is an actual question, not shitposting.
I'm an effeminate looking guy but I'm not gay and don't think about men that way. But I really want to get beaten up and think about it a lot, beaten to the point where I curl up into a ball or beg them to stop.
It sounds sexual, but it's sort of just emotional release or something for me. It doesn't really arouse me. I mean if a pretty girl hurt me, I'd be turned on but there's still that aspect that I feel like I just deserve to be kicked to death. I mostly want to get beaten by another guy because they're typically stronger but I don't see any sexual aspect in my head.
Is that weird? Can masochism exist without sexual connotations?
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>>8647128
history of abuse?
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>>8647182
No weirdly. Maybe emotional abuse from parents, but no physical abuse/assault ever.
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when I started HRT i was just mildly submissive but now my sexual fantasies involve constant rape, beatings, choking, starvation and emotional abuse until I'm nearly catatonic. I don't know what happened probably some combination of low self esteem and wanting to be used for someone's emotional or sexual release
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>>8647128
of course!
for example
im non sexual tranny masochist, by burning myself with a hair dryer, dosing antihistamines and overdosing stims I cause myself all sorts of pain, that relief my dysphira and anxiety
to the point I have burn scars all over my mantorso, manchest, manshoulders. also, possibly brain damage, and my heart hurts on it's own nowadays even if I don't take any sort of drugs. I will probably die because of that, and I'm ok with that.
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>>8647555
T E X A S ?
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>>8647672
North Carolina sorry only 20 hrs away r-right :(
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I can definitely relate to this post, being overpowered is a powerful experience
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>>8647128
Damn. I wanna beat up someone but it's mostly for arousal. Though I've heard of someone who was masochist without sexual connotations, so no it's not weird.
You'll be hardpressed to find someone willing to beat you up in a controlled setting.
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>>8648000
pls be in tokyo
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>>8647555
I'm on HRT and my selfhate and selfesteem problems are fading away
still mildly submissive
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>>8648000
I do have someone who beats me up but I'm scared he's aroused by it. What's the chance he is or not? (He doesn't get boners during it but still...)
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>>8647198
>maybe emotional abuse from parents
Can you elaborate on this?
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